Worship [Entertainment]

The night wind slowly drifted into the room through the window screen, swept across the neat bed, and swept Xia An's hot cheeks.

Ever since Fu Jianyu said that and he hummed dizzily, the bodies of the two of them have always been leaning together, and the heavy strength on the shoulders clearly told him that the distance between the two of them had been shortened.

Fu Jianyu closed her eyes and leaned on Xia An's shoulder, her forehead resting on the side of Xia An's neck.Being so close, he could naturally smell the faint scent of Xia An's body, slightly warm and sweet, penetrating into the tip of his nose, making people feel refreshed.

After shooting for nearly two months, Fu's mother was admitted to the hospital again, and the specific condition is not yet known.He always thought that he could endure all the hardships, but the moment the light went out just now, he felt tired for a while, so he just said that sentence.

It turns out that everyone feels tired.Physical fatigue is nothing, the heaviest tiredness is just like the moment just now, growing out of the flesh and bones, clinging to the heart, dragging people hard to move forward.

After leaning like this for a while, his mind gradually cleared up.Feeling Xia An's slightly tense body, for some reason, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he felt more relaxed than ever.

It seems that since meeting him, there will occasionally be short-term relaxation and relief.

Standing in that huge stadium two hours ago, there was a lot of voices and thousands of attentions, which is common for a star.But the high places are extremely cold, after ten years in the circle, just now, in a trance, but for the first time I don't know how many times I feel that it is not interesting.

Rich and famous, but there is still less fun in life.The year he won the best actor award, he sat half-drunk with Kong Zhi on the top floor of a building dozens of stories high, and outside the glass window was the feasting night of the city, the lights were shining brightly and brilliantly.The building is also bright and bright, the cups are shining brightly, the wine is in hand, and friends are by the side. Father Fu was still there at that time. He just spoke on the phone. It seems that nothing is not going well.

But at that time, Fu Jianyu, who had just turned 22, said that she was very tired.

Kong Zhi was surprised, shook his glass and asked him why.

The extravagant chandelier poured down incandescent light, enveloping him in his youth.

Feeling drunk, he lazily said, maybe he is not used to this circle.Kong Zhi said a few words of persuasion, but only occasionally mentioned it afterwards.

Fu Jianyu sometimes thinks about what she means to Xia An.

Idols and fans, the former is a person who worships and admires the latter, and the latter is a solid supporter for the former.It's just that Fu Jianyu knows all too well that the relationship between them is often as fragile as thin ice and not solid.

There was a person who also accompanied him for a long time. Although the name is unknown, the bond lasted for five years.But it was so easy to lose the news, and they broke up as soon as they said it.

People who admired and admired people when they were young may no longer have that love in their hearts when they are 20 or 30 years old.The former true fan has his own life, and the person who was once the focus of attention may have fallen from the high platform and disappeared from the crowd.Even though there are still countless supporters, the people who accompanied him all the way to the top have already gone down the mountain. Standing on that mountain, looking at all the small mountains, he still feels as if he is alone.

Xia An came here because of him, because he likes himself, but how long can this love last?

Since discussing the storyboard last time, Pan Qin has admired Xia An very much. It is obviously a waste of talent to be an ordinary photographer in a brokerage company.

When Xia An himself began to agree with this from the bottom of his heart, and felt that ideals were more important, or when he didn't like himself that much, would he leave lightly and pursue his own life?

The strength on the shoulders suddenly disappeared, Xia An was stunned for a moment, stood up with a red face in the dark, walked to the door and squatted down, and groped for the room card on the ground.

He stood up, exhaled lightly, put the room card back into the card slot, and when he turned around again, he saw Fu Jianyu sitting up from the bed and smoothing the sheet with his hands.

After returning from the stadium, he changed into this suit, an ivory shirt with a stand-up collar, the cuffs were rolled up to the elbow, and the cuff buttons were unbuttoned, adding a casual touch. The lower body was army green cropped trousers, lean Around the waist is a dark brown leather belt.

Xia An has always liked Fu Jianyu's refreshing outfits. Seeing him standing in the room with his handsome eyebrows, the two of them were so close in the dark just now, his heart skipped a beat, and he blushed and randomly searched for words: "The room is very clean and quiet, which feels good."

