Hey, where is my knife?
Chapter 73
Facts have proved that the three views of close people will affect each other, and his father's three views are really not the only ones in the Li family.
Professor Li asked Ji Kai to sit down, smiling bureaucratically: "I know your principal very well, and the principal also admires you, Professor Ji, saying that you are also very ambitious and talented in academics."
"..."
"You may also know that many core journals and magazines, as well as the National Social Science Fund, are all external review experts on my side, and have the power to veto. Of course, we also have our own research team at R University, and we have been absorbing new research. I'm also very optimistic about Professor Ji recently."
"...Young man, sometimes, your own future and destiny are in your own hands, but you must think carefully and take good care of it."
The rest of the subtext is self-evident - basically "I am in a high academic position, I can easily make you, and I can easily destroy you", Ji Kai is speechless.
"Thank you very much, Professor Li, but I'm actually not that ambitious."
No desire is just.
Doing well in academics does not mean that you really love scientific research.
The reason why I chose to study law in the first place was not based on "love" or "ideals"—it was just that I couldn't figure out my sister's case, and I wanted to find some comfort in the textbooks about fairness and justice.
It's a pity that after studying for so many years, I have done a lot of articles and projects, and even the title of associate professor is enviable.What I was really looking for was never found.
I was a little confused and tired at first, but just when I was about to stop and sort out my life direction, this leading figure appeared in front of me again.
It may be that he read the biography of this "Professor Li" when he was in college.I remember that he went to the United States to study several times, but he declined the high-paying offers there to persuade him to return to China on a regular basis.
Later, he wrote books, devoted himself to academic research, assisted in legislation, and served the country with academics. Ji Kai always thought that he was a fierce, passionate, free and noble fighter who "wielded the sword of the law and held the balance of justice".
When I saw a real person today, I felt particularly disillusioned.
…Out of the teaching building of R University, there are straight rows of tall and dense white birches on the entire main road of the campus, lush and green.
Slowly walking along that road, my thoughts slowly fluctuated through countless people and things - former family members, Weidu, Zhu Ling, Zhou Yi'an... As time goes by, some people are always changing, and they can even go with the flow , beyond recognition.But there must be many strong people who can not forget their original aspirations and always hold innocence and stubbornness.
"I can't be as good as I want, but I want to be worthy of my heart."
I still remember that when I first entered the university, the old principal was already 70 years old.Insisting on attending their opening ceremony, trembling over and over again with a hoarse voice emphasizing the old truths that have never changed and everyone thought they would understand.
He stopped, and the wind stopped.
There seemed to be some clarity in my heart.Before going home that day, I went to the gym and sweated hard again.It is said that exercise will produce indoxyl, which will make people feel better, and the haze will soon be swept away.
When I got home, the room was filled with the smell of steamed buns just out of the cage, and his baby Dudu's pastry skill +10086 recently.
Looking at the busy figure of that person, I felt warm in my heart.All along, he longed for another warm home.
When returning late, you can eat hot dishes and hot soup, have a friendly smile to soothe the tired, and have close friends holding hands and talking.Now I am very lucky, I really have all of them, and it also comes with all kinds of loving porch hugs and loving kisses for big beauties.
"Wait, wait, don't do it today, I'm very dirty, don't hug, don't hug!"
I just sweated in the gym, and I didn't bring a change of clothes, so I didn't wash it... However, I was hugged hard and felt good.
……
On the day of Li's father's wedding, Ji Kai happened to be home from class, and took care of Li Weidu, who was bedridden with a cold and low fever because of his greed for cold, with a thermometer in his face helplessly.
As for what is greedy...
Professor Ji thinks that people should keep a low profile about the small bay window play in the middle of the night, and it is better to skip such topics.
After taking the body temperature and feeding the medicine, he leaned over and wanted to kiss, President Li awkwardly moved his face away: "...I have a cold, so I can't kiss you today."
"It's okay, cold and cold are not contagious."
