Boys like to wear small skirts

He picked up the mobile phone on the table and searched seriously, then read out what he found with a chuckle:

"Listen up, thin friend. Your thinness is caused by deficiency of the spleen and stomach. If your lover wants to help you gain weight, please don't refuse. You have to nourish the spleen and stomach. The spleen governs the muscles. Exercising more can increase your weight." The function of the spleen..."

"You can really do it..." He said nonsense in a serious manner.

Lin Buwan was amused by him reciting the recipe in a non-serious manner, and laughed tearfully, "Stop reading, you really look like a serious idiot, besides, I don't want to become a big fat man."

"No. Listen to me, you have to call me Chef Chen from now on." The smile on the corner of Chen Dianmo's mouth became softer, "It's good if you get fat, it means that love is very nourishing."

Lin Buwan pursed the corners of her lips slightly, and joked with him, "Go, go, whoever wants to call you Chef Chen, your name is frustrating."

Chen Dianmo couldn't help rubbing his calf with his toes, and a smile appeared in his eyes, "Come home with me tonight, my parents have said several times that they want to see you."

Lin Buwan choked when she heard this, her face flushed from choking, she made Chen Dianmo laugh so much that she quickly poured him a glass of water, and patted him on the back to help him calm down.

Lin Buwan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, why was the topic of "meeting her in-laws" again, the topic changed too quickly!

After being silent for a while, Lin Buwan realized that he had to respond a bit better, and suddenly thought of something, so he said, "By the way, Dianmo, you are a local, why don't you live at home?"

"Ah, this..." Chen Dianmo paused, as if expecting him to ask, scratched his head and said calmly: "Because I came out to my family when I just graduated and was kicked out to live. "

Although Chen Dianmo spoke calmly, some unbearable memories inexplicably appeared in his eyes, looking a little barren and haggard, as if Lin Buwan had opened the memory chatterbox.

Chen Dianmo's eyes were in a daze, "It happened five years ago. When I was having dinner with friends outside, I lost in the game of truth or dare and chose to take risks. The option I drew was: "To The person closest to you told him a secret that you kept for a long time" So, I came out to my dad."

Lin Buwan was startled after hearing this, and covered her mouth in disbelief, her clear eyes showing distress.

In today's society, coming out seems to be a word that is harder to accept than cheating.What's more, he suddenly chose to come out to his relatives in the game of truth or dare. He is probably the first person to come out like this...

How strong the heart must be to do this.

Chen Dianmo's face was calm, "Although it was mostly a prank game, I was troubled for a long time at that time, and I really didn't want to hide it anymore, so I just confessed."

In a trance, he seemed to return to the night when he called his father to confess. He held the phone and told his father: "I have never had feelings for girls. I am gay."

On the other end of Dad's phone, there was silence for a long time.

The only sound was Dad's heavy breathing, and the last thing came was a long sigh and the terrible and sad sentence, "Get back to me quickly."

Chen Dianmo remembered that he hurried home by taxi, and he was all prepared for the coming storm, but what he didn't expect was that his luggage was packed by the door, and he didn't see his father, it was his mother who wiped away tears He sent it to the bus station.

Finally, when the bus was about to come, his mother held his hand and asked him in a trembling voice unwillingly, "Momo, can you really not like girls?"

Even after hearing his affirmative words, my mother turned away from his eyes, lowered her head and secretly wiped her tears, and then murmured in a somewhat self-defeating way:

"Well, if you want to spend your whole life with boys... There is nothing to do about sexual orientation."

……

Now he remembered that his father refused to come out to see him in the room, and his mother avoided even looking at him. It was all the pain he brought to them when he came out rashly.

Chen Dianmo couldn't help shaking his head in response, and coughed softly, "I used to spend countless sleepless nights imagining all kinds of possibilities of coming out with my parents, but I just didn't expect that my dad would say nothing but kick him out of the house." Didn't say, my mother is so open-minded..."

Lin Buwan looked worried, and held his hand: "Then did you go back later?"

Chen Dianmo lowered his head and was silent for a while.

His eyes were red when he looked up, but he didn't cry. "At that time, the company just had the opportunity to provide accommodation. I was barely financially independent, so I chilled out for a while, but unexpectedly, my dad called me to go back and have dinner with them."

Chen Dianmo touched his nose, feeling a little uncomfortable: "I remember it was Saturday, when my dad called that day, I seemed to hear my dad's choking voice, although it's usually impossible to think about."

