Worship [Entertainment]

The winter of 2014 was very cold, and City D had its first snow of the year in December.

There are many wreaths outside the funeral home in the southern suburbs, as well as bunches of white chrysanthemums and calla lilies representing mourning.

After ordering the coffin, the mortician put on makeup for Father Fu and cremated him.When people come to this world, what they leave behind is only a skeleton and a handful of ashes.

Fu Jianyu was wearing a black suit, and greeted and sent off wave after wave of relatives and friends who came to mourn at the door.His face was frosty, with no expression on his face, which made people feel a little colder than the heavy snow outside.

Kong Zhi hurried back from abroad and brought a bouquet of pure white lilies.

The two hugged for a moment, then let go.

Kong Zhi said, "I'll help you hold on for a while, go and have a rest."

Under his persuasion, Fu Jianyu left the hall, went to the lounge, and heard two people talking before turning the corner.

They are all people in the same circle, even if Fu Jianyu doesn't look at his face, he can recognize who it is.

One is the member of "Amnesia", Shen Zhen, who once endorsed an electronic product with him, and the other is the actor Wei Wujun who worked with him during filming.

Two people were smoking at the end of the corridor, talking and laughing.

Shen Zhen said: "It's strange that Fu Jianyu is not going well recently, do you know about his fan?"

"How could you not know?" Wei Wujun smiled. "The fans really hate Gu Yu. After knowing that they are going to be an endorsement together, they go off fans and insult them. They are all on the hot search, and there are not many people in the circle who don't know."

"It's normal for fans to go back and forth these days. He is also weird, and his agent is not good enough. He was scolded and dumped. I heard that people re-appointed a female agent for him. , I don’t know how the resources are.”

Wei Wujun heard Shen Zhen say this, and laughed: "You, let's take a look at your own resources first..."

……

At the corner, Fu Jianyu stood in place.

Hearing other people happily talking about his suffering, he didn't feel sad or angry in his heart.

It has been the sixth year in the circle, and he has enough understanding of the circle.

The fan circle is torn apart, and it is often the popularity that is ridiculed. The mix is ​​too bad and the fan resources are pitifully scarce.There are endless people who step on other people's positions, and it is not easy to stick to yourself.

He is used to it, and he doesn't bother to take many people and things to heart.

Fu's father's illness dragged on for several years, but he finally left.

Fu's mother was overly sad for a while, and she was recuperating in the hospital. Fu Jianyu rushed over after finishing the funeral.

Kong Zhi and several other close friends came to visit, and accompanied Fu Jianyu to talk to Fu's mother for a while before leaving.

Helping her mother tuck up the quilt, Fu Jianyu walked to the smoking area and smoked two cigarettes, staring at the moonlight outside the window, and sat quietly for a while.

A few days later, Fu's mother was discharged from the hospital. Fu Jianyu was worried, so she hired a nurse to take care of her at home, and soon returned to the company.

Zhou Fang is a female agent who has just emerged in the industry. When they met for the first time, the two had a good impression of each other.

She used a week to formulate a three-year plan for Fu Jianyu, including the setting of people and positions, etc., and she did it very carefully.

The two sat face to face, Fu Jianyu looked through it and put forward his own opinion.

"There's nothing wrong with the intensity of the work, it's just that I need the freedom."

Zhou Fang asked, "How about the details?"

"In terms of character design, my personality is what I am, and I will show what I am. I will not be stubborn, but I will not let myself go casually. Some announcements that do not fit well, I also hope that I can have the autonomy not to answer. "

Zhou Fang nodded: "That's no problem. What I'm giving you is my own general idea, not limited to these few pieces of paper. We can work together slowly to find a way that suits you better."

Two weeks later, Fu Jianyu, accompanied by Zhou Fang, went to shoot a commercial, and the cooperating actress was Gu Yu.

Before that, Fu Jianyu and Gu Yu had worked together twice without any problems, and this time they also accepted the endorsement smoothly.This was the cause of the previous fan-fan incident. Fu Jianyu accepted an advertisement for an electronic product, and Gu Yu did the same. The repeated cooperation caused an extreme fan to lose her fan. Because of her speech and The behavior was too exaggerated, and this matter was also popularly searched, and there was a lot of discussion on the Internet.

Neither Zhou Fang nor Fu Jianyu planned to cancel the endorsement because of this incident. They arrived at the shooting studio on time, and Gu Yu was already putting on makeup.

The filming of the commercial film lasted from noon to six in the afternoon. After the filming ended, Fu Jianyu went to the bathroom before taking off her makeup.

When he came out, Gu Yu was waiting not far away.

Fu Jianyu nodded to her, and when the two were about to pass each other, Gu Yu stopped him.

The evaluation of her in China has always been gentle and generous, and her confession is also true, telling him her heart frankly.

Fu Jianyu frowned after listening, her expression didn't change, she just turned around to face the other party, and said quickly: "I don't have any emotional thoughts at the moment, sorry."

After speaking, he didn't make any stop and left soon.

Half an hour later, Fu Jianyu returned to his house in the city center by car.

In a house of nearly [-] square meters, there is only one person living here.Walking around the entrance, the snow on the soles of the shoes shattered on the carpet, leaving traces everywhere.

When the lights are turned on, the corridor looks a bit lonely.

The dinner was good, but a bit dry, Fu Jianyu took out a bottle of red wine from the refrigerator and filled it up in a goblet.The wine has experienced a long period of time, with a strong aroma and a long aftertaste.

It's just that good wine satisfies the buds, but not the emotions.

After a while, he walked to the study room and stopped in front of the things placed on the second shelf of the bookshelf.

He has treasured the things above for a long time, always thinking that the person who gave the gift and this kind of affection can go a long way with him, but it is only a moment when it stops abruptly.After so long, he still doesn't know the name of the person who attended his first birthday party in the heavy rain, what he looked like, and what sound he made when he spoke.

Maybe he'll never have the chance to know.

Thinking of this, a deep sense of powerlessness welled up in my heart.Fu Jianyu simply walked to the window and watched the vehicles and pedestrians coming and going at night.

Clothes are not as good as new, and people are not as good as they are.

There are too many people who focus their love, admiration, and all kinds of beautiful feelings on him, but no one can replace the person who has disappeared.

But in the vast sea of ​​people, meeting and parting are very hasty, time left him only the deep nostalgia besides those old things.

Maybe when we met by chance, when we passed by, we didn't even know that person, so we just missed it.

After a moment of distraction, when Fu Jianyu lowered his head again, the snow fell harder, but there was a little black in the white, and the black spots moved slowly in the snowy night.

He glanced at it, then drew the curtains.

Xia An was riding a bicycle, and the chain shaft creaked and creaked. He stopped and looked at the time. The dormitory still had half an hour to turn off the lights, so it should still be in time.

He happened to be going to the city library to buy information books today, and when he learned that Fu Jianyu was filming a commercial on the top floor of a nearby building, he waited below for a while.

But his luck was too bad, he just went to the bathroom, and when he came back, he had already left, so he rode his bicycle from the library to the school again.

The whole street was covered with white snow, and his heart was a little empty. For some reason, he looked up and saw the lights lit up in the tall buildings.When he lowered his head again, he was still alone between the sky and the earth.

The pedal kicked, Xia An stopped, shook off the snow from the black hat, put it on, grabbed the handrail again, and continued to ride forward.

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