imaginary lover

When Li Yunwei said "Father, I want to learn business from you", Li Qiongyu was so startled that his eyebrows were knotted.

"You are still young, study hard first, and when you grow up, I will naturally take you with you."

Li Yunwei disagreed: "May is only a few months older than me, and now she has become the head of the family. Why can she be in charge of the family business while going to school, but I can't?"

Li Qiongyu wanted to say that there was no way for Meimei, now she was the only one left in Abandoned Shadow, if she didn't try her best to defend everything, Zhang Yinya would take advantage of the loophole, and Abandoned Shadow would die.But after thinking about it, his son has also experienced the pain of bereavement, and it is reasonable for him to want to grab more sense of security in his hands.

So promise to come down. "I will teach you, but you have to come to me to discuss every important decision, can you do it?"

"I will handle it myself." Li Yunwei retorted.

"You just listen to me. You don't know the importance when you just take over, and there are many things you don't understand. Everything has to be done slowly. How can you be impatient?" Li Qiongyu taught.

"So the master handed over the full authority of this project to you?" Shang Siyuan saw that Li Yunwei was flipping through a thick stack of materials excitedly, and said with a smile, "It's really good news, Master Wei."

"I will definitely get it done perfectly." Li Yunwei raised his head, as if making a promise to himself, and it seemed to be to the people in the sky.

After Li Qiongyu got out of the pain, he continued to do the work of abandoning shadows, hoping that May would finally figure it out and facilitate the merger.Every time I hit a wall, I don't get annoyed, and the more frustrated I become, the more courageous I am.

Li Yunwei, on the other hand, buried himself in the first project of his life and worked enthusiastically.Inheriting Li Qiongyu's ingenuity, Li Yunwei showed his extraordinary ability in the first test of water, and with Shang Siyuan's assistance, he was like a tiger with wings added, and achieved little success.

"So mother, is the me now reassuring to you?" Unable to remember how he left May's ward in embarrassment, holding a lot of painful memories, Li Yunwei knelt in front of the portrait enshrined at home, only feeling Almost overwhelmed by grief.

He stumbled into the kitchen, grabbed a bottle of wine, opened the lid and drank it.Shang Siyuan's persuasion many years ago has completely turned his grief into strength to stand on a broader height, and the problem of alcoholism, when he is trapped by memories and hurts his heart, is like breaking the ban and committing an addiction, he still can't help it. Seeking opportunities to numb the nerves.

It's very quiet today.Li Yunwei smiled wryly, he actually expected someone to stop him.And Shang Siyuan is on vacation today, and she is not in the mansion, so this time she might vomit from drinking, and no one will know about it.

"Stop drinking."

Li Yunwei turned his head and was about to ask, "Siyuan, aren't you resting today?" But the bottle was taken away by Through.

"It's rare for you to drink like this. Is it because the visit to the abandoned shadow is not going well?" Through asked, helping Li Yunwei.

Li Yunwei nodded sullenly, letting Through put him on the sofa.

"Where are you going?" Seeing Through turning to leave, Li Yunwei grabbed his hand subconsciously.

"Get some hangover soup." Startled by Li Yunwei's sudden action, Through wanted to pull his hand away, but Li Yunwei refused to let go.

"Stay with me for a while, Through." Li Yunwei begged.

"I, have I been a mistake since I was born?" Li Yunwei said slowly. Through sat down with him, the sun was so hot in broad daylight that it made his neck burn. Through didn't cover the curtains, because the temperature from Li Yunwei's hand holding him made him ache.

"My father married my mother because of me." Through covered Li Yunwei's hand, passed warmth to him, and listened quietly to him, "Mother loves him to the bone, but he belongs to another. These ten For many years, I have been growing up in an environment where I was not loved. My father probably hated me. Without me, he would not have formed a family with my mother, and my mother would not have died. In this way , what am I still alive for?"

"Your father loves you, there is no doubt about it." Through said suddenly.

Li Yunwei looked at him, noncommittal.

"He loves you, but he just can't express it." Through said, turning his head and looking directly at Li Yunwei, "You must not misunderstand your father. He has feelings for your mother, but he can't get past his heart. That hurdle." I have been working in Zhisheng for a long time, and I have learned a little about the past from other servants. Through thought to himself that the authorities were obsessed with everything, the family lacked women to mediate, and the communication between father and son was as jerky and difficult to open as a door lock that had not been moistened for a long time.

"You don't have to speak well of him, and he won't raise your salary." Li Yunwei disagreed.

"I'm telling the truth." Through's expression became a little sad, "If he really didn't love you, he wouldn't have created a family for you. The real manifestation of not loving you should be what I have experienced. So young master Don't take your own life too lightly, throw it away casually, wouldn't you let down all the people around you who love you?"

After that, he fell silent and made no further sound.

"Sorry, I reminded you of something bad." Li Yunwei comforted him guiltily.

"It's okay, master." Through stood up and wanted to go to the kitchen.

"Don't do it, the alcohol is over." Li Yunwei said, and went to the entrance to get his coat, "I'll go to the beach to blow some air."

"I'll accompany you." Through said without thinking.

"Huh?" Li Yunwei felt a little surprised, "Didn't you never want to go outside?"

"But Shang Siyuan is not here, the young master is alone..."

Li Yunwei caressed Through's face and said with a smile, "I know you care about me. But you don't want to see people, so don't force it."

"It's okay." Through said, he put on a black mask, and somehow conjured a peaked cap on his head to cover his eyes.

"You're quite proficient." Li Yunwei looked at Through who was seriously disguised, feeling amused.Since you are so persistent in walking together, just agree to him. With him around, this pent-up sadness will become less intense.