Lin Buwan looked at the wetness in Chen Dianmo's eyes, "So how often do you go home now?"

Chen Dianmo leaned his voice back on the chair, then smiled charmingly, and blinked: "It happens every month. After so many years, it is no longer the thorn between me and them, and they have long since let go of it. But It's good to be like this now, otherwise, I will be forced to marry by my parents every day like my brother."

Forced marriage... There are three types of unfilial piety, the worst being having no offspring.Children under Confucian culture are not lightly charged, so being forced into marriage by elders seems really miserable.

Lin Buwan saw that his mood was not so depressed anymore, he hesitated for a moment and seemed to remember something, and asked him curiously: "Then you also confessed to them about the live broadcast of women's clothing?"

Chen Dianmo's scalp went numb all of a sudden, and he became agitated with panic, "Impossible, if I say so, my dad might beat me to death, and I think my brother will help pass the horsewhip!"

"Huh... It's scary just thinking about it."

Maybe it was because of the picture in his mind, Chen Dianmo was so frightened that he had goosebumps all over his body, he hurriedly drank the steamed eggs on the table to suppress his shock.

Chen Dianmo shook his head with a broken smile, "Anyway, no matter what I think now, I admire my courage back then."

For some reason, Lin Buwan suddenly concluded that there is an advantage in being young and pretending to be ignorant and coming out of the closet.

Lin Buwan touched his head and smiled and responded to him: "Then I'll accompany our Dianmo back home to see my parents."

☆, 36

The two of Lin Buwan had breakfast, and Lin Buwan received a call from the Go Dojo, saying that it was necessary for An Mian, who was reported on the Internet, to have a meeting with him on the spot to explain.

Originally all the reports on the Internet were nonsense, but after Lin Buwan hung up the phone, he thought about it, and he really needed to go to the Go Dojo, so he agreed to go there and explain temporarily.

Lin Buwan glanced at Chen Dianmo, who was washing dishes in the kitchen. Chen Dianmo, who was wearing an apron around his waist, had his arms and cuffs rolled up high, revealing his long, white arms, strong and strong.

He walked in and coughed lightly with his hand on his mouth, "Chef Chen, don't be lazy, let me check if the dishes are clean?"

Chen Dianmo paused when he heard the sound, then smiled slyly, and said, "A person who only eats but does not wash dishes still looks like a leader inspecting, you can take it for granted~"

Lin Buwan grinned, but her tone was full of grievances, "That's what I said, but I'm just recovering from a serious illness."

After speaking, Lin Buwan laughed to herself.

He stayed with Chen Dianmo, who didn't want Bilian, for a long time, and he even invisibly infected his thick-skinned.

"Hoo~"

Chen Dianmo turned his head and smiled softly, with bright eyes, he said: "My little brother's words are very reasonable, Chef Chen is very pleased."

Lin Buwan looked at him fixedly, and said slowly: "Dian Mo, I have to go to the Go Dojo to deal with things later, where do your parents need to prepare any gifts in advance?"

Speaking of which, his face flushed inexplicably later, it was the first time he visited the other party's parents as a "lover", and he was completely at a loss.

"A gift~"

Chen Dianmo's chuckling sound sounded like Lin Buwan was behind him, so he simply pretended to be nonchalant and left the kitchen, so the words "Just send yourself there~" wafted into his ears.

"What did you say?"

Originally, Lin Buwan turned around and walked out of the kitchen after finishing speaking. Chen Dianmo followed behind him, but turned around without hearing his words.

As a result, Lin Buwan was caught off guard and almost bumped into Chen Dianmo.

"Sure enough, he wanted to throw himself into his arms, and even used beauty tricks on me." Chen Dianmo hugged his little brother tightly, and teased him with a slight smile on his lips.

Lin Buwan silently rolled his eyes at him: "..."

"Tsk tsk, don't roll your eyes at me next time." Chen Dianmo scratched her nose with a smile on his lips, smiled dotingly, and said:

"I'm really looking forward to your coming to meet my parents this time, and I'll help you prepare their favorite gifts. Call me when you're done at the Go Dojo, and I'll pick you up by car."

There is no doubt in the tone.

Lin Buwan took a deep breath and nodded to indicate that she understood.

