Hey, where is my knife?

Li Weidu has never been a bedridden person.

Before meeting Ji Kai, he was used to insomnia all the year round.I would wake up naturally at four or five o'clock in the morning, loathing myself in front of the half-dark sky.Sitting on the bed and sighing, he turned on the computer, crackling and tapping on the day's work with his slender fingers.

Ji Kai has never been a bedridden person.

Teacher Ji is strict with self-discipline.Get up every morning from 07:30 to [-]:[-], and go for a morning sun run when you are in a good mood.

Therefore, love makes people corrupt.

……

Early in the morning, they had just performed activities that are not suitable for children, and the two of them hugged each other and slept sweetly.

I woke up before lunch, but no one wanted to move.So during that short period of lazy idle time, I leaned my legs together and snugly clinged to the quilt comfortably, and watched TV on the big pillow.

The rustling wind and squirrels in the pine forest outside the window, the Russian version of the wonderful talent show made people look confused.

Change channels decisively.The next door is showing a well-known European and American movie with the theme of "Time Traveling". Uh, unfortunately, it is also dubbed in Russian.

Following the unfamiliar syllables, I tried hard to recall the plot of the original lines.Li Weidu yawned, leaned on Ji Kai's shoulder with a satisfied face, narrowed his long and narrow eyes and dreamed.

Well, go back to the past and meet your former self...

If only I could go back.

The child who once endured the pain alone, was confused and hesitant, didn't know what to do, felt that life was long and hopeless.He would take him out of the dark corner, kick him, and teach him that he is fine and not to waste himself so much that he will worry people in the future.

Then hug him again and tell him it won't always be like that.

Everything is not as dark and endless as you imagine.

It will all be fine in the end, you just don't know it yet.

You just need to take yourself seriously, take others seriously, even if you are lost and confused, you still have to grit your teeth and persevere, waiting for the arrangement of fate. At the age of 26, you will meet him.

That day seemed like a very ordinary, ordinary day.

There is no white cat that suddenly ran into the house, no koi flag fluttering in the clear sky, no bright full moon, no gorgeous rainbow after the rain, and no flower blooming in the corner of the courtyard.

None of the expected symptoms.You still get up in the same mood as always, put on your clothes insensibly, and put on an inappropriate hat and mask.

Even when going out, I obsessively checked to see if the door was locked several times, and at the same time obsessively hated my obsessive-compulsive disorder, and laughed at the attributes of a stalker.

Little did he know that just a few hours later, he would meet his fate.

……

Li Weidu moved his arm.

The fingertips squeezed in from the back of the hand of the person next to him, and the fingers interlocked, and that person immediately grasped him tightly.

Such a little happiness of mutual affection has really been from the fingertips to the bottom of my heart every day recently, like a marshmallow that melts in a sip.

In fact, if God made you suffer so much disappointment and torture in the early years, it was just to save your life's luck and meet him.

So really, it was all worth it.It's a pity we didn't know sooner.

Li Weidu also wanted to tell that child that it would be great if he could do it again and be more frank when meeting him for the first time.

Don't obviously think that his family is handsome and has a good figure, and the super angry bastard Zhu Ling found such a person from where, but also put his head up and put on a face of disgust, and desperately picks on his clothes as a mystery and revealing clothes.

But having said that, although it is hot in summer, it is indeed a bit...

Well, it's better to take care of it in advance.I really don't want people to see it!

……

Taking the luggage bag next to the bed, Mr. Li found out the newly bought squirrel-themed waterproof cover from the tourist attraction, and put it on Ji Kai's passport carefully.

"..." The ID photos of ordinary people are ugly.

Li Weidu's is also ugly.On the day of applying for the certificate, I had a sudden stomachache. I endured the discomfort and stood in line. In the end, the photo was taken like a pale zombie ghost who had been starving for a long time.

But Ji Kai's ID photo is really handsome, so handsome that he couldn't help but immediately took out his phone to retake it.

"What are you doing?"

"I want to wash it out," Mr. Li said seriously, "put it in my wallet."

Ji Kai's heart trembled.One day, I will be promoted to the man in other people's wallet photos. Hehehe scratching his head in embarrassment: "It's all a lie. I'm very photogenic, and the photos always look better than me. You should have noticed it last time you took a photo."

"You were pretty too."

"No, no, no, I'm the type who grabs everywhere, how can you look better than Mr. Li."

Li Weidu frowned: "Huh?"