Saying a forceful "baji", no matter how hard he struggled, he kissed firmly, President Li let out a comfortable sigh like a small animal, he could only lower his head with his eyes down, his cheeks were slightly red, and his face was filled with endless aftertaste.
Ji Kai really felt that Li Weidu's small shyness and throbbing from time to time were particularly exciting.
I don't know how many times I have met each other honestly, especially last night, who was so fierce and played that kind of ultra-restricted level of difficulty that is difficult to look directly at?But once out of the estrous state, he can immediately turn back into a pure and innocent boy, completely different from the fancy high-strength pile driver at night.
"I can't sleep, come and stay with me and tell me some stories, okay?" Qingchun President Li acted sleepily, lifted the quilt to let him in, hugged the big pillow with super possessive desire, cool Tape the instep to keep warm.
Ji Kai told him some little things that were warm at home in the past.
For example, my sister sews clothes and slippers for the whole family, my parents are jealous and bickering every now and then, and he mischievously catches crickets and puts them under his parents’ pillows, and blows condoms issued by the family planning office into balloons and sends them to neighbors as gifts. After being hit by mixed doubles, the elder sister came forward to rescue and rescued a glorious deed of life...
Hearing that, Li Weidu looked envious: "The people in your family are really interesting..."
Of course it's interesting, hum, don't you see whose family is it?
Although not rich, but a family of four loves to drink enough water, and can live a happy life full of fireworks and human touch every day, which is priceless.At least... It must be much happier than the mansion where the uncle shakes hands with the country's leaders hanging on the bedside, and the parents ran away from home for 20 years, but they are rich and well-clothed!
"I want to know what about parents and sisters like yours..." Li Weidu's head rested on Ji Kai's shoulder, a little hot, his voice was hoarse and sexy, itchy and seductive.
"If you accidentally get hurt outside or are bullied by others, will they...will they blame you first? Do they think you have a problem and blame yourself, and you should reflect on yourself first, or will you feel that 'it's all other people's fault'? wrong'?"
This question is too simple, and it is almost a sub-question: "Of course it is someone else's fault!"
"My family is super protective! Even if it's my fault, it must be someone else's fault! I remember once when I was a child, I was about four or five years old, and one day I ran too fast and tripped over a chair. Front teeth, while I was crying, my mother beat the chair, and after the beating, I changed to my dad, and after my father beat me, I changed to my sister... They all said that the chair was broken, the chair should be beaten, and the chair was the fault."
As he spoke, his heart ached to embrace Weidu, who was silent and in a trance.
The Li family probably wouldn't have such a heartwarming scene, his scumbag father wouldn't care if he was injured or in pain.
"...When I get hurt, my dad will only blame me for being stupid."
"I have been bullied, and I have never only ridiculed 'Why do people not bully others, but only bully you, you must be the one who is hated'."
"Since I was young, no matter what achievements I have made, he has taken it for granted. He has never praised me, not even once. When he finds various reasons to scold me, he can say anything nasty."
At such a young age, I couldn't feel any love, only bloody desolation, which I still can't let go of.
Therefore, when that person got married, even if it was a drama about finding the true love that had been lost for decades, he could only treat him indifferently, unable to be happy or blessed.
Li Weidu always felt that if he could also be born in a carefree and loving family like Ji Kai's.Maybe he can also become healthy and sunny, instead of caring too much about other people's feelings, inferiority complex and cautious, dark and insecure like now.
"...I'm sorry, I shouldn't have complained so much to you."
It's always like this, I can't say anything positive, knowing that trivial grievances are of no avail... I was so disgusted with myself, but I was kissed again. It was a long and intense kiss. After the kiss, my breath was short of breath and my tongue was numb. .
"Weidu, 'The so-called concept of home is supposed to be a place to accommodate fragility, complaints, fatigue and tears,'——my dad always said that in the past."
“He said that when we relax and nourish ourselves at home, we come out stronger.'”
