The contract is captured, please stay away from the black-bellied superstar
Chapter 102 I know, you don't love him
I knew that Bai Yuyu was a ruthless and indifferent person, and it was his own fault to be said harshly, but why did he feel uncomfortable as if he was blocked by something.
When did Bai Xiyu's words affect his mind so much.
After washing, Su Jue remembered that he hadn't eaten all day, thinking that Bai Yuyu probably hadn't eaten either. He was already very tired, so he decided to get something to eat.Aunt Bai picked some green vegetables for him, briefly fried two vegetables, and when the rice was cooked, he first prepared it for Bai Xieyu and brought it upstairs.
Although he knew that Bai Yuyu would not eat it in all likelihood, he still knocked on the door.
"I made dinner, would you like some?" Su Jue waited for a while and no one came to open the door, then put the dinner plate on the ground.
"I'll let you out..." Before he could finish speaking, the door was opened.Su Jue raised her head to look at Bai Yuyu, he had already showered and changed his clothes.Subconsciously, he looked at Bai Yuyu's right hand and wrapped it with a handkerchief.
"Take it!"
"you……"
"Don't understand? Or do you want me to pour it?" Bai Yuyu seemed to be very patient, Su Jue picked up the dinner plate with some frustration, and as soon as he turned around, the door behind him was slammed shut.
Having been treated like this, Su Jue is not a person who has no feelings. If he tries harder to please Bai Yuyu, it is his own self-defeating.
He has always been interesting, and he doesn't intend to make too much effort.
It was indeed his fault that he went to see Lan Xiao without telling Bai Xiyu, but that was not on purpose, not to mention that even if he had something to do with Lan Xiao, Bai Xiyu shouldn't be so angry, they are not really dating .We have already said we want to be friends, but are we going to change back to the rhythm of strangers?
The fact that Bai Yuyu was still angry miraculously did not become an annoying thought that hindered him from resting.Because she worked all afternoon and lay on the bed, Su Jue quickly fell asleep.
On the other side, Bai Yuyu was sitting on the bed, fidgeting with his mobile phone. What he couldn't get out of his mind was the scene of seeing Su Jue and Lan Xiao "holding hands" and "embracing" at noon.
However, what made him most angry was not this, but that Su Jue didn't explain, and didn't even ask him to forgive.
Thinking that he was the only one who cared so much because of this matter, Bai Yuyu was even more angry.How can Su Jue just ignore his emotions like this, he has already shown it so clearly, does that guy still treat all of this as acting?
In the end, Bai Yuyu, who became more and more angry as he thought about it, managed to drop another mobile phone, but failed to convince himself to forgive Su Jue.Therefore, he decided that if Su Jue didn't admit his mistake first, he would never compromise first.
He was so nice to Su Jue that he even forgot what a bad-tempered person he should be.
The fact that he fell in love first has already made him a little unacceptable, and he can no longer be at a disadvantage in this love.
He is no longer the Bai Yu who can endure for love or seek perfection for grievances. Once he was fooled or hurt once, he should have a long memory, and once is enough.
He wanted Su Jue to not be able to live without him.
……
Su Jue didn't know much about Lan Xian and Li Qi.
Therefore, he had no idea that they would come to this point so quickly.Before he heard Hao Chen say that they were together, he still hadn't calmed down, but now he heard that the two of them had been discovered.
In the past two years of college, the two of them have given Su Jue a lot of favors, because of his personality, he always deliberately ignores those friendships, and treats Lan Xian and Li Qi indifferently.
It wasn't until now that he realized that he had already accepted those two people in his heart as friends.It was also when he realized this that he felt guilty in his heart. For them, he really cared too little and paid too little.
Holding the bouquet of lilies, Su Jue walked down the corridor of the hospital a little distraught. His mood now was complicated and heavy.When asked about the hospital address and ward number, Su Jue was scared.
He couldn't use his imagination to guess how badly Lan Xian was hurt. He was afraid that the Lan Xian he saw would be even more dilapidated than he was before. He was afraid that he would see his past self in Lan Xian.
