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Chapter 177 I Only Love You As Long As I Live

Seeing that Tong Sheng didn't answer, Lei Jinyan became anxious, "Will you really accept him?"

The moment the words fell, Lei Jinyan grabbed Tong Sheng's hand forcefully, because it was so hard that his arm hurt, "Are you going to crush my bones? It hurts!"

Hearing this, Lei Jinyan quickly let go of his hand. He lowered his head and helped rub Tong Sheng's hand again, like a child who made a mistake.

"I'm sorry, I'm just scared. You probably don't believe it, but I'm really scared. At first, I thought, it doesn't matter if you don't accept me. Anyway, it takes so long, I can wait slowly, and I will always wait Your day. But I can't imagine that one day, you become someone else's person, marked with someone else's label, but never belong to me again.

Maybe you won't believe it, I am not afraid of anyone, but I am afraid of him, Mu Haohui, because I know that he has a place in your heart, although I am not sure, in your heart, the two of us Who is more important, but it cannot be denied that you still care about him in your heart. If you don't care at all, you won't let him pester you all the time. Maybe as long as you say a word, he probably won't Appear again, but you never have.

I really hope that you can let him go away and never pester you again, but you didn't, why didn't you do that?Why do you keep letting him be by your side and let him keep pestering you? "

Lei Jinyan raised his head, his deep eyes were full of helplessness and exhaustion, more unwillingness was panic, and he was even a little angry. He was angry at how Tong Sheng could hang on to the two of them like this, but didn't give up for so long. Answer, this kind of torture really makes people very broken.

"I, I——" Tong Sheng wanted to defend himself, but in fact he didn't want to, but when he got to the point of speaking, he found that he couldn't say anything. He felt that everything he said seemed to be an excuse. Excessive, even a little hateful, while he was at a loss as to how to choose, he was also constantly tormenting the hearts of the other two people. Perhaps compared to his own confusion, they who were chosen were more panicked and afraid.

"I don't know—" Tong Sheng finally came up with such an answer. In fact, he really didn't know, he didn't know how to choose, and he didn't know what to do in the future.

Lei Jinyan felt even more disappointed after hearing such an answer. Sure enough, in Tong Sheng's heart, his position was actually the same as Mu Haohui's, and he was no longer the only one.

This kind of cognition made him feel a little sour. No one wants the person he loves to actually have another person in his heart. Originally, he could enjoy this love to himself, but now he is about to take half of it away.

But even so, he still can't have any complaints, because a large part of the reason for all this is actually because of himself.

Lei Jinyan suddenly leaned over and hugged Tong Sheng tightly in his arms. Only in this way, holding him in his arms and touching the real touch can make him feel at ease for a moment.

Tong Sheng was taken aback by his sudden movement, and wanted to push him away, but stopped when he felt his slightly trembling body.

He heard Lei Jinyan's slightly hoarse voice coming up from his neck, and he heard him say: "Sometimes I wish I was the domineering Lei Jinyan before, so that I can worry less For many things, I can also confine you by my side in the most direct and despicable way as before, so that I will no longer be afraid that someone will snatch you away from me."

Lei Jinyan's breath gently blew on Tong Sheng's skin, with a little numbness and a little sadness.

"But if that's the case, you probably won't be able to get the real me in this life."

"I know that if I get someone, I can't get your heart, but now, what I want most is your heart, Xiaosheng, whether you still believe me or not, I will tell you that in this life I will I just want to be with you, for the rest of my life, the only one I love will be you."

……

"Hey!"

After Tong Sheng sighed several times, Tong's father, who was still focusing on the TV, finally had to raise his head to look at his son.

"I don't think you have the heart to watch TV with me at all!"

Recently, Tong's father has a lot of time, and he is obsessed with watching family ethics dramas when he is free. My father asked the old servants at home to watch it with him.

What's rare is that my son proposed to watch TV with me. It was a very happy thing at first, but he sighed frequently after sitting down for only half an hour, so he couldn't care less.

After hearing Tong's father's words, Tong Sheng realized that he had sighed several times, and he smiled a little embarrassedly, "No, I'm watching this with Dad!"

"If you don't care, what kind of company is this? Then let me ask you, who wronged the heroine in the TV show just now?"

Tong Sheng looked at the shaking characters on the TV. To be honest, he sat for half an hour. Although his eyes were fixed on the TV, he didn't know who the hero and heroine were at all. He was indeed staring at the TV. I don't know where I flew to.

Knowing that he couldn't answer, Tong Sheng had no choice but to admit his mistake, "Okay, I'm sorry Dad, I was wrong."

"Hey, what's the matter? Why are you always so absent-minded recently?" Tong's father reached out and touched Tong Sheng's forehead.

Tong Sheng just shook his head helplessly. To be honest, he was really helpless.

"Why, you haven't figured out what happened to those two people?"

Tong's father thought, apart from those two men, there would be no other things that could make his son so distressed.

"How do you think about it? It's really hard to choose, okay! The palms and backs of the hands are all flesh!" He felt that it was inappropriate to cut which side, and felt that it was no longer a question of which side he chose. What's more, if he chooses one side, what will happen to the other side.

