Su Yu didn't know what happened to Bai Yuyu all of a sudden, he pressed his hands against Bai Yuyu's chest, trying to push it away to give himself a chance to breathe, but Bai Yuyu grabbed his wrist, interlocked his fingers, and pressed against him side.

After Bai Yuyu kissed enough, he let Su Jue go.Su Jue looked at Bai Yuyu with puzzlement in his eyes.

"Bai Yuyu, what's wrong with you?" Su Jue felt that Bai Yuyu was angry, although he didn't understand where Bai Yuyu's anger came from.

Bai Yuyu looked at Su Jue's lips that were a little red from his kiss, his actions just now flashed in his mind, as if he had just woken up from a dream, regrets and self-blame flooded up.

He frowned, got up and stepped aside, and sat down on the sofa beside him.Su Jue sat up quickly, looked at Bai Yuyu's side face, not knowing what to say.

After sitting for a while, Bai Xieyu didn't speak, Su Jue sighed helplessly, and got up to get some ice cubes. It would be bad if Bai Xieyu's face swelled up in a while.

As if sensing Su Jue's departure, Bai Yuyu opened his eyes and grabbed Su Jue's wrist.

Su Jue turned her head, looked down at Bai Yuyu, seeing his annoyed look, Su Jue turned around and hugged Bai Yuyu into her arms.Patting him on the back lightly, reassuring him.

"Su Jue..."

"Um...I'm here."

"No matter what my mother does to you, you are not allowed to admit defeat, do you hear me?"

"Ah."

"Bai Yu...why do you think your mother will do something to me? Maybe she doesn't even want to see me? Or maybe she likes me. Let's not think so Oops, don't scare yourself first."

Bai Yuyu was silent for a while, let go of Su Jue, pulled him into his arms, and hugged him sideways.

"I'm sorry, I was so unkind to you just now."

Su Jue shook her head and said, "You don't need to apologize, I shouldn't bring up your past. I swear, I won't bring it up again in the future."

Bai Yuyu raised his hand to straighten the messy hair on Su Jue's head, "I didn't ask you to mention my past, if you want to hear it. I can tell you all about it."

Su Jue was very surprised, he thought Bai Yuyu didn't want to say anything.

"What do you want to know?"

Su Jue thought for a while, then shook his head.

"I don't want to know. Those things are all in the past anyway. The person who is with you now is me and not someone else. Besides, I don't want to hear about your love history with others. Why should I It's boring." Su Jue said firmly, but Bai Yuyu was a little surprised.

"Is there really nothing you want to know?" Bai Yuyu asked again for confirmation.

"Well... If I have to ask one, I want to know, how far have you and her... progressed? Have you... touched her?"

Su Jue tried her best to pretend not to care, but in fact she was very afraid of knowing the answer.

"I haven't touched her, but we kissed. That's all." Bai Yuyu replied sincerely.

Su Jue's heart skipped a beat, he never thought that Bai Xieyu would really answer him honestly, he thought that Bai Xieyu should make up a lie to coax him no matter what.

"You see, if I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have asked. After knowing the answer, I was not happy. Thinking of you kissing her, I feel... uncomfortable. "

"Idiot, if you don't feel uncomfortable hearing it, I will. I kissed her before, but it was really a very pure and shallow kiss. It is different from the one given to you. "

"Well, it's different if you say it's different. I believe you, I must be special than her." Su Jue didn't want to disturb others, he didn't like that kind of self.

"What about you? Before me, did you ever touch someone, or let someone touch you?"

Bai Yuyu suddenly asked seriously, his eyes locked on Su Jue, so that he had no chance to lie.

"I……"

"Su Jue, I want to listen to the truth. Did someone touch you before me?" Bai Youyu still remembered that time when he forced Su Jue, and then Su Qingyao said it from Su Jue's mouth.

"Bai Yuyu, I..." Su Jue couldn't speak.

"Have you ever done that?" Bai Yuyu's gaze became more and more indifferent.Su Jue was afraid of that look.

"You don't want me to touch you, is it because of that person?"

"No... no, I didn't..."

"Is that person called Su Qingyao?"

Su Jue was stunned! How could Bai Yuyu know? How could he know of Su Qingyao's existence?

"You... how do you know?" Su Jue stared, unable to believe it.

"It seems that it's true. You don't want me to touch you, it's really because of him."

Bai Yuyu let go of Su Jue, put him on the sofa, stood up and was about to leave.Su Jue was at a loss, she was already confused by the question.By the time he realized it, Bai Yuyu had already gone upstairs.

Su Jue came back to his senses, stood up abruptly, and chased upstairs. He had to explain clearly to Bai Yuyu.Bai Yuyu went back to his room, Su Jue ran to the door and patted on it.

