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Tong Sheng actually didn't think about going out, but now that he has said that, he has no choice but to think about it, and if he stays, these two people will definitely not leave. If he keeps arguing in front of him, he will have a big head.

Comparing the two, he still decisively followed Lin Xiangnan out, leaving the two men behind and watching them go away with resentful expressions.

It was time for dinner when the two went out. Although they were not hungry, Lin Xiangnan took him to a nice restaurant nearby for dinner.

Soon the dishes they ordered came to the table, Tong Sheng didn't have much appetite, so he picked up a few chopsticks casually.

Seeing him like this, Lin Xiangnan's excited eyes gradually dimmed.

"Do you regret it?"

Lin Xiangnan said such an inexplicable sentence, which made Tong Sheng a little puzzled, "What?" He looked up at him.

"I regret coming out with me, I made them sad!"

"There's nothing to regret about it. I'll regret it if I don't come out." Watching them quarrel is not something to be happy about.

Hearing this, Lin Xiangnan felt fluctuating in his heart, "You probably don't know, many people are guessing who you will choose in the end and who you will be with, but you are acting like this now, don't you Have you ever thought about being with any of them? Xiao Sheng, do you still like them?"

As Lin Xiangnan said, his eyes looked at Tong Sheng with hope.

Tong Sheng's chopsticks, which had been fiddling with the fish fillet in the bowl, stopped suddenly. He just stared at the fish that had been smashed by him, but his mind was echoing Lin Xiangnan's words.

Like it?

If it's just a simple liking, then there must be some, after all, he is a mortal, and he can't get rid of such mundane things. Those two men are also the only people he has ever been in love with in his life. Some things are engraved on the In the bones, where it is so easy to explain, it is gone.

It's just that now where a simple like can solve all the problems?

Just because you like something doesn't mean you can stay forever, after all, a lifetime is so long, even if you like something, you can't solve all the problems, too many things in life can't be completely solved with just a word of like.

Seeing that Tong Sheng kept silent, Lin Xiangnan was a little anxious, and he couldn't help asking, "Who would you choose?"

Tong Sheng didn't answer, but asked rhetorically, "Then tell me, if you were me, which of them would you choose?"

Lin Xiangnan looked at Tong Sheng's face, gasped slightly, hesitated for a few seconds and said very straightforwardly: "If it were me, then I would choose neither of them, because neither of them is good enough for you."

Tong Sheng was slightly stunned, but he didn't expect Lin Xiangnan to say that, "I'm surprised what you said."

He was still wondering which one Lin Xiangnan would choose, but he didn't expect that in the end he would not want anyone.

As if he had opened up the chatter box, Lin Xiangnan no longer hesitated, he directly grabbed Tong Sheng's arm and said excitedly: "Xiao Sheng, I know that as a friend, I shouldn't interfere with your relationship issues, but just because we are friends, is it right?" Brother, so I don't want you to be hurt even more.

Yes, maybe in the eyes of other people, both of them are excellent, and it would be even better as a partner, but so what if they are excellent?They have all hurt you deeply, and the harm done to you cannot be repaired by simple words. What qualifications do they have to say that they love you again, and ask you to be with them again? They are not worthy at all. "

Lin Xiangnan became more excited when he spoke, and there was a hint of resentment in his eyes, which surprised Tong Sheng, "People who don't know will really think that the person they hurt is actually you, not me!"

Realizing that he seemed to have acted a little too aggressively, Lin Xiangnan smiled awkwardly, "I'm not complaining for you, have you forgotten? How did Lei Jinyan hurt you? How did you get hurt in prison? How did you get through it? How did Mu Haohui's family treat you later?

Xiao Sheng, although these things have passed, how can you forget them?You should always remember, tell yourself that you can never forget, let alone forgive easily, there are so many people in the world who are worthy of your love, why do you have to waste time on those who have hurt you?Not worth it, you know?You have to believe that they will not be the only ones who will love you deeply in this world. "

Lin Xiangnan said that he was holding Tong Sheng's hand harder and harder. At the end, he opened his mouth and wanted to say the last sentence that was stuck in his heart, but when he saw Tong Sheng's slightly surprised eyes, he finally Still refrained from it.

I also love you, even more than they love you, love longer and deeper.

He wanted to blurt out this sentence, but he knew he couldn't. He knew that once he said it, many things would be out of control, and he might lose even more.

But it doesn't matter, since he has waited for so many years, he doesn't mind spending more time to get what he wants.

Tong Sheng blinked his eyes a few times, but he was quite surprised in his heart. He always felt that Lin Xiangnan's performance was really over the top, but after thinking about it, the relationship between the two of them has always been so good. Those bad encounters in those years Xiang Nan saw everything in his eyes, and it was perfectly normal for him to feel wronged for himself, so he felt relieved.

"Hey, it's so easy to find someone who you love him, he loves you, and can be with you for the rest of your life!" Tong Sheng sighed.

No matter which one of them he chooses in the end, or no one, he feels that he will never love the third person again. Relationship is the most exhausting thing, and it is enough to go through it twice. Where? There is still a way to find a third one to torment yourself, isn't this self-torture!

