cheap stand-in

Tong Sheng leaned against the wall, barely able to stand up.

He wanted to escape, but he couldn't move. When he finally turned around, he found that Mu Minhui was standing behind him at some point.

He opened his lips, wanting to say something, but suddenly realized that it seemed inappropriate to say anything.

Mu Minhui looked at his pale face, as if he was about to fall down at any time, and felt a little sympathy for no reason.

She finds it incredible, probably because this face looks so good, sometimes it is inevitable to give people such a feeling.

She immediately dispelled such emotions and said softly: "Come with me."

After speaking, he turned around and left. Tong Sheng looked at her back, then turned to look at Mu Haohui in the ward, and then followed with tired steps.

When she was away from the ward, Mu Minhui wrapped her arms around her, still looking proud.

"You should have heard what my brother and my mother said just now! As I said a long time ago, you two are destined to have no results. You can see clearly what my brother's attitude is just now. I hope you can take the initiative, leave him, and try not to appear in front of him in the future, you should know that the more you meet, the less good it will be for you."

After Mu Minhui finished speaking, she turned around and left.

Tong Sheng stood there for a long time, so long that he felt as if he was going to petrify, so he dragged down the stairs.

He didn't leave, just went to where he sat last time.

After sitting for a long time, he finally made a decision.

He took out his mobile phone and found Mu Haohui's number. After looking at it for a long time, he finally sent him a message.

I'm right there on the lawn on the first floor of the hospital. If it's convenient for you, come over, no matter how late, I'll wait for you.

After he sent the message, he sat and waited.

At this time, Mu Haohui, who had been in a state of desperation in the ward, was stunned for a moment when he saw Tong Sheng's message, and then he couldn't wait.

"Mom, I'm going out to get some air."

Mother Mu didn't know what he was going to do, this son was born by herself, even if he raised his eyebrows, she knew what he meant.

Seeing his distraught appearance, she knew that he must have something to do with that Tong Sheng.

"Isn't there a balcony here? Just go to the balcony if you want to breathe. Why go down there, don't go."

Mu Haohui was already in a hurry, but to take care of his mother, and because he was ashamed of his family, he hadn't seen Tong Sheng for many days, and he felt that he was going crazy thinking about him, but now this person clearly It's just downstairs, if he doesn't go down to take a look at this time, he will really go crazy.

But it wasn't enough for Mu's mother to persuade him to leave, and now he was deprived of even the chance to meet, how could he bear it.

Xu Shi was really wronged in his heart. Whether he could control it or not, his voice raised a lot.

"Can you stop forcing me like this, can't you allow me to take a breath before hanging myself?"

Mu's mother wanted to speak, but Mu Minhui really saw that something was wrong with Mu Haohui, so she quickly stopped her mother, "Mom, brother has been taking care of you these days, and he didn't even go out to the hospital. Hard work, no matter how much he said, he always remembers it very clearly, just let him go!"

Naturally, Mu Mu also saw that his face was very ugly. After thinking about it, she really couldn't push it too fast, it would only backfire in the end, so she reluctantly agreed, "Don't stay here for too long."

Mu Haohui ran downstairs as fast as he could, and soon found Tong Sheng. The moment he saw him, for some reason, he felt a sour feeling in his heart. He rushed over and hugged him fiercely.

Tong Sheng was a little surprised by his unexpected hug, but finally accepted it. He didn't say anything, but just let him hug him.

"I miss you very much." Mu Haohui said with a choked voice.

"I, miss you very much too." Tong Sheng used almost all his strength to keep himself from crying when he said this.

The two didn't talk, they just hugged each other like this, and they didn't care whether they would be seen, because they knew very well that this might be the last time that they could hug each other so brazenly.

After a while, Tong Sheng laughed first, "I don't think we can hold on any longer, otherwise they might use their mobile phones to scare us."

Mu Haohui really wanted to say that if others want to take pictures, let them take pictures, but in the end he still didn't say anything, and even let him go as Tong Sheng said, but the two of them held hands tightly. let go.

So the two held hands like this, and sat on the lawn next to each other.

"When did you come?" Mu Haohui asked.

"Just now, I should have gone up to have a look, but your mother just finished the operation, and she absolutely doesn't want to see me, so I just don't go up to be annoying." Tong Sheng said not particularly concerned.

But when Mu Haohui heard this, he felt a little guilty.

"I'm sorry they said too many mean things to you."

"It's nothing, it's nothing, it's not that I haven't been scolded by others, worse scolded, worse, I have been in prison before, you should know, many of the people there are not Quality, some people have never had a clean mouth.”

"Are you often scolded?" Mu Haohui asked with a frown.

"At first there were, but later on they didn't dare to scold. But they didn't scold me, they scolded others. You probably haven't heard those dirty words in your life."

Mu Haohui also knew about Tong Sheng's imprisonment before. At that time, he felt that it was a thing of the past, so he didn't want to worry about those things anymore. He always thought that Tong Sheng had encountered too many things before. My heart is very bitter, but it doesn't matter, with him in the future, he will double help to make up for the sins I suffered before.

But today he promised those fucking things, he knew that he would never be able to achieve what he thought before in this life!

He felt indebted to Tong Sheng, so that when he heard him say this again, he felt extremely uncomfortable.

