imaginary lover

The admission notice came without any suspense, and May and Li Yunwei entered Beijing C University as they wished.

After completing the enrollment procedures, May walked through the campus, the dazzling sunlight made people dizzy, and the ground was scorched hot by the bright sun of the first month.

There is a dense grove near the dormitory building. May stepped into it with a brisk stride, and breathed a sigh of relief in the damp shade.

In the shadows of the trees, she turned around and looked at Li Yunwei who was quietly following behind.

Ever since Through left without saying goodbye, Li Yunwei has never smiled again, and has become more and more reticent and indifferent, almost disappearing all the sorrows and joys without showing any signs.

Zhiying also tried to find the trace of Through, but found nothing. May guessed that he had probably gone abroad, or that he had sneaked into the market, but he could not be found anywhere.

"If you don't forget him, you will torture yourself." May persuaded, looking at the loose T-shirt covering Li Yunwei's body.He didn't think about eating and drinking, and his belt gradually became wider, making all his clothes look baggy.

And Li Yunwei shook his head lightly, frowning stubbornly.

If he refuses to give up, no one will be able to persuade him.

May sighed secretly, so she had to leave Li Yunwei temporarily, and went into the girls' dormitory to pack her luggage.

The dormitory of University C is spacious and tidy, with good lighting. May smiled and greeted the other three girls in the same room, and pushed the suitcase under the desk.

The next few days will be routine military training.

When I returned to the dormitory in the evening, May looked at her face in the mirror with a frown.

"It's so frustrating to let people live, it's so tan." She nestled into the bed and sulked.

"May! Someone downstairs is looking for you!" The roommate who had just gone to get hot water came in and shouted.

May poked her head out from the bed: "Who is it?" I just entered school not long ago, will anyone recognize me?Somewhat confused.

"I've never seen him before. He's quite handsome." The roommate asked gossipingly, "Is he a boyfriend?"

May smiled wryly and said "Don't talk nonsense" while getting out of bed and going out the door.It's really rare, Li Yunwei will come to me, probably because of the news of Through.

Thinking like this, he went downstairs, but saw Through's bright smiling face, as if it was fake.

"Long time no see, congratulations on your successful admission to school." Through smiled and congratulated the dumbfounded May.During a holiday, he seemed to be running around all the time, his complexion was obviously darker, but he also looked a lot healthier.

"Brother T?!" May was surprised and delighted, "Why are you here? Where have you been these days? Have you met Li Yunwei? That kid..." Miss you very much. May wanted to say this, but saw that Through had already hidden his smile.

"I just came here to say goodbye to you." He said, "My application has been approved, and I'm going back to Canada to join the anti-government armed organization. After all, I can't be a good person. It really is better to hang out on the road."

"Brother T, you are so quick-witted, you will be good at everything when you stay in Zhiying, why bother?" May said, "Is your determination to leave Li Yunwei so firm?"

"Master Li is really sorry, I still can't stay." Through said, "Zhiying is in the whitewashing period, unable to withstand the impact of public opinion, and the young master can't wait to make our matter public. I have heard people mention it before. After all, this road is not easy to walk, and it will more or less threaten his prospects. Besides, the master will know about my bad background sooner or later. So I, in the end, it’s better to go.”

"He was very sad when you left, and you knew he loved you," May said.

Through bit his lips and remained silent for a moment: "Master, he just wanted to find someone to pin his emotions on. Now that the original balance has been destroyed, it will be more or less uncomfortable. After a while, maybe it will fade away. Between us, it is not love."

"Don't fool yourself!" May scolded, "You can't convince anyone with such a face!"

When Through raised his hand to touch his tears, there was a moment of panic and embarrassment, but he quickly suppressed his emotions.

He frowned, half-desperately but stubbornly said: "After all, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Help me tell him that I am fine, please don't miss me, please forget me. Just treat it as an absurd script. It has been performed as an identity, and it is finally time for the curtain call." After saying that, he bowed deeply to May and was about to leave.

"Through!" May called to stop him, "Tell me the truth, do you have any love for Li Yunwei..."

"Loved." Through said, with a complicated look in his eyes, "but I'm not qualified."

"Do you know how important you are to him?"

"Because I know," Through said bitterly, "I don't want to be his weakness, bringing disaster to him, complicating him to make sacrifices of one kind or another."

But through, do you know, do you know, when you left, you also took off his armor, making his fragility and helplessness invisible in this world, and if you touch him a little, you will be so sad that you can't extricate yourself.

May almost blurted it out, but just bit her lips and swallowed the words.

Forget it, this person who has made up his mind, since he wants to leave, he can't keep him after all.Why shake your mind and let the two of them fall into deep pain.

The two stood like this for a moment, looking at each other speechlessly.

Finally, Through turned around, no longer facing May's solemn face.

"Hey! If you have a chance, will you go back to China?" I heard May shouting behind me.Will you still come and visit me? May had a small expectation in her heart, but hesitated to say it out.

Through turned his head and smiled lightly: "I will, if you wish. I will always pay attention to Zhiying." As if seeing through May's mind, he said so.

May smiled reassuringly, her eyes moist.She waved her hand and bid farewell to this brother who had no blood relationship with her but had been with her for so long.

Li Yunwei walked aimlessly in the huge campus.

Nothing could interest him now.

Through's every frown and smile gradually disappeared with the wind, and could never reappear in front of my eyes.

Want to know where he is, want to know how he is doing.

But, after all, this is just wishful thinking.

Facing his passionate love, Through has never responded vaguely.Perhaps from the very beginning, their relationship was erratic like a mist, and when they woke up, there was nothing left.

Although I can honestly admit this now, I still feel a little unwilling.

You like me, or don't like me, can't stop me from falling in love with you.

It's just this love, but after all, it can't be strong enough to keep you by my side.

Li Yunwei smiled wryly, the excessive longing made the reality blurred, as if every face in front of him was the smile of Through.

He stopped suddenly, and looked back in surprise at the person who had passed him just now.

With a thin figure, he walked quietly towards the station.

He hesitated for a moment, but the next second his body chased after him.

"Through!" he called, and the man got into the car without looking back.

Li Yunwei covered his face and laughed, thinking that he was sick, he was really, almost dying of illness.

Tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, blurring his vision.

The man in the car turned his head to look in Li Yunwei's direction, watching his figure get farther and farther away as the car drove away.

"Yeah, I'm almost finished reading this book." The roommate lay down beside May's bed.

"Hmm, it's quite interesting to write." May said with a smile, raising the book in her hand.

""Those Years I Was in the Underworld"?" The roommate read the title of the book, "Huh? I can't tell, you actually like this kind of subject matter."

"Haha," May closed the book, "I don't read it very often. It's just recently that I occasionally think about it."

The roommate tilted his head, as if he didn't understand.

May looked out the window, the blue sky was cloudless and the weather was fine.The wind blows through the lush trees and lifts the leaves into the air, dancing around and across the campus.

The story seems to be coming to an end here, but it seems like another new beginning.

The green leaves fluttered to the ground, and one foot stepped over to the Fishing Long bar. The wooden door was pushed open, and the copper bell jingled and shook back and forth.

Yu Xiao heard the sound and raised his head, looked at the leaflet pinched in the hand of the visitor, and asked with a smile, "Are you a waiter here to apply?"

The man nodded, pushed down his glasses, and stood in a tall and thin silhouette against the light, his dark face could not be seen clearly.

(End of the first part)

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The first "Imaginary Lover" of "Last Love" has ended, and the extra chapter will start next, thank you for reading, good night!