Today's wind was unexpectedly a little cold, and Lin Buwan couldn't help wrapping his mid-length sweater jacket tightly when he was wearing narrow-leg jeans when he went out.

Arrived at the Go Dojo at a few minutes past nine. There were obviously not many people in the first floor of the Dojo hall, except for the voice of the commentator of the Go game played on the TV in the hall, which can really be represented by desertedness.

While Lin Buwan was waiting for the elevator, he ran into some juniors learning Go one after another. He didn't greet him enthusiastically as usual, but almost turned away from his sight and fled.

Sure enough, it was the public opinion that he and An Mian were "gay" that caused everyone to avoid suspicion of him.

"--Ding!"

The elevator reached the designated floor, Lin Buwan just got out of the elevator when he ran into the person he hadn't seen for a long time.

It has been rumored on the Internet that his "homosexual object" - An Mian.

Anshui's state looked a little bad. He was wearing loose sweatpants and a T-shirt, which should be home clothes. He had a pair of lacy black-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, and his beard was a bit unshaven.

The state of the whole person is obviously very bad, An Mian looks very tired, as if after a drunk hangover last night, he didn't have time to take care of himself.

Sure enough, it was because of the reports on the Internet?Lin Buwan frowned tightly,

Senior An Mian didn't open Weibo, and usually only used WeChat and phone calls. This time, he must have been disturbed by gossip reports. .

Originally, An Mian lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking. When she heard the sound of the elevator, she looked towards the elevator exit?

Coincidentally, Lin Buwan and An Mian looked at each other. An Mian just opened her lips to say something, but after a while, she narrowed her eyes, but she didn't speak.

Lin Buwan bit her lip, knowing that Senior An Mian's coming to the Go Dojo was naturally for the same purpose as him, otherwise this situation would basically be a state of avoiding suspicion.

Without hesitation, he asked directly: "Senior, how are you doing?"

There was a little surprise in An Mian's eyes at his question, but it quickly disappeared and was replaced by a friendly expression.

An Mian smiled and nodded at Lin Buwan, and said, "I understand the situation in general, I'm fine, don't worry about it."

Speaking of An Mian, he laughed meaningfully.

Lin Buwan only nodded, indicating that she understood what he meant...

The two thousand parties are all in good condition, it is nothing more than someone else's embellishment.

------

In the bright and spacious Go meeting room, neatly arranged tables and chairs sit in the center of a few kind old seniors with strong bodies.

They are the founders of the Go Dojo and the advocates of this meeting. The main purpose is to gain a deeper understanding of the scandal between An Mian and Lin Buwan.

Lin Buwan and An Mian sitting below them looked like two criminals who had committed some capital crime and were about to be investigated.

"—Now that there are rumors about the two of them on the Internet, it is possible for you to be ruined."

"--People's words are terrifying, you young people, don't underestimate these four words!"

"—Actually, as long as you walk upright and sit upright, don't be afraid of anything. We're not going to get involved in your private life..."

A few old seniors talked to An Mian and Lin Buwan below...

However, only ten minutes had passed, and Lin Buwan was a little impatient listening to these old seniors preaching.

Now there are more and more people who can eat and wear warm clothes, and people have more and more leisure time, so they naturally become other people's entertainment after dinner.

Lin Buwan listened to these old seniors chattering in a heavy tone, he couldn't help rolling his eyes countless times in his heart, and complained:

It's really boring, why don't you find a strong enemy and let me kill him in seconds...

"—So, sleep well, it's not too late, we Go players, we should do everything to be worthy of the sky, bow down to others, and have a clear conscience."

"—Especially not too late, you just turned [-], the days to come are long, there are still many scenery to go, and you will meet all kinds of people in the future, don't be fooled by these scenery..."

…………

For some reason, Lin Buwan couldn't bear to listen anymore. He twitched the corner of his mouth and pressed his temple, somewhat unable to bear it.

So he opened his mouth cautiously and said, "I'm sorry seniors, I'm urgent to pee later, let's go to the toilet first."

After speaking, he got up and left the meeting room regardless of their reaction...

Lin Buwan came out of the dull conference room, took a deep breath, and just after entering the bathroom with cubicles, he heard the sound of men's footsteps entering the bathroom.

After the rushing water rushes through, doubtful voices resembling a few people chatting rang out.

"Do you think it's true about Lin Buwan?"

Lin Buwan was stunned through the bathroom door, but she didn't expect to be mentioned suddenly.

