The woman opposite the door

In the fast food restaurant, Zhihuan and Xiaoroutuan were sitting together and having fun, when Yi Qingxuan came back with a tray in her hand.

Take out a portion of the ordered food and put it in front of the little girl first, followed by Zhi Huan, and finally myself.

The three of them talked and chatted, looking very happy.Xiao Yiran was obviously very happy, with french fries dipped in red tomato sauce, he tilted his head to look at Zhihuan: "Mummy, will you come home with us later?"

Just as Zhihuan was about to answer, Yi Qingxuan spoke first: "No, Mommy will go back to her own home."

Xiao Yiran's face was full of disappointment, and Zhihuan was also a little unhappy, she raised her eyelids and glared at Yi Qingxuan: "You wish I would never go back, right?"

"It's not wishful thinking, but what I'm saying is the truth."

Yi Qingxuan didn't show any deliberate provocation on her face, she just took it for granted and was very calm, but Zhihuan didn't know how to answer it, and after a while, she murmured: "The truth is that I love my daughter no more than I love her." Don't forget, I brought her up before she was one year old..."

Yi Qingxuan nodded: "Indeed, so?"

what so?Zhi Huan was a little dazed, and then heard Yi Qingxuan whispering in her usual tone: "Now that you have your own family, you naturally don't have the energy to take care of it anymore. If you have other children in the future..." Yi Qingxuan secretly raised her eyes to look at the little girl opposite who was eating happily, and didn't finish the next sentence.

Women are inherently weak, but mothers are strong.But as a mother, how could it be just those things that changed?Yi Qingxuan was originally a thick-skinned person, but after encountering the little meatball, she became unimaginably delicate.

"Me and..." Zhi Huan muttered, "We're not married yet."

Having said that, I still feel guilty, and my eyes fell on my daughter inadvertently, to see if she paid attention to me.

"Marriage is just a formality, what does it matter? Didn't we never get married before?"

"Can it be the same? We don't want to get married, but now..."

But now, I haven't decided whether I should tie it or not.

There was a faint entanglement hidden in Zhi Huan's unspoken words, and it was also in his eyes. It happened that Yi Qingxuan, who had regained his rough nerves at this time, didn't feel it at all.

"Okay, don't say this in front of the child."

Yi Qingxuan waved her hand, and her eyes fell on Xiao Yiran from beginning to end. Seeing that the corner of her mouth was stained with sauce, she quickly wiped it off with a paper towel. Zhihuan didn't know whether she listened to what she said just now, and listened again How many.

After dinner, the family of three went shopping hand in hand.

Zhi Huan feels guilty towards her daughter, so she can only buy various gifts and clothes to make up for it.A five-year-old child, even if he is well-behaved and sensible on weekdays, at this time is just like a little bunny having fun, bouncing around, very happy.In the world that is almost piled up into a fairy tale kingdom, look around with sparkling eyes and choose what you like.

After visiting the children's section was not enough, Zhihuan took Yi Qingxuan's hand to visit the adult section again.

"No, I still have a lot of clothes." Yi Qingxuan refused.

Zhihuan heard her and looked her up and down: "Many? Then why do you only see you wearing these outfits?"

"A few sets are not enough? It's enough."

Yi Qingxuan was born as an orphan. She couldn't say how poor she was since she was a child, and she was definitely not rich.There are many children in the orphanage, and they always wear the big ones and the small ones, and patch them up when they are torn, and throw them away when they can't be worn anymore.

Most of the children can only put on a new dress when they are in their teens, and Yi Qingxuan is no exception.

She has an indifferent personality, born simple, and has a different growth experience from others, and she has thoroughly implemented hard work and frugality in all aspects of life-of course, this is only for herself, but when it comes to small meatballs, outsiders I can't even imagine how generous she can be. For example, I bought her ice cream worth tens of yuan a bucket, but when I went to work, I couldn't even bear to eat a slightly more expensive lunch box, and I used instant noodles to satisfy my hunger.

"You don't need to pay, what are the mother-in-law and mother doing?"

Born in the same orphanage, Zhi Huan's values ​​are completely different from Yi Qingxuan's, and even deviate greatly.

Life is short, of course you have to enjoy yourself in time, I have been suffering enough since I was a child, don’t I have to make up for it now that I have the ability, do I have to continue to suffer for the rest of my life?Not too bad.

If you earn money, you have to spend it. What you don’t have is enough...don’t you still have a lover?

Because of their different values, during the few years that she and Yi Qingxuan lived together, there were always no big conflicts but constant small quarrels.But who can say that small quarrels do not stem from big conflicts?It's just that Yi Qingxuan has a mild temper and will let her go in most cases, so there is little chance for small quarrels to turn into big conflicts.

It wasn't until there was a small meat ball that things slowly changed.

There was no child before, the two of them had enough to eat and the whole family was not hungry, not to mention that both Yi Qingxuan and Zhihuan were able to earn money, so they did not restrict her too much.