Just looking at the attitudes of these two people towards him during this period of time, sometimes he even wondered narcissistically, if he made a choice, would the one who lost the election act aggressively, or would he be angry because he was sad? Excessively taking his own life or something.

Although he felt that the possibility of this would be very low, even if there was only a small possibility, he couldn't ignore it.

So really really contradictory!

"Even if the palms and backs of your hands are all flesh, you may have feelings for both parties, but Dad still thinks that you should make a decision as soon as possible. In matters of this relationship, indecision is the most taboo. The longer the delay, the greater the harm to both parties. , not to mention you are still three people."

Tong Sheng also felt that what his father said was right, but the problem was that he didn't know how to choose?

After hesitating for a long time, Tong Sheng suddenly said, "Father, what do you think will happen if I accept both?"

He had just finished speaking when Father Tong, who was drinking tea next to him, spit out the tea out of his mouth when he heard his words. He stared at his son without blinking for a long time.

Being looked at by his strange eyes made Tong Sheng feel uncomfortable.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Tong Sheng asked.

Tong's father didn't answer, but just looked at Tong Sheng from the beginning to the end, and finally looked at his buttocks, then shook his head and said: "I didn't say that, son, you have too much appetite, right? Take them all? Even if the two of them agree, but you say that with your small body, can you handle the two of them in one night? Don't squeeze you out within a month. "

"Dad, I'm telling you serious things. Where did you go?" Tong Sheng said with some embarrassment. Originally, he was just talking casually, let alone taking it seriously. Made him quite uncomfortable.

"I'm also telling you to be serious. I can't be more serious. I'm just a son like you. I can't just sit and watch you being squeezed dry by the two of them, so let's get rid of this idea. Let's Just think about it, if you really want to do that, you can't do it." Tong's father shook his head directly and vetoed.

"I was just talking casually—" Tong Sheng blushed and hurriedly expressed his position. It was really just a casual statement, so how could he really take it seriously? Even if he really had such an idea, then Will the two men agree?Impossible!

At this moment, Ji Nian, who had been upstairs the whole time, came down, "What are you two talking about?"

Although he is nearly half a hundred years old, Ji Nian seems to be in his early forties no matter in terms of appearance and feeling.

Ji Nian's appearance is not particularly outstanding, but the majestic aura on him makes people dare not look directly at him.

But no matter how strong a person is, he will become a gentle lover in front of the one he loves.

Ji Nian rubbed Father Tong's hair habitually. Different from his rough touch, Father Tong's hair was quite soft. Sometimes he thought it was like fine silk, which always made people feel like they couldn't put it down.

Tong's father grabbed his hand that was playing tricks on his head, and said anxiously: "Do you know what my boy said to me just now? He actually wanted to take both Lei Jinyan and Mu Haohui, and then the three of them got together , do you think he is crazy?"

Ji Nian seemed a little surprised when he heard the words, he couldn't help but look at Tong Sheng, which made Tong Sheng anxious.

"Dad, I just said it casually. Why don't you understand? Uncle, don't listen to my dad's nonsense."

But these two people didn't seem to listen to Tong Sheng's words at all, and just ignored him and started talking.

Ji Nian was not like Tong's father, and his surprise lasted only three seconds, and then he said: "If you really like it, it's not impossible, anyway, our little Sheng is completely worthy of it."

As soon as he finished speaking, Tong's father beat his arm unwillingly, "I'm serious with you, what nonsense are you talking about?"

"I'm serious too! Don't you think your son is not good enough to be worthy of them?" Ji Nian asked back.

"How could my son be unworthy of them? With looks, wealth, status and ability, he can have whatever he wants. Who dares to say that he is not worthy?"

"Isn't that enough?"

"But if you really accept it, you have to deal with the two of them obediently. You said that I usually deal with you alone is enough, how can I push him into the fire pit? Dealing with two men this night, that is another A good body will be squeezed dry, I am only such a son, how can you say I can bear it, this is absolutely impossible, right!"

"What you said seems to make sense. This is indeed a problem." Ji Nian also touched his chin seriously, as if he was really worried about whether Tong Sheng would be squeezed dry.

"Right, right, what I said is absolutely not allowed!" Tong's father turned his head to look at Tong Sheng again, and told him again very seriously, "Hey, you heard me, you can't have this idea. of."

Tong Sheng was speechless. He supported his forehead and declared again, "I said Dad, I just said it casually, and I didn't take it seriously at all. Can you stop talking like it's true!"

Sometimes Tong Sheng really admires his father's imagination, but he can imagine countless pictures in just one sentence, and feels that since he often watched those ethics dramas, this problem has become more and more serious. It's better to let him continue watching.

"Hmph, you can talk and think, and if you think, you can take action. Who knows if you will be overwhelmed one day. I am taking precautions before they happen, and I will warn you first."

Tong Sheng didn't bother to talk to his father, so he slumped on the sofa and covered his head with a pillow.

But at this moment, Ji Nian's voice sounded, "Don't worry, I think it's impossible for Xiao Sheng to do such a thing. Love is originally a matter between two people, so how can there be room for a third person? If it's true love, the more you can't tolerate the existence of other people in the heart of the person you love.

I think even if Xiaosheng couldn't make a choice in the end, they would not be able to agree to such a request. Love can make people make many concessions, but some concessions are impossible to make people compromise no matter what. "

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