cheap stand-in

After Tong Sheng and Mu Haohui quarreled on the bed for a while, he realized that he still had to go to work, and if the quarrel continued, he would be late.

Regardless of Mu Haohui's hand at this time, he held his hand and said very seriously: "Don't go."

"But I have asked for too much leave recently, so I have to go."

"I mean, you quit your job, and the bank is not suitable for you to go again."

Tong Sheng fell silent immediately after hearing this, and after thinking about it carefully, it was actually a bit inappropriate.

In the silver shop, he would definitely meet Lei Jinyan. When he went to work in the silver shop, he always emphasized that it was for money. Of course, this is indeed a major reason, but he still has some small selfishness in his heart. He knows that Lei Jin Yan often goes there, if he also goes there, he will be able to see other people from time to time.

He did see it, but it was all bad memories, but it didn't matter anymore, and he didn't need to see this person again in the future.

"Well, let's resign. I'll tell Brother Wang when I go to the bank later, but after all, I haven't resigned yet, so I still want to go."

It's rare for Mu Haohui to have such an opportunity to sleep with him in his arms. Although he was a bit reluctant to get up, he still respected his opinion, and then he got up too, and sent Tong Sheng to the bank before leaving. .

When Tong Sheng told Brother Wang about his resignation, Brother Wang was not too surprised.

"I knew you wouldn't be able to stay here for long, and I've longed for you to leave, so as not to cause trouble for me here, but now that you are really going to resign, I really don't want to part with it. Come back and see me, but then don’t be as annoying as before, if that’s the case, I don’t welcome you.”

Although Tong Sheng resigned, he was a little sudden. Brother Wang didn't find anyone, so it was hard for him to leave.

In order not to embarrass Brother Wang, he promised to stay for two more days, and he can leave immediately when someone recruits.

I don't know if everyone knows that Tong Sheng has a long relationship with Mu Haohui, so now basically not many people dare to offend him.

He just does some work of cleaning the box every day, and there is nothing else to do.

Because he didn't want to see Lei Jinyan, he deliberately avoided it every time.

But Lei Jinyan really wanted to see him, how could he avoid it?

He was surprised when Lei Jinyan stood directly in front of him.

But when the shock was over, he didn't even want to say anything, and was about to leave directly, but Lei Jinyan took his hand and pulled it towards the stairs.

"What are you doing, you hurry up and let me go, you let me go."

Tong Sheng didn't want to be seen by others, and he didn't dare to speak too loudly, and he couldn't break free, so he could only be pulled away by Lei Jinyan.

On the other side of the stairs, Tong Sheng finally shook off his hand, his face full of displeasure.

"What are you pulling me here for? I remember I said that there is nothing to talk about between the two of us."

Lei Jinyan just looked at him like this, and naturally he saw the impatience on his face, he didn't want to think that everything had changed after just one day, and he suddenly felt sad.

People are always like this, when you exist, you will never think about cherishing it, only when you lose it will you care in your heart.

But he didn't want to lose it just like that. He took Tong Sheng's hand and said very seriously: "Let's start again, okay? Although I still don't know what love is, I promise, this time I will never be like Can you trust me when I hurt you like that before?"

Only now did Tong Sheng seriously look at the man in front of him, but he didn't realize just now that this man had been haggard for a long time overnight.

Start over!

In this case, if he told him before he was about to give up, he would probably wake up with a smile in his sleep, but it was a pity, now these words were at best a surprise, and would not cause any waves in his heart.

"Lei Jinyan, don't you know that you are still talking to me like this, will it make people feel scumbag? Or do you think that what I told you last night were all playing tricks on you? If you still don't believe , then it’s okay for me to say it again, there is no possibility between us, and I will not spend any more thoughts on you, I think it’s best for the two of us to treat each other as strangers in the future choose."

Tong Sheng glanced at him, and didn't want to make any more entanglements.

It was enough for him to waste time on one person for so many years, and it is absolutely impossible for him to make the same mistake again this time.

Seeing that Tong Sheng was going to leave, Lei Jinyan was a little flustered. He grabbed Tong Sheng's hand and asked in a puzzled way, "Aren't you willing? But why don't you? Do you think we can still be strangers like this?" People? Do you think I can still do it? I told you countless times before, telling you not to pay attention to me, why didn't you listen to me at that time? If you listened to me, why should we bother? It will become what it is now. But now you have attracted me, you have made me fall in love, and you turned away so easily, you think I am scum, but Tong Sheng, aren't you too cruel, aren't you?"

Tong Sheng had never been so shocked before. With his lips parted, he looked at Lei Jinyan's eyes that contained anger, and saw the flashing light in his eyes that he couldn't understand. I couldn't help jumping up.

He met this man at the age of 13, fell in love with him at the age of 15, dedicated himself to him at the age of 17, and went to prison for him. Over the years, letting this man fall in love with him has become his firmest belief. In the past so many years, he has never wavered However, to be honest, it would be false not to love overnight, he originally just wanted to slowly forget over time.

He had already given up getting any love from him, but now this man suddenly wanted to love him again, and it was all fake if he didn't touch him at all.

In a person's life, in fact, many things are difficult to make dreams come true. Most of the time, we will choose to give up after experiencing setbacks.

It's just a lie to give up after persisting for so long, saying it's a pity.

But even if he felt it was a pity this time, he had no intention of turning back, and some things were doomed to regret from the very beginning.

Tong Sheng pulled Lei Jinyan's hand, and then looked at him very seriously, "Lei Jinyan, I have loved you for many years, really many years, many years, so long that I sometimes feel unbelievable , do you know what my biggest wish is these years? The only thing I want is that you can love me once. For this goal, I have made a lot of efforts and even gave up a lot of things.

Today I finally waited until you said you love me, I am really happy, but it can only be nothing more than that.You are right, we would have become what we are today. In the final analysis, it is indeed my fault. If it weren’t for my persistence, we wouldn’t be in the situation we are today. But you can’t deny that I did receive the punishment I deserved, so We're even, aren't we?

Lei Jinyan, I really love you, whether you believe it or not, I have to tell you seriously one last time, but I'm sorry, no matter what choice you make, I can't go with you together, because I have decided not to love you anymore. "

The moment Tong Sheng said those words, Lei Jinyan felt his heart was emptied immediately, he said that he no longer loves himself, such a simple sentence, but for him, it was unacceptable hit.

He felt as if there was a big stone firmly oppressing his heart, which made him not even have the strength to breathe.

"You're going to love him, aren't you?"

"Yes, just like loving you back then, try your best to fall in love with him."

After Tong Sheng finished speaking, he raised his head firmly and pushed open the safety door of the stairs, but at this moment, Lei Jinyan behind him suddenly said: "But do you think you can really be with him? Tong Sheng, you still too naive--"