in the month you disappeared

"I'll take the matter about Lu Jun." Song Yutong said, she stepped on a pair of 4-inch Prada pure crystal-soled sandals, her steps were windy and steady like a rock.

"You're going to get married in five days." Wu Jin pressed the car door.

Song Yutong smiled indifferently, "It's just a big party."

"Stop it so early," Wu Jin said, "This doesn't seem to be your style."

"I thought that you would never give up until you achieved your goal." She added, "You seem to have unrequited love for Lu Jun."

"I have always been like this in the past. Wu Jin, I remember that when we graduated, I said that life is so short, and whatever I want and what I like, I will firmly hold it in my hands. From the perspective of others , maybe, what an incredible thing it is for me to become a DH partner after three years of graduation; and then, I give up this identity and enter the unknown entertainment industry. I don't look at anyone's eyes, I only follow my own I live with my heart, and I want to live my best life."

"It was my first year working in the law firm when I met Lu Jun. She entrusted me to help her transfer a villa to a person. That woman...is Zheng Xi. On the day of the evaluation, Lu Jun took me to the beach house."

"Back to the mountain and face the sea, the master bedroom can see the sea through the window. The main color of the house is warm, and there are wind chimes hanging on the door. After the decoration, the unique pungent smell has almost dissipated. I joked that it was not a wedding room. She hesitated Say it in a low voice, no."

"Bieye is a private courtyard, very quiet. After the evaluation, she sent me back to the law firm. I don't know why, but I became curious about that woman named Zheng Xi. I have never met her. Lu Jun didn't want Zheng Xi knows about the transfer of ownership."

"After finishing the formalities that day, Lu Jun invited me to dinner. Her words and expressions were rare. When I first saw her, I felt a cold and arrogant person. Before eating, my stomach hurt suddenly, and she took out the Stomach medicine was given to me, and hot water was brought. She kept silent and sat quietly opposite me. I knew she was not looking at me, but her heartbeat was accelerating."

"She drove me to a porridge shop. My stomachache was gone, but I didn't want her to know. She suddenly asked me, do you have a boyfriend? I started dating in junior high school, and changed three in the month before entering the law firm. Man, but I was so nervous like a little girl like a blank sheet of paper. She also said, I should find someone to take care of you, and work all night by myself. It is very hard. My heart suddenly seemed to fall into the dust. The look in her eyes Far away, she said something that seemed to be related to me, but completely did not allow outsiders to enter her world. I lowered my head, and my stomach pain seemed to flare up again. I wanted to show a little of the old momentum, raised my head and asked her, have you found that Is there anyone?"

"She gave a faint smile, which was fleeting, and said no more."

"The day I became a partner of DH, I bought another house 300 meters away from that villa. On the day I went to see the house, I met her.

The moment I saw her back from afar, I knew it was her.

Carrying a mottled drawing board, she walked along the seashore.The sea breeze blew up her clothes and hair, and she looked like a rebellious child who had run away from home.

I held the key in my hand and followed her slowly along the beach.Following her footprints, I took off my high heels.The sand is soft and comfortable.

She stopped, leaning against a rock.

I walked over and greeted her.I said what a coincidence.She nodded.I asked her why she didn't come with Zheng Xi.I did it on purpose, knowing that as soon as I mentioned that woman, she would no longer be able to put on a cold, indifferent look.She opened the drawing board, turned over the paintings inside, looked at it intently, and said to herself, bad girl, love to toss, torture me, torture yourself, but what can I do.

"The drawing board is very old, like the kind carried by children in the 90s. There are traces of pencils and inks on it. I pointed to the villa I bought and said, we will be neighbors in the future. She looked up. , smiled, yes, I hope. I am very happy."

"But since that day, I have never 'met' her on the beach again. After a reception in a law firm, I was walking alone on the street, which was a remote and dark path. She was talking nonsense on her back. At that time, I was stunned. For the first time, I felt that it was such a sad thing not to be drunk for a thousand cups. She had a gentle and sweet smile that I had never seen before, and her tone of voice was cheerful and that of the drunk. The woman said, 'I know, I know, I like you the most too.' I stopped in my tracks, as if shocked by that sentence.

The woman hugged her neck tightly, rubbing against her ears.

'Zheng Xi loves Lu Jun. '

It turned out that she was Zheng Xi.

'Well, Lu Jun also loves Zheng Xi.Lu Jun only loves Zheng Xi. ' That voice took hold of me like a drug.People can't help fantasizing that they are the drunk people being carried on her back.

After Lu Jun finished speaking, he turned his head and blocked the woman's chattering mouth.They kissed for a long time, and I squatted down behind the wall.Hearing the sound of the car door opening and closing, their limbs must be entangled in it. "

"The work of DH has gradually lost its freshness. I think maybe I can find some excitement. Woman, let's change to a woman. That woman is a model of Zhong Min, and her eyes have a three-point taste of Lu Jun. The first time On a date, I kissed her. I wanted to see her expression at that time, but she closed her eyes, inexplicably disappointed. Maybe it was really a coincidence. I ran into Lu Jun just after I came out of the box. The men and women are in the next room, and she seems to have changed into a different person, talking and laughing freely. She was talking to a woman in the aisle, and they looked at each other. My female companion saw her and walked up to greet her enthusiastically.

The female companion said that the woman's name was Jiang Bi, and she was a model of L just like her.I suddenly felt that if I changed my way, I could easily enter her life. "

"But I was wrong.

Her indifference is just a layer of fake cloak, she wears a mask to socialize and socialize, and only leaves that real face to that one person.

I ask her out.

I smiled and said, I heard that Jiang Bi and you are getting better.

She said that we are all friends.

I said, do I count?

She said yes.

I leaned over and let me kiss you too.

She smiled lightly, as a joke.

I rest my head on her shoulder.

The shock when Lu Jun spoke was transmitted to my brain, she said, "Don't say such things casually, when you really find that person, you will regret it."

I was silent, I didn't tell her, I don't regret it, because, you are the one I found. "

……

"Five more days."

"Lu Jun, I suddenly realized that life alone is very difficult. Make choices alone, face fear alone, laugh alone, cry alone, always alone."

"No matter what the result is, this time, let's face it together."

"Await your return."

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