The contract is captured, please stay away from the black-bellied superstar

Su Jue rushed upstairs and ran back to her room as if fleeing for her life.He took off his mask, not knowing why his face turned red.

"Fortunately, I run fast. If he keeps watching, I feel like I'm going to burn up. Su Jue, why are you so unlucky? Why do you blush when you hear his voice? It's not that you want to be normal, Pretend nothing happened?"

Su Jue went to the bed and sat down, hugging his big yellow duck.

"Rhubarb, tell me, what's wrong with me? Tell me, am I really sick?" Su Jue slapped the duck's mouth, looking very distressed.

Su Jue sat on the bed in a daze for a while, when he heard a knock on the door, he immediately came back to his senses, put his whole body on alert, grabbed the quilt and wrapped it on top of his head, only his eyes were exposed.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw Bai Yuyu standing outside the door with a glass of water and a small plate.When Su Jue saw the white pills in the small dish, he knew that Bai Yuyu would not let him go so easily.

"Uh... this is..."

"This is cold medicine, take the medicine and have a good rest."

"Uh...Actually, I'm not very serious, really. I suddenly found that I'm cured, don't believe me." Su Jue threw the quilt, stood on the spot and jumped a few times, proving that he doesn't need to take medicine at all now.Are you kidding me? After taking so many pills, you will get sick even if you are not sick.Moreover, he hates western medicine the most. Although it is not as bitter as traditional Chinese medicine, he doesn't want to experience the taste of one pill stuck in his throat and unable to swallow it.

"This is vitamins, supplementing nutrition. You passed out last time, and I sent you to the hospital. The doctor said you were malnourished, so he prescribed this medicine for me."

Su Jue was taken aback, did Bai Yuyu expose him?So this is used to force him not to call himself.

"Eat it, it's not bitter, just eat two. You can chew it, if you don't want to pass out in front of me again."

Su Jue knew that he would look stupid if he pretended to be any more, so he resignedly picked up the water glass, took two pills and put them in his mouth.He really hates taking medicine, even if it's sweet, he feels like throwing up as soon as the pill is put in his mouth.He had a bad experience with taking medicine before, and he would think of that experience when he saw the pill.

Su Jue didn't want to show it in front of Bai Yuyu, so he could only resist the weird feeling in his throat, raised his head and took a big sip of water, but he choked because he drank too fast, and he spat out the pills and water.

Bai Yuyu put the plate on the ground, went into the room and pulled some paper towels back. He patted Su Jue on the back, raised Su Jue's head, and wanted to wipe his mouth for him, but saw Su Jue's face covered Two lines of tear stains.

What's going on here?Choked to cry?But what happened to the fear and sadness in Su Jue's eyes?

"Su Jue? What's wrong with you?" Bai Yuyu held Su Jue's face and asked worriedly.

"Bai Xiyu, I don't want to take medicine, don't force me to take medicine, okay?"

At the beginning, Bai Yuyu still didn't understand. Su Jue is so big, why is he still afraid of taking medicine? He suddenly thought of what Su Jue told him about his past, and he guessed that Su Jue had something bad about taking medicine. experience.

Bai Yuyu was silent for a few seconds, then picked him up and walked to the bed.Su Jue was still immersed in bad memories, and didn't realize how intimate and ambiguous Bai Yuyu's hug was.

Su Jue was put on the bed, Bai Yuyu half knelt down, and took Su Jue's hand.

"Su Jue...have you ever...had something bad happened to you about taking medicine?" Bai Yuyu's tone was very gentle, as if asking a child, persuasive and persuasive.

Su Jue raised her head, saw Bai Yuyu's concerned expression, regained her consciousness a little, and felt an inexplicable grievance in her heart.

Regarding the past, he actually didn't want to mention it at all.He thought that it would be best not to let anyone know about those pasts.

But for some reason, seeing Bai Yuyu's rare gentle eyes, he seemed to be drowning in it, and he lost all determination to hide anything.

Su Jue nodded, at this time, he didn't intend to hide any more.

"Su Jue, tell me what happened?"

Su Jue looked at Bai Yuyu hesitantly, and seeing the worry in Bai Yuyu's eyes, he suddenly wanted to tell him everything.

"You really want to know?"

"Didn't you say you want to be friends with me? Shouldn't friends know this?"

friend?

Bai Yuyu's words suddenly reminded Su Jue, yes, he said that he wanted to be friends with him, but if you are a friend, do you have to tell him everything?If it's just a friend, he doesn't need to tell Bai Yuyu anything about his past.

But, when Bai Xiyu asked, he wanted to tell him what was going on?It would never be because he said he wanted to be friends with him.

What he thought at that time was that if this secret must be known by only one person, then Bai Yuyu must be more suitable than anyone else.After thinking about it, I can't seem to find any reason.He... just wanted to tell Bai Yuyu.