It's completely different after having a child. The child needs to be fed, dressed and diapered, all of which are not small expenses.

The things used by children can't make do with it - this point of view, Zhi Huan and Yi Qingxuan are surprisingly consistent.

But then the problem arises, there is only so much money that can be earned, and if you spend it on your children, you can't use it yourself.At the beginning, Zhihuan could bear it, and bought less, and then bought less, but gradually she couldn't stand it anymore, until Yi Qingxuan resigned at home to take care of Xiao Routuan. Her financial source was completely gone, and the family of three relied on Zhihuan alone At the time of support, a big contradiction finally broke out...

Yi Qingxuan was still refusing, but Zhihuan had already picked up a top and gestured on her, nodded in satisfaction for a while, and said to the waiter behind him: "This is the one, size M, wrap it up."

Yi Qingxuan raised her hand to stop her: "No need, I work in a restaurant all day long, and the smell of oily smoke is so heavy, I don't have a chance to wear such nice clothes."

"You don't grow up in a restaurant, don't you still bring little meatballs out to play like today?"

"It's fine to wear whatever is comfortable when you come out to play, this one of yours..."

Zhi Huan glared at her: "I'll do as long as I say. Your vision has always been unreliable. When I was working in an office building, didn't your colleagues always say that the clothes I bought for you were good and suitable for you?"

Before she could refuse, Zhi Huan swiftly took out her card and finished swiping her card. She took Xiao Yi Ran's hand and went out with her clothes in her hands.

Yi Qingxuan sighed helplessly, and could only follow.

When they arrived at the next one, Zhi Huan first checked if there was any one that was suitable for her, then looked at Yi Qingxuan as usual, and helped her choose again.

Seeing this, Yi Qingxuan hurriedly stepped forward to stop her: "Didn't I already buy one, no need, I really don't have a chance to wear such clothes."

What she said reminded Zhi Huan, and she really stopped her picking hands, and turned to look at her: "Speaking of which, you have quit your job and stayed at home to take care of Xiao Rou Tuan for four years, and now she is in kindergarten, so there is no need for someone to take care of her all day long." Watching and accompanying at home, shouldn't we consider picking up a major and come back to find a formal unit to work?"

It's not that Yi Qingxuan has never thought about it. Although it's good to work part-time in a restaurant, she has free time and can spend more time with her children, but the income is really a bit small. Right now, it's okay to support her and Xiao Routuan's life. If the child goes to elementary school in the future , middle school, university?

"How can it be so easy to find a job? Take your time."

Yi Qingxuan was full of embarrassment. At first, she stayed at home for two years to take care of Xiao Routuan. Later, when the child started kindergarten, she also went out to find a job. However, for their accounting majors, the company prefers two kinds of people - fresh graduates students and senior accountants.

One with low salary and one with high ability.

However, Yi Qingxuan is neither of the two, and it is embarrassing to be in the middle position. Although she was excellent in school and was well appreciated by her unit when she just graduated, the financial and accounting policies have improved a lot in the past two years. Even if she has a job, there is no guarantee that she will be familiar with it immediately.

In this way, they can only find a part-time job in restaurants and supermarkets to maintain the livelihood of the mother and daughter. The matter of finding a formal job has been postponed again and again, and finally nothing is done.

Zhi Huan, who had only given birth for a few minutes, picked up a piece of clothing again and gestured to Yi Qingxuan, and at the same time suggested: "I have met some people in the past few years at work, why don't you find out where there is demand for someone?"

"Need not."

Yi Qingxuan shook her head and dodged, not knowing whether it was the dress she was rejecting, or Zhihuan's job search for her.

"I haven't touched it for a few years and I'm unfamiliar with it. Even if people are willing to invite me, I can't go."

"What are you afraid of? Now there are training courses, big and small, all over the street. You can find a relevant one and study for a while first. Depending on your intelligence, it will only take ten days and a half months, and you will be able to get started soon. .”

Regarding Yi Qingxuan's ability, Zhihuan seemed to have more confidence than herself.

This is not surprising, Zhihuan grew up under the protection of Yi Qingxuan since she was a child. She is smart, studious, capable, and good-natured, and has always been Zhihuan's idol.

Yi Qingxuan was slightly taken aback after hearing this: "Is it possible? Aren't those training classes all responsible for tutoring people who need to be verified?"

"What kind of training class is it? All right, I'll help you arrange it."

Yi Qingxuan nodded, and Zhihuan seemed to have thought of something: "It's just... training classes are usually held on weekends or at night, so what will Xiao Routuan do then? Or... you send her to my place?"

Although it was a proposal, Yi Qingxuan didn't hear much sincerity from the words, most of them were just hypocritical politeness.

But she can also understand whether there are outsiders in Zhihuan's place. Besides, even if she really agrees, she doesn't want Xiaoroutuan to go there--Mummy's relationship with others can make her know one day later. Bar.

"No, I can do it myself."