if i could love you

After returning to the company, Simon packed his things.She is leaving the job next month, and she plans to take back some important items in the office.This is the first and only album released by Jiaoer when she was a child, and there is her crooked signature on it; this is a birthday present from Jiaoer last year, and it is a limited edition earphone of her favorite brand ;This is a photo of Jiaoer and her at the coming-of-age ceremony... Simon has sorted out many things, most of which are related to Jiaoer.

Jiaoer is the first artist brought by Simon, and she has naturally brought other artists in these years.It's just that no one will make her pay so much attention like Jiao'er.Over the years, Simon has stumbled into this circle by mistake.It's not that she didn't have ambitions, and being a gold agent was once her biggest dream.But what happened when Jiao Er was 16 years old later became her biggest demon.She has indeed seen many dirty things in this circle, and Jiaoer is the last piece of pure land she protects.But she let this child go through such a dirty thing, this is something that she can never forgive herself.

After what happened that year, she thought about resigning.But she knew that Jiao Er was very dependent on her. If she had resigned at that time, the last and only pillar supporting Jiao Er would have collapsed.So she chose to stay.In the past two years, she also tried to forget that incident, and also tried to tell herself that it was an accident.But every time Jiaoer told herself that she had a nightmare again with a tired face, she would fall into endless self-blame.Especially when Jiaoer was an adult, it was difficult to get into the drama with the actor's rival; later, he learned about Jiaoer and Li Li.Simon walked on thin ice every moment, for fear that Jiaoer's future would be destroyed by his own hands.

"Simon, do you know who Li Li is?"

Simon still remembered that this was the first sentence Mama Wen said to her after she came out of Jiaoer's room.She knew that the thin ice under her feet had really broken.

In fact, she could pretend to be stupid and say that she didn't know who Li Li was at all.But she couldn't bear to deceive a mother, and this mother once trusted her so much.When she told the whole story, she also clearly remembered mother Wen's expression mixed with countless emotions.

How much she wished that this mother could slap herself severely, scolding herself hoarsely for not treating her daughter well.But mother Wen's complicated expression was only for a moment, and then she returned to her usual smile.She smiled and said, "Simon has worked hard for you for so many years. Jiaoer is not sensible, so you don't have to blame yourself."

She will never forget the disappointed eyes of Wen's mother.She knew it was time for her to leave.If she still stays here, she doesn't know how to face mother Wen in the future.She thought about it all night and felt that resigning was the best decision.She also has no interest and thought to lead others, this circle is too noisy.Over the years, she has been too tired.She wants to take a good rest for a while, as for the future, let's talk about it later.

Simon had foreseen Jiaoer's reaction when he knew about it.So when she told Jiaoer about this decision, her reaction was actually in Simon's expectation.It's just that what Jiao Er said, "I can live a good life myself, I don't need anyone" still hurt her.

Simon has brought Jiao'er for so long, and Jiao'er is always obedient and sweet.Even when you are angry, you don't say these frustrating words easily.She knew Jiao Er was really sad this time.She also understood what situation Jiao Er was in, so it was not surprising to say such words.She lost two of her most important people one after another in the past two months, how could she not feel sad like being cut by a knife.

She knew Jiaoer was really in love this time.When she first found out about her and Li Li, she thought it was just some nonsense between little girls.Until she asked Jiaoer face to face, she still had expectations.But later when she saw Jiao Er's decisive eyes, she understood Jiao Er's attitude towards this relationship.At this time, it is useless for her to say anything.

Later, Simon didn't know what conflict happened between Jiao Er and Li Li.She originally adopted an attitude of indifference, and wanted to take this opportunity to cool down the relationship between Jiaoer and Li Li.But Jiaoer, that silly child, tortured himself as if he was masochistic, suffering from heatstroke, fever, skipping meals, and being depressed.Simon was worried that she would suffer physical and psychological problems, so he persuaded Jiaoer and Li Li to clarify.

Unexpectedly, when Jiaoer came back from Jiangcheng, he was even more depressed.After Simon asked, he knew that the two had broken up.To be honest, Simon was not without joy when he first heard the news.She thought that this would completely cut off Jiaoer's thoughts, after all, Jiaoer was still a child.For things like love, time should dilute everything.But how did she know that Jiao'er was on the edge of a dead end.The more she said "it's okay", the more it proved that things were serious.

Later Li Li called her there.At first she was really angry, she just said "no comment" and hung up the phone.As a result, since then, Li Li's phone calls and text messages have not been interrupted.It wasn't until Simon added her to the blacklist that he felt that the world was clean.Simon never expected that Li Li would come directly to the company to find her.

"What's the matter with you, kid? You're not afraid that others will know about you and Jiao'er?" Simon looked at Li Li in disbelief, feeling angry and scared in his heart.

"Don't worry, I didn't say anything." Li Li looked at Simon with a begging look, and then said, "I came to you because I really had no choice. I beg you to tell me where she is now Right! This is the last time, if she still refuses to get back together, then I really give up."

Simon had met Li Li a few times before, and this cold girl left a deep impression on her.Simon felt that there was unspeakable melancholy in the girl's eyes, and the agent's intuition told her that if the girl was well cultivated, she must have a promising future.

But now such a noble girl begged her so humblely, just for a relationship with an uncertain future.

"Do you know that your relationship will ruin her?" Simon couldn't help asking.She wanted to know how the person who made Jiaoer go to the bottom of his boat dealt with this relationship.

The girl in front of her stopped talking, and her lowered eyelashes covered the shadow in her eyes.

