cheap stand-in

Tong Sheng couldn't help but stopped, but he didn't have the courage to turn around, he just stood there quietly.

He didn't know why he didn't leave, maybe it was because he still had hope in his heart, thinking that the man he had always liked could admit something, but his hope was finally defeated.

"What are you talking about? I don't admit that I have had that kind of relationship with him. At most, it's just a bed partner who doesn't need money. You can't be angry with me. When I have such a mess with him, I don't want to be with you. familiar?"

"Hmph, you're still ashamed to say that I was almost burned to death because of your nonsense."

"Okay baby, didn't this matter be resolved before? Don't worry, no one will be stupid enough to hurt you again. If someone is so ignorant, I will give him a good look, okay?"

The two sang and sarcastically, then turned around and prepared to leave without taking it seriously.

Tong Sheng knew that he should have not heard anything, or because he ignored this man.

But those unfeeling words really made him unbearable. If he hadn't had other thoughts back then, how could he have fallen in love with him? If he hadn't used him up and kicked him away, why would he have those things later on? crazy.

Tong Sheng admitted that many things were indeed caused by his own stupidity, but wouldn't he, Lei Jinyan, not need to bear the slightest responsibility?

Those three years in prison, and all the things that happened in his family afterwards, weren't they caused by him, Lei Jinyan?

The anger kept burning in his heart, and finally, before he had time to think deeply, the angry words burst out, "Lei Jinyan, how dare you say that I have nothing to do with you at all, how dare you say that, the kind before, don't you? Are they all fake?"

Tong Sheng's voice kept echoing in the underground parking lot, hitting the hearts of the three of them at the same time.

Tong Sheng watched Lei Jinyan turn around, with that familiar smile still on the corner of his mouth, but his dark pupils were full of sarcasm, "Then do you think those are true? I didn't think of your self-righteousness It's still serious."

"Then what am I to you?"

"What is it?" Lei Jinyan's smile deepened, "What else is it, but it's just someone to sleep with, like a male prostitute, no, no, actually, I think you are worse than other male prostitutes, at least they accompany you After the guest sleeps, you still remember to charge labor fees, but you are cheap to sleep with people for free, thinking about it, I think you are really cheap, cheap and hopeless."

When Lei Jinyan took Su Linfan away, Tong Sheng was still standing there, in a daze, and his face was even more pale and bloodless.

He clearly knows that his position in the other party's heart is always so low, but he just can't learn well, and gets hurt every time, but he still can't remember the lesson.

Tong Sheng hugged his head and slowly squatted down, his eyes full of pain.

Tong Sheng was almost drunk at the Yinsi because he didn't want to touch alcohol anymore.But because of seeing Lei Jinyan, those hurt by his words have already lost their reason. He only knows that what he wants most now is to get himself completely drunk, and then completely forget these sad things, even if it is only for a short time. Forget, he is also willing.

Tong Sheng didn't go back, but found a bar, and started drinking himself desperately.

But this person is very strange, he obviously wants to get drunk, but his mind is still sober, so he pours more and more to himself, and finally, he can't drink any more, so he lies on the bar counter and drowsily sleep.

But the noise in the bar was really too loud, and because of his outstanding appearance, many men and women came to him to strike up a conversation, and some of them would try to take advantage of him, which made him very disgusted.

"Alone? Do you want me to have a drink with you?"

In his blurred vision, Tong Sheng seemed to see a strange man standing in front of him with a wretched smile, and his hands were touching his back very disgustingly.

Even though Tong Sheng was already drunk, he still couldn't bear the touch from a stranger.

"Go away!" Tong Sheng pushed the person away vigorously, but after drinking, his whole body was limp, and he couldn't push the person away at all.

"Don't be like this, you see how boring you are alone, just let me accompany you!"

The wretched man said that he had already stretched out his hand to bring him to his body. Tong Sheng wanted to refuse, but he really didn't have the strength, and the disgusting smell of perfume that kept coming into his nose made him very uncomfortable.

There was a tumbling in his stomach, he really wanted to vomit, and just when he was thinking of pushing people away, the wretched man who was holding him was pushed away.

"Didn't you hear what he said? He doesn't want you to touch him, why are you still leaning on him?"

"TMD, who do you think you are, I want you to meddle in this business, and see if I don't beat you to death."

Tong Sheng only felt his body being pushed to the side. He couldn't hold back any longer and vomited directly holding a stool. When he was almost vomited, he raised his head to look at the already chaotic bar. The attempt just now The man who took advantage of him will be being pressed on his body and beaten fiercely. He doesn't know how hard the fist of the man who is venting his anger is, but look at the wretched man lying on the ground. His nosebleed must be very painful!

But whether it hurts or not is none of his business. In his opinion, the man asked for it himself.

He wouldn't say hello to him with sympathy. The bar was too noisy, and he didn't want to stay any longer, so he took the wine he hadn't finished and left directly.

Tong Sheng didn't know where he was going, but he just walked aimlessly, and the steps under his feet shook even more.

But he couldn't control that much anymore, Lei Jinyan's heartless words kept appearing in his mind.

In order to love a man, he made himself so embarrassed, in order to love that man, he gave almost everything, but why did he treat himself like this?

Tong Sheng felt very painful, as if countless needles were pricking his heart, which made him so painful that he wished to dig out all of his heart.But he couldn't dig out his own heart, so he could only continue to endure the pain.

Unprecedented despair kept pouring into his mind, and a ridiculous idea emerged.

If you die, can you stop loving, let alone hurt?

It is good to die, and you will be liberated if you die.

Once this idea popped up, it would start to take root and sprout like vines. By the time he reacted, he was already standing in the middle of the road. At this time, a car was driving fast from a distance. Can really be completely freed!

The screeching sound of tires rubbing against the ground soon followed, and Tong Sheng waited for the expected pain.

But at this moment, he felt a pair of powerful hands hug him suddenly, and then there was a violent impact, and then there was a sharp pain in the skin under his body.

He wanted to open his eyes, but the eyelids couldn't be opened at all. After a moment of dizziness, he completely lost consciousness.