"It's not Boss Li, it's Weidu, Weidu!" Ji Kai immediately corrected, "Really, the first time I saw you, I thought you were very good-looking."

Annoying but nice.They didn't say anything, so they entered the mode of flattering each other in a second.

Of course, even if you don't flatter each other, you can't stop chatting once you start these days.The interests and hobbies are highly consistent. They all like traveling, art, and history research, and occasionally discuss unsolved mysteries. They like potted flowers and plants, and small animals.

Ji Kai is full of enthusiasm for food, and Li Weidu is full of experience in cooking food. They can really talk about everything from poetry to life philosophy, and they never worry about having nothing to say.

As a result, Ji Kai was full of confidence in the future of the two of them and added some expectations.

I was hungry, and finally it was lunch time.

The sun shines through the bed, like bright elves dancing.We went downstairs hand in hand, outside the cabin was a bay of shallow water, as slow, clear and quiet as a peaceful day.

At this time, human beings will start to find stimulation by themselves.

For example, today, um, the plan is to challenge the most traditional Russian food 100%!

"...so ugly."

Li Wei couldn't bear to look directly at it.

What the hell "beetroot soup" hello?It is said that it is "borscht", but it is obviously different from the color!

It's so red, so red, the standard is red, it looks like a vampire's breakfast, and there is a small piece of cream and mint leaves squeezed in the middle, which is unbearable.

Ji Kai: "Why? I think it's bright red, and I'm quite appetizing!"

Li Weidu silently remembered the soft pistachio pie a long time ago, and Ji Kai ate it happily.

"I'll try it first, um, it's delicious!"

Not only does it look appetizing, but the taste is really sour and sweet, like radish broth with cream, super delicious!

Li Weidu looked suspiciously.

"Weidu you try, really, you try. I'll feed you, ah—"

With a flick of the western-style silver spoon, a tablespoon of red hit the white enamel plate.

Ji Kai was stunned.

Li Weidu's face was full of distress, and he grabbed his hand.

"Why now, why now..."

The PTSD Parkinson's hand has basically healed a while ago, but sometimes it still shakes uncontrollably occasionally.

Ji Kai is still more inclined to throw the blame on Mr. Li. If you hadn't been staring at me with such charming eyes, I wouldn't be so excited, right?

"I'll find you the best professional rehabilitation doctor when you go back, and I'll help you get it done!"

"Why, you dislike me for being disabled?" Ji Kai stretched out his long legs, and pushed someone's indescribable part from under the table, "Who was served by this hand in the morning and couldn't scream?"

Li Weidu exploded in an instant, and that made Ji Kai laugh for a long time.

……

Russian food tasting continues, today Ji Kai has a new understanding of Li Weidu.

Insist that the beetroot soup is terrible, but can you eat the smoked grilled fish with baby potatoes, which is salty all over?

In Ji Kai's opinion, the weird and wonderful taste is something that the fighting nation can only swallow when they use their sturdy attributes, but Li Weidu eats it slowly and without hindrance.

So, Ji Kai happily drank red cabbage soup for two.And Mr. Li bought the smoked fish and potatoes that he disliked so much.

Then came the fried chicken.

"Don't move." Mr. Li kindly helped the disabled.

"Weidu, you, what are you doing?"

"Help you peel the shell."

"..." Shelling, what the hell is shelling?

"You still eat fried chicken shells? Like me, I always only eat the meat inside." Mr. Li looked serious, and added, "The meat inside the fried chicken is very tender."

No!In other words, isn’t the essence of fried chicken just the crispy, browned skin?Who eats fried chicken because of the meat in it!

Wait, Mr. Li, you mean, you don’t eat the skin, so I can eat the shell of your fried chicken, right?

Ji Kai suddenly looked forward to a better life in the future more clearly——

"Come here, don't waste everything, eat more meat, and give me all the puff pastry."

The luxurious life of eating fried chicken and only eating the skin has begun.But that's not all, and then came the shortbread scones and toast slices!

Li Weidu tore, tore, and cut.Ji Kai was amazed.

That’s fine with fried chicken, isn’t the whole essence of ghee pancakes just the golden, burnt and tender skin? !The baked toast slices are obviously more delicious in the outer circle!

Mr. Li, you just...

"Mr. Li, Mr. Li, with you, I will be really blessed in the future."

Li Weidu rolled up the eyes of the dead fish, took the fork with the puff pastry back from the one in front of Ji Kai, and took a big bite with an unhappy expression.