Simon sighed from the bottom of his heart, and then said, "You two are still young, and you are easily impulsive in everything. After you see this vast world, you will know that this relationship is nothing."

Li Li curled his lips and said with a wry smile, "How can it be nothing?"

"Then have you thought about what you two will do in the future? This relationship may never be seen." Simon asked.

"I've thought about it." Li Li nodded, his eyes were childish but determined, "Actually, I have no interest in this circle at all, so I won't enter it in the future. I know Jiaoer likes this line of work, so naturally I won't ask her to do it for me." I give up. If I become an obstacle on the way of Jiaoer in the future, Jiaoer doesn’t need me anymore, and I will leave automatically.”

"What about now?" Simon asked, raising his eyebrows.

"Now I just want to make one last effort. This is the relationship between the two of us. It is not something I can decide on my own, nor can it be easily denied by someone else's 'No'." Li Li's dim eyes There was a glimmer of light.

Seeing the pale face and puffy eyes of the skinny girl in front of him, Simon knew that she had suffered no less than Jiao Er recently.In fact, Simon didn't want to embarrass her, but just wanted to know whether Li Li's attitude towards this relationship was mature or not.She wasn't very satisfied with Li Li's answer, but she had the same energy as Jiao Er.After all, Simon softened his heart.

She sighed and said, "You win!"

Simon was packing his things when he didn't expect someone to push the door open.

"You..." Simon frowned and was about to blame the visitor for his rudeness, but when he looked up, he saw that it was Jiaoer.Immediately the brows stretched, "Jiaoer, when did you come back?"

"It was yesterday." Jiao Er looked at Simon's clean desk, and asked with pursed lips, "Are you really leaving?"

Simon put down the work in his hand, nodded with his lips pursed, and then asked, "What business do you come to the company today?"

Jiaoer nodded and sat on the chair opposite Simon's desk.She played with her fingers carelessly, like a child who has not experienced much in the world.But what she said already frightened Simon, "I'm going to tell my uncle about Li Li and me."

Simon propped his hands on the desk, leaning towards Jiaoer, with anger that could not be concealed in his eyes, "Jiaoer, are you crazy? Do you know when it is now, dare to tell President Wen about this .”

Jiaoer raised his head, raised his eyebrows, and said, "You are not my manager anymore, why do you care about me so much?"

After she finished speaking, she stood up and was about to leave, but was dragged back by Simon.

"Why?" Jiao Er stared at Simon's hand holding his arm with sharp eyes.

"When did you become so disobedient?" Simon pushed Jiaoer on the chair, and stood in front of Jiaoer to block her way.

"Be obedient?" Jiaoer hooked the corners of her mouth and said with a sneer, "I'm just too obedient, so you make a decision without consulting me."

"Jiaoer, I..." Simon hesitated.

Seeing Simon like this, Jiao Er softened his heart after all.She said, "Simon, you don't really have to do this."

"In the final analysis, that incident was my dereliction of duty. If that incident hadn't happened, maybe you now..."

Before Simon could finish speaking, she was interrupted by Jiao Er, who called "Simon" and slightly narrowed the light in her eyes, looking serious and serious.

"That incident back then was an accident. If you want to blame it, you can blame that beast. And the relationship between me and Li Li is my own choice, and it has nothing to do with the injury I suffered back then. Besides, I have almost forgotten about that incident back then. I haven't had that nightmare since I was with Li Li. I thought this page was about to turn over, but now you have to resign because of this matter. Are you trying to make this matter Completely become the shadow of my life?!"

"Jiaoer, I'm sorry. I..." Simon's eyes were full of inexplicable emotions.

"Simon, I've been with you for such a long time. I really don't want you to leave, and I don't want you to leave because of me. Do you want me to blame myself for the rest of my life?" Jiaoer raised his head, and tears were already in his eyes.

Simon turned his face away from Jiaoer, and didn't know how to answer her question.

Jiaoer grabbed Simon's hand and said, "You have taken me with me for so many years, except for the time with Li Li, I have never had a fight with you! You also said that I am obedient, right? Can you look at me? Why don't I stay for the sake of being so obedient all these years?"

"Jiaoer, I..."

Before Simon finished speaking, Jiao Er interrupted him again, "Don't worry, I will talk to my uncle in person. Just say that my own waywardness made you angry. You said that you resigned because you are angry."

Simon didn't dare to look at Jiao Er's expectant gaze, for fear that his heart would soften for a while.

"Are you still worried about my parents?" Jiaoer asked again, seeing that Simon didn't answer and continued, "My mother really didn't mean to blame or ask you to leave. If you don't believe me, I'll call my mother now Call and let her talk to you in person."

Jiao Er took out her mobile phone while talking, but was stopped by Simon.

"Jiaoer, why do you become more self-willed when you get older?" Simon paused and said again, "I said that I can't get over this hurdle in my heart."

"Simon." Jiao Er's eyes were wet, and the end of his voice collapsed when he spoke.

"Okay, let me think about it for a while, okay? I'm really tired recently, and I want to take a good rest." Simon couldn't bear it in his heart.

Jiao Er's eyes suddenly flashed light, she nodded repeatedly and said, "Okay, okay. I'll go and talk to my uncle right now."

"Hey! The matter between you and Li Li..." Simon grabbed Jiaoer again.

There was a sly smile on the corner of Jiaoer's mouth, "Don't worry. As long as my manager won't let me tell him, I won't tell him."

"You child..." Simon suddenly felt that he had been put in a position.

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