"If you don't want to say it, it's fine..." Bai Yuyu actually didn't intend to ask further questions. No matter what kind of past Su Jue had, he didn't really care. Anyway, what he wanted wasn't Su Jue from the past, he wanted it. It was Su Jue who was in front of him now.

Thinking that Bai Yuyu was upset, Su Jue hurried back to hold Bai Yuyu's hand.Afraid that he would go away.

"When I was young... I was born prematurely, so my health was not very good, and I had to take medicine almost every day. However, no one in the Su family really cared about me. The one who fed me the medicine every day was a nurse invited by the Su family. , specially took care of me. At that time, people in the Su family didn’t like me, even my aunt hated me. As long as I didn’t take it, she would directly stuff the medicine into my mouth and force me to take it. Seeing that I took it, She just left. Later, I got scared, so I obediently took the medicine every time, although I would vomit in the end. Until my health gradually improved, I didn’t take any more medicine.”

Bai Yuyu was surprised that Su Jue would tell himself, but after hearing these contents, he frowned. This was not Su Jue's past that he wanted to hear.Because it would make him feel that he appeared too late, so that Su Jue had a very unpleasant period of time.Although this kind of thinking is quite absurd, if he really knew Su Jue since childhood, he would definitely not let Su Jue suffer from this.

"So... because of this, you don't like taking medicine?"

Su Jue shook his head, looking at Bai Yuyu's eyes, hesitant.

"Anything else?"

"Although I was often forced to take medicine when I was young, I knew that if I didn't have those medicines, I might not even be ten years old. So, that didn't make me have a shadow on taking medicine. What really made me afraid of taking medicine , when I was 16 years old. I thought that when I grew up and got better, no one would force me to take those hard to swallow pills, but in my senior year of high school... I... suffered from autism."

Autism?Has Su Jue suffered from autism?

Bai Yuyu was shocked, and unconsciously clenched Su Jue's hand.

"Actually, it's not very serious. I have never been talkative since I was a child, and I have a withdrawn personality. Autism is just a disease that the doctor forcibly added to me to save trouble. After being diagnosed with autism, they all said that I I have mental problems, and they make me take a lot of medicine every day. As long as I resist, they will tie me up or give me injections, just like the aunt when I was a child, forcing those pills into my mouth, and even worse Rough is more cruel. Since then, I would rather drink the bitterest Chinese medicine than swallow those pills again."

"Actually, these things have passed for a long time. I don't want to mention it to anyone... I know that you feed me for my own good, but..."

"Su Jue, there won't be any more. No matter who it is in the future, I won't let them force you again, no more!" Bai Yuyu embraced Su Jue distressedly. He had never resented him so much before. Why did Su Jue experience During those times, he was not by his side.

Su Jue recalled those things, but actually no longer felt anything.But Bai Xiyu's words made him want to cry, if Bai Xiyu could appear by his side earlier, it would be great to guard him like that.

At that moment, Su Jue suddenly realized that Bai Yuyu seemed to be the only person in the world who told him that he would not force him.

Something seemed to be burning in his heart, what was going on with the feeling of seeing a flower and green grass in a desolate place?

For a long time since then, when Su Jue needed to take medicine, Bai Yuyu would grind the pills into powder and then dissolve them into water for him to drink.Or... feed him with your mouth.However, this is something for later, let's not mention it for now.

After such an open heart, Su Jue was not so embarrassed, and all the shyness seemed to have disappeared.

After Bai Yu went out, Su Jue lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling, lost in thought.

It turned out that it was not so difficult for him to speak out about the past that he once found difficult to talk about.Is it because, is it just because the person listening is Bai Xiyu?

He has lived with his roommate for almost two years, and he has never mentioned anything about the past, but he has told him so much within less than two months since he and Bai Yuyu have known each other. Is it special?

What is this special?

Will it be like it?Did he... like Bai Xiyu?

If so, why not just accept him?If you don't like it, then hate physical contact and reject yourself who is touched by a man, why do you feel so moved when you kiss Bai Xiyu alone?

This... just like it!

What about Bai Xiyu?Does Bai Xiyu have the same feelings for him?

After thinking for a long time, Su Jue finally figured out what he wanted. He must have fallen in love with Bai Yuyu.

I like this kind of feeling, once recognized, it will grow wildly in my heart.Su Jue didn't know how long he could keep this feeling, and when it would become an emotion that he couldn't control himself, like a scourge, and he couldn't resist it anymore.

Now, he can only take one step at a time.

When he realized that he liked Bai Yuyu, Su Jue also realized that his liking would not bear fruit.He fell in love with someone who couldn't be with him, and it was impossible for Bai Yuyu to be with him.Regardless of whether Bai Xiyu will like him in the end, they can't be together, because many people watch their relationship, and many people will not agree.

Su Jue's liking was never something he could decide.