"It's Weidu! It's Weidu, I was wrong again! I really can't change my words for a while, I didn't mean it!"

Satisfied with wine and food.

However, if you think about it carefully, he seems to have eaten all the high-calorie parts.If things go on like this, it is bound to become fat!

Ji Kai never understood why many people suddenly gained weight after getting married, and now he is enlightened.

If you find someone who is caring, virtuous and good at cooking like Weidu, and leaves all the delicious food for you outside, the legendary "happy fat" is inevitable!

"Don't worry, you usually exercise so much, you won't gain weight."

No, if you continue to eat like this, the usual amount of exercise is obviously not enough to consume!

Ji Kai thought for a while: "Oh, by the way, before I left, I heard that the heated swimming pool in the gym has been renovated. Swimming is said to be very effective. Do you want to come with me when you get home?"

"……I can not swim."

"It's okay, I'll teach you!" Teach me hand in hand!

Teach... Li Weidu slightly puffed up his cheeks and was unhappy.It's not like he hasn't learned it before!The young master of a rich family has to be forced to learn a little bit since he was a child?

However, he was born with the attributes of a landlubber, and even the coach of the former national swimming team failed to teach him in the end.In addition, after almost drowning to death a few times in hell training, I even feel a little physically disgusted with water.

Occasionally go to the beach with Qi Yang and Wei Xuan, but they can only sit silently on the shore to be bored, watching other people having fun in the water.

"Don't you like it? Then I will go by myself from now on?"

"No, I'll go!"

Do you want to get wet in the gym alone for others to see?They think beautifully!

……

Li Weidu sometimes wondered if his baby bear was some kind of isatid root in the mountains that could cure all diseases in his previous life.Simply cure cleanliness, insomnia, obsessive-compulsive disorder, hydrophobia, and all dissatisfaction.

There was nothing he could do about it.

And in the past two days, since he jumped at him early that morning and performed some shameless behaviors, the degree of shamelessness has also intensified.

There are all kinds of wall dong and crotch dong every day when there is nothing to do.

After taking a shower, he deliberately didn't dry himself off, wrapped in a bath towel with a scent of strawberry ice cream-flavored shower gel, and suddenly blew hot air into his ears.

Every day before going to bed, goblin fights on the bed are routinely staged: "Tonight~night~you~don't~want~sleep."

Backpacking around the island together, looking at all kinds of ice and snow scenery, I always cheated: "I'm tired from walking, so I can get up with a kiss."

Li Weidu really didn't like to laugh much before.

I thought facial paralysis was his basic attribute, but it turns out that once the mode of contentment and happiness is turned on, it is simply out of control, and even now his face is a little sore before going to bed every day.

For several days in a row recently, there have been New Year's Eve celebrations on the island.

Twenty degrees below zero, a large group of tourists stood on the dark ice, watching the fireworks in the sky.There is also a shaman brother selling local barbecue food next to him.

Ji Kai is a common man.Compared with the beautifully packaged New Zealand cream, Himalayan sea salt, and Italian coffee beans in the refrigerator of Li Weidu's home, it is obvious that he can't stop the roadside stalls with unknown ingredients and seasonings.

"Is that so, roadside stalls are more delicious?"

"No, no, of course it's Weidu that you cook the best!"

happy.Acting casually every day, you can get affirmation every day, being with Ji Kai, I feel that the world is filled with a sense of security and fireworks full of happiness.Li Weidu stretched out his fingertips from under his heavy winter coat, gently rubbed his ring finger, and was about to say something——

Ding dong, Ji Kai's phone rang.

During the New Year a few days ago, all kinds of blessings like snowflakes were overwhelming.Now the phones of the two of them have been quite quiet, and I don't know who chose it in the middle of the night...

Li Wei all leaned over.

It's not a text message, but a god-like mobile phone push topic from an unknown APP - "After breaking up, what is it like to meet a better incumbent?"

"..."

"..."

"puff."

"Ahahahaha."

Probably don't need to have too much experience.On this topic, I feel that I can write another [-]-word doctoral thesis.

Although he was wearing thick clothes, Ji Kai seemed to feel relaxed.The person beside him tried his best to lean over and kiss his cheek through the big fluffy collar.

……

Under the same firework, Xiao Yu Ji, who came to see Lan Bing, was brutally abused again.

