if i could love you

"Do you really understand what the program group means?" Simon asked in disbelief with his eyes wide open.

"I know! Isn't it just to fry CP?" Jiaoer replied calmly.

Simon still stared at Wen Jiaoer with staring eyes, unable to say a word.

"What's wrong? Can't you?" Jiao Er continued to ask.

Simon looked at Jiao Er, sat slowly on the edge of the bed, and said, "It's not impossible. I just didn't expect you to agree so quickly."

"Doesn't this increase the point of view of the show? It's good!" Jiao Er stared at the phone screen without even raising her head.

"Oh!" Simon sighed a long time.

After hearing Simon's sigh, Jiaoer raised his head and asked with a smile, "Why are you sighing? You don't want me to fire CP?"

"No, I just feel that you have grown up suddenly." Simon patted Jiao Er's head while talking.

"I'm already an adult! I'm eighteen!" Wen Jiaoer said with a twist of his mouth, "It's getting late, go to bed! You have to get up early tomorrow to record a show!"

"Okay, I see. You go to bed early too." Simon closed the door for Jiaoer while talking.

Before Simon left, he turned off the light for Jiaoer.The room immediately plunged into darkness, Jiaoer opened his eyes, looked at the roof with some light coming through the curtains, and his heart became empty again.She didn't know if it was right for her to do so, but after all, she had no choice, what could she do?

At six o'clock the next morning, Jiao'er was called up to do styling.

"Sister makeup artist, let's make your makeup more natural today!" Jiao Er closed her eyes, feeling the makeup brush gently rubbing against her face.

Today's program is recorded with the children. She hopes to leave a fresh and natural impression on the children, and if the makeup is too heavy, it does not fit the style of the program.

"Okay. I see." said the makeup artist.

Jiaoer obediently let the make-up artist fiddle with her face, and she could take a rest with her eyes closed at this moment.

"Okay, let's see how it goes."

After hearing what the makeup artist said, Jiaoer opened her eyes and looked at herself carefully in the mirror.Today's eyeshadow is a gentle milk tea color, which can't be seen without careful observation; the eyeliner is not raised like before, but is outlined along the end of the eye; the blush is also applied very lightly, which looks very natural; the lipstick I applied the most suitable grapefruit color, which is not so gaudy, but it also properly enhances the complexion.

"Well, it's good." Jiaoer nodded in satisfaction.

Today she is combing her hair with balls, and all her hair is combed up to reveal a full forehead and delicate facial features, which also makes her playful and cute.She asked Ranran what color she liked the most, and found out that it was yellow.She is wearing a warm yellow round neck sweater today, and a pair of blue jeans on her lower body, which makes people look very natural and comfortable.

According to the script, Jiao Er secretly came to the house where the filming took place before the children woke up.Then greet the three regular guests as if they were meeting for the first time. After all, from the audience's point of view, this is the first time they meet.Then the four of them began to discuss the design of Ranran's birthday party.In fact, everything was designed on the script, and they just performed it in front of the camera according to the script.They "plan" that after the children wake up, Shao Zheyuan and Wang An will take the children out to play, and then leave Wen Jiaoer and Jagger to arrange the scene of the birthday party.

When the birthday party was "discussed" almost, crying came from the room upstairs where the children slept.A child must have woken up!Of course, this was not arranged by the program group. Although the reality show has a script, it is not like a script. The participating guests still have a lot of room to play.

"Jiaoer, you leave first. Let's go to see the child first. You can come in after we take the child out." Wang An said.

"Okay. Then I'll go first, goodbye." Jiao Er finished speaking, ran out of the house with small steps, and then went to the monitoring room and the directors watched every move of the children in the house.

The cries of one child gradually woke up the others.One shot showed Ranran who just woke up, with sleepy eyes, white and tender face, messy hair just after waking up, and her body shrunk into a small ball.

"It's so cute!" Jiao Er couldn't help sighing.She watched intently in front of the monitor, smiling from time to time.This is not intentional, because she likes children very much.

