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Trying to get him to stop thinking about it.

"No, it won't. I asked her before she boarded the plane, and she said that she would leave some incense for the Feng family, even if the child's surname is not Feng." Ten fingers began to grab the hair vigorously, "I really don't understand, Xinqi, I can't accept why she did this, since I was a child, I have never understood her, shouldn't she be the one who hates Xin Boren the most?!"

He screamed and raised his head, all the grief and indignation had turned into substance and poured out from his eyes: "I really feel that everything I have done in the past five years is meaningless, I am like an idiot. If Xin Boren is dead, then That's all, but he's going to come out one day! What will we do then? We still have to call him... Dad? The kids still call him 'Grandpa'? I... I really don't understand, I don't want to interfere with them I would like to believe that they really love each other, but I...I..."

He was completely incoherent at the end of his speech, panting and choking non-stop, as if he was going to die the next moment.Xinqi couldn't find words to comfort him, so he could only pat him on the back slowly, trying to calm down his emotions.

"Yiyuan," he said after thinking for a long time, "but don't you think it's the best result for her to be with Xinning? Now that Tianxin's matter is raging, she and Xin Boren's The relationship has long been known to everyone. Xinning can stay with her regardless of past suspicions and consequences, which shows that he has really made up his mind. This is... a good destination for your sister, isn't it?"

"I know." Feng Yiyuan closed his eyes and lay on his knees, with an expression of indescribable fatigue, "Xinning did nothing wrong, I know, I just simply can't accept it. My sister said they were studying abroad We've known each other since we were young, and then she left without saying goodbye, and Xin Ning has been looking for her for several years."

He scoffed lightly, not knowing who he was laughing at: "So what, Xin Ning is the son of Xin Boren. If they really get married, my sister will call him 'Dad' after all."

"If... I am also Xin Boren's son, then you..."

"I won't be with you." Feng Yiyuan raised his head, his eyes became unquestionable, "No matter how much I love you, I will never be with you unless you kill him with your own hands. I can Waiting for you for 30 years, but you will never call him 'Dad'."

Xinqi opened his mouth, but he couldn't say what he wanted to say. He lowered his eyes and smiled wryly: "Then I should be thankful for my life experience." He took a light breath, "But your sister is not you. Since she has already made up her mind, she has made up her mind. When you get on the plane, it means that even you can't stop her. I can take the liberty to guess that her feelings for your parents are not as deep as yours, right?"

Feng Yiyuan suddenly clenched his five fingers, and Xin Qi was excruciatingly painful, but he remained silent.

"She has done enough, she is already very tired, but at this time Xinning gave her a home that feels like home, how do you think she could refuse?"

Feng Yiyuan didn't answer, and closed his eyes again.

Xinqi smiled and talked about other things: "Actually, when I went to visit the prison and met Xin Boren face to face, I found that I didn't hate him as much as before. Your hatred for him now may just be imposed on yourself. The feelings on your body, if he really stands in front of you again after a few years, you may not be as eager to eat his flesh and blood as you are now."

"All things that cannot be resolved, leave it to time. Maybe your sister's decision is correct. You really need to separate for a while and calm down. She doesn't want you, she just wants to avoid possible conflicts with you , chose the most peaceful solution, don’t you think so?”

He looked down at Feng Yiyuan, but Feng Yiyuan only buried his head in his knees, his shoulders shrugged slightly, suppressing inaudible sobs.

53

Once Jiang Yin left, Feng Yiyuan seemed to have lost his soul.

On Monday, he still went to work as usual, but the usual tasks that come at hand are now like a pile of messy codes in his mind. There were countless mistakes in a simple form, and Qiu Ling sent it back to make corrections, but the corrections were not as good as the first time.

Qiu Ling couldn't bear it anymore and gave him an ultimatum, saying that if he made another mistake, he would immediately go back to the furnace and rebuild it. Feng Yiyuan agreed, but within two hours, he was kicked out of the office under the sympathetic gaze of a group of colleagues.

He scratched the messy hair that he was too lazy to take care of in the morning, put his hands in his trouser pockets expressionlessly, looked straight ahead, missed several oncoming greetings, and stepped on the edge of the steps precariously down the stairs to leave the company.

The car was also turning around, and the sound of the horn from the rear accompanied him all the way. The effect was comparable to that of a car stereo. Several grumpy drivers almost gnawed his car's ass.

If Xinqi knew that he was like this, he probably wouldn't let him go out after giving him sleeping pills the day before.

