growing up

Gu Yuan didn't answer him. The numbness in Ling Chao's body gradually turned into embarrassment. Fortunately, he couldn't see it now. He turned around and lay down on his back. After thinking about it, he said, "I... I'm just asking nonsense, you Don't worry about it. Go to sleep."

Gu Yuan heard Ling Chao's question, but he didn't know how to answer.

In fact, since he was a child, his only friend should be Ling Chao. Except for Ling Chao, he didn't even have much communication with any of his classmates.But among the classmates, they often heard such remarks as who fell in love with whom.

Whether it was before or now, others would not deliberately avoid him when talking about such a topic.Just like in class one now, most people know that Chen Yu likes Wang Xiaoxiao, and Wang Tian also has a girl he likes in the liberal arts rocket class.

Can you, have you?no!

But why not tell Ling Chao directly?

Because when Ling Chao asked these words, a person appeared in his mind, that is, Ling Chao who was lying with him now.

This person he couldn't refuse from the beginning, the person who helped him several times, the person who was very comfortable staying with him.

But Ling Chao is a boy!

"I don't know." Gu Yuan replied, when Ling Chao's embarrassment was gone and he was trying to find sleep.

Ling Chao couldn't tell how he felt when he heard this answer. It wasn't that he didn't or he had it, but that he didn't know.

Why don't you know?Does it mean that you have someone you want to like?or something else?

Ling Chao didn't dare to ask any more questions, he was afraid of hearing an answer that would make him uncomfortable.

Sleepiness finally came, it was really late, go to sleep, don't think about anything.

When Ling Chao woke up the next morning, it was already daylight.Ling Chao raised his hand and saw that it was already eight o'clock.I thought I would have a restless night's sleep, but even the biological clock that I had cultivated all year round failed.

Gu Yuan was no longer on the kang, Ling Chao quickly got dressed and got off the kang.The people in front of and behind the house did not see Gu Yuan, but the motorcycle was still parked in the corner.Don't know where he went.

Ling Chao made a phone call.

"Hey, Brother Chao, are you awake?" Gu Yuan asked first after answering the phone.

"Well, where have you been?" Ling Chao asked.

"I didn't go anywhere, I'll go back right away." Gu Yuan said.

"Okay." Ling Chao answered and hung up the phone.

In less than 2 minutes, Gu Yuan came back. His trousers were rolled up to his knees, his feet were bare, and he was carrying a small bucket in his hand.

"Why did you go here?" Ling Chao looked at Gu Yuan who was walking over and asked.

"Catch fish." Gu Yuan answered directly.

Gu Yuan entered the house and showed the bucket in his hand to Ling Chao, and saw three crucian carp about [-] cm swimming in it. Because the bucket was small, they were crowded together, and they would churn a few times at every turn.

Gu Yuan went to wash his feet, and when he put on his shoes and came over, Ling Chao was still squatting there looking at the three fish.

"Let's go, pack up and go back, we have to rush back to the city later." Gu Yuan said.

"Okay." Ling Chao stood up and went to clean up with Gu Yuan.

When going back, Gu Yuan took a bag and filled it with water, then put the fish in it and hung it in front. Ling Chao saw it and asked, "Why don't I carry it. It's inconvenient for you to ride a bicycle hanging like this."

"It's okay." Gu Yuan tied up the bags of the two of them again, shook them to make sure they wouldn't fall off: "Let's go."

After locking the door and coming out, it was still the same way as yesterday, and when he got home, Ling Chao's whole body was still numb from the shock.But he felt that such a day was very happy.

Even if there was a little loss last night.

Just don't think about it!Well, forget it.

Grandma Gu and Gu Qingqing were waiting for them to come back, because Gu Yuan had something to do in the afternoon and had to rush back to the city before noon. Grandma Gu didn't know when they would get up, so she made porridge for breakfast and wanted to wait until they arrived before cooking.

This meal was made by Gu Yuan. He killed the fish he caught, fried it and added shredded radish to it. The taste was more delicious than making it into soup.

The two were about to leave, and Grandma Gu packed a big bag of bacon and chicken made at home for Ling Chao.These are usually washed and put in the refrigerator. Fortunately, it’s not long before I go back to the city. She asked Ling Chao to put them in the refrigerator when he gets home, and just take them out to thaw if they usually eat them.

Saying goodbye to grandma and Qingqing, even if their trip to the countryside for the day is over, they don't know if they will have a chance to come again in the future.

Walking out of the house and crossing a sorghum field is the main road. When the bus passes by, it will stop with a wave.Standing on the road and looking back, Ling Chao could still see Grandma Gu and Gu Qingqing who were seeing them off at the entrance of the village.

In just one day, it came and went.Ling Chao looked at the place quietly until the car came and Gu Yuan called him to get in the car.

When he arrived in City D, Gu Yuan wanted to rush home, but Ling Chao didn't say much, he also wanted to be alone, to deal with these uncontrolled emotions recently.

Ling Chao went home and took a shower, changed into clean home clothes, turned on the computer and sat there in a daze.

Ever since he rushed back from the National Day holiday, he knew that his feelings for Gu Yuan were not as easy to control as before.This feeling made him a little flustered.He was afraid of what he would do if Gu Yuan found out, hated him, and stayed away from him.

