Hey, where is my knife?

Ji Kai sometimes feels that human beings are really contradictory creatures.

Even though he has already made a decision, he doesn't feel regretful. Instead, he has a kind of heroic feeling to face the new world directly after breaking the boat.But in the dead of night, it is inevitable to fall into endless self-doubt.

This feeling seems to have been mentioned by Zuo Yan a long time ago.

At that time, Lawyer Zuo had just left his long-time lover.He drank slightly drunk and told Ji Kai that he knew very well that the relationship was gone and it was right to separate, but he still felt very sad.

For a while, the world even lost its color as if the sky was falling.

Probably no matter who it is, pulling out from a habitual, colorful, relaxed and comfortable life bubble will definitely be accompanied by inescapable labor pains.

The moon is bright.

Ji Kai turned his head, and the man next to the pillow was sleeping soundly, his eyelashes trembling slightly, and the upturned corners of his eyes had the charm of a little fox under the moonlight.

He just looked at him.It feels both strange and familiar, recalling every bit of the two people from the first meeting to the present-everything is like a dream that I can't bear to wake up from.

After a while, when he came back to his senses, there was still a sweet smile on the corner of his mouth.

Ji Kai felt that he should be able to be willful once in a while.

"Weidu, Weidu..."

A few kisses on the lips.Li Weidu was in a daze, probably thought he was drooling, and even licked it a few times.Touching the familiar lips, he finally became a little awake, and tightened his arms: "Well, what's the matter?"

"Weidu, I can't sleep."

Li Weidu regained his energy in a second.

Under the blurred moonlight, the black pupils were a dark gray mist like smoky crystals.He stared at Ji Kai motionlessly, and couldn't tell what it felt like for a while.

Confused, distressed, puzzled, mixed with a little bit of relief.I remember the days when I hadn't confessed my feelings, under the hazy moon, he was always the one who said these words, tricking Ji Kai to take pity on him, and letting him act like a spoiled child.

Her heart was trembling, she gave a soft "um", got up, covered her whole body, and kissed his lips.

"...Hey, let me help you sleep."

……

The delicate kiss fell on the ear hot and tenderly, Ji Kai was as dazed as if he was drunk, he only remembered Li Weidu's unusual tenderness that night.

And he, like a treasure held in the palm of his hand, has received the most meticulous care.Outside the window on a bright moonlit night, he saw quiet and brilliant fireworks. Until a long time later, he didn't know if it was reality.

Cathartic, tired, and asleep.I slept very deeply, and woke up until dawn.

……

Early the next morning, Mr. Li continued his daily routine of buying vegetables and cooking, and the atmosphere of the whole house looked the same as before.

But Li Wei knew it was different.

At least in terms of mentality, it is completely different from yesterday.

Almost a year together.

In the past days, the food chain at home has always been arranged like this - the carnivorous baby bear is at the top, the omnivorous fruity Mao Mao is firmly in the center, and the herbivorous puppet is at the bottom.

Li Weidu is very satisfied to stay at the bottom.

The feeling of being eaten to death and lying dead is also good.Anyway, serving the two masters every day, cleaning the room and making meals, and being patted on the head, exulting in praise, and rejoicing when seeing the cooked meals being eaten up, this is enough for the meaning of his life.

However, in the past two days, there seems to be a tendency for serfs to stand up and sing and be promoted to become the head of the family.

When Baby Bear was in a low mood, he stood up decisively and turned into an all-around superman who took care of everything, including food, housing, lower body happiness, and coaxing.

In fact, before Li Weidu, he never believed in the so-called "suffering is a gift of fate" or "what can't kill us can make us stronger".

In his eyes, pain is pain, and a bad heart is a bad heart.

No one wants to suffer and then be forced to grow.

After all, it was because of those cruel things that tortured him into a "crazy" in the eyes of many people.The sequelae have restricted thinking and behavior so far, leaving sensitive areas that are difficult to cure.

For example, even with such a wonderful baby bear, it gave him an overflowing sense of security.

But occasionally text messages are late, or the phone is out of battery and accidentally loses contact, and I will still fidget right away-what is my baby bear doing?Have you got a meal yet?what did you eat?Is it tasty?What did you do today?did you miss me?How much do you miss me?Do you miss me as much as I miss him?Did he forget me, did he not love me anymore?

Then, I collapsed in minutes, and then picked up pieces and put them together.

Not to mention seeing Zhu Ling's sincere expression of love at the award ceremony on TV that day, he was even more jealous to the point of madness.

After giving someone a hard time with an excuse, he couldn't help but secretly poke and stare at the mobile phone he put there without a password.

All kinds of insecurities and possessive desires raged to see it, but thinking about it, I had made an agreement that I would never peek again, so I tossed and turned for several days and suffered continuously.