"If you really treat me as a 'family', tell me if you have any unhappy things in the future. I will definitely not feel annoying, and I will help you beat the little chairs and stools who bully you."
Li Weidu was teased by him and gave a low laugh, but his eye sockets were a little hot, he raised his eyes in a daze, and met the man's gentle eyes looking at treasures, shrank back under the quilt in embarrassment, and secretly reached out to touch it. On the red and swollen lips, there is a sweetness on the tip of the heart.
"But Weidu, I have always felt such a pity! My parents and sisters are still alive. If I can see you, I must like you very much. In that case, I will not be the only one who can protect you. gone."
"Besides, the whole family like my family is lazy, happy, careless and casual. We need a careful and meticulous person to lead us. You are very suitable to be the backbone of my family, really."
Li Weidu gave an "um", rubbed against Ji Kai, and hugged his waist.
"Actually... I often hear you talk about them, and I always feel that I am very familiar with them, as if I have seen them and sat at the dining table happily to eat together."
Probably from your body, I can clearly see all their kindness, enthusiasm and loveliness.
……
After taking a nap until dark, the two got up lazily and watched TV on the bed leaning on their shoulders.
The first is a documentary about cats.
"Persian cats, the nobles among cats-gentle and gentle temperament, smart and quick, considerate, less moving and quiet, born with a pampered attitude, giving people a gorgeous and noble feeling, and have always been favored by cat lovers all over the world .”
Ji Kai turned his head and looked at the people around him: "This describes you like you."
Mr. Li: "Choose one! I can't be like a cat and a fish!"
"why?"
"Because it's a natural enemy!"
Ji Kai thought for a long time, but couldn't figure out the logical relationship.After the cat movie finished playing, Li Weidu raised the remote control and changed a few more channels, Ji Kai: "Wait a minute, Weidu, that channel just now was the Golden Maple Award Presentation Song, right?"
"Why, I want to see if Zhu Ling won the award?"
"No, no, change whatever you want, change whatever you want." Ji Kai was ashamed, I just want to watch an awards ceremony!Who would have thought that this could also step on thunder.
Li Weidu had one single eyelid, and decisively replaced it for him.When the nominations for the new awards were announced, the camera panned to the audience, but Ye Yan's clean and fair face suddenly appeared.
Li Weidu was stunned, and Professor Ji immediately teased: "Hey~ Could it be that you want to see your ex?"
The camera zooms out, Zhu Ling is wearing a shiny diamond suit, sitting next to Ye Yin, occasionally whispering to each other.Recently... it seems that I have a bit of a posture to be public and not avoid suspicion.
Both of them are candidates for the "Most Popular Song Award by Internet Voting", but Zhu Ling's fan base and popularity are obviously larger than other candidates, so when the host said "Congratulations Zhu Ling", Ji Kai Not surprisingly.
"Okay, don't watch it, change the channel?"
Li Weidu continued to be arrogant and faceless, Professor Ji could only bite the bullet and watch a handsome and domineering predecessor standing on the stage, thanking his producers, staff, etc. in various routines.
Originally, it was enough to thank you for a circle, and you could get off the stage. However, for some reason, there was a buzzing sound from the microphone, and after two seconds of silence, the handsome man on the stage with a crystal trophy in his hand spoke slowly again. Opening:
"...For so many years, every time I achieve results, I have thanked many people, but I have never thanked a person who is very important to me. That person helped me unreservedly during the most difficult time. He has been with me and cheered me on when I started my career."
The camera was brought to the audience, flashing Ye Yin's face.The little beauty couldn't guard against showing her true feelings, she was dignified, pale and ugly.
"Brother Kai," Zhu Ling lowered his eyes, read two words softly, then raised his eyes, and his black pupils looked affectionately at the camera, "I'm sorry."
"Also, thank you, really thank you."
The eyes of Li Weidu next to him were sharp for a second, and when he looked over, he sharpened his sword.