Standing at the door of the ward, through the glass window, you can see Lan Xian lying quietly on the hospital bed. He is not as lonely and cold as before when he put on the hospital clothes. Maybe he has had the same experience. Now he looks at Lan Xian again. Only then did he feel that his whole body seemed lonely and vulnerable.
Su Jue always felt that Lan Xian was too beautiful to be a man, but now he was sleeping like a firework blooming in the dark night sky, too beautiful but perishable.
Ever since he met Lan Xian, he has never smiled. All this time, he only cared about comforting his cruel memories, and he never realized that the three people around him might also be burdened with all kinds of inescapable fates. So immersed in pain that I couldn't escape, I forgot to listen to other people's stories.
Lan Xian and Li Qi, what happened?Why was it discovered?Lan Xian, who has always insisted, accepted Li Qi for what?
Su Jue suddenly wanted to know the answers to these questions.However, he was not qualified to ask for an export.
For some reason, Su Jue suddenly remembered Bai Yuyu's words, and now he is indeed not qualified to be a friend.It seems that Bai Yuyu really didn't wrong him.
"Ju Jue!" Hao Chen's voice brought back Su Jue's thoughts, Su Jue turned around and saw Hao Chen carrying a lunch box.
"How did you come?"
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"This... Boss told me not to tell you. Go in first." Hao Chen took the initiative to open the door of the ward, as if he heard the sound, Lan Xian, who had been closing his eyes, slowly opened them, and the first thing he saw was She saw Su Jue standing at the head of the bed holding a large bouquet of lilies.
"Xiaoxian, I made porridge for you, you can eat some." Hao Chen opened the lunch box and put it on the bedside, helped Lan Xian to sit up, Su Jue stood aside, feeling at a loss, he seemed unfamiliar Like a stranger, I can't help you, I can't say anything, I can only stand there.
"Hao Chen, where is Li Qi?"
"Boss...is outside the hospital. Uncle sent people to guard all the entrances of the hospital. Until now, Boss has not been able to enter."
"You let him go back, don't wait for me. I know my dad. No one can change what he has decided. You call him, don't wait for me, and don't even think about coming to see me. He and I... ...It shouldn't have started in the first place." Lan Xian was already very weak, and he who said this seemed so exhausted to Su Jue.It seemed that there was already a wound in the heart, but he just let him bleed.Such a storyline is tainted with too much tragedy.
Lan Xian, are you going to give up?
As an outsider, Su Jue has no qualifications to judge, but if Lan Xian gave up like this now, he would not be worth it for Li Qi.You know, in this accident, Li Qi was the one who suffered the most.
"This... These words are not suitable for me to say. When you recover, you can tell him yourself." Hao Chen probably also heard what Lan Xian meant, and directly refused. He didn't want to be a bad person.
"Okay... I'll tell him myself." Lan Xian didn't force him, he didn't say anything more, and picked up the bowl to drink the porridge by himself.
Hao Chen left to throw out the trash, and only Lan Xian and Su Jue were left in the room. Lan Xian sat on the bedside sickly, with bandages on his head and gauze on his face.Is it really as simple as being hit on the head with a cane?
"Su Jue... It seems that this is the first time you have come to visit me. So, I don't know... I don't like people giving me lilies when I'm sick." Lan Xian said lightly, and after eating something, he had already Doesn't look that weak.
Hearing Lan Xian's words, Su Jue looked down at the lily in his hand, feeling extremely embarrassed.Sure enough, it was home for dereliction of duty!
"Sorry, I didn't know you...I'll take it out now."
"No, let's leave it alone. When I looked at this flower before, I always thought it symbolized death, but now I look at it, but I feel that it is very alive, as if I saw hope. It turns out that Li Qi's favorite flower is a lily. He lied to me for so long."
"Lan Xian...you and Li Qi, what happened? How did it become like this?"
"What happened? I don't know what happened. Maybe it's the woman."
that woman?Is it Li Qi's girlfriend?