Siberia is really cold, especially in the middle of the night.All the people who came to see the show were dressed like Eskimos, but no matter how difficult it was, the president and his little migrant workers would stretch out their hands and clumsily hug each other.

Forget it, I won't shoot today.

It is estimated that there will be more plots in the future, and there will be a lot less this time.

You two are really sweet too, ah~ I really want to fall in love too.

……

……

Some are happy and some are sad.

Entering the new year, Zhu Ling's mood can be said to be gloomy and desolate.

family -

He no longer has a family.What I can't figure out is why Ji Kai doesn't live in his original home anymore.

He sent him a few messages later, but nothing came of it. He couldn't help but went to the original home and rang the doorbell several times. He really wanted to talk to Ji Kai.

From the security guard's entry and exit records and the lights that never turn on at night, Zhu Ling can be sure that Ji Kai hasn't been home recently.

But where did he go and who was he with? The painter and doctor who lived upstairs obviously knew something, but they kept their mouths shut and asked nothing.

As for business-

There are no ups and downs in his career, but the Republic of China drama he is currently acting in, I really don't know why he has to live out the derailment of the second male lead for more than 20 episodes.

He was physically and mentally exhausted in the performance, not to mention some details in it, which in various senses...tortured people's hearts.

And Qi Yang, that bitch, kept giving bad ideas to the director and screenwriter: "Let's design a scene where the ex-husband and mistress will show off their affection in front of me, the male lead, and then they are recorded wittily and given to the female lead. How about that? "

"Uh, but this is a drama of the Republic of China, how to record it!"

"Didn't there be a gramophone back then? Screenwriter, think about it, I think it's very interesting!"

Zhu Ling used to like the neon lights at night in City S, but now he hates them.

Because in the past, the glittering, red and green lights at night illuminated the way home.Now he has a place to live, but he doesn't know where home is anymore

Emotions are things that repeat intermittently.

Sometimes I feel that there is nothing, and sometimes I don’t know what to do, and then I feel sad and unbearable, making people instantly vulnerable.

The phone was new six months ago.

Many previous chat records are not in it.

When I open the communication with Ji Kai, there are daily routines of "Have you eaten?"

However, the heart-pricking point always pops up at an unknown time.For example, when you plan to buy something with your mobile phone, you suddenly find that the intimate payment between the two is tied together.

Can't help but turn up.All the previous payment records are still there after changing the mobile phone, and they are all vivid in my mind.

"Transfer message: buy clothes for Brother Kai."

"Transfer message: buy shoes for Brother Kai"

"Transfer message: Buy fish and honey for Baby Bear."

There are so many messages like this.As Zhu Ling watched, a mist appeared in his eyes.

Look, baby bear, how much I spoil you, how kind I am to you.How dare you just leave like this.

The fingers stopped slowly.

The date was long, long ago, when he was not popular, when he was still poor.

"From your brother Kai's love and support."

"The show is very important to buy clothes and look good."

"How much do you want over there, all your savings will be given to you."

Instantly pierced my heart and wanted to cry, but the tears couldn't fall.

It suddenly occurred to me that I met a director shortly after my debut and gave him an important role in a literary film.When filming, I told him that you want to cry, but the tears cannot fall.

At that time, Zhu Ling said in his heart, if Nima can't direct, then don't direct.What is "cry, but don't shed tears"?What's the difference between this and the legendary Party A's request for "colorful black"!

Later, the director replaced him because he couldn't cry well.He was also angry for a long time.

It wasn't until later that the movie won the award, and the whole screen was discussing the "heartbroken" eyes of the new actor when tears rolled in his eyes, that Zhu Ling was completely speechless.

Now, five years have passed.

He finally knew, under what circumstances, people would be so sad that they couldn't shed tears.

The phone didn't feel the owner's heartbreak, and it was still ringing happily, and the tweets were super gossip topics that were happy in the entertainment circle——

Today's theme: Yaya!We finally bend when we ride sheep and sheep!I was at the playground just now and saw Qi Yang dating a handsome guy! ! !

A picture is attached, the picture is very blurry, but the back is shudderingly familiar.

Zhu Ling wiped away tears, and looked at Ji Kai's communication software for a second.

I did update a status early in the morning, posting two tickets to the playground.

"..."

Is he really with Qi Yang?

impossible.

This is absolutely impossible!

……

When the topic came up, Ji Kai and Qi Yang were indeed visiting the playground together.