"Believe me, you can always find it, so Xiao Sheng, you must never turn back."

Tong Sheng originally wanted to tell Lin Xiangnan that it's hard to talk about feelings, and it's not easy to guarantee. Who knows what will happen in the future?It's true that he can't guarantee 100% that he will get back together with any of them one day.

But no matter how much he said, Lin Xiangnan couldn't say anything in Xiji's eyes, "Understood, I will seriously consider this matter."

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When Mu Haohui came back from the outside, it was past ten o'clock in the evening, which was actually not too late, but his parents always went to bed early, the master was already asleep, and the servants basically went back to their rooms as they had nothing to do, so When he came back, there was no one in the living room on the first floor, and the only servant was dismissed by him.

He sat on the sofa and smoked a cigarette dully, the sparks on the cigarette butt flickered like his mood at this time, he should be full of hope but he couldn't be happy no matter what.

When Mu's mother went downstairs, she happened to see him sitting on the sofa. She stood on the stairs and watched for a while, but finally she couldn't hold back and walked towards him.

The slight sound of footsteps made Mu Haohui, who had been immersed in his own world, finally raised his head. Seeing his mother's slightly worried eyes, he was stunned for a moment, and then immediately returned to normal, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Mother Mu walked to his side, sat down on the sofa next to him, and smiled slightly, "I couldn't sleep at night, I lay on the bed for a while, and I came down to drink water when I felt thirsty. Why are you alone? sit here?"

"I just came back and felt a little tired, so I wanted to sit here." Mu Haohui originally wanted to continue smoking a cigarette, but then thought of his mother sitting next to him, so he dismissed the idea, and it was even easier Stuff out the cigarette in the ashtray.

Mother Mu looked at his obviously tired side face, and frowned slightly. She opened her lips, considering whether to speak, and told her rationally that she should not interfere with his affairs, but after all, it was her own son. Looking at his seemingly lonely look, she, as a mother, has no way to do anything.

"Well, how are you and him?" Mother Mu asked tentatively. In fact, she has heard some rumors about her son these days, but many things are rumored by outsiders. How can she tell them all? Believe it, so she is really curious about what the situation of these two people is now.

Mu Haohui looked up at his mother, but didn't speak, as if hesitating how to answer.

He was really hesitant. In fact, he didn't even know how to answer his mother's question.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Mu's mother thought he was worrying about herself, and quickly explained, "Mom didn't want to interfere with you. Since I agreed to divorce Yaoyao at the beginning, I haven't thought about taking care of you anymore. As long as You just feel happy, but now that you look like this——" Mother Mu paused, and looked at Mu Haohui with some worry, "Is it not going well? Is he not going to be with you?"

She had heard that Lei Jinyan from the Lei family seemed to have a very good relationship with Tong Sheng, and they had a deep entanglement before. Before her son appeared, that Tong Sheng loved Lei Jin deeply. It's just that this Lei Jinyan has never accepted it, and now the two seem to accept each other. If so, her son's hope of getting him back will become even slimmer.

Mu Haohui actually didn't want to discuss his relationship issues with his mother, especially the person he liked was of the same sex. Although his mother had compromised, he always felt that it was not good, but he was really depressed. The wall that Sheng encountered made him really want to have someone to confide in, so that he could have a little bit of relief from his depressed mood.

"Although he didn't explicitly refuse, he didn't agree either." To be more precise, he avoided seeing him. No matter how many times he made appointments, he just didn't want to meet him. It was because of this that Mu Haohui was allowed to Even more incomprehensible, he doesn't understand, what does Tong Sheng mean by this?

"Ah? Then what kind of attitude is this?" Mu Mu was also puzzled by this.

Mu Haohui shook his head, "I don't understand, but no matter what, I won't give up."

Now that everything has come to this point, he must persevere until the end, as long as the last hope is not dashed, as long as Tong Sheng is not with anyone, then he will definitely persevere to the end.

"He didn't give you a clear answer, is it because he is worried about us?" Mother Mu felt a little embarrassed when she thought of what they did back then, "Maybe he was still worried that we would not accept it, so he didn't give you a clear answer. Answer, why don't mom go to him and talk about it for you, and apologize to him for what happened back then, I think as long as he doesn't worry about us, he will probably be able to accept you. "

Although I still don't want to believe that my son will live with a man in the future, but compared to the happiness of my son, what is everything else?

Mu Haohui looked at his mother and shook his head decisively, "Mom, there's no need, I'm very grateful that you accept me being with him, as for the other things, I'll let myself handle them , you stop fucking my heart."

Besides, he didn't want his mother to interfere with his affairs with Tong Sheng, for fear that it would make things worse in the future.

Mother Mu wanted to say something more, but after much deliberation, she couldn't think of any better ideas for herself.

"Then come on, if you need it, tell mom, for your happiness, let mom do anything."

The moment he heard Mu Mu's words, Mu Haohui suddenly felt a sour feeling in his heart. He thought that no matter what his mother had forced him to do, she really loved him. Nothing will change.

"Mom, thank you!"