"Bai Xieyu, you open the door, can you listen to my explanation?" Su Jue knocked on the door for a long time, but Bai Xieyu didn't come to open it.Su Jue started to panic, he knew that Bai Yuyu would be angry if he found out about this, so he didn't dare to say it.

Su Jue squatted on the ground with her head in her arms, suddenly feeling very sad.Could it be that the relationship between him and Bai Xiyu was just confirmed, and it was about to collapse because of this incident?

Is it over?Does Bai Xiyu not want him?

The heart is blocked and uncomfortable, and the tears are uncontrollable.Su Jue suddenly hated the existence of Su Qingyao so much, why did this person come to torture him after giving him such an unbearable experience.

The door was suddenly opened, and Su Jue raised her head, eyes full of grievance and sadness.

Bai Yuyu looked at him for a while, then knelt down to hug him, but Su Jue suddenly threw herself into his arms.

"Bai Xiyu, don't be angry, okay? I didn't do it voluntarily, I didn't want to, and I was forced. I didn't want you to touch me, no!"

Bai Yuyu didn't expect Su Jue to pounce on him, showing that he sat down on the ground.He steadied Su Jue, listening to his explanation, frowning.

Su Jue hugged Bai Xiyu tightly, afraid that Bai Xiyu would ignore him, so she let go, knelt down in front of Bai Xiyu, and put her arms around his neck.

"Bai Yuyu, can you trust me? Su Qingyao and I are not what you think. I hate him, hate him, and wish he would die. It's not because of him that I won't let you touch me. It has nothing to do with him .”

Bai Yuyu stretched out his hands to hold Su Jue's face, and wiped away the tears from his face.

"Are you afraid that I will touch you, is it because he forced you and left you with bad memories?"

Su Jue stopped and nodded silently.Bai Yuyu got up suddenly, bent over and picked up Su Jue, and entered the room.

Bai Yuyu put Su Jue on the bed, pushed her on top, and put her hand directly into Su Jue's clothes. Su Jue was agitated, but she didn't refuse.

"Where did he... touch you?" Bai Yuyu's eyes were full of anger, but that anger was not directed at Su Jue.

"Here? Or here?" Bai Yuyu's hand wandered over Su Jue's body. Su Jue was touched like this, and his whole body seemed to be on fire.In the end, Su Jue couldn't take it anymore, and grabbed Bai Yuyu's hand.

"Bai Yu, I don't want to recall that incident, I don't want to recall any details. But, I can assure you and swear to you, you are my first man and my last. No Anyone ever got me, I'll be yours, forever."

Bai Yuyu calmed down and understood what Su Jue meant.He got up and fell to the side, hugging Su Jue into his arms.

"Su Jue, I'm sorry. I was so angry that I was going crazy when I heard that you were touched. I ignored you just now because I was afraid that I would really do something to you and hurt you."

"I thought you were really going to ignore me. Bai Yuyu, that incident was a very bad memory for me. If you hadn't asked me, I really wouldn't want to recall it for the rest of my life. Do you still remember, I told you before, I have crowd phobia, right? I have this disease because of Su Qingyao. Su Qingyao...he is my brother, half-brother. I am in the Su family, basically a different There is only Su Qingyao who is lovable. He was really good to me at the beginning. At that time, I was really happy only if someone cared about me. So I believed him and regarded him as a very important relative. Kind of. But I didn't think, I didn't think that he approached me just to want me to be with him. He confessed to me, I rejected him, he was like a lunatic, when he forced me, his mother Found out, he didn't succeed, but instead said that I seduced him. His mother sued my dad, my dad beat me half to death, and then locked me up. That's when I got autistic .”

Su Jue is still trembling with fear when recalling that period of the past.Bai Yuyu felt his trembling and hugged him even tighter.

"I'm sorry." Bai Yuyu kissed the top of Su Jue's head, with an apology in his tone.

"Bai Yu, Su Qingyao is a lunatic. Promise me that if you meet him one day, you must run away and ignore him. I don't know what he will do to you, I'm really scared .”

"Well, I see."

Bai Yuyu verbally agreed, but what he thought in his heart was: My people dare to bully, how could I let him go.

When the two of them gradually calmed down, Su Jue leaned against Bai Yuyu's chest, listening to his heartbeat, feeling extremely at ease.He suddenly felt that being able to meet Bai Yuyu after that incident was God's compensation for him.

"Bai Yuyu..." Su Jue called softly.

"Ah."

"If... I mean if, if you want me, I... I can do it, but I don't know what to do, if you don't dislike it." Su Jue didn't know how much courage she had to say. In that case, he blushed after saying that, and buried his head deeply in Bai Xiyu's chest.

"Fool, there is no man who has no desire for the person he likes, but I promised you that I will never force you."

"It's not forced, I...I am willing." Su Jue muttered softly.Bai Yuyu smiled softly.

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