The boredom has not been alleviated, but the more I think about it, the more chaotic I am.From childhood to adulthood, Ling Chao can handle everything well, and will work hard for the things he likes.But he didn't like anyone, he didn't know what to do now.Every time he is with Gu Yuan, he is so happy, but his greed is getting bigger and bigger. What he wants is not just as simple as being a friend.The further you go, the more you want.

For a long time, he couldn't sort out these feelings. At this moment, Ling Chao wanted to find someone to talk to.Not parents, but hope is a similar.

The only person of his kind he knew was the poster who posted on the forum.And now the only way to contact him is text messages on the site.

Ling Chao clicked on the forum and went to the friend column. There was only his ID in it, but it was grayed out.Ling Chao thought about it, and still left him a message.If he is online, can he add his QQ.

Ling Chao left his QQ number and went to the forum for a while.He hasn't updated the post recently, it should be because he is very happy after falling in love, and he doesn't need to seek comfort on the Internet anymore.

Now Ling Chao has no energy to do anything, he turned on the player and stereo, and played music slowly.I also fell asleep on the bed to the sound of the music.

It was already dark when he woke up again, Ling Chao seldom slept during the day, besides, he woke up so late this morning, so he didn't know if he had something on his mind, even after sleeping for so long, he was still a little tired.

There was no response on QQ, and no reply was received in the forum.The feeling of restlessness at noon seems to have disappeared after a whole afternoon of sleep.

-busy?

Ling Chao sent a message to Gu Yuan.

-Um.

Gu Yuan came back after a while.

—Oh, then you are busy.

Ling Chao usually does not inquire about Gu Yuan's work, he knows that this is his source of income, since the last time Gu Qingqing's medical expenses were so large that Gu Yuan paid for it himself, Ling Chao even more so. I seldom contact Gu Yuan at night.And Gu Yuan spent almost all his time doing this except for studying.

-What's up?

Gu Yuan sent another message.

-fine.You pay attention to rest, don't be busy too late.

-good.

Afterwards, Ling Chao didn't send any more. Checking the time, he went out to eat with his wallet, and then went to the supermarket to buy something

The days always go by quickly, and the school and home have started to heat up.Although it hasn't snowed yet, this temperature is beyond the reach of where Ling Chao lived before.But he's still getting used to it.

His daily life is to get out of school, do homework, eat, sleep, and occasionally watch a game with Wang Tian and the others.Although Wang Tian persuaded him many times, Ling Chao did not join them to learn the sport of basketball.Every time he watched them play, Ling Chao would sit on the sidelines and prepare water for them.Maybe it's been a long time, there are always some girls in the school who will sit around Ling Chao at this time, although Ling Chao looks gentle and easy to get along with, but the reputation of being first or second in the grade list still makes them afraid to come forward Talk to him.

Ling Chao himself doesn't communicate much with girls. It's been almost two months since school started, and he doesn't talk to the girls in his class very much except Wang Xiaoxiao.

Gu Yuan seems to be very busy recently. He always arrives at school every morning, so he doesn't have time to make breakfast for Ling Chao.His dark circles are getting heavier, and his big eyes are full of tiredness.Every time I see Ling Chao lying on the table to catch up on sleep between classes, I feel very distressed.But he doesn't know programming, so he can't work for Gu Yuan.

For several days at noon, Gu Yuan and Ling Chao went to his house for dinner and sleep.Usually Ling Chao eats alone and Aunt Chen does a lot of cooking, but now she only needs to cook more rice.

Ling Chao didn't have the habit of taking a nap, most of the time he let Gu Yuan sleep in the bedroom, and played in the living room with his mobile phone.

He got in touch with the boy on the forum and added QQ.We chatted a few times before, and also talked about his own affairs. When it came to Gu Yuan, he only said that he was at the same table.

Now that the other party is not online, Ling Chao looked through their chat records. Most of them were talking about him and Gu Yuan. That boy is very good at enlightening people. Ling Chao's mentality has indeed become much calmer these days.He also relaxed a lot in the matter of his feelings for Gu Yuan, and was no longer so irritable.

The last paragraph of their chat history was sent last night.

"Radiance, at your age, whether it's a secret love or a love affair, it's actually a very beautiful thing. It's only less than two years before the college entrance examination. Both of you have excellent grades. It would be great if you can make progress together. Good. But if your deskmate doesn't want to develop, I'm worried that your mentality will be affected. With the current relationship between you two, it's actually better to keep it like this. Maybe he's just too young and you haven't known each other for long. When the time is right, maybe I can succeed in confessing my love again.”

Ling Chao looked at this passage, and didn't move his eyes for a long time. The phone screen went dark and was turned on again and again. He thought for a long time.

This is indeed the case, the relationship between him and Gu Yuan is much better than with other classmates, it doesn't mean that there must be a result now to be the best.

Ling Chao stood up and walked to the door of the bedroom, and looked at Gu Yuan who was soundly asleep.

Gu Yuan always sleeps very honestly, and won't change his position for a long time.

Ling Chao didn't go in, stood for a while and then returned to the sofa in the living room.