Based on Su Jue's understanding of Bai Yuyu, when he heard Bai Yuyu say "preferably", he believed that Bai Yuyu would bite it off.He closed his eyes resignedly, but didn't wait for any pain or even touch.Su Jue slowly opened his eyes in doubt, and seeing Bai Yuyu's angry but sad expression in his eyes, his heart was stabbed severely.

He suddenly realized how much harm he had done to Bai Yuyu when he left.At that time, he saw in the report that Bai Yuyu was admitted to the hospital suffering from depression and received treatment for nearly a year.How did he spend that year? When he was sick with guilt and longing, did the person he loved actually live in more pain than him.

He suddenly remembered that he had promised Bai Yuyu again and again that he would never leave him, but in the end he broke the appointment first.Bai Xiyu loved him so much back then, and was so afraid of him leaving, but he abandoned him.

Su Jue suddenly understood that compared to what Bai Yuyu had suffered, the saddest thing was actually her leaving.He tried so hard to keep him, and would give up everything for him, but when Ting Ji heard that he was going to quit the entertainment industry for himself, he resolutely chose to leave.Just like Bai Xiyu once said, it was he who made all of Bai Xiyu's efforts worthless.

From the beginning to the end, he was doing things that hurt Bai Yu.What he thought was good for Bai Xiyu, but to Bai Xiyu, it was the last thing he wanted.

Seeing Bai Yuyu's painful eyes, Su Jue finally raised his hand, and tremblingly caressed Bai Yuyu's face.

"Yes... I'm sorry... I'm sorry, Bai Yuyu... I'm sorry." Su Jue apologized while shedding tears.At this moment, apart from being sorry, he no longer knew what to say.He was filled with remorse, hating why he was so stupid back then, and why he had to be separated from Bai Yuyu for these five years.

"I'm sorry? Do you think you can make up for the pain in my heart by saying sorry? I said at the beginning that you are my life and the motivation for my life. For you, I don't need anything. But what about you? ? Walk away without saying a word, leaving me alone like a fool, looking for you all over the world. You took my life away, do you think that saying sorry is enough?" Bai Xie held Su Yu shoulders, questioning him, eyes already full of tears.

Su Jue shook his head, in great pain, what should he do? How can he make up for Bai Yuyu? How can he not feel sad?

"Didn't you say you won't come back? Then why are you coming back now? I've been looking for you for five years, but you don't show up. Now that I've already decided not to want you, why are you still showing up!!" I endured it and went back.Seeing Bai Yuyu's resolute appearance, Su Jue was finally defeated, and his heart ached unbearably. He slid to the ground, hugged himself, and cried loudly.

Bai Xiyu said that he no longer wanted him!

Then what did he come back for? What exactly?

At that moment, Su Jue was surrounded by endless regret for the first time.For the first time, I felt that there was no point in living.Even if Bai Xiyu was right in front of him, he would feel so sad that he wanted to die.

Bai Yuyu watched Su Jue squatting on the ground crying, he couldn't bear it, suppressed the pain in his heart, turned around and opened the door, and left, locking Su Jue in the room alone.

Hearing Bai Yuyu slam the door and go out, Su Jue came back to his senses, staggered to the door, trying to pull the door open to get out, but he found that the door couldn't be opened, Bai Yuyu locked the door, and he couldn't get out up.

"Bai Yuyu! Bai Yuyu, open the door! Bai Yuyu..." Su Yu fell by the door, crying Bai Yuyu's name over and over again. up.

He can't stay, he stays now, he doesn't know what terrible things he will do to Su Jue.He seems to have locked up Su Jue, but in fact, he is also locked up himself.Lock up the self who may go crazy at any time and do something that hurts Su Jue.

Bai Yuyu needs to calm himself down. He doesn't want to hurt Su Jue when he loses his mind. At the same time, he also hopes that he can take a little time to think clearly about how to treat Su Jue next.Do you hate him or love him, let him go, let him live and fly with others, or keep him captive by your side.

For Bai Xiyu, this is not a simple choice. He dare not make any final decision by himself, and he can't make himself regret it, so he has to think about it, and think about what he wants.

Because this decision is related to the future of two people, he must be cautious.Don't make the same mistakes as before.

He can safely lock Su Jue in the house because there are real-time surveillance cameras everywhere in his private villa. As long as he wants, he can call up the surveillance cameras to check at any time.However, Bai Yuyu was still a little worried, worried that Su Jue would do something stupid, so just in case, Bai Yuyu didn't leave very far, he just went to the yard.Su Jue didn't know that there was a stepped garden behind the house, and the topmost floor of the garden was connected to the terrace on the topmost floor of the villa.In other words, even if Bai Yuyu didn't go through the gate, he could still enter through the gate of the rooftop garden.

Bai Xiyu stayed in the rooftop garden all the time.In the closet on the wall of the roof, there is a pad that Bai Yuyu usually uses to read scripts and for entertainment.He took out the pad, turned on the monitor, and saw that Su Jue was still sitting by the door, hugging his knees, huddled up by the door, it was really pitiful.

"Why did you come back? Why did you appear in ZK again? Su Jue..." Bai Yuyu looked at Su Jue on the screen, and caressed that little figure distressedly, as if that... could really touch to the same.