After returning from Russia, it took about a week to recuperate. One day, Li Weidu took a peek at the circle of friends of a family of three employees in the company: "The newly opened playground seems to be quite fun."

So, I bought a ticket.Ji Kai couldn't help showing his affection secretly.

result……

"Qi Yang~riding my little sheep" commented on your status: Take me!

"Qi Yang~riding my little sheep" commented on your status: Take me, take me!I want to go too!You haven't played with me since you came back!

The date between the two was just lit up by the bright light bulb.As a result, not long after entering the playground, Li Weidu received a call from the company's employees, saying that there was a sudden BUG, ​​and asked Mr. Li to hurry back and deal with it.

"I don't want to go!"

Ji Kai was also reluctant to leave Li Weidu, and felt a little sad.

However, Qi Yang is really an interesting person, and the two are naturally compatible.Soon the two of them got carried away on the roller coaster round after round, of course, heck, Li Wei must not know about this matter.

No one noticed that behind a tree not far from the roller coaster team, a sharp gaze under dark glasses was watching them both.

All five times!How many more times are you two going to play!

Smile, laugh, what's so funny!Isn't it just a roller coaster, how can it be so fun and exciting!I used to go with me to ride the largest wooden roller coaster in Asia. It was much more thrilling than this, and I didn’t see you shouting so loudly?

Just as I was getting irritable, the agent on the other end of the phone made a series of calls: "Zhu Ling, did you win an award for your movie, or did your new song hit the gold chart?!"

"Huh? None!"

"Yeah! Do you know that too? Sister Tong, I thought you could be confident if you became a singer and actor in one step. Where did you go when you were filming? Give yourself a vacation if you don't ask for it. You see, you want to be forever." Let's go on vacation!"

Don't listen, don't listen!

In the same play, even Qi Yang, the male lead, can come out to play on vacation, so why can't I?

In the 3D movie city of the new "Fantasy Kingdom" in the playground, there is a special horror movie at [-] o'clock in the evening.

Qi Yang is a hard-core horror movie fan, and it was just [-]:[-], so he dragged Ji Kai over to buy tickets.

The waiting area is a row of small silver seats made of iron.

Ji Kai casually sat on the farthest one, and Qi Yang bought tickets and food and came back, and by the way sat on the next seat, and conveniently put popcorn on the empty seat between the two of them.

Heh, heh heh...

I knew it!I knew it!

Zhu Ling seems to have caught the ironclad evidence-they are really couples, how can they let popcorn sit in the middle?

What Ji Kai likes is not like that of Qi Yang!Ji Kai likes fair skin and beautiful long legs, just like...

A person came in from the door and walked straight to the two sitting.

Tall, with a particularly good figure, and a thick winter coat, but still noticeably straight and long legs.

She has fair skin, and although the black-rimmed glasses and bangs partially cover her face, she can still be seen to be an absolute beauty.

But why, it looks familiar.

"Weidu."

If it wasn't for Ji Kai's "Weidu", Zhu Ling almost didn't recognize that it was Li Weidu.

It's so different from usual appearance!What about the slicked-up hair of the one pretending to be X?What kind of unsightly aura do you see?why today...

The whole world slowly fell silent.

bad feeling.

Zhu Ling didn't want to think about it, Ji Kai was just playing with Qi Yang, why did he still play with this person, when did he play so well with this group of people.

Li Weidu had just finished handling his affairs and rushed back from the company.Because it happened to be a bit of a traffic jam at the end of get off work, he didn't drive and took the subway directly. It was dusty, and his hair was all messed up.Wearing a pair of polarized glasses to prevent eye damage, today is the feeling of a typical IT nerd.

Zhu Ling watched Li Weidu like that, approaching his baby bear, and then approaching.

Qi Yang is not Ji Kai's type.

He likes... tall, indifferent, awkward, and hard-to-grab beauties.

Tall, indifferent, awkward, fair skin...

Li Weidu is smiling today.

Zhu Ling has known him since high school, even in front of Ye Yan, it is rare to see him show such a gentle smile.

Now, he stopped in front of Ji Kai, with such a smile, and slowly bent down with his hands behind his back.It seems to be a very comfortable, repeated action countless times——

Ji Kai didn't get up, or even move.

He just waited for the man's cheek to come closer, turned his face, and kissed him lightly.

The world suddenly returned to the hustle and bustle.Zhu Ling heard a turbulent noise, interspersed with the shrill laughter of several children running past, hitting the heart membrane one by one.