Su Jue put the flowers on the bedside table and sat down.He didn't know what to say to comfort Lan Xian, but he thought Lan Xian must be feeling very uncomfortable now.Because even though it hurt so much, he didn't see Lan Xian shed a single tear. Pretending to be strong would only make the wound hurt even more until he became numb and lost consciousness.
"I shouldn't accept him. As long as I endure it, maybe my dad won't know about him. My dad, he is the most indifferent and heartless person I've ever met." Lan Xian blamed himself and shook his head weakly.
"Lan Xian, it's not your fault. Li Qi has been waiting for you!"
"It's because he's waiting for me that I'm afraid he'll wait forever. If I'm heartless, that idiot may have to wait until he's old."
"But, you are not heartless enough, are you? In the end, you accepted him."
Lan Xian turned his head to look at Su Jue, and then smiled faintly, terribly.
"Su Jue, do you love Bai Yuyu?"
Lan Xian's question was too sudden, and Su Jue didn't know how to respond for a moment.
"I know, you don't love him."
Lan Xian's firm answer surprised Su Jue. He looked at him in shock, as if asking why he knew.
"No, maybe it should be said that you don't want to love him. I always feel that there is someone in your heart who holds a lot of weight, but that person is not Bai Yuyu. At least, not yet."
Su Jue didn't know if this was to be blamed. Two people who were too similar would easily see through each other, but Lan Xian was only half right. He did have someone in his heart, but it wasn't nostalgia or attachment, but hatred, is fear.
As for Bai Xiyu, he no longer knew whether he was an important existence or not.
His heart is incomplete, broken and repaired, there are cracks, the only intact corner, he doesn't know how much weight he can give Bai Yuyu.
"However, I still envy you. I envy you and Bai Yuyu, who can be so upright. But Li Qi and I have all kinds of obstacles."
"Lan Xian, some things are not as simple as you see. Maybe one day, I will be worse than you. After all, the world is unpredictable! If you want to say envy, I should be envious of you... At least... "At least, you can still love with sincerity, but I have lost that power a long time ago.
Don't even dare to try.
When did Bai Xiyu's words affect his mind so much.
After washing, Su Jue remembered that he hadn't eaten all day, thinking that Bai Yuyu probably hadn't eaten either. He was already very tired, so he decided to get something to eat.Aunt Bai picked some green vegetables for him, briefly fried two vegetables, and when the rice was cooked, he first prepared it for Bai Xieyu and brought it upstairs.
Although he knew that Bai Yuyu would not eat it in all likelihood, he still knocked on the door.
"I made dinner, would you like some?" Su Jue waited for a while and no one came to open the door, then put the dinner plate on the ground.
"I'll let you out..." Before he could finish speaking, the door was opened.Su Jue raised her head to look at Bai Yuyu, he had already showered and changed his clothes.Subconsciously, he looked at Bai Yuyu's right hand and wrapped it with a handkerchief.
"Take it!"
"you……"
"Don't understand? Or do you want me to pour it?" Bai Yuyu seemed to be very patient, Su Jue picked up the dinner plate with some frustration, and as soon as he turned around, the door behind him was slammed shut.
Having been treated like this, Su Jue is not a person who has no feelings. If he tries harder to please Bai Yuyu, it is his own self-defeating.
He has always been interesting, and he doesn't intend to make too much effort.
It was indeed his fault that he went to see Lan Xiao without telling Bai Xiyu, but that was not on purpose, not to mention that even if he had something to do with Lan Xiao, Bai Xiyu shouldn't be so angry, they are not really dating .We have already said we want to be friends, but are we going to change back to the rhythm of strangers?
The fact that Bai Yuyu was still angry miraculously did not become an annoying thought that hindered him from resting.Because she worked all afternoon and lay on the bed, Su Jue quickly fell asleep.
On the other side, Bai Yuyu was sitting on the bed, fidgeting with his mobile phone. What he couldn't get out of his mind was the scene of seeing Su Jue and Lan Xiao "holding hands" and "embracing" at noon.