……

The sky gradually darkened, Su Jue sat by the door all the time, the room became darker and darker, his vision became more and more blurred, and finally he couldn't see anything clearly.He stretched out his hand and waved it in the air a few times, but still couldn't see anything.

In the past few years, Su Jue's eyesight has declined extremely quickly, and he can still see clearly with glasses during the day, but at night, or in a dark place, he can't see anything even with glasses, unless someone light, otherwise he would be blind.

Su Jue didn't know how long he had been waiting, he only knew that he seemed to be tired from crying, he touched the wall behind him, and slowly stood up, he didn't know where the light switch in Bai Yuyu's house was, so he helped He groped all the way along the wall, but he couldn't find where the switch was until he walked through the entire hallway and fell down the steps because his feet were empty.

The fall was not light, and Su Jue instinctively let out a cry of pain.Enduring the pain, he got up, groped on the ground, and finally touched the steps behind him. He leaned over and hugged his knees and ankles that were hurt from the fall, not daring to move any more.

At that moment, Su Jue really felt scared and wronged.He has never turned off the lights at night since he suffered from night blindness.He couldn't adapt to such a dark night, which would make him feel very insecure. In addition, he just fell down again, and he felt very helpless, so he unconsciously called out Bai Xiyu's name.

Where did Bai Xiyu go? Did he really want him? How long will he be locked up like this? Will he die here?

In fact, Su Jue has nothing to give up, and the only one who is reluctant to give up is Bai Yuyu.When he couldn't hold on countless times, he thought about simply dying.But he also thought that he hadn't seen Bai Yuyu for the last time, so he couldn't die.Just like that, I reminded myself time and time again that I must live well.Now that I finally see Bai Yuyu, there should be no regrets.

But the truth is, after meeting Bai Xiyu, he didn't want to just die like that.He began to become greedy and began to want more things.He hopes to be forgiven by Bai Xiyu, that the separation of these five years has never happened, that Bai Xiyu still loves him, that Bai Xiyu is still only good to him, and only tender to him. , hoping to go back to the past with him, he wanted to stay by Bai Xiyu's side.

But he knew how impossible this was, and he knew that he and Bai Xiyu could not go back.But he is not reconciled, he doesn't want to see Bai Yuyu fall in love with others, he doesn't want to see Bai Yuyu grow old together with others, thinking of the young, beautiful and healthy boys and girls around Bai Yuyu, Su Yu's heart is like It hurts like being dug out.

He loves Bai Xiyu so much that he can't love anyone anymore.He loves so much that he doesn't even love himself anymore. He can't imagine that if one day he can't love Bai Yu, what's the point of his life.If there is such a time, it may be the time of his death.

Su Jue had never been so desperate, but he still held his last breath. He wanted to hold out until Bai Xieyu came back, even if he was lying to himself, he still had to believe that Bai Xieyu would come back.

Su Jue, who was already crying, suddenly burst into tears again. He felt that the total number of tears he shed over the years was not as much as today.At one point, he thought that he would never be able to cry again, but when he thought of Bai Yuyu the next second, his heart ached unbearably, and tears overflowed automatically.

He listened carefully to the doctor's instructions countless times, but this time he didn't want to follow them at all.Now I can't see anything, and Su Jue is online, so I'm actually crying blind.

In the next second, there was light in front of his eyes, and the room suddenly brightened up! Su Jue blocked his eyes, and he was glad that he could still feel the light, which meant that he was not blind.Just about to be happy, he suddenly remembered something, put down his hands, and saw Bai Yuyu standing in the middle of the living room, Su Yu was stunned!

Bai Xiyu...how come he is here? When did he come back?

is it a dream

It must be a dream! If it wasn't a dream, why would Bai Yuyu look at him with such anxious and distressed eyes?

Su Jue suddenly felt that everything that happened these days might be his dream. When he woke up, he was still in Lyon, in that small study room, and there was the bottle of daisies that Lin Shen gave him on the table.

Was it really all a dream? In the dream, he couldn't bear the longing and ran back to see Bai Xiyu?

If it is really a dream, then can he be more "presumptuous"? At least, the Bai Yu in the dream still loves him.

After Su Jue decided that everything in front of him was a dream, he didn't have so many scruples.He stood up slowly, completely forgetting about his injured knee and ankle just now, as if he didn't feel any pain at all, he stumbled towards Bai Xiyu, and before he could reach Bai Xiyu, he suddenly fell down in front of him.

Su Jue looked up at Bai Yuyu, although he was crying, he showed a smile.She shook her head and said, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt at all."

After speaking, Su Jue was about to stand up by herself, but the next second her wrist was caught, Bai Yuyu suddenly squatted down, hugged him into her arms, and hugged his waist tightly.

Su Jue was stunned! She didn't dare to move for a long time.Then he heard Bai Xiyu whispering in his ear:

"Stay here, don't leave me... okay?" The voice was as soft as the wind, but as heavy as the deepest pleading.

Su Jue's heart was firmly gripped, he finally raised his arms to hug Bai Yuyu, and responded crying: "...Okay!"

If you don't leave, you won't leave even if you die.Never leave again, this dream... please don't wake up again.

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like