"Of course it's true. Are you stupid? There are so many real hammers, photos and texts on the Internet, and he heard that there are videos streaming out!"

At the same time, a tall man said with a gloomy face: "It's so fucking disgusting to be gay..."

The remaining few who listened burst out laughing.

"Then I really didn't see it. An Mian actually laid hands on Lin Buwan. There is a ten-year age difference between the two of them. An Mian's taste is strong enough."

"The two of them were acting weird before, especially when the two of them flirted in front of the elevator."

A fat man leaning on the sink snorted and agreed, "I'll go, I was scared to death when An Mian came here today. He's even more depressed than he usually loses chess."

"Tsk." The tall man snorted in a contemptuous and disgusted tone, "They are all men, you still can't see that he is obviously over-indulgent."

I don't know who among them said, "It's a pity that our talented chess player Lin Buwan was raped by an old man."

"It's not too late for you to say that Lin is not late. It's not good to like any kind of woman at a young age. If you insist on liking An Mian, a man in his late thirties, you're really blind."

The tall man then said to them in a low voice, "Hey! What are you blind? Homosexuality is a disease. If you don't look at the world, you will be under great psychological pressure and condemned by social morality."

"Disgusting, it's really disgusting for two big men to have sex together." Someone cursed without hesitation.

Fat man, "I only care about the friendship in front of me, they mess with men like this, they are all ashamed of their ancestors..."

"What nonsense! Men and men can live forever? Ha!" After the fat man taunted, he waved his hands and sneered.

After they chatted for a few more minutes, someone suddenly finished the tuba and came out to urge them.

"Oh, forget it, it's all about their dead gays anyway, we don't care about him, when they get AIDS, they will suffer..."

……

Hearing this suddenly, Lin Buwan, who was hiding in the bathroom, felt an inexplicable chill down his spine, and his face turned so dark that it couldn't be more ugly. .

It's not that he didn't realize that the atmosphere in the Go dojo had changed from the usual laughter to the weirdness of hiding when he saw him.

Sure enough, they were pointing fingers at him and An Mian in private, spreading the rumors about the "ambiguous" photo of him and An Mian's senior in the basement of the parking lot.

Lin Buwan supported the wall and regained his composure a little.

Indeed, two professional chess players who are currently popular in the Go world have that abnormal "ambiguous" relationship. This kind of rumors spread like a terrible bacteria in the Go world.

Of course, there will be people who will avoid them, and some people will be sarcastic on purpose...

For some reason, every word of their sarcasm pierced Lin Buwan's heart.

Lin Buwan stayed in the bathroom for a long time, her mentality was extremely bad, and finally returned to the conference room where she was so addicted and breathless, just in time to hear An Mian's heartfelt words.

"Seniors." An Mian sat on the chair, with a perfect calm expression on her face, and said, "The online reports are not true, all of them are An Mian's wishful thinking, and An Mian will definitely be responsible for the consequences of my wishful thinking afterwards. .”

Saying that, An Mian got up, and respectfully bowed deeply to the seniors in the row in front.

The attitude of bowing is correct.

Lin Buwan stood aside, his head slightly lowered, his eyes darkened, casting a shadow on his face.

After hearing An Mian's words, the seniors looked at each other, and then whispered in twos and threes for several minutes.

Maybe it's because these seniors know that Lin Buwan and An Mian's usual character and attitude are trustworthy.

Their mood improved:

"—Public opinion is terrible, and the impact of language is also terrible. It is like an invisible killer to hurt you at any time."

"——Let's play chess well, be ourselves, don't make unreasonable comments on mediocre people, but also be yourself. Since you are innocent, then you two will reflect on yourself when you go back today."

……

These old-timers at the Go Dojo pair:

【Shock!Lin Buwan, who has just won the second world Go championship, is actually a hidden homosexual, and the object is actually a senior sleeping chess player in the Go world! 】

For this headline news that has been raging these days, their attitude is nothing more than temporarily reducing the Go match between An Mian and Lin Buwan, so that they can temporarily avoid suspicion in private.

"not late……"

An Mian stayed in the conference room for the rest of the two of them, and stopped Lin Buwan. He came back from going to the bathroom, and his whole body was not right.

"What's the matter, senior?"

"Are you okay?"

Lin Buwan pursed her lips and didn't immediately stop answering. Didn't he say this to Senior An Mian just before the elevator? This is a good thing, and it made Senior An Mian worry about him.

