Huafa Luoyang

"No...put out the fire, okay?" Zhuang Jiuyao's lips began to tremble, and he tried to smile, "Then you can talk to me, you can say anything."

Xun Luo was taken aback, remembering the last time he had an illness at Wu's house, his body was clearly cold, so he asked, "Are you cold?"

"It's cold." He was still smiling.

Xun Luo softened his voice: "You can't put out a fire when it's cold, right?"

"No, Mie." Zhuang Jiuyao insisted, his hands gradually climbed up to the front of his chest, and he clenched it tightly, "I don't want others...to see me like this."

He waited for Xun Luo but there was no movement, so he said again: "Zhuang Jiuyao has to stay close to the wind."

Xun Luo lowered his eyes, and saw the fire light reflected in his eyes, reflecting a warm color.Thinking of his previous sentence, I felt a little depressed for some reason, but I still lifted my foot and kicked away the dry wood.

The fire light gradually went out, he paused, walked to Zhuang Jiuyao and sat down.

Sensing his approach, Zhuang Jiuyao took a sharp breath, wanted to say something but coughed uncontrollably, coughing up a piece of sticky warmth, choking in his throat and nasal cavity, stinging painfully, Provoked the next cough, which was more unbearable.

Xun Luo hurriedly covered his mouth, as if this would stop him from vomiting blood.

Zhuang Jiuyao coughed and laughed at the same time, and it took a long time for the ups and downs in his chest to gradually calm down.The most painful time has not yet come, he has long been used to this level, and his mind is still clear at this time.

He stretched out his hand to take Xun Luo's hand away, and forced himself to distract himself to think about other things. Seeing that Xun Luo didn't speak, he asked, "Does the peony I gave you look good?"

The peonies in the inn, which were placed very ostentatiously and unadorned, were originally placed by him.

The Xiao Er who helped him lie was also clever.

Xun Luo nodded: "It's pretty, it's pretty." He clenched his fist, the palm of which was filled with his blood.

Repeated twice, Xun Luo fell silent again, Zhuang Jiuyao continued: "The old man's conservatory is very interesting, full of peonies of various colors, he said that they are only given to those who are destined."

He paused here and took a breath.

"Stop talking." Xun Luo's voice was slightly angry.

Zhuang Jiuyao was taken aback for a moment, then smiled again: "Okay, I won't talk anymore. Tell me."

Xun Luo paused for a while, Zhuang Jiuyao thought he would not speak, but he said softly: "I was locked up in a courtyard and grew up, and every time I went out, I always had something to do. I have never seen anything interesting. I don't know what to say."

"Oh."

"Let me tell you a story I heard from people before." Xun Luo said.

"it is good."

"A long time ago, I don't know how long, there was a beautiful little girl in the south, she was an orphan."

The night covered Zhuang Jiuyao's pale face, his lips were trembling uncontrollably, the pain began to be unspeakable, and a "huh" was his answer.

"She was very kind-hearted and did many, many good deeds, so one day a white-haired fairy appeared, and that fairy came to find her specially."

There are no pills that can slightly relieve the symptoms tonight, and the pain starts to travel to the limbs along with the strength.Zhuang Jiuyao sighed slightly in his heart, forcing himself to focus on Xun Luo's words.

"The fairy told her that because she had done many good deeds, she could become a fairy like him. She grew up listening to fairy stories, so she was very happy."

Zhuang Jiuyao squeezed a branch next to him tightly. He felt that he didn't use much force, but the branch broke instantly, and the wood residue in his hand fell down, making a rustling sound in the silent night.

"But the fairy said, if you want to go with me, you have to give up the feelings you have, such as the feelings towards your parents, such as towards the third elder brother in the village."

Zhuang Jiuyao was trembling, the blood all over his body seemed to be poured into his chest cavity suddenly, something was about to move in his body, and it began to gnaw at his heart.This body is like a fragile vessel, ready to be shattered by forces that do not belong to him.

