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Tong Sheng lay on Lei Jinyan's back, feeling the scorching breath on his body, and was dazed for a moment.

He looked down at Lei Jinyan's profile, as if he had never looked at a man so seriously.

He thought that if he was the only one, he would probably collapse, but fortunately, there was this man by his side.

Many years ago, he didn't think that this man's thoughts would be on him. Even three years ago, this man kept emphasizing that he really loved him and wanted to continue with him, but he still didn't believe it.

He felt that the fate of the two of them was just like that. He never thought about what would happen to him with Lei Jinyan, nor did he believe that he would really take himself to heart.

He was ready to take back all the feelings he had placed on this man, but at this moment, seeing Lei Jinyan carrying him on his back and not letting go, the dusty place in his heart softened again.

Suddenly, he remembered the scene where he fell in love with this man many years ago.

Then he suddenly understood that some feelings, once paid, are actually very difficult to take back. If you can say that you just accept it, then it is definitely not true.

He loved Lei Jinyan, there is no doubt about it, he thought that after having Mu Haohui, these feelings would disappear, but in fact it was just hidden in his heart and he didn't want to touch it.

Maybe with a little more time, he might be able to let go, but now judging from his sudden thumping heartbeat, he might not be able to let go so easily.

Tong Sheng leaned on Lei Jinyan's back, and after thinking for a long time, he finally asked what he had been hiding in his heart for a long time, "Lei Jinyan—"

"Ok?"

"Tell me, when I kept chasing you, did you fall in love with me?"

Lei Jinyan said without hesitation: "Yes, maybe I was moved from the beginning!"

Tong Sheng was a little surprised, "Then why? You never accepted me? If you had accepted me in the first place, things would not be as complicated as they are now."

After hearing this, Lei Jinyan couldn't help but sighed, "You're right, everything is my fault, it would be great if I could know my own heart early at that time, it's just a pity, At that time, I couldn't see through my heart, and I was unwilling to accept your sincerity, so we wasted so many years.

Tong Sheng, I know that you probably won't accept me so easily, but I still want to tell you that in this life, I will never let you go again. If you don't want to, then I will use actions to make you until accepted.

It's just that the things I've encountered in the past few days have made me even more uncertain. What should I do if an accident happens and I still can't get your forgiveness?I feel a little scared, so, Tong Sheng, can you not make me wait too long? "

Tong Sheng hesitated for a while, and just when Lei Jinyan was so disappointed that he thought he would never forgive him again, the man finally said, "I'll think about it, if we two have that fate, Then we are destined to be together in the end!"

"Okay, I'll wait for you, until you let go of the grudge in your heart and accept me."

This time Tong Sheng didn't speak, just lowered his head to touch Lei Jinyan's head, but unexpectedly found that his body temperature was extremely high.

This made Tong Sheng very puzzled, "Lei Jinyan, you are a little hot, are you sick?"

"It's okay, don't worry." Lei Jinyan still carried Tong Sheng firmly on his back as he spoke, but every time he took a step, he felt that his footsteps became heavier and heavier.

In the end, he couldn't move at all, and the hand that had been holding Tong Sheng gradually loosened.

Tong Sheng felt that something was wrong with him at this moment, and was about to ask what happened to this man.

It was discovered that Lei Jinyan's body started to shake unexpectedly.

Now if he thinks this person is okay, then he is really out of his mind.

Tong Sheng got off Lei Jinyan's body, and the man immediately fell to the ground, which frightened Tong Sheng.

It wouldn't be so bad if it was normal, but this time it's just the two of them, and Lei Jinyan has become his reliance.

Seeing people fall down suddenly, how could he not be nervous.

Tong Sheng knelt on the ground and patted Lei Jinyan's face nervously, "What's wrong with you? Don't scare me!"

After taking this shot, I realized that this person's face was so hot, "My God, you are so hot, and you said you are not sick, you have a fever!"

Lei Jinyan was still a little dizzy at this moment. In fact, he really wanted to sleep, but he was worried that if he really fell asleep, what would Tong Sheng do?He was probably going to be frightened, so he didn't dare to sleep and forced himself not to sleep.

He opened his eyes forcefully, and smiled reluctantly, "Don't worry, it's okay, I haven't been sick for several years, why is it so easy to get sick? It's okay, you really don't need to worry."

Even if Lei Jinyan said so, Tong Sheng was still very worried, "But you are already like this, why are you still doing nothing?"

"It's okay, it's really okay, don't worry, I won't leave you alone, I will never leave you alone." Lei Jinyan was still trying to cheer himself up as he spoke.

Seeing his uncomfortable appearance, Tong Sheng also felt very uncomfortable.

He touched the man's forehead, and found that the temperature was indeed a bit high, which was clearly ill. Looking at his dry lips, he immediately thought that they still had not much water left.

There are two bottles of water, now there is only one bottle left, and the water in one bottle has entered his stomach. At this time, Tong Sheng suddenly realized that Lei Jinyan didn't drink half a sip of water from the beginning, why didn't he drink it all the time? Without thinking too deeply, the answer appeared.

It's not that Lei Jinyan doesn't want to drink, but he wants to keep the water for himself?

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel.

Tong Sheng quickly opened the bottle and brought the water to Lei Jinyan's mouth. "Hurry up and drink some, you will feel comfortable after drinking."

Lei Jinyan was probably really thirsty, he felt the water in a daze and opened his mouth to drink eagerly, but just as the water flowed into his mouth, he immediately closed his mouth on.

Tong Sheng was a little anxious, "Why don't you drink?"

"I'm not thirsty, keep it, keep it, drink it when you're thirsty." Lei Jinyan said this very naturally, he was really worried about Tong Sheng in his heart, as long as Tong Sheng is fine, he How about myself, I didn't think about it.

Tong Sheng looked at him, feeling very uncomfortable. He didn't want to admit that he was moved.

"I want you to drink now." Tong Sheng thought he could drink the water.But Lei Jinyan was about to lose his sanity, so he still insisted on not drinking.

This made Tong Sheng a little anxious. Later, without thinking about it, he took a sip for himself, then leaned down and kissed Lei Jinyan's dry lips that were already peeling, and then drained all the water in his mouth. Passed to him.

Lei Jinyan probably didn't expect him to do this, he was a little dazed, and after a while he said worriedly: "If you give me the water, what will you do? I can't let you have trouble."