"I understand the situation in general. I'm fine. Don't worry about it." Lin Buwan replied to what Senior An Mian said, and then added with a smile:

"It's all good, it doesn't affect anything for the time being."

The author has something to say: there will be another update later...

☆, 37

Danmei Novel: "Knowing Men and Going Up"

Chapter 37: I Can't Hold On

As soon as he left the hall door of the Go Dojo, Lin Buwan received a call from Chen Dianmo.

He stared at the three words "Silence a little bit" on the screen of the mobile phone, and was a little dazed for a moment...

Two seemingly important idioms came to mind:

Horrible words, gossip...

Then, within 10 minutes, Chen Dianmo drove to pick up Lin Buwan.

But the strange thing is that Chen Dianmo's little brother, Lin Buwan, has been leaning his elbows on the car window since he got in the car, with his head leaning on it, his brows and eyes drooping slightly, his expression tired, and he didn't say a word.

Chen Dianmo was puzzled, and even felt a little puzzled.The little brother is still in good condition when he goes out in the morning, why is he in good condition now...

He sensed that the atmosphere between the two was not right. According to his usual habits, Lin Buwan would basically talk and laugh with him, and he had never been so depressed.

Chen Dianmo turned his gaze to the front rearview mirror, looked at the indifferent side face of his little brother in the mirror, pursed his lips and asked with a slight smile:

"It's not too late, did something happen in your Go dojo?"

Lin Buwan didn't answer right away, and after a few minutes, she quietly said, "No."

The answer was casual, obviously unwilling to talk more.

Chen Dianmo coughed in embarrassment, first looked at the red light in front of him depressedly, then sighed and said:

"If you have any unhappy words, just say it, don't be bored in your heart."

"Chen Dianmo, we..."

"——Ala Cha Cha La Li La Li Ling, La Ba Li Gang Ding Gang Ding Gangduo, Ba Ba Li Ba Ba Li Ba Li..."

Lin Buwan hadn't finished speaking when His Highness Hatsune's magical bell rang in the car, so abrupt that he hesitated for a while.

Chen Dianmo looked up at Lin Buwan, a complex look flashed across his face, and his eyes were heavy.

This pair seemed to be able to see through everything. For some reason, he felt that he didn't want to hear half of what Lin Buwan had just been interrupted by the ringing of the phone.

Just as Lin Buwan connected the phone, the voice of her sister crying came from the phone?

"Old...old brother...grandpa...grandpa..."

Hearing her sister sobbing and unable to speak a whole sentence, Lin Buwan was flustered, so she quickly comforted her.

Lin Buwan was a little unsteady, pretending to be calm on the surface, comforting her younger sister, "Don't worry, what happened to my younger sister, tell me slowly?"

"At noon today, I received a courier from your fan. I was in the kitchen. Grandpa opened it up and saw that it was... It was a photo of you kissing someone else. Grandpa was so angry that he passed out..."

When Lin Buwan heard this, the corners of her tightly pursed lips were trembling, and her heart was beating like a drum.

The younger sister on the other end of the phone continued to cry as she spoke, feeling more and more frustrated:

"We are currently in the hospital in the town. I called you secretly... Grandpa is very angry now, and keeps saying sorry to parents and grandma..."

With the window open, a thin coolness penetrated into his skin, and the wind with moisture brought a painful pain in the dark pupils.

"okay, I get it……"

Lin Buwan's eyes were a little wet, and with a hoarse voice showing a smile that was not a smile, he said to his sister on the phone:

"Let the doctor take a good look at it. Let grandpa calm down first, and I will make it clear to grandpa..."

"Brother, are you serious?"

"No...brother, it's not that I don't believe that you will know that chess player named An Mian...I..."

Lin Buwan lowered her head with panic in her eyes, clearly frightened.

Then, Lin Buyi on the phone calmed down for a while, she seemed to have a guilty expression on her face, and said in a crying voice: "But you will be bent, grandpa will know sooner or later..."

Lin Buwan learned about Chen Dianmo's coming out of the closet to his family in a daze last night. He has been restless, afraid that one day his grandfather will know about him and Chen Dianmo.

He sighed heavily, and made a silent self-mockery at the pale face reflected on the window glass.

This road is really more difficult than imagined. It completely loses one's self-confidence, and it is crushed to pieces...

