Huafa Luoyang

When Zhuang Jiuyao entered the house, the medicine basket was no longer on his back, but Zhuang Ning'er did not follow behind.

Xun Luo pretended not to know, put the medicine bowl in his hand aside, and looked at him.Zhuang Jiuyao chuckled: "What's the matter? You didn't let me into the house together until your husband came back?"

As he spoke, he raised his hand and touched the face of the person in front of him.

Unexpectedly, Xun Luo raised his hand, clasped his wrist, and threw his other hand straight towards his throat.Zhuang Jiuyao raised his body and blocked with his backhand, several moves have passed in a blink of an eye.

In the end, the hands of the two reached each other's necks almost at the same time. Xun Luo raised the corners of his mouth and focused his eyes: "No injury."

"That's it." Zhuang Jiuyao gently pushed his hand away from his throat, and moved closer.When he was about to touch his lips, Xun Luo grabbed him by the collar and pulled him away.

At the door, Zhuang Ning'er pretended she didn't see anything, turned around carefully and ran away.

Zhuang Jiuyao didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and rubbed his neck: "My brother, you used more force than you did just now, are you afraid that I will go out and make trouble, so you want to strangle me?"

This "Brother" was called very naturally, and Xun Luo was terrified, but somehow he didn't dare to reveal it, still expressionless, and explained a little bluntly: "It's not good for Ning'er to see it."

"What are you afraid of?" Zhuang Jiuyao sat down on the chair, "I'm an eighteen or nineteen-year-old girl, don't worry about spoiling her."

Seeing that he didn't answer, Zhuang Jiuyao pretended to be thoughtful, and said in surprise: "Could it be that you think it's indecent to be with a man?"

Xun Luo didn't know how he grasped the key to this question, and he was quite helpless: "Whether it's a man or a woman has nothing to do with whether it's indecent or not. Besides, I... don't think you are a man. You are you, and others are other people." .”

Zhuang Jiuyao teased him casually, but he was taken aback when he got the answer, then he rolled his eyes with a smile, and stretched out his hand to grab his sleeve like a fool.

Xun Luo glanced at him, and then explained: "It's just that I'm too close to people, and I'm not used to it."

"Will you be scared if people see you?" Zhuang Jiuyao asked.

Xun Luo was stunned, Zhuang Jiuyao also asked what he was afraid of just now, but the meaning of this sentence was different.

Before hearing this, he didn't realize that his emotion was fear.Thinking about it carefully at this moment, it seems to be true, but this kind of emotion is different from the fear that comes from knowing that this matter is not tolerated by etiquette, because as long as he wants to do something, etiquette has always been out of his consideration.

Without waiting for him to think about it, Zhuang Jiuyao suddenly pressed his head on his shoulder: "I don't know what kind of education you have received since childhood, but with me, you can do whatever you want. There is a destiny between you and me. It’s inseparable, don’t be afraid of who will know.”

He paused, let go of him, and stared at his eyes: "Because no one can control your relationship with me except yourself."

At this moment, Xun Luo strongly suspected that Zhuang Jiuyao knew about Tianluo's existence, and even wondered whether Zhuang Jiuyao was in that formation and saw all his past.

But it was only a blink of an eye, and both reason and emotion abandoned this doubt.

He stretched out his hand to hook Zhuang Jiuyao's chin, moved closer, and said in a low voice, "It's really indecent."

Another day later, Wei Qingcheng returned to the courtyard.

Throughout the day, Zhuang Jiuyao either locked himself in his room to refine medicine, or guarded the medicine pot for Xun Luo.Xun Luo sometimes looks at the side, and feels that he is a little strange in front of him, strange but equally charming.

I don't know whether he is like this when facing the medicine given to him, or if he is like this when facing all medicinal materials.The laziness on his body was gone, and there was a bit of tenacity in his eyes, which could not be underestimated.

On the third day after drinking the medicine made by Zhuang Jiuyao himself, when Xun Luochen woke up, he found that he had once again lost his ability to perceive colors, and he also had no sense of hearing.

After enduring the intense dizziness, he quickly adjusted his mood and prepared to tell Zhuang Jiuyao the truth.

He knew that Zhuang Jiuyao was trying his best to save him, and now that he was a patient and he was a doctor, naturally he couldn't tolerate intentional concealment.

Those who treat diseases are afraid of a disease that is taboo.

At night, Zhuang Jiuyao went to Xun Luo's room before going to sleep, and asked him how he felt after drinking the medicine according to the routine of the previous two days, Xun Luo told him calmly: "No special feeling, just dizzy when I got up early For a while, there was no color to be seen, no sound to be heard."

Zhuang Jiuyao was startled: "When did it happen?"

"This morning." Xun Luo said, "When I couldn't hear, I didn't realize that I couldn't hear. When I could hear, I realized that even if no one spoke, there were still voices around."

After a while of silence, he said again: "It happened once before, but it was only for a short time."

Zhuang Jiuyao immediately remembered that he was so abnormal when he woke up that morning, saying that he felt he was in a dream, but he believed it.

More than half of February has passed, and even though the place is surrounded by bamboo forests, the smell of pollen in the air is gradually getting stronger.The coolness has dissipated with the weather, but Zhuang Jiuyao still feels chills all over his body.

He was sitting on a chair, but suddenly stood up, his face was livid, and he left the door without saying a word.

Xun Luo's heart skipped a beat, thinking that he was angry at him for not saying anything earlier, his brows gradually wrinkled, and he began to consider whether he should go over and apologize.

Just as he was hesitating, Zhuang Jiuyao stepped in again.Holding his own pillow in his hands, he said seriously: "I will sleep in this room from now on."