Ji Kai: What did I do? !
It was a pot from the sky.
Professor Li asked Ji Kai to sit down, smiling bureaucratically: "I know your principal very well, and the principal also admires you, Professor Ji, saying that you are also very ambitious and talented in academics."
"..."
"You may also know that many core journals and magazines, as well as the National Social Science Fund, are all external review experts on my side, and have the power to veto. Of course, we also have our own research team at R University, and we have been absorbing new research. I'm also very optimistic about Professor Ji recently."
"...Young man, sometimes, your own future and destiny are in your own hands, but you must think carefully and take good care of it."
The rest of the subtext is self-evident - basically "I am in a high academic position, I can easily make you, and I can easily destroy you", Ji Kai is speechless.
"Thank you very much, Professor Li, but I'm actually not that ambitious."
No desire is just.
Doing well in academics does not mean that you really love scientific research.
The reason why I chose to study law in the first place was not based on "love" or "ideals"—it was just that I couldn't figure out my sister's case, and I wanted to find some comfort in the textbooks about fairness and justice.
It's a pity that after studying for so many years, I have done a lot of articles and projects, and even the title of associate professor is enviable.What I was really looking for was never found.
I was a little confused and tired at first, but just when I was about to stop and sort out my life direction, this leading figure appeared in front of me again.
It may be that he read the biography of this "Professor Li" when he was in college.I remember that he went to the United States to study several times, but he declined the high-paying offers there to persuade him to return to China on a regular basis.
Later, he wrote books, devoted himself to academic research, assisted in legislation, and served the country with academics. Ji Kai always thought that he was a fierce, passionate, free and noble fighter who "wielded the sword of the law and held the balance of justice".
When I saw a real person today, I felt particularly disillusioned.
…Out of the teaching building of R University, there are straight rows of tall and dense white birches on the entire main road of the campus, lush and green.
Slowly walking along that road, my thoughts slowly fluctuated through countless people and things - former family members, Weidu, Zhu Ling, Zhou Yi'an... As time goes by, some people are always changing, and they can even go with the flow , beyond recognition.But there must be many strong people who can not forget their original aspirations and always hold innocence and stubbornness.
"I can't be as good as I want, but I want to be worthy of my heart."
I still remember that when I first entered the university, the old principal was already 70 years old.Insisting on attending their opening ceremony, trembling over and over again with a hoarse voice emphasizing the old truths that have never changed and everyone thought they would understand.
He stopped, and the wind stopped.
There seemed to be some clarity in my heart.Before going home that day, I went to the gym and sweated hard again.It is said that exercise will produce indoxyl, which will make people feel better, and the haze will soon be swept away.
When I got home, the room was filled with the smell of steamed buns just out of the cage, and his baby Dudu's pastry skill +10086 recently.
Looking at the busy figure of that person, I felt warm in my heart.All along, he longed for another warm home.
When returning late, you can eat hot dishes and hot soup, have a friendly smile to soothe the tired, and have close friends holding hands and talking.Now I am very lucky, I really have all of them, and it also comes with all kinds of loving porch hugs and loving kisses for big beauties.
"Wait, wait, don't do it today, I'm very dirty, don't hug, don't hug!"
I just sweated in the gym, and I didn't bring a change of clothes, so I didn't wash it... However, I was hugged hard and felt good.
……
On the day of Li's father's wedding, Ji Kai happened to be home from class, and took care of Li Weidu, who was bedridden with a cold and low fever because of his greed for cold, with a thermometer in his face helplessly.
As for what is greedy...
Professor Ji thinks that people should keep a low profile about the small bay window play in the middle of the night, and it is better to skip such topics.
After taking the body temperature and feeding the medicine, he leaned over and wanted to kiss, President Li awkwardly moved his face away: "...I have a cold, so I can't kiss you today."
"It's okay, cold and cold are not contagious."