Xun Luo's voice was still steady, but he just put his arms around his shoulders.He wanted to break free, but his eyelids moved a little, but he was suddenly exhausted and didn't move.

"The girl thought it's okay, her parents are gone, so she has nothing to worry about. She has no intentions about the third elder brother, but she is already in pain. If she can really become a fairy, the pain, poverty and illness will all be gone. She can help more people too."

Zhuang Jiuyao gasped for breath with difficulty, and the desire to destroy swelled up, so he had no choice but to clenched his fists.The hot pain of being bitten in the heart dissipated at once, and suddenly turned into numbness wrapped in ice.

He didn't know what he was like at the moment, and there was only a trace of clarity hanging in his mind.Fortunately, there is no light in this forest, just trying to get here, Xun Luo suddenly groped and hugged him.

He was startled suddenly, and his body shook even more violently like sifting chaff.

"So she agreed, abandoned her previous feelings, her old neighbors, old friends, old village, everything in the old days, and followed the immortal to the fairy mountain."

After the numbness gradually dissipated, it was the pain of thousands of insects and ants biting.

The pores were all open, half of Zhuang Jiuyao's body was hiding back, as if trying to hide himself, while the other half was pushing forward, clamoring, longing, manic, wanting to break through.

But it was trapped by this seemingly fragile body.

The story didn't continue, Zhuang Jiuyao seemed to have reached the limit of his sanity, he suddenly reached out and patted Xun Luo's shoulder without leaving any strength.

With the previous experience, Xun Luo knew that he would suddenly be full of internal energy, and he was already prepared, so he was not pushed away by this palm, but his shoulders were extremely painful.Without saying a word, he tightened the arms around him, and Zhuang Jiuyao's hand was restrained behind his back.

Enraged by his bland reaction, Zhuang Jiuyao struggled harder and landed palm after palm on Xun Luo's back, making a wheezing sound from his throat, which didn't sound like a human voice at all.

The forest was silent, and those arms seemed to be made of iron, holding him tightly.

That was not Zhuang Jiuyao, it was clearly a strange monster living in his body, probably because it was too painful, and there was no other way but to destroy it.

Do not destroy everything you see, but destroy yourself.

In the last palm, Zhuang Jiuyao used enough internal strength, even though his movement was restricted, the palm style was still fierce.

Xun Luo knew that this palm was extraordinary, but he still didn't dodge it, he was hit hard, with a muffled grunt, he loosened his hand involuntarily, then tightened it again, and then spit out a big mouthful of blood.

The smell of blood permeated everywhere, Zhuang Jiuyao was silent for a moment, and then became more excited.He was too strong, and at this moment he was unconscious, Xun Luo couldn't restrain him, but Zhuang Jiuyao didn't want to break free.

Following the smell of blood, he bit Xun Luo's lower lip.

There is blood on the lips.

Xun Luo clearly felt that Zhuang Jiuyao's tongue lingered around his lips following the bloody smell.

He shook his body, and after a while, he pushed Zhuang Jiuyao away violently. He said he was angry but didn't look like it, and said hoarsely: "Zhuang Jiuyao! Wake up!"

Without the long-awaited blood, Zhuang Jiuyao seemed to be in more pain, and now it was him who wanted to imprison Xun Luo.

He tried his best to go up to lick the blood from Xun Luo's lips, Xun Luo hid back, couldn't bear it anymore, reached out his hand to touch his acupuncture points, but there was no response at all.

Could it be that the acupoints have shifted?

Xun Luo took another chance, made a knife with his hand, and slashed at the back of his neck.

Still no response.

Only then did he start to feel a little flustered, Zhuang Jiuyao was not human at all.Seeing the blood, he looked very much like a rumored monster who used human blood as a guide to practice evil skills.

Or, it is crazy.

Thinking about it this way, Xun Luo had no choice but to pinch Zhuang Jiuyao's jaw the moment Zhuang Jiuyao came towards his throat, unknowingly exerting force in his hand.