He also had to act like he didn't care, be tolerant and gentle, dismiss Zhu Ling with a smile, and even admire his acting skills.

...Until that night, Ji Kai couldn't sleep, so he woke him up and begged him to comfort him.

Li Weidu was overwhelmed by flattery, and instantly felt that he had been promoted to a few levels and was shining like gold.I can't wait to post a Moments post to announce to the world - Baby Bear has come to beg me for a hug, he is finally willing to rely on me!

By the way, I discovered that all the bad things I have encountered have a good side.

For example, the various misfortunes he encountered before meeting Ji Kai, and the way his father and Ye Yan treated others, can simply compile a collection of massive high-quality "negative cases".

And those wounds that poked his whole body full of holes and engraved in his bones and blood clearly marked almost all possible "minefields" when people get along with each other.

These are invaluable life experiences for him who wants to be gentle and treat his lover infinitely kindly.

Therefore, even if you are not born with good words, your first impression will always be unfavorable.But when you really fall in love with someone, you know better than anyone what kind of practical actions you should take to comfort and warm you.

Li Weidu is almost sure that during the year of being together, he never missed a word or did a thing, which made Ji Kai feel confused, uneasy, and not taken seriously even for a second.

No, never will.

He will definitely do better to make his family Xiong Xiong love him more and more and rely on him more and more.

As for Zhu Ling and the like, he can only be thrown away by thousands of miles forever, with no regrets.

……

Ji Kai didn't expect that resigning from his job would be so troublesome.

I have to transfer my files and transfer my social security provident fund. I was irritated by queuing up, and I didn’t dare to smoke for fear of being found when I went home. There was a heavy traffic jam on the road.

However, as soon as he entered the house, his depression disappeared immediately.

Because the cute thing who came to open the door really made the handsome old rough man blush and swallow his saliva.

Li Weidu was wearing a one-piece brown pajamas, opened the door for him at the entrance, and stared at him with extremely innocent, seductive and pure eyes.The pajamas were still hooded, with bear ears hanging limply from the hood.

This bear pajamas... Boss Li originally bought it from the Internet and wore it for him.

Ji Kai only wore it once, and he didn't want to wear it anymore.

It's not because it's not easy to wear, but because it's so easy to wear. It's very, very erotic. He himself feels that it's very erotic, and he's a little open, showing his bronze chest muscles slightly.

As a result, Mr. Li seemed to have been turned on some terrible switch that day.

Since dusk, Ji Kai began to be harassed by all kinds of sex, crazily rubbing his breasts and playing with him, and finally the sex became a person who couldn't take care of himself.

After walking for several days, Ji Kai firmly put the inner three layers of the clothes into the deepest part of the closet under Mr. Li's resentful eyes.

Now, the big killer has seen the light of day again.

But it turns out that the temperament is different, and the feeling of wearing the same clothes is completely different.

Li Weidu wore this thing, and he didn't feel lustful at all, but was so innocent and cute that his heart melted into water.

Even if you wear it like this and use a rolling pin to roll the dough, it will not remind people of the "beautiful and delicious" tainted with color words.

It's just that when his fair and beautiful fingers wipe sweat occasionally, he has the temperament of a snail boy at home.Let the lazy farmer see straight, and give birth to a feeling that he really wants to depend on him and live like this for the rest of his life.

I always feel that I have to cheer up soon.

Speaking of which, what is there to be sad about?Thinking about the divorce back then, I could cut through the mess quickly, thinking "I am so good, I will definitely have a second spring", and then looked forward with my head up and chest out.

Work is more like this, isn't it?

To take a step back, at least it is "a doctoral degree from a prestigious school, with a C journal paper under the National Social Science Fund N project".As far as the carpenter's path fails in the end, and he wants to return to become a university teacher, any other school should also be happy to hear about it.

Good choices are everywhere, don’t panic!

So he made up his mind and started to collect materials on the Internet on how to take the first step in the carpenter's career. Li Wei would help him to follow him when he had nothing to do, and sometimes he was more active than him.

"Ji Kai, look at this, the author of your favorite "Forest and the Universe" has opened a studio in Switzerland, and it is said that he is taking apprentices."

According to the magazine, the blue-eyed, white-bearded old master set up a joint studio with several other world-renowned artists in the deep mountains of Switzerland.

Take jobs, also accept apprentices, teach clock making, oil painting techniques and fine carving art.

Ji Kai looked back at the "Forest and the Universe" on the bookshelf, yearning for it silently.

Unfortunately, Switzerland is too far away.

"It's okay, I've resigned from the position of CEO - I'm only a shareholder of the company, and the company is still mine. It's fine to buy her occasionally and provide strategic and technical support. I believe that Vice President Chen can handle it alone!"