Saying a forceful "baji", no matter how hard he struggled, he kissed firmly, President Li let out a comfortable sigh like a small animal, he could only lower his head with his eyes down, his cheeks were slightly red, and his face was filled with endless aftertaste.
Ji Kai really felt that Li Weidu's small shyness and throbbing from time to time were particularly exciting.
I don't know how many times I have met each other honestly, especially last night, who was so fierce and played that kind of ultra-restricted level of difficulty that is difficult to look directly at?But once out of the estrous state, he can immediately turn back into a pure and innocent boy, completely different from the fancy high-strength pile driver at night.
"I can't sleep, come and stay with me and tell me some stories, okay?" Qingchun President Li acted sleepily, lifted the quilt to let him in, hugged the big pillow with super possessive desire, cool Tape the instep to keep warm.
Ji Kai told him some little things that were warm at home in the past.
For example, my sister sews clothes and slippers for the whole family, my parents are jealous and bickering every now and then, and he mischievously catches crickets and puts them under his parents’ pillows, and blows condoms issued by the family planning office into balloons and sends them to neighbors as gifts. After being hit by mixed doubles, the elder sister came forward to rescue and rescued a glorious deed of life...
Hearing that, Li Weidu looked envious: "The people in your family are really interesting..."
Of course it's interesting, hum, don't you see whose family is it?
Although not rich, but a family of four loves to drink enough water, and can live a happy life full of fireworks and human touch every day, which is priceless.At least... It must be much happier than the mansion where the uncle shakes hands with the country's leaders hanging on the bedside, and the parents ran away from home for 20 years, but they are rich and well-clothed!
"I want to know what about parents and sisters like yours..." Li Weidu's head rested on Ji Kai's shoulder, a little hot, his voice was hoarse and sexy, itchy and seductive.
"If you accidentally get hurt outside or are bullied by others, will they...will they blame you first? Do they think you have a problem and blame yourself, and you should reflect on yourself first, or will you feel that 'it's all other people's fault'? wrong'?"
This question is too simple, and it is almost a sub-question: "Of course it is someone else's fault!"
"My family is super protective! Even if it's my fault, it must be someone else's fault! I remember once when I was a child, I was about four or five years old, and one day I ran too fast and tripped over a chair. Front teeth, while I was crying, my mother beat the chair, and after the beating, I changed to my dad, and after my father beat me, I changed to my sister... They all said that the chair was broken, the chair should be beaten, and the chair was the fault."
As he spoke, his heart ached to embrace Weidu, who was silent and in a trance.
The Li family probably wouldn't have such a heartwarming scene, his scumbag father wouldn't care if he was injured or in pain.
"...When I get hurt, my dad will only blame me for being stupid."
"I have been bullied, and I have never only ridiculed 'Why do people not bully others, but only bully you, you must be the one who is hated'."
"Since I was young, no matter what achievements I have made, he has taken it for granted. He has never praised me, not even once. When he finds various reasons to scold me, he can say anything nasty."
At such a young age, I couldn't feel any love, only bloody desolation, which I still can't let go of.
Therefore, when that person got married, even if it was a drama about finding the true love that had been lost for decades, he could only treat him indifferently, unable to be happy or blessed.
Li Weidu always felt that if he could also be born in a carefree and loving family like Ji Kai's.Maybe he can also become healthy and sunny, instead of caring too much about other people's feelings, inferiority complex and cautious, dark and insecure like now.
"...I'm sorry, I shouldn't have complained so much to you."
It's always like this, I can't say anything positive, knowing that trivial grievances are of no avail... I was so disgusted with myself, but I was kissed again. It was a long and intense kiss. After the kiss, my breath was short of breath and my tongue was numb. .
"Weidu, 'The so-called concept of home is supposed to be a place to accommodate fragility, complaints, fatigue and tears,'——my dad always said that in the past."
“He said that when we relax and nourish ourselves at home, we come out stronger.'”