Zhuang Jiuyao struggled a few times, and broke his fingers with his hands, but it didn't work a few times, and the whole person suddenly stopped moving.Xun Luo was hesitating whether to let go, when he suddenly heard a strange sound coming from his throat, he waited suspiciously for a moment, only to realize that it was actually crying.

That voice came directly from the chest cavity, as if he was trying his best to bear it. It was neither like howling and crying to make people feel happy, nor as silent tears that made people feel pity.This voice is heard in the ears, making people feel a constant sense of suffocation.

Trying my best, no, the feeling of suffocation that I can't fight and can't get rid of.

A warm liquid flowed onto Xun Luo's hands, he was stunned, and slowly let go of Zhuang Jiuyao, but the voice continued.

He had heard this cry once, about his year.Back then, there was a pair of assassins who fell in love in Tianmen, so Tianluo asked someone to have the man's acupuncture points tied to the pillar, and made preparations to prevent him from committing suicide, and then asked a group of people to rape the woman in front of him. , sentenced to capital punishment.

The entire punishment process lasted for a whole day, the woman cried and howled, her voice gradually changed from loud and sad to weak and miserable, and finally returned to silence.The man watched from the side, unable to speak or move, his crying sound was like this, always hidden under the chest, making people worry that he would die in the next moment.

I don't know if he doesn't want to cry, or dare not, or can't.

At that time, Xun Luo had learned not to be sad or happy, standing aside as if he couldn't see the filth in front of him, and Tianluo's laugh like watching a good show seemed far away in his ears, but when the crying sounded, he still let him With a shock in my heart, I suddenly remembered that word.

despair.

At this time, Zhuang Jiuyao, is he pretending to be desperate?

Is the pain of despair unbearable, or is the pain of despair repeating forever?Or desperation that you become not yourself, desperation that life is not life.

As soon as Zhuang Jiuyao's voice came out, Xun Luo knew that he must have tried his best to find a trace of clarity, but it was not clear enough.Sure enough, the next moment, he returned to his original appearance, curling himself up into a ball, as if wishing to disappear immediately.

He had never seen Zhuang Jiuyao like this.

By accident, he wiped off the blood from the corner of his mouth, and stretched out his hand for the second time to hold him in his arms.Zhuang Jiuyao seemed to have no strength left to struggle, and leaned on his shoulder obediently.

Xun Luo breathed a sigh of relief, but the next moment a sharp pain suddenly came from the side of his neck near the end of the lute bone.He slightly lowered his head and lowered his eyes, under the cover of night, he could only faintly see Zhuang Jiuyao's straight nose.

The man was buried on his shoulders, and without hesitation, viciously, he bit open the flesh on the side of his neck that had never been sharpened.

Seeing the blood on the wound, Zhuang Jiuyao seemed not satisfied, and gritted his teeth for a while before letting go.What happened next was not as crazy as Xun Luo expected, and Zhuang Jiuyao's actions could even be called gentle.

His lips still fell on Xun Luo's shoulder, he paused for a moment, and gently licked the wound as if pity.

Xun Luo's heart trembled suddenly, but he still resisted moving, and heard a vague voice after a while: "I told you not to watch it."

Xun Luo was dumbfounded, knowing that the most difficult time had passed, luckily he was only crazy for a while.

Thinking of this made him want to laugh, he let out a breath, raised his head and leaned against the tree behind him, feeling the slight pain, and closed his eyes.

After such a toss, it should be dawn soon.Xun Luo's thoughts were flying in the air, Zhuang Jiuyao suddenly asked: "What happened next?"

His voice was so hoarse that it was right next to Xun Luo's ear.Xun Luo opened his eyes: "What happened later?"

The author has something to say:

Yiwan: Brother Jiuyao, you didn't really listen to me, did you?I really vomited blood in front of Ah Xun!You still bite him!Tsk, shameless!

Zhuang Jiuyao: Hehe.Want to be silenced?

Xun Luo: ...