However, what made him most angry was not this, but that Su Jue didn't explain, and didn't even ask him to forgive.
Thinking that he was the only one who cared so much because of this matter, Bai Yuyu was even more angry.How can Su Jue just ignore his emotions like this, he has already shown it so clearly, does that guy still treat all of this as acting?
In the end, Bai Yuyu, who became more and more angry as he thought about it, managed to drop another mobile phone, but failed to convince himself to forgive Su Jue.Therefore, he decided that if Su Jue didn't admit his mistake first, he would never compromise first.
He was so nice to Su Jue that he even forgot what a bad-tempered person he should be.
The fact that he fell in love first has already made him a little unacceptable, and he can no longer be at a disadvantage in this love.
He is no longer the Bai Yu who can endure for love or seek perfection for grievances. Once he was fooled or hurt once, he should have a long memory, and once is enough.
He wanted Su Jue to not be able to live without him.
……
Su Jue didn't know much about Lan Xian and Li Qi.
Therefore, he had no idea that they would come to this point so quickly.Before he heard Hao Chen say that they were together, he still hadn't calmed down, but now he heard that the two of them had been discovered.
In the past two years of college, the two of them have given Su Jue a lot of favors, because of his personality, he always deliberately ignores those friendships, and treats Lan Xian and Li Qi indifferently.
It wasn't until now that he realized that he had already accepted those two people in his heart as friends.It was also when he realized this that he felt guilty in his heart. For them, he really cared too little and paid too little.
Holding the bouquet of lilies, Su Jue walked down the corridor of the hospital a little distraught. His mood now was complicated and heavy.When asked about the hospital address and ward number, Su Jue was scared.
He couldn't use his imagination to guess how badly Lan Xian was hurt. He was afraid that the Lan Xian he saw would be even more dilapidated than he was before. He was afraid that he would see his past self in Lan Xian.
Standing at the door of the ward, through the glass window, you can see Lan Xian lying quietly on the hospital bed. He is not as lonely and cold as before when he put on the hospital clothes. Maybe he has had the same experience. Now he looks at Lan Xian again. Only then did he feel that his whole body seemed lonely and vulnerable.
Su Jue always felt that Lan Xian was too beautiful to be a man, but now he was sleeping like a firework blooming in the dark night sky, too beautiful but perishable.
Ever since he met Lan Xian, he has never smiled. All this time, he only cared about comforting his cruel memories, and he never realized that the three people around him might also be burdened with all kinds of inescapable fates. So immersed in pain that I couldn't escape, I forgot to listen to other people's stories.
Lan Xian and Li Qi, what happened?Why was it discovered?Lan Xian, who has always insisted, accepted Li Qi for what?
Su Jue suddenly wanted to know the answers to these questions.However, he was not qualified to ask for an export.
For some reason, Su Jue suddenly remembered Bai Yuyu's words, and now he is indeed not qualified to be a friend.It seems that Bai Yuyu really didn't wrong him.
"Ju Jue!" Hao Chen's voice brought back Su Jue's thoughts, Su Jue turned around and saw Hao Chen carrying a lunch box.
"How did you come?"
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"This... Boss told me not to tell you. Go in first." Hao Chen took the initiative to open the door of the ward, as if he heard the sound, Lan Xian, who had been closing his eyes, slowly opened them, and the first thing he saw was She saw Su Jue standing at the head of the bed holding a large bouquet of lilies.
"Xiaoxian, I made porridge for you, you can eat some." Hao Chen opened the lunch box and put it on the bedside, helped Lan Xian to sit up, Su Jue stood aside, feeling at a loss, he seemed unfamiliar Like a stranger, I can't help you, I can't say anything, I can only stand there.
"Hao Chen, where is Li Qi?"
"Boss...is outside the hospital. Uncle sent people to guard all the entrances of the hospital. Until now, Boss has not been able to enter."