Xun Luo felt that he couldn't refuse, and he didn't want to refuse, if it wasn't because of the reason at this time that he seemed weak.Besides, he didn't want to worry him, so he added: "I'm fine."

"Don't you know what's going on?" Zhuang Jiuyao said sharply.

Xun Luo had never seen him like this before, so he shut up.

Zhuang Jiuyao was lying on his side, Xun Luo stared at the back of his head, stared at him and sighed silently, but the person next to him seemed to hear it, turned over and looked at him in the dark .

Xun Luo stretched out his hand to touch his face: "Don't be angry, didn't I tell you right away?"

Zhuang Jiuyao sighed, leaned over and buried his face into his neck, and after a long time said softly: "I'm not angry with you, but with myself."

"If I'm always angry with myself like you," Xun Luo smiled, "then I probably don't need to live."

Zhuang Jiuyao also followed suit with a smile: "You know it in your heart, do you think I should pay attention to another person? Don't say that because he is angry with me, I won't take a second look. It doesn't matter whether others live or die. Dry."

His words were light but heavy, and Xun Luo was speechless for a moment.

After a while, he said: "In the past, I always thought that I was not afraid of anything, so I never thought that once people get involved, they will feel like this."

It was rare for him to analyze his thoughts, Zhuang Jiuyao held his breath for fear of interrupting him, but he stopped talking.

"Is it hard?" he asked.

"It's hard." He replied.

After a while, Xun Luo added: "But because it's you, I can bear it. I owed you in my previous life, and I'm afraid I can only continue to owe you in this life."

Zhuang Jiuyao smiled, Xun Luo guessed that his eyes should have been bent, and he felt his breath on the side of his neck, which was extremely hot.

The voice was also deep, just beside the ear, with warmth: "Do you still remember what was said so long ago? Then you owe it, if you really want to repay."

He paused, Xun Luo repeated: "If you really want to repay?"

Zhuang Jiuyao stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around his back: "If you really want to repay him, you can do it with your body."

Xun Luo smiled, the two sides were speechless.

Just when he thought Zhuang Jiuyao had fallen asleep, Zhuang Jiuyao suddenly said again: "Xun Luo, don't be afraid, I'm here."

"Afraid?" Xun Luo was a little surprised, "I'm not afraid."

Zhuang Jiuyao raised the corners of his mouth in the dark. If Xun Luo could see it, he would find the arc a bit painful: "Wake up and find that I can't hear. Don't you feel that you are the only one left in the world?"

"will not."

"Really not?"

"Really not." Xun Luo said calmly, "My mother has taught me to endure loneliness since I was a child, but it's just that I can't hear the sound, I'm afraid it's not enough."

Zhuang Jiuyao raised his head, trying to see his expression clearly in the dark, thinking: "Maybe it's not that you're not afraid, it's just that you haven't noticed it yourself."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand into Xun Luoli's shirt, and his slightly cold fingertips touched the warm lower back.Xun Luo was startled, and his breathing tightened for a moment.

The hand ran along the back, caressing it from bottom to top, and touched a few old scars.

In the past, when he fell asleep in the Valley of the Medicine King, he knew that his body was full of injuries. He didn't feel much at the time, but now he touched it, as if he had seen countless blood, Zhuang Jiuyao's heart still tightened.

This scar is not on someone else, but on Xun Luo.

Suddenly he stood up and looked down at him.Adapted to the darkness, his eyes narrowed, and he could see the smooth lines of his cheeks and his slightly bright eyes.

Heart trembling fiercely, he reached in again and touched Xun Luo's lower abdomen.

Surprised, Xun Luo grabbed his wrist and stopped him from moving.Zhuang Jiuyao didn't resist, just lowered his head and bit his lip, then gave up supporting his body and pressed on him.

"Don't be afraid." Zhuang Jiuyao laughed lowly, his voice a little hoarse, "What I want to do must wait for you to cure the poison. This is what I care most about now."

Xun Luo wanted to say that he was not afraid, but after thinking about it, he still didn't speak.Zhuang Jiuyao said again: "Maybe we have to fight first. Let me think about it. If you don't let me be on top, I may not be able to use my internal energy when you recover. If I want to win you Tsk, it looks like I have to take the medicine first, or I have to suffer a few more heart-wrenching pains that have lost my mind."

Rao understood that he was playing tricks, but thinking of his appearance when he was ill, Xun Luo still felt his heart was pulled into a ball.So she let go of the hand that restrained him, put an arm around his waist, and said softly: "You can do whatever you want."

His voice was low and seemed magical.

Zhuang Jiuyao smiled triumphantly, obviously he hadn't done anything practical yet, but he smiled with a kind of complacency that he had already achieved it.

If Xun Luo Fangcai's words were just a flash in the brain, now that he heard his voice and looked at his childish appearance, he really felt that he would be fine.

It's just that you really can't think too much about it until it happens to you.

Zhuang Jiuyao rolled down from him, rubbed against him again, and found a comfortable position where he could hug him.

The two of them were chatting one after another, their minds were not on the words, and they didn't know what they were talking about, Zhuang Jiuyao suddenly said: "It doesn't matter if you don't hear the voice next time, just hold me hard and you will be fine." .”

As soon as this sentence was uttered, Shen'er, who had run away from Xun Luo, was pulled back. While feeling that she was not a little girl, she didn't understand why he believed that she was afraid, so she wanted to laugh, but at the same time, she couldn't control the emotion in her heart. .

No one had ever been so worried that he would be afraid.

Lie quietly for a while, just about to say go to sleep, but already heard the long breathing of the person beside me.

He couldn't help feeling sour, if it wasn't for himself, he probably wouldn't be so tired day and night.

The night passed quickly.

Xun Luo opened his eyes, and once again found that there was no color around him.

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