The bitterness of the company far away forced Vice President Chen to let out a "squeeze".

"They just called for apprentices in the fall, why don't you sign up quickly? I'll go with you. At the bottom of the Alps, there are good mountains, good water and good air. You do what you like, and I'll watch you carve puppets. "

Ji Kai: "Then what do you do with the things you like?"

"The things I like are already very successful anyway." Mr. Li crossed his arms and sat for a long time, his dark eyes flashed a strange and obsessive light, "And compared to work, of course you are more important to me As long as I can keep looking at you, other things don't matter."

... Cough, Mr. Li, I have to continue to educate you when I have time.

"As long as you are fine, everything will be fine, my life can completely revolve around you" - your thinking is still a bit paranoid, cough, in short, you know that it is not healthy!

Really want to become that master's apprentice, Ji Kai secretly calculated based on the information, the study period will be at least three years.

I don't know if the tuition fee will be very expensive.Even if it wasn't expensive, the living expenses in Switzerland alone would be enough. After three years, it would cost hundreds of thousands if not one million. However, he still has a flat, which should be enough if he sells it.

It's just that I don't really want to sell it.

In that home, everything from the wallpaper to the ceiling to the table lamps was carefully selected by him.It has nothing to do with Zhu Ling, it's really something he likes.If the house is sold, many years of painstaking efforts will be gone...

"What house are you selling? What tuition fees are you worried about? You already have me!"

Boss Li's face is so strong that it's only natural that he has a blingbling golden halo on his head.

Ji Kai smiled helplessly, and seriously reasoned with him: "Weidu, I have already received a lot of expensive gifts from you, but I always take the gifts as my heart, and it would be too much to take your money. For the dignity of my man For the sake of thinking, can you let me find a way to raise money by myself?"

"What's your money and mine?" Mr. Li was upset, "When we get married in the future, isn't it all your money?"

Getting married... Ji Kai's old face became hot.

However, Mr. Li's thinking circuit was always clear, and he didn't feel that he said something shocking to the world. Instead, he was sulking alone on the sofa in the next second.

"I have nothing but money. You still don't want my money, so what use am I?"

Ji Kai: "???"

"Ah, that's right." Before he had time to comfort him, Mr. Li jumped up from the sofa again, "The money you paid for the commercial last time is still with me."

Ji Kai's previous seven commercials for light luxury brands were unprecedentedly hot topics.Many manufacturers saw it, and asked Director Wang who the model was, and expressed their intention to hire a high price.

Li Weidu blocked him all for him—wasn't it enough to be tricked once?How many people do you want my baby bear to sell meat to?Go away, only I can watch!

However, at this moment, a new way of thinking has opened up.

"Baby Ji Kai, do you want to... just come to participate in a live broadcast season of "Prosperity"?"

It just so happened that a guest whom we had agreed to miss was temporarily absent from the game, and he was worried about who to find to fill his seat.The requirement is "good popularity + high IQ", think about it carefully, who can be more suitable than his baby bear?

"For amateur contestants, the price for the first season is 50. In this way, after three months, plus your own savings, you can almost save enough to go to Switzerland for living expenses. Our company is in charge of the program, and I participated in the whole production process. I can guarantee that no one will dare to bully you!"

It can also let you know your strength in attacking me!

I can also show it to Zhu Ling by the way—who would want you to thank me?My family, Ji Kai, came to the front of the screen in an upright manner, and became more popular than you in minutes!

……

Ji Kai is well aware of the prosperity of the "Prosperity" live-action live show.

Qi Yang used to be at the same level as Zhu Ling, half popular but not black for many years, and in the end it was because of participating in the live broadcast of "Prosperity".I remember that Wei Xuan often came to this show as a friend, and he was considered a big Internet celebrity, which directly brought his pet shop called Petty to a boom.

Riding Yangyang was very excited: "Ah! Come on, come on, Brother Kai, come on, and protect me from pushing Wei Xuan to death this time! I was crushed by him every time before, and I was almost mad. I get 'distressed' by bullet screens every day, Brother Kai, come and save me with IQ!"

Ji Kai was also really tempted.

In the entertainment circle, almost all big and small stars wanted to take advantage of the popularity of the "Prosperity" live broadcast.

It's a pity that Ye Yan and Zhu Ling were not born at the right time, and I'm afraid they won't be able to get on in this lifetime.

……pretty good.

Earn a ticket to be a carpenter's tuition, and by the way, you have come to my school to support me, and I will also stop by your site to support you.

Let me show you how open and arrogant a life with true love can be.

Also call to see if you are blind.For the irresponsible prodigal son like Zhu Ling, what did you lose?

Is it really worth it?