After Lin Buwan finished answering his sister's call, he was speechless all the way. Chen Dianmo, who was driving the car, wanted to talk to Kai, but was scared back by his livid face.

Lin Buwan's lifeless voice slowly reached Chen Dianmo's ears in the car, "It's not too late, I guess you and I have to see your parents next time, I'm not in a good state right now."

The air in the car stopped flowing instantly, and Chen Dianmo was stunned for a moment, then he turned the car around completely, then turned around and said to Lin Buwan in a soft voice:

"It's okay. I understand, don't worry about everything!"

…………

Lin Buwan forgot how she hung up her sister's phone in a daze. She was so shocked that she hadn't recovered from it at all.

It was obvious that someone intentionally tricked him, so he sent the photo to grandpa...

Sure enough, language is the sharp blade that kills people without bloodshed in this world, and ignorance is the shield for those who spread rumors.

Just because the non-existent photos of him and An Mian's previous life in the parking basement were published on Weibo, Chen Dianmo had already had a beautiful misunderstanding, but why did he still go so far!

In order to be able to walk on this road with Chen Dianmo, he was ready to sacrifice a lot, such as reputation, public opinion evaluation, and the understanding of others.

But what I never expected would make grandpa...

If you can't confess and hide things like falling in love with those closest to you, it's better not to start at first.

Lin Buwan's mind is blank now because he is of the same sex with colored glasses. The only thing he wants to do is not to want Chen Dianmo to be hurt by public opinion.

So tired, he really wants this to stop.

***********************

A few minutes later, Chen Dianmo drove the car into the yard and just parked it. Before he could pull out the car key, he saw the person he was thinking of getting out of his car in a daze.

Chen Dianmo chased after him in stride, and was about to grab his arm, "It's not too late, I just called and said what's wrong with your grandpa?"

Lin Buwan was indeed a little distraught. The state he got out of the car could be said to be walking like a zombie.

But at this moment, Chen Dianmo's arm was grasped and he regained his senses. First, his body froze, and then his expression became panicked.

Seeing him in such a lost state, Chen Dianmo hugged him tightly, held his arm tightly, and said silently "distressed."

The strength of Chen Dianmo's holding his arm seemed to be ready to wrestle with someone. It's fine if he couldn't break free, but it still hurt him a lot.

"It hurts..." Lin Buwan didn't struggle, and muttered numbly.

Chen Dianmo hurriedly let go of the man, fearing that he would run away immediately, anxiously and affectionately rubbed his little brother's trembling shoulder twice, with a fond voice in his voice:

"It's okay, it's going to get through. I'll always love you, it's okay."

After finishing speaking, he stole a sweet kiss on Ren'er's cheek by the way.

Lin Buwan, who was kissed, secretly pursed her lips, with a sad expression on her face.

The man's voice was trembling, and his breath was hot.

In the end, Lin Buwan had no choice but to say under his breath, "I love you too."

Chen Dianmo's eyes were dubious.

"Tired, go to bed early."

Chen Dianmo listened, his face froze, and he was at a loss for words.

Lin Buwan dropped this sentence, didn't look at him, avoided Chen Dianmo's sight, and ran straight to the second floor the moment he shook off his hand.

The movements of Chen Dianmo's hands paused, and seeing an unexplained light flash in the eyes of the running figure, he knew that the little brother had his pride and stubbornness.

*********************

Chen Dianmo couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning.Sleep

Feeling empty in his heart, Chen Dianmo always felt that something was about to happen... Thinking about Lin Buwan's expression on the phone in the car, he was going completely crazy.

He hurriedly searched for the WeChat account of Not Easy Hot Chicken, and checked her circle of friends.

It's not easy spicy chicken just posted a news, it is a picture and a sentence:

The image roughly means images with an undertone of gay, lesbian, community, solidarity, group, man, woman, society, silhouette, couple, support.

At the same time, it is not easy to be spicy, and it is recorded with pictures:

【"Now I'm just going through darkness, sooner or later it will be so blue~Picture: One-handed expression covering face and crying."】

Chen Dianmo suddenly understood... hurriedly waited for the phone and ran directly to the second floor.

It wasn't until he went up to the second floor that he was completely surprised that the lights on the second floor were not turned on. He guessed that Lin Buwan had already gone to bed early.

Uneasy, she came to Lin Buwan's door. Just as she was about to knock on the door, she found a thumbtack on the door, with a note and a key hanging on it.

