who stole my time

"Yuan Yu, what, can you lend me some money?" Qi Shun shook his head and looked pitiful.

"Hmm, how much do you want?" Yuan Yu didn't ask him what he would borrow the money for, but asked the amount directly.

"One hundred...no, eighty...eighty." Qi Shun's fingers changed several times, and he said in embarrassment, "I didn't prepare well when I came out from home, so I brought three hundred, and I don't know the prices in Beijing. It’s so expensive, the hotel alone cost more than 200…”

"Is the big hotel you live in not expensive!" Yuan Yu said unhappily, and gave him a hundred out of his pocket, "I don't know how to save money when I come out to play, and I think I'm still a little overlord at home?"

"Yes, I know, I will check out tomorrow...but I have nowhere to live in the future." Qi Shun wept.

Yuan Yu sighed and patted his forehead, "Otherwise... hey! You can live with me for a few days first, and then move out after finding a suitable house."

"Okay, thank you so much, Yuan Yu! You are really my brother!" Qi Shun was so tall and burly, he shook Yuan Yu's arms in excitement. Pat the clothes, "Stay away from me."

"Why do you have... what kind of smell?" Qi Shun's brain circuit finally turned back, "Is it... or... Fuck, it's so exciting! Are you from the top or the bottom?"

In order to pretend to save face, Yuan Yu decisively lied to Qi Shun that he was from above.

After hearing this, Qi Shun gave a thumbs up, "Well done, this is a man. That boy Jin Lai should have been subdued by you long ago, and even made you angry, forgive him for not daring to..."

Yuan Yu couldn't help rolling her eyes when she heard Qi Shun talking about running the train, and felt cold about what happened to her.He was in a bad mood, drove Qi Shun back to the hotel, and walked back to the rental house by himself.

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Jin Lai returned to the dormitory at night, with the same expression from the beginning to the end, with his lips tightly pursed, sitting on the bed and turning on the flashlight, flipping through the book, carefully reading each word.

It's not fast to read, but every time I turn a page, it's like fallen leaves on calm water, easily breaking the silence of the night.

Li Rang, who had poor sleep quality, was disturbed by the annoying repeated voice until three o'clock in the morning and was still awake, turning back and forth.In the end, he couldn't take it anymore, and climbed from the upper bunk to Jin Lai's lower bunk on the iron bars by the bed in shorts, and waved vigorously in front of Jin Lai, "Student, classmate! Sober, sober, now is not the time to study."

Jin Lai paid no attention to it, only glanced at Li Rang, and then threw himself into the book again.

Li Rang slowly approached Jin Lai, and asked in a low voice, "Have you been stimulated by something? You haven't slept in the middle of the night."

"It's none of your business." Jin Lai stared fixedly at the book, and his tone didn't fluctuate, making it impossible to guess his true emotions.

"But if you make noise and can't sleep, it's none of my business." Li Rang said, "I'm just asking out of politeness, if you have any hard knots in your heart, just tell me, and I will analyze it for you. Of course, if you really have nothing to say, I won’t ask too many questions, it’s up to you anyway.”

Jin Lai raised his head, with a lonely expression, Li Rang felt in a daze at that moment.Jin said, "He gave me this book, and I'll go to bed after reading it."

"Can't you watch it during the day?" Li Rang asked.

"No, I've never done anything to make him happy. I bullied him so much yesterday, and he must think that I'm not worthy of love." Jin Lai's tone was different from the past, speaking very slowly.

Li Rang thought for a moment, "It depends on whether he has changed his mind now. If he changes his mind, in his eyes, no matter what you do, you are not worthy of love. If you don't change your mind, even if you bully him and cry, it won't make much difference."

"I don't know." Jin Lai lowered his head, "From the beginning, he took the initiative. I was forced to accept his kindness. He was too stupid at the beginning, and I was too selfish. Later, I gradually discovered that he is very Simple, I am afraid that he will be cheated, and I want to participate in all his affairs, is it too much for me to do so?"

Li Rang always thought that "he" was a woman, "Then she is quite open, chasing after her and taking the initiative. Don't worry about any misunderstandings, don't blame her first, she is quite infatuated from your description. Let's talk about what kind of life she wants, You shouldn't interfere, people have their own ideas, if you control them everywhere, it's not called a boyfriend, it's called a mother, it's okay to talk about it for a month or two, but if you talk about it for a year or two, you'll get tired and want to break up."

Jin Lai regained his composure, sat up straight and put down the book, "It makes sense. Go back to sleep."

Li Rang suddenly felt that the matter was resolved too quickly, which was incredible, "By the way, what does your girlfriend look like? Does it look good?"

"It looks good." After Jin said this sentence, he immediately kicked Li Rang out of bed, covered him with a quilt, and fell asleep.

"...Crossing the river and tearing down the bridge." Li Rang shook his head and returned to the upper bunk.

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The next day, Jin Lai finished his class, thinking that he had nothing to do, but he couldn't save himself and went to Yuan Yu again.

However, somehow I went out of the school gate and wandered around, and arrived at a gift shop.There were a lot of trendy goods from Hong Kong. Jin Lai was just looking at them casually, but he immediately fell in love with a mechanical watch. The simple and elegant style fit his aesthetics.The boss has been strongly recommending another watch, he is very good at doing business, and said that he should buy a pair, these two are very suitable, Jin came to look at that watch, it is a delicate watch, and the style is undeniable.For some reason, Yuan Yu appeared in his mind. Yuan Yudai should be suitable for this one, but in the end he was cruel and bought both.

