he loves daniel

The sunlight outside the window was so bright, as if it could cover all the darkness, guilt, shame and embarrassment at night.

Daniel raised his arms and gently covered his eyes.He silently refused the sun to enter into his sinful soul, the mottled and struggling marks on the bed revealed the embarrassment and distress of last night.

Daniel had lost the strength to recall, and it seemed a mistake to even think of it when it was too painful.

A lot of things just happened.It is like a knife pierced into the heart, and every time you recall it, your heart will be pierced with blood and torn apart.

.....

If there is really a drug in the world that can make people forget a period of memory.Daniel once thought that he would accept it without hesitation.

But after the night, Daniel thought, he'd probably never take the bottle.

He was afraid that if he took this bottle of medicine, he would not only forget Eureka, but even forget the pain he brought to himself, and forget his shameless sadness.

He would rather bear this scar for the rest of his life than trample on himself again.

The wind gently blows through the gauze curtain, I don't know who is sighing, sighing about my own story.

.....

Eureka is gone.

Since he fled last night, he hasn't appeared again.

It's really like his style.

Daniel smiled self-deprecatingly. He tore off the filthy shirt on his body, stood up naked, and walked down the stairs.

Sure enough, the same in the living room.No one was there except for a box on the table.

Daniel walked over, and he gently picked up the note on the box.

[Daniel, I'm sorry, I know that it's useless to apologize.This is a new inhibitor developed by the army, if you are really uncomfortable, use this ----------- Eureka]

"Ah"

Daniel made a slight mockery, not knowing whether he was mocking the person who wrote the note, or himself who read the note.

His palm tightened, and the note was easily crumpled into a mess, like the torn shirt in the room.

When you no longer want something, you will find that giving up is such an easy thing.

Daniel took out the syringe and stuck it in his arm.There are tiny needle holes all over there, becoming scars that time cannot heal.

When the cold liquid flowed into his body again, he decided to give up.

In this marriage, he was the one who chose to start, and he was the one who chose to end.

From the night he let Eureka in the house, he lost.

He made a mistake, he stole someone else's treasure.So God decided to punish him, punish him for not being able to love, and being in pain.He used six years to repay the mistakes he made, and used his best youth to beg for God's mercy.

And if that wasn't enough, he only had one broken heart to kill.

His debt has been paid off.

Daniel took out his cell phone and called the man who had given him his cell phone number at the party.

Six years ago, when the man knew he was marrying Major General Eureka, he gave him this business card,

Six years later, he made that call.

"XXX Law Firm is glad to serve you"

"Yeah, I'm very happy..."

"Excuse me? What did you say?"

"It's nothing, I'll find Mr. Charlie who is in charge of the divorce case"

"Okay, wait a moment"

......

When everyone falls in love with someone, they think that they are strong and invulnerable.

They use their softest place to touch their lover's sharpest knife time and time again, even if they are dripping with blood, they are still indomitable.

But over time, their camouflage armor will be punctured.

They will cry and beg: the other party can give them a little love, at least not to hurt their bodies.

But their loved ones will not, their loved ones will laugh and use even more terrifying weapons, mercilessly, to hurt this poor wretch who has no armor.

Poor wretches without armor can't even dodge it, because they covet the mocking smile on their lover's face.

In the end, he died alone under the ruthless sharp knife,

Some are timid and will hide in the middle.

But he also wore scars all over his body, and he would cover it up wherever he went, for fear of being rejected by others again.

...

Daniel put down the phone, and at that moment he felt as light as if he was about to fly.

It's not that he doesn't love her anymore, but that he's afraid of love.

He was afraid that he would die alone under the sharp knife, he really wanted to hide, to a place where he could lick the wound, and quietly wait for the wound to heal

.....

Daniel thought so at the time,

But he never thought that even greater torture was yet to come.

he never thought

A mistake that requires him to do everything in his power to repay...

Many years later, Daniel told his therapist about his experience at that time. At that time, he had gone through a full 4 years of treatment before he could barely talk about some bits and pieces.

He said: That day, I finished the phone call.I naively thought that I could really get out of the mire...

I thought that after going through so much, God would let me go.

But he refused, he wanted to see my heart broken before he would forgive all my mistakes.

......

Many times, forgetting is not to forgive others, but just to make yourself feel better.