"You let him go back, don't wait for me. I know my dad. No one can change what he has decided. You call him, don't wait for me, and don't even think about coming to see me. He and I... ...It shouldn't have started in the first place." Lan Xian was already very weak, and he who said this seemed so exhausted to Su Jue.It seemed that there was already a wound in the heart, but he just let him bleed.Such a storyline is tainted with too much tragedy.
Lan Xian, are you going to give up?
As an outsider, Su Jue has no qualifications to judge, but if Lan Xian gave up like this now, he would not be worth it for Li Qi.You know, in this accident, Li Qi was the one who suffered the most.
"This... These words are not suitable for me to say. When you recover, you can tell him yourself." Hao Chen probably also heard what Lan Xian meant, and directly refused. He didn't want to be a bad person.
"Okay... I'll tell him myself." Lan Xian didn't force him, he didn't say anything more, and picked up the bowl to drink the porridge by himself.
Hao Chen left to throw out the trash, and only Lan Xian and Su Jue were left in the room. Lan Xian sat on the bedside sickly, with bandages on his head and gauze on his face.Is it really as simple as being hit on the head with a cane?
"Su Jue... It seems that this is the first time you have come to visit me. So, I don't know... I don't like people giving me lilies when I'm sick." Lan Xian said lightly, and after eating something, he had already Doesn't look that weak.
Hearing Lan Xian's words, Su Jue looked down at the lily in his hand, feeling extremely embarrassed.Sure enough, it was home for dereliction of duty!
"Sorry, I didn't know you...I'll take it out now."
"No, let's leave it alone. When I looked at this flower before, I always thought it symbolized death, but now I look at it, but I feel that it is very alive, as if I saw hope. It turns out that Li Qi's favorite flower is a lily. He lied to me for so long."
"Lan Xian...you and Li Qi, what happened? How did it become like this?"
"What happened? I don't know what happened. Maybe it's the woman."
that woman?Is it Li Qi's girlfriend?
Su Jue put the flowers on the bedside table and sat down.He didn't know what to say to comfort Lan Xian, but he thought Lan Xian must be feeling very uncomfortable now.Because even though it hurt so much, he didn't see Lan Xian shed a single tear. Pretending to be strong would only make the wound hurt even more until he became numb and lost consciousness.
"I shouldn't accept him. As long as I endure it, maybe my dad won't know about him. My dad, he is the most indifferent and heartless person I've ever met." Lan Xian blamed himself and shook his head weakly.
"Lan Xian, it's not your fault. Li Qi has been waiting for you!"
"It's because he's waiting for me that I'm afraid he'll wait forever. If I'm heartless, that idiot may have to wait until he's old."
"But, you are not heartless enough, are you? In the end, you accepted him."
Lan Xian turned his head to look at Su Jue, and then smiled faintly, terribly.
"Su Jue, do you love Bai Yuyu?"
Lan Xian's question was too sudden, and Su Jue didn't know how to respond for a moment.
"I know, you don't love him."
Lan Xian's firm answer surprised Su Jue. He looked at him in shock, as if asking why he knew.
"No, maybe it should be said that you don't want to love him. I always feel that there is someone in your heart who holds a lot of weight, but that person is not Bai Yuyu. At least, not yet."
Su Jue didn't know if this was to be blamed. Two people who were too similar would easily see through each other, but Lan Xian was only half right. He did have someone in his heart, but it wasn't nostalgia or attachment, but hatred, is fear.
As for Bai Xiyu, he no longer knew whether he was an important existence or not.
His heart is incomplete, broken and repaired, there are cracks, the only intact corner, he doesn't know how much weight he can give Bai Yuyu.
"However, I still envy you. I envy you and Bai Yuyu, who can be so upright. But Li Qi and I have all kinds of obstacles."
"Lan Xian, some things are not as simple as you see. Maybe one day, I will be worse than you. After all, the world is unpredictable! If you want to say envy, I should be envious of you... At least... "At least, you can still love with sincerity, but I have lost that power a long time ago.
Don't even dare to try.
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