After the regular guests finished dressing and washing the children, according to the "plan", Shao Zheyuan and Wang An took the children out to play.When Jiaoer heard the director say that he could go to the house where the children lived, he stood up and smiled sweetly at the camera, "Let's go!"

After returning to the house again, Jagger was the only one left.Although the program team promised to have more intimate interactions with Jagger, after all, the two met only yesterday, and there is no spark to collide with at all. Jagger is a newcomer who has just debuted, and he is still a little unfamiliar with doing shows.Although Jiaoer has been in the entertainment circle since she was a child, she is relatively introverted, let alone take the initiative to make any intimate moves.

Jiaoer cleaned up the living room, and Jagger blew up balloons with a pump. The two couldn't find anything to talk about for a while, and the room was extremely quiet.

"I've seen your play." Jagger took the initiative to break the quiet atmosphere.

"Which one have you seen?" Jiaoer asked with a smile, looking very curious.

"Several of them!" After Jagger finished speaking, she actually listed several of the plays she acted in, and then continued, "I think you were very cute when you were young!"

Jiaoer looked at Jagger's sincere face, felt that he didn't look like he came from the show, but was a little embarrassed, and then changed the subject, "I also watched the show you debuted last year."

"Then what do you think of me?" Jagger stroked the back of his hair, looking shy.

"It's good! Singing is very nice." Jiao Er said, throwing the yogurt box that the children had finished drinking on the table into the trash can.

"Thank you." Jagger grinned, revealing a row of white teeth.

The two fell silent again.

After a while, Jiao Er finished tidying up the room, saw that Jagger hadn't finished blowing up the balloons, and offered to help.

"Let me help you!" Jiao Er said, took the balloon that Jagger had blown up, and was about to put a button on the balloon.

Jiaoer, who had never done this before, bowed her head and pulled it up for a long time, but she didn't even put on a button.She turned her sore neck and said with a smile, "It's a bit difficult!"

After hearing this, Jagger put down the pump and the balloon in his hand, took Jiaoer's balloon and said, "I'll help you." As he spoke, he moved to Jiaoer's side.

Wen Jiaoer instinctively moved to the side, but immediately realized that he was doing a show!She felt a little embarrassed, but Jagger didn't seem to mind, and smiled at her.Then, as if nothing happened, he taught Jiaoer how to hold the balloon button.

Near noon, the room was set up and the birthday cake ordered was delivered. Jagger sent Shao Zheyuan a WeChat message, informing them that they could bring the children back.

According to the "plan", Jiao Er hid in the kitchen, and after the program group notified her, she pushed the cake out again.

"Happy Birthday!"

"Happy birthday, of course."

Jiao Er listened to the noisy voice outside, feeling a little uneasy inside.She was afraid to go out for a while, what if the child refused to get close to her?

"Of course, we also prepared a big surprise for you. Guess what it is?" Jagger said pretending to be mysterious.

At this time, the director of the program group informed Jiao Er that she could go out.

Then Jiao Er adjusted her expression, pushed the birthday cake and walked out of the kitchen.

"Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to Ranran! Happy brithday to you!" Jiaoer walked up to Ranran singing a birthday song, then smiled sweetly, and said, "Ranran, happy birthday!"

"Of course, who is this?" Wang An asked Ranran gently.

"Sister Jiaoer." The little girl named Ranran replied in a low voice.

Jiaoer saw that the little girl didn't seem so familiar with life, so she continued to ask, "Of course, can my sister hug you?"

Ran Ran nodded, looking at Jiao Er with a pair of big eyes.

Jiaoer felt that Ranran was staring at her so much that her heart melted, she couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged Ranran, muttering, "You're so cute!"

The birthday present Jiaoer gave Ranran was Princess Elsa's doll, because she knew that Ranran liked Elsa in "Frozen" after watching the previous show.Thoughtful, she also brought gifts to other children in the show.

