I'm your bully

Qiao Donghuan discovered that his sexual orientation was different from ordinary people when he was 14 years old.At that time, He Zheng had been away for four years.

These four years were also the hardest for him.Grandma died.He and the little fat man depended on each other for life.Although he is still going to school, his grades are already at the bottom of the class.

He once promised He Zhengyao to learn foreign languages ​​well, and his promise to follow him in the future, one racing car and one car repairing, has long since been wiped out.

In his eyes, foreign languages ​​are no different from heavenly scriptures.They skipped school day and night and got into fights.Sometimes it's to make a living, sometimes it's purely to vent.

Fatty's beating father fell because he was drunk, and died of a sudden cerebral hemorrhage.The two became the little overlords in the alley who didn't care about anything.The little hooligans in other people's mouths.

Qiao Donghuan, who was fighting fiercely, unexpectedly followed a group of punks for no apparent reason.He is young, but he fights hard.Savage and deadly.Many people admired him at a young age.

Especially when he was 14 years old, his stature began to jump up suddenly.Tall and thin, with a cold and handsome face, he is very intimidating.

The more children struggle in the mud pit, the less likely they are to fall down, and the less fortunate people are, the less likely they are to die.

After her grandmother died, she left the family house to him, and He Zheng also left the house to him after she left.It's just that he is under the legal age and cannot be sold.It is still possible to rent out to make a living.

After Fatty's father died, he moved in with Fatty.Take out the place where grandma lives and rent it out.As for He Zheng's house, he locked it for four years and never opened it once.

No one is allowed to touch or ask.I can't live in it, and I don't allow others to live in it.

That night he came home from a fight with Fatty.It started to rain heavily.The fat man and his younger brothers were drinking vigorously.Qiao Donghuan went home alone.

He walked to the locked gate of He Zheng's house, took out the key from his neck, opened the door, went in, walked to He Zheng's room, and lay down on his bed.

For four full years, He Zheng didn't write a letter or make a phone call to him.It was as if he had completely disappeared from this world.He has no news about him.It was as if this person had never appeared in the alleys of Shencheng.

Everything about them is like a flashy dream.When you open your eyes, there is nothing.

Qiao Donghuan was lying on his bed, hugging his pillow and crying bitterly.It was his birthday that day, and the person who said he would always celebrate his birthday not only missed the appointment when he was ten years old, but also disappeared for four weeks.Maybe never come back.

Qiao Donghuan, who had endured for four years, finally couldn't hold on anymore.Tired of crying, he fell asleep on He Zheng's bed.That night, he had a dream.

Dreaming that He Zheng came back, looking at him tenderly as before.Touch his head, ruffle his hair.He hugged him tightly, not letting him leave, telling him how much he missed him and couldn't bear him.

No matter what he said, He Zheng said yes.Promise him never to leave, always be with him.Then they hug each other tightly.He was kissed by He Zheng, and then kissed again, and then he stripped off his clothes and put him under his body...

He woke up the next morning, and he was an adult.

All the things his grandmother scolded him before that he didn't understand, at that moment he understood everything, understood everything, and remembered everything.

He Zheng was no longer just a brother to him, but just a redemption.He has become his secret, elusive desire.

At first, Qiao Donghuan was a little ashamed that he actually had such an obscene feeling towards his brother.He also wondered if he was really like what his grandmother said ""

No face"?

But after a long time, he got used to it.Reckless breaking of jars and smashing.What's the use of him worrying about guilt here?Anyway, He Zheng isn't here?He left him alone and flew up the branch

Head like a phoenix.So what if he used him as a prop to vent his "desire"?

Come back and settle accounts with him if you have the ability?See if Mr. Qiao in my alley is afraid?

People's skin grows thicker and thicker in this kind of ignorance and fearlessness.Really don't care anymore.He dared to do anything.I dare to announce my sexual orientation, and I dare to watch small movies

Yes, even gay bars dare to visit.

What are you afraid of?Anyway, no one cares about him, and no one dares to care about him.

However, today the person in charge of him came back.He put down his chopsticks and asked him casually, "I thought all your suitors met in Mr. Qin's bar. Is there anything else?"

Qiao Donghuan was dying, "What's wrong with the bar? Young people go to the bar to have fun, can't they just drink?"

"How could it be?" Compared to Qiao Donghuan's sternness, He Zheng was like a beast of prey, calmly watching the opponent who had already been bluffed by him to be full of flaws without showing any signs of embarrassment.

"I'm just helping you recall who sent the flowers to your many suitors."

"I don't know." Qiao Donghuan was used to solving problems with his fists in the early years. Later, when others begged him to fix the car, he got used to the feeling of being a "tyrant".suddenly

When he met his nemesis, a few words made him helpless.Angry and ashamed.

"It's been ten years since you left me. How many suitors do I have? What's wrong with me going to a gay club? Is it a heinous crime?"

"I didn't say that. So..." He Zheng reached out and touched the scar on his eyebrow.

"So, you like men?"

Damn, it seems to be caught again.Qiao Donghuan's face was flushed red.Finally broke the jar again.Almost roared out, "I just like men, what's wrong?

? ”

He Zheng picked up his chopsticks again, slowly boiled a piece of mutton, dipped it in sauce, put it in his mouth, nodded while eating, it tasted good.

Qiao Dong's joy was almost suffocated by his calm attitude.What does it mean?despise?ignore?Still don't care?Give me a fucking explanation!also

So that I can give up early!

He Zheng seemed to have noticed his gaze, "Why are you looking at me? Do you want to eat mutton?"

"What on earth do you mean?"

"what do you mean?"

"I like men. Do you... have any ideas? Do you think you look down on me? Do you think I've turned bad?"

As he spoke, Qiao Donghuan's voice softened.Not only did he feel aggrieved, but also vaguely hopeless.It's as if my relationship for so many years not only ended without a problem, but also

Not yet.The most exasperating thing is that the other party may not even recognize him as a younger brother.

Angrily, he picked up the chopsticks and boiled a lot of mutton. He was so strong that he almost splashed all the hot ingredients from the hot pot.Who wants to be his brother?I am not rare.

There was too much mutton and too much chili, Qiao Donghuan almost cried from the heat.

"Slow down." He Zheng took out a tissue and wiped his nose.

His movements were too gentle.Qiao Dong felt more and more uncomfortable as his heart softened. "Why don't you talk? I like men, so you can't accept it?"

"Isn't this a common thing? There are a certain proportion of homosexuals and heterosexuals. Like me!"

"What is it?"

"I like men too!"

Qiao Donghuan really choked this time.Coughing, he threw the chopsticks on the table to He Zheng, "Bastard, are you lying to me again?"