After Jin Lai bought the watch, he continued to walk around the street. He walked to the door of Yuan Yu's house in a daze. He stood outside the rental building for half an hour, and finally his mind was in a mess.When he was about to leave, he turned his head and saw Yuan Yu came back from the outside, bringing someone with him.

That person looks a little familiar.

Jin Lai looked at Yuan Yu, Yuan Yu and Qi Shun looked at Jin Lai, Qi Shun looked at this weird scene, and said first, "Oh, isn't this a top student..."

"Who are you?" Jin Lai had a vague impression that this was the second generation of the big courtyard children, but he didn't know the name.

Qi Shun was embarrassed and didn't flatter him, and his face was even more dull, Yuan Yu's expression didn't seem too good, he thought Yuan Yu and Jin Lai should have a big festival and never get in touch with each other, "Cough! Have you forgotten all those things in high school? Who hit you..."

Yuan Yu lowered his head and punched Qi Shun, "Go aside."

Qi Shun opened his eyes and was about to speak, Yuan Yu gave him a hundred dollars, "Go out and find a hotel by yourself, don't come back tonight."

Jin Lai looked at Qi Shun with a blank expression as he left with the money in doubt. He froze for a while, pinching the two watches in his hands.

Seeing that Jin Lai turned to leave, Yuan Yu ran over without thinking, and when he was about to touch the corner of the opponent's clothes, he withdrew his hand in a panic, turned his eyes away to hide, and said uncomfortably, "You are not allowed to leave. "

Jin Lai was a little moved in his heart, but on the surface he remained calm and watched the other party quietly.

"There are some things I have to ask in person," Yuan Yu stubbornly ignored Jin Lai, "What are you doing here?"

"Just passing by, looking at a watch on the street." Jin Lai had already seen through Yuan Yu's disguise, and smiled slightly, "Oh, there's no other meaning, I just think it suits you."

Jin Lai opened the box, and there lay a beautiful mechanical watch quietly inside.

"Where did you get the money?!" Yuan Yu looked at him questioningly, "There's nowhere to spend the money? Buy such impractical things!"

"I bought it with my own scholarship," Jin Lai replied calmly, "The value of some gifts is not measured by practicality, but by the meaning of the gift and the person to whom it is given."

Yuan Yu glanced at the watch secretly, then turned his head, "I don't want it, go and return it!"

Jin Lai was not angry, and slowly approached Yuan Yu, suddenly grabbed the other's wrist, put on the watch, wound it up to adjust the time, and finally raised the corners of his mouth to take a closer look, "It's quite suitable."

Yuan Yu shook his wrist and said deliberately, "What is our relationship now, it's not good to accept such things."

"I have one too." Jin Lai ignored Yuan Yu's question, took it on by himself, and carefully wound it up.

"Emotions are like two watches. No matter how far you run with enthusiasm at the beginning, you will inevitably lack stamina and friction will inevitably occur." Jin Lai slowly winds up the clockwork. "Life wears down our enthusiasm. If we can be smart See through the essence, break this cycle, wind up the opponent in time, cheer up, and run a long way."

Yuan Yu's heart fluctuated, and she looked at the other party uncertainly.Later, those who were held in Jin Lai's arms didn't know, but against the sound of Jin Lai's heartbeat, he heard Jin say, "I'm sorry, can you forgive me? It's my fault, too much interference caused you trouble."

Just as Yuan Yu was about to speak, Jin Lai pinched his chin and kissed him, closed his eyes and licked his lips lightly, and finally let go after a long time.

Jin Lai continued, "Yesterday I also thought a lot. After reading that book this morning, the ups and downs of the family's rise and fall for nearly a hundred years, love is an unimaginable luxury for that family. They may have had a short-term impulse. Perhaps there were love confessions, but they were all strangled to death by the iron fist of fate. Their love could not be free, but could only be buried in the soil of depression, waiting for the lust | lust to wither and rot, and finally all became extremely abnormal The last generation of nephew and aunt's incest | incest love, finally get to live together happily, but gave birth to a symbol of family demise - a child with a pig tail under the product of incest | incest, the family is destroyed, and everything returns to Zero." Jin Lai paused, "I was thinking, I am not special at all when I was born in this world, I am such an ordinary and ordinary person, but there is another person in the world who bravely breaks through his closed circle and desperately He has integrated into my closed circle and given me the purest love, until now, I have no reason to doubt his sincerity and devotion in a narrow-minded way."

Yuan Yu couldn't believe it, but Jin Lai actually apologized first, although it's not very objective who is right and who is wrong in the whole matter.He quickly hugged Jin Lai back, "Jin Lai, actually I said something too much yesterday, so don't be angry with me."

Jin Lai stroked his hair, "Don't be angry, I hope we can learn to love well before we grow old and can wind the clockwork with bare hands."

The author has something to say: Part of the article quotes Baidu Encyclopedia, "Love is an unimaginable luxury in this family. They may have had a short-term impulse, or they may have confessed their love, but they were all strangled to death by the iron fist of fate. They The love cannot be free, and can only be buried in the soil of depression, waiting for the sex to slowly wither and rot, and finally all become extremely psychopathic people. In the last generation of nephew and aunt's sex love, finally have to taste Wishing to stay together happily, but gave birth to a symbol that heralds the demise of the family - a child with a pig tail." The above quote from Baidu Encyclopedia