The key is the spare key that Chen Dianmo gave to Lin Buwan's bedroom before.On the note was written:

"Go back to your hometown to calm down for the time being, and return your call when we arrive."

Chen Dianmo's eyes became sharper, and he felt a pain in his heart as if someone had cut him with a knife, and he was so painful that he couldn't speak.

In his anxiety, he hurried to the old demon to check the driving situation of Lin Buwan's current journey with unfeasible strength, and then hurriedly drove out overnight.

He called Lin Buwan all the time, but no one answered. He was very confused, very angry, and wanted to catch someone to yell at him, and wanted to hold him tightly...

For the rest of my life, I don't want to let go!

People, thinking about it in the beginning, the steps are as fast as flying swords, and Chen Dianmo is not afraid to drive the car directly over the speed.

——Lindu Ping'an Long-distance Bus Station

Chen Dianmo finally saw the person he was thinking of in the long queue about to enter the car inspection, and joy flashed in his eyes.

He ran and shouted, "It's not too late! Lin is not too late! Lin is not too late!"

The man was listening to the music with a pale expression on his face, and he didn't hear anyone calling him.

"The surname is Lin!!"

Chen Dianmo pulled and pulled him into his arms, and almost roared at him with his chest heaving with anger: "Who allowed you to run away like this without saying hello! Who allowed you!"

Lin Buwan was stunned, struggling with his hands clasped behind his back by the man, he suddenly gave up struggling because he was concerned about the commotion in the crowd.

There was no expression on his face, and his voice was a little hoarse, "Do you still remember that ancient song with chanting that you asked me to listen to?"

When Chen Dianmo heard it, his hands trembled, and he immediately looked at him with red eyes, "So? What do you want to say?"

He lowered his voice, visibly angry.

Lin Buwan's thin bangs blocked the complex look in his eyebrows, but he still spoke clearly: "I said...Chen Dianmo, let's break up. I can't hold on any longer. I can see clearly that we are not possibly together."

These words are super simple, like the desolate chanting in the lyrics, but they penetrate deeply into Chen Dianmo's heart like a sharp sword.

Chen Dianmo held back tears, "Are you kidding..."

Lin Buwan turned away his fiery gaze with a serious expression, and did not respond.

Looking at Lin Buwan's stubborn and weak side face, something flashed in Chen Dianmo's eyes, and he smiled a little forcedly: "Stop making trouble, you are not suitable for this joke."

"No." Lin Buwan's eyes were red, and he squeezed out a sentence, "I'm not joking, I'm serious, I wish you happiness."

After finishing speaking, he pushed the person away abruptly, turned around and left again, and the suitcase made an ear-piercing "click, click, click" sound.

Lin Buwan decided to choose to flee, left Lindu, returned to Xijiang City, and decided to put aside the somewhat tormenting relationship with Chen Dianmo for the time being.

Are people's words to be feared, or are people's words not to be afraid of?

……

Chen Dianmo looked at Lin Buwan's resolute back, and didn't choose to catch up immediately when he was pushed away cruelly, maybe it was because he didn't have a ticket...

He suddenly heard his own heartbroken voice, and his heartache was unbearable, beyond words.

The vows that the two of them made when they listened to that song were all gone.

He understood why the person in front of him did what he did, but he didn't understand why he had to give up because of gossip?

Why……

Chen Dianmo couldn't help squatting down in the crowd, and he didn't know how long he squatted until his legs were numb and he couldn't feel it, and the crowd gathered around them had left before he stood up tremblingly supporting the wall.

He raised his left hand and wiped it hard on his face, and there was no more sad look in his eyes.

Grass!Surnamed Lin!

You have the ability to escape to the sky, I don't believe I can't catch you back!

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Lin Buwan got on the long-distance bus back to Xijiang City and rode overnight. He didn't arrive in Xijiang City until [-]:[-] in the morning, and then he had to transfer to a private car that was willing to enter the streets and alleys to go back to Linxi Town.

——Driving in a private car for half an hour.

Lin Buwan, who was lean and fair in the back row, leaned his head against the window, kept his eyes closed and murmured.

It's kind of vague like talking in a dream...

On the way home, he didn't know how long he had been in a state of infirmity, until the vibration of the mobile phone in his arms completely numb him.

Until he was in a daze and was accidentally bumped by the car, his head snapped