After dinner in the afternoon, Jiao Er and three regular guests took the children out to play.They were playing in a small park arranged by the program group. Jiaoer accompanied the children on the slide, on the seesaw, and on the swings, looking happier than the children.The fact is true, she has almost no childhood life, every time she sees these children's equipment, she can't help but feel childlike.Simon sometimes laughed at her as a child who didn't grow up, but in fact she was grown up prematurely, yes, she was grown up.She has almost never had the spring outing organized by the school, the sports meeting and any kind of memory that should belong to her childhood.Her childhood memories are almost all spent on the set. Her every move is under the camera. She does words and deeds that do not belong to her age. She has won the love of many people, but lost her own soul.

Jiao Er felt in a great mood, as if she was not here to participate in the show, but just to play with the children.

Not far from them, there is a grapefruit tree with several yellow grapefruits on it.A girl named Little Jasmine suddenly shouted, "I want to eat grapefruit."

"Where is the grapefruit?" Jagger asked inexplicably.

"That's right there!" Little Jasmine pointed to the grapefruit next to her.

"Jasmine, let's go home and eat." Wang An persuaded.After all, the grapefruit tree is not too short, and it is difficult to pick grapefruits.

"No! I want to eat from that tree." Little Jasmine suddenly became willful.

"Jasmine, be good. That tree is too tall, we can't pick it, go home and eat, okay?" Jiaoer stepped forward and hugged little Jasmine.

Little Jasmine curled her lips, seeing that tears were about to fall.

Shao Zheyuan suddenly had an idea, "Jagger, how about you carry Jiao'er on your shoulders and pick a grapefruit for Jasmine over there?"

"Ah?!" Wen Jiaoer and Jagger exhaled in shock almost at the same time.

"I think it's ok, Jagger, you are 185, you should have no problem carrying Jiao Er again." Wang An echoed from the side.

The program team next to it also indicated that this method is feasible, regardless of whether to pick grapefruits or not, the intimate physical contact between Jiao Er and Jagger is a good editing material.

"Is it okay? Are you afraid of heights?" Jagger asked with extra concern.

"It should be possible, let's try it first!" In front of the camera, Jiaoer couldn't refuse, so he could only bite the bullet and agree.

Then the two walked to the grapefruit tree, trying to figure out which grapefruit would be easier to pick.The camera crew was also very "knowledgeable" to follow up and shoot.After the two confirmed the grapefruits to be picked, Jagger squatted down and said to Jiao Er, "Come on, you can come up."

"Is it really okay?" Jiao Er asked while standing aside, but she didn't intend to step forward.

"It's really okay, you come up." Jagger thought that Jiao'er was just afraid, and continued to comfort her, "Don't worry, I will definitely not throw you off."

"Okay!" Knowing that he had no excuses to escape, Jiao Er gritted his teeth and sat on Jagger's shoulder.

"I'm going to stand up!" Jagger stood up slowly as he spoke, wrapping his arms tightly around Jiao'er's calf, and then asked Jiao'er, "Is it okay?"

"Well. It's ok. Just move towards the grapefruit." Jiaoer felt her body trembling slightly, and she hoped to end this grapefruit picking session as soon as possible.She and Jagger were getting closer and closer to the grapefruit in the target, and as soon as she stretched out her hand, she picked the grapefruit immediately.

"It's okay, it's okay. Let me down!" Jiaoer didn't notice that her voice was a little urgent, as if she was under some kind of oppression.

Jagger squatted down slowly again, and Jiaoer immediately got off Jagger, holding Yuzu tightly in his arms.

"Are you okay? You felt nervous just now." Jagger asked with concern.

"I'm just a little afraid of heights, it's okay." Jiao Er concealed, she pulled the corners of her mouth, but found that she couldn't laugh.

"Here is the grapefruit, little Jasmine." Jiao Er handed the grapefruit in her hand to Little Jasmine.

"Thank you sister Jiaoer." Little Jasmine smiled sweetly.

In the next link, Jiaoer looked a little absent-minded.Fortunately, the recording is almost over.

The author has something to say:

I went out to play yesterday, so there is no update.

Still thank you for reading my article, love you!