"Were you sad to be in there at that time?"

"Well, it's very uncomfortable, especially in the first period, what I thought most was how to escape from prison. But later I realized that this is impossible, so I had to give up. Fortunately, people's adaptability is very difficult. Strong, after staying for a long time, you will naturally adapt."

After Tong Sheng finished speaking, the two of them fell silent. It was the first time that they were so silent that they didn't know what to say.

"Is your mother alright?" Tong Sheng asked suddenly.

"Don't be stimulated, rest well, and you will recover soon."

"That's fine, that's fine."

Mu Haohui didn't want him to keep turning the topic on his mother, because he always felt that as long as his mother appeared, the two of them would be depressed for no reason.

"By the way, I forgot to ask your mother before, where did she go?"

"He went to heaven, and he was gone many years ago." Tong Sheng took a long breath as he said, his eyes were fixed on a window not far away, where a mother was holding his crying child. He kept comforting.

"Sorry, I don't know, I shouldn't have mentioned this to you." Mu Haohui felt that it was really terrible!Why is it that I don't want to mention unhappy things, but I still can't avoid mentioning them.

"It's okay, what's the matter? Actually, I rarely think of her, and even if I do, I don't feel any special feeling. You may think I'm heartless, but I don't know why I can't miss her. I I haven't told you, my mother is a gambler. Before I was ten years old, I lived with her, but I think life with her is terrible.

What she likes to do most every day is to gamble, and borrow money when she has no money, so that she owes more and more money later.She had no choice but to take me to the countryside to hide from debts.Although she doesn't beat me often, but because of gambling, she often forgets to cook for me. At that time, my biggest wish was to have enough food every day.

At that time, she often told me that I had a very rich father. One day, he would come to pick us up and live a good life. I didn't believe it at all, but what I didn't expect was that when I was ten My dad really came to pick us up that year, and I didn't believe it until then, so my mother's words were not all lies.

During the initial period of returning to Tong's house, my mother was really happy, her mouth could burst into smiles, but her fate was indeed bad, and she was found out within half a year of her happiness If you have breast cancer, you can't even cure it later.At that moment, I felt that she was very pitiful. On the day of her death, I shed tears for her for the first and last time. It was not sad, but I felt that her life was very sad.

I didn't enjoy the maternal love I deserved in my childhood, so I didn't kiss my mother, but Mu Haohui, you should be different, no matter what, no matter what she did, she will always love you, So stop getting mad at anyone or anything, I don't think it's worth it. "

Mu Haohui opened his lips, he wanted to ask him if someone said something to him, but in the end he still couldn't say anything.

"Mu Haohui, do you have anything to say to me?" When Tong Sheng said this, he looked at him seriously.

Tong Sheng knew that at this moment, there was no hope for their future, no matter how reluctant they were, some things still had to be given up.

There are some things that need to be said, so let’s say it all at once, there is always pain, but no matter how painful it is, you must face it, just like Lei Jinyan said, this is the fate of the two of them .

Mu Haohui looked at the sadness in Tong Sheng's unusually firm eyes, and his heart became more determined. He probably really knew.

He knew what he should say at this time, no matter how unwilling he was, he had to say it.

But he felt uncomfortable, those words were like sharp knives constantly lingering at him, making him feel unbearable pain.

The person I like so much, and the person I want to give happiness so much, why in the end, I still have to personally hurt the person.

He couldn't do it, let alone say it.

He blinked his red eyes hard a few times, not wanting to let the tears flow out, but finally he was still reluctant to say, "I can have something special to say, don't think too much." down his face.

At this moment, Mu Haohui's phone rang. He looked at the caller ID, and his smile immediately collapsed.

"sister--"

"Come up quickly. Mom wants you to come up. She said that if you don't come up, she will come down to find you."

Mu Haohui sighed helplessly, "Got it."

After hanging up the phone, Tong Sheng said to him, "Hurry up, don't make her wait."

Mu Haohui struggled for a long time, he wanted to say that he didn't want to leave, he wanted to just hold Tong Sheng's hand like this, or they wouldn't be separated in this life, but he knew it was impossible.

In the end, he could only compromise, "Go back early, and when my mother is all right, I'll go find you."

"Okay, you go up!"

Mu Haohui glanced at him, then reluctantly left.

After walking a few steps, Tong Sheng suddenly shouted from behind, "Mu Haohui——"

He turned around to look at him, and he saw Tong Sheng standing straight with his back up, smiling at him with the corners of his mouth raised, that was actually quite normal, but for some reason, he felt inexplicably sad, the kind that permeated from the bottom of his heart. The panic made him very uneasy.

"what happened?"

"No, I just want to say goodbye to you!"

Mu Haohui stood still, the two of them just stared at each other, and the air seemed to change.

Mu Haohui really wanted to rush over and hug him tightly, but his phone rang again, and his steps stopped abruptly.

"Hurry up, go, if you don't go, your mother will come down, so don't embarrass her old man."

"Then I'm leaving." No matter how reluctant Mu Haohui was, he still took steps this time.

Tong Sheng watched the people disappear gradually, and the smile on his mouth also slowly disappeared.

"Goodbye, Mu Haohui!"

Between us, it really can only end here——