Fu Jianyu looked at him and nodded, glanced left and right, and said: "It's getting late, I'll go there first, you go to bed early."

Just now he couldn't see his face clearly in the dark, but Xia An vaguely felt that Fu Jianyu was a little different from just now, and his attitude seemed to be a little more alienated, his eyes were not as smiling as when they were alone during this period of time.

He felt that maybe he was thinking too much, so he sent Fu Jianyu to the door, watched the other person enter the single room next to him, closed the door, sat in the corridor for a while before re-entering the room.

After returning to her room to wash and sitting by the bed, Fu Jianyu thought about what happened just now, raised her hand and pinched the center of her eyebrows.

It’s really like what Kong Zhi said, people tend to think too much at night.The things he recalled while leaning on Xia An's shoulders have passed, and now he likes to be with each other.Even if the relationship between idols and fans is gone, they are still friends and can be contacted wherever they go, the frustration just now is very unnecessary.

His little hamster must be in a daze right now, not knowing why he leaned up, and why he left after saying a simple word.

Thinking about it now, I really shouldn't let my emotions go.Speaking of which, it has been a long time since he fully revealed his true emotions.

At this time, Xia An was just as Fu Jianyu thought, sitting by the bed, still a little dizzy.

The phone rang at this moment, and the sound was still loud, so Xia An picked it up and took a look.

Fu Jianyu: I'm sorry just now, I'm not in a good mood, but it's my personal problem, don't think too much about it.

Cheyenne: Well, I'm just a little worried.

Fu Jianyu: What are you worried about?

Xia An: I'm worried that you are upset because of your aunt.

Fu Jianyu: No, just now I thought about the past, I didn't control my emotions well, I will pay attention to it in the future.

Seeing this message, Xia An thought for a while, and didn't reply in a hurry. After thinking about it, she typed slowly.

Xia An: Actually, I was a little unhappy just now.

Fu Jianyu: Because of me?

Xia An sent an "um" in the past.

A few seconds later, Fu Jianyu called.

After picking up the phone, Xia An whispered hello.

"Why are you unhappy? Tell me."

The voice over there was low and coaxing, Xia An stood up nervously and walked to the window.

He hummed, and after brewing, he said the words word by word.

"Brother Fu was a little tired just now. I am very happy to lend you my shoulder. We are like friends. It feels very comfortable and good. But then the light came on and you stood there. I felt that I was far away from you. "Xia An was embarrassed to say it himself, walked back and forth by the window twice, and stammered, "It just... just feels a little far away..."

Holding the mobile phone, he lowered his head in shame, and he didn't know how to express his feelings clearly. It was strange to say that, and he didn't know how Fu Jianyu felt.

There was a rustling sound over there, but no one spoke. Xia An's heart gradually sank, and he was annoyed when there was a knock on the door.

He froze for a moment, and quickly went to open the door.

The man standing outside the door was holding his mobile phone, and he was still talking on the phone. The sound of his breathing reached Xia An's ears through the radio waves.

He was a little dazed.

Fu Jianyu lowered her hand, and slightly raised the corner of her mouth: "Feel far away from me?"

"..."

"what about now?"

"... Very close." Xia An said abruptly.

Fu Jianyu walked in and closed the door.

Fu Jianyu looked at Xia An who was looking at her shyly with her head down, thinking of what he had just said to her on the phone, her heart seemed to be scratched by something, causing a few ripples.

He took another step forward, and the distance between the two almost disappeared.

"I'm very close to you, not far at all." Fu Jianyu stretched out her hand, wrapped her arms around Xia An's back, and put her chin on his shoulder the next moment, "It can be even closer, like this."

Xia An lowered his head, his forehead just touched his shoulder bones, his whole body was full of Fu Jianyu's breath, his face turned red, and he felt like he was dreaming.

"Like this?" Fu Jianyu saw his handsome side face and reddish cheeks, her heart was soft, her voice was low and hoarse, "If you still feel far away in the future, just tell me, I can get closer to you." Get closer.