"If you really treat me as a 'family', tell me if you have any unhappy things in the future. I will definitely not feel annoying, and I will help you beat the little chairs and stools who bully you."
Li Weidu was teased by him and gave a low laugh, but his eye sockets were a little hot, he raised his eyes in a daze, and met the man's gentle eyes looking at treasures, shrank back under the quilt in embarrassment, and secretly reached out to touch it. On the red and swollen lips, there is a sweetness on the tip of the heart.
"But Weidu, I have always felt such a pity! My parents and sisters are still alive. If I can see you, I must like you very much. In that case, I will not be the only one who can protect you. gone."
"Besides, the whole family like my family is lazy, happy, careless and casual. We need a careful and meticulous person to lead us. You are very suitable to be the backbone of my family, really."
Li Weidu gave an "um", rubbed against Ji Kai, and hugged his waist.
"Actually... I often hear you talk about them, and I always feel that I am very familiar with them, as if I have seen them and sat at the dining table happily to eat together."
Probably from your body, I can clearly see all their kindness, enthusiasm and loveliness.
……
After taking a nap until dark, the two got up lazily and watched TV on the bed leaning on their shoulders.
The first is a documentary about cats.
"Persian cats, the nobles among cats-gentle and gentle temperament, smart and quick, considerate, less moving and quiet, born with a pampered attitude, giving people a gorgeous and noble feeling, and have always been favored by cat lovers all over the world .”
Ji Kai turned his head and looked at the people around him: "This describes you like you."
Mr. Li: "Choose one! I can't be like a cat and a fish!"
"why?"
"Because it's a natural enemy!"
Ji Kai thought for a long time, but couldn't figure out the logical relationship.After the cat movie finished playing, Li Weidu raised the remote control and changed a few more channels, Ji Kai: "Wait a minute, Weidu, that channel just now was the Golden Maple Award Presentation Song, right?"
"Why, I want to see if Zhu Ling won the award?"
"No, no, change whatever you want, change whatever you want." Ji Kai was ashamed, I just want to watch an awards ceremony!Who would have thought that this could also step on thunder.
Li Weidu had one single eyelid, and decisively replaced it for him.When the nominations for the new awards were announced, the camera panned to the audience, but Ye Yan's clean and fair face suddenly appeared.
Li Weidu was stunned, and Professor Ji immediately teased: "Hey~ Could it be that you want to see your ex?"
The camera zooms out, Zhu Ling is wearing a shiny diamond suit, sitting next to Ye Yin, occasionally whispering to each other.Recently... it seems that I have a bit of a posture to be public and not avoid suspicion.
Both of them are candidates for the "Most Popular Song Award by Internet Voting", but Zhu Ling's fan base and popularity are obviously larger than other candidates, so when the host said "Congratulations Zhu Ling", Ji Kai Not surprisingly.
"Okay, don't watch it, change the channel?"
Li Weidu continued to be arrogant and faceless, Professor Ji could only bite the bullet and watch a handsome and domineering predecessor standing on the stage, thanking his producers, staff, etc. in various routines.
Originally, it was enough to thank you for a circle, and you could get off the stage. However, for some reason, there was a buzzing sound from the microphone, and after two seconds of silence, the handsome man on the stage with a crystal trophy in his hand spoke slowly again. Opening:
"...For so many years, every time I achieve results, I have thanked many people, but I have never thanked a person who is very important to me. That person helped me unreservedly during the most difficult time. He has been with me and cheered me on when I started my career."
The camera was brought to the audience, flashing Ye Yin's face.The little beauty couldn't guard against showing her true feelings, she was dignified, pale and ugly.
"Brother Kai," Zhu Ling lowered his eyes, read two words softly, then raised his eyes, and his black pupils looked affectionately at the camera, "I'm sorry."
"Also, thank you, really thank you."
The eyes of Li Weidu next to him were sharp for a second, and when he looked over, he sharpened his sword.
Ji Kai: What did I do? !
It was a pot from the sky.
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