please choose me

At the end of the year, the cooperation project entered the final stage, but something went wrong at this time.

On New Year's Eve, we had to stay in the company and work overtime.He made coffee for me and stopped by my desk to watch me work.With one hand on the table and the other on the back of my chair, he leaned forward as if he was holding me in his arms.He suddenly lowered his head and approached me, our faces were very close, as long as I turned my head, I could kiss his cheek.Breathing and smelling, I vaguely remembered the kiss he gave me.

I immediately stood up and stammered that I was going to the financial office to get a report.

He glanced at me and backed away.

In a panic, I knocked over the chair of my colleague next to me. He lifted the chair and asked me if I was okay.I didn't answer him, I walked out of the office quickly and rushed into the elevator.He hurriedly followed, and without thinking about it, he blocked the elevator door with his hands.I desperately pressed the close button, but I still couldn't stop him.

The elevator door opened slowly, and he walked in, looking at me silently.

"Are you ok?"

"Ah."

"why do you ignore me?"

"No, you think too much."

I pressed the floor button, lowered my head, and stared at my shoes in a daze.The indicator lights of the elevator jumped up one by one, and he took a step closer to me. I was almost forced into a corner by him, and the sense of oppression was infinitely magnified in the narrow space.

He leaned down slightly and whispered in my ear, "How have you been doing these past few years?"

I returned silence.

He paused and asked in a low voice, "Have you ever thought about me?"

I opened my mouth and tried several times but couldn't speak.

say what?

Say I never forgot you, or say I still love you.

When I was alone, there were times when I missed you very much.

Sometimes, the thought makes me want to cry.

I have liked him for so many years, and I have never regretted it.

Not a day.

Even to this day, seeing him still makes my heart beat faster.

She was embarrassed to look at him, but couldn't help but look at him.

An unchanging boy in memory.

Be my 100% boy.

Just thinking about him makes my heart beat fast.

It doesn't matter if he is not by my side, I can still miss him secretly.

When I encounter difficulties, I will think of him.As long as I think of him, no matter how difficult things are, I can persevere.Work hard, be an excellent person, and never let him down when you see him again.

I imagined countless scenarios of seeing him goodbye, and he would angrily say that I was cruel and leave without saying goodbye, or he would ignore me and treat me as a stranger.In my scenario, the only thing that might not happen is what is happening now.

I really can't think of what he's going to do.

The elevator rose slowly, jerked, and stopped.

The lights went out and we were accidentally trapped in the elevator.

Eyes can't see, ears are his breath, I smell the faint taste of men's perfume.His hands rested on top of my head, and the heat from him made me tense.

I wanted to escape from the small confines of his cage, but as soon as he sensed that I was going to push him away, he grabbed my wrist.

I couldn't see his face clearly in the dark, but I could feel his impatience.

He squeezed my chin, lifted my face, and kissed me.

"sorry."

"Sorry, it took me too long to figure it out."

"It's my fault for making you sad for so long."

A low sigh.

why?

I grabbed his collar and gasped for breath, tears welling up in my eyes.

He reached out a hand and gently wiped away my tears.

"You think too much, it's all a thing of the past."

Waiting for my breathing to calm down, I let go, pushed him away, and pressed the alarm.He didn't say anything more, moved away and stood aside.It didn't take long for the maintenance crew to arrive.The elevator doors were flung open and I hurried out, thinking of nothing but getting away from him.He came out after me and didn't follow up again.

I thought that time would help me forget him, but every day when I was not with him, I used to miss him.

It's not that I think about him deliberately, but I learned what he taught me, liked the things he liked, and became better and worked harder for him.The days of loving him grew on me and made me who I am now.

As long as I look at him one more time, the sweet and sour past will be rewound, and I will be overwhelmed by all kinds of emotions.

If he treats me a little bit nicely, I'll have wild dreams.

Now that he kissed me, does he like me more or less?

Did he like me?

Does he still like me?

My mind is a mess, and I can't make sense of it.

It was nearly midnight, the problem was finally solved, and I packed up my things and was about to leave.He kept looking at me, and when he saw that I was about to leave, he hurried to catch up.

In the deep winter night, the cold wind seems to be able to blow into the cracks in human bones.He walked beside me, shielding me from the wind.I walked faster and faster, almost to a trot.There were many pedestrians on the street, and the New Year's Eve carnival crowd gathered in the square. Dazzling patterns appeared on the big screen, numbers representing the New Year flashed and flashed, and the countdown sounded.

At the moment when the New Year's bell struck, he hugged me from behind.I was wrapped in his coat, with my back against his chest.He hugged me tightly, no matter how I struggled, he wouldn't let go.

"Don't cry, I feel bad when you cry."

"Stop crying, okay?"

I wiped my face vigorously, wiping away a little moisture from the corners of my eyes.

Why does he think that I will always wait for him in place.I feel sorry for myself, because I let him handle my joy and sorrow unscrupulously.

Is it wrong to like someone?

The crowd not far away burst into cheers, some were kissing, some were hugging.

I leaned into his arms and grabbed his hand.

He shook my hand back and asked, "Can we start over?"

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