When he came home, Xinqi was sitting in the study, listening to music with his earphones plugged in, so he ignored the decadent door opening and the weak "I'm back".It wasn't until he was getting closer that his shoulder bumped against the door frame without paying attention, and Xin Qi suddenly turned around as if awakened from a dream, and pulled the earphones with a surprised expression: "Why do you..."

Before he could finish speaking, Feng Yiyuan took advantage of his long legs and walked up to him in two steps, bent over and hugged him from behind.

The astonishment on Xinqi's face suddenly turned into panic, realizing that the other party's mood was wrong, and hurriedly asked: "What happened?"

At the same time, he looked at his watch from the corner of the eye, it was far from the time for him to get off work, and he usually didn't go home at noon.

Feng Yiyuan didn't answer, he put his chin on his shoulder and closed his eyes as if he was tired.From this angle, Xin Qi couldn't see his face, so he continued to put his arms on the table so that he could lean on himself safely.

He was as clean as ever, because he was so close, Feng Yiyuan could smell the faint smell of laundry detergent.After sniffing a few times, my brain seemed to get some comfort. When I raised my eyelids, I saw the half-written red double-line letter paper on the desk, the dark blue writing was broken there, and I was holding a familiar old pen in the standard pen posture. pen.

"What are you writing?" Too lazy to think, he simply asked for an answer.

"Ideological report for this month." Xinqi knew that he couldn't write any more, so he gently covered his pen cap, "Aren't you going to work today?"

A weak "hmm" slipped out from the end of his nose: "I've been blasted back, let me rest for a week to calm down before going."

"...I told you to wait for two days." Xinqi sighed silently, "If this is the case, then you should take a good rest and relax."

There was another sound, Feng Yiyuan's center of gravity dropped a little lower, Xin Qi stopped him from sliding on the ground in time, and grabbed him onto his lap with his arms.The latter was slightly startled, lowered his head and glanced, a little afraid to lose all his weight: "Does your leg hurt?"

"Thigh, it doesn't hurt." After a pause, he asked again, "Since Xinning is gone, how about Xinning that day?"

"It should be the end of the handover." Feng Yiyuan leaned firmly on him, his eyelids drooping, not knowing whether to open it or close it, "It seems that we are going to move in a few days, to the headquarters of Tianxin."

In fact, the scale of Xia Feng is not small, but compared with Tianxin, it is still insignificant.The location of Xiafeng Company's building is relatively remote, while Tianxin occupies a good place in the city center.Before Xia Dongsheng took Xia Feng into his hands, he didn't have any extra money to repair the building. After all, the building was old. A few days ago, the glass of a side door was shattered by the wind, which almost hurt people. He simply made up his mind and moved the headquarters to Tianxin. go.

Xia Feng swallowed a skinny camel this time, and wondered if he could digest it.When Xin Qi felt that Xia Dongsheng had some courage, he also thought of something in his heart. Recently, he probably had an excellent opportunity waiting for him. I was afraid that Feng Yiyuan would disagree, so he remained calm.

If he really wanted to do something, Feng Yiyuan couldn't stop him.

Resting at home honestly for a week, Jiang Yin sent him the text message telling him he was safe, and he read it back and forth thirty times, deleting, deleting, modifying, and revising for fear that he could spell out the number of words in Xinqi's thought report, but in the end he didn't. Being able to express any emotion, he just replied stiffly "Got it".

As soon as he closed his eyes, the nightmares of the past five years flashed before his eyes like a lantern, and finally he was woken up by countless bonbons——Xin Qi didn't know how many chocolates and candies he had bought for him in the past two days, all kinds of expensive The foreign brand made him think that the other party still had deposits.

As a result, the phrase "swipe your card" ruthlessly shattered his fantasy.

Although eating the candy bought with his own money was a little uncomfortable, the satisfied sweetness still greatly healed his young heart hurt by his own sister.While buying for him, Xin Qi was also afraid that he would eat it. Looking at the trash can full of candy wrappers in two days, the hairs on his back stood on end. The cake that had just been cut off a corner broke off his chin, and pinched his cheeks with his fingers. , carefully examined the 28 teeth.

Feng Yiyuan was bewildered, he couldn't close his mouth, almost drooling, he drew back his face, his eyes were still fixed on the box of cake that was taken away.

"Your teeth..." Xinqi swept the teeth marks on his wrist with a strange expression, "Iron teeth and copper teeth."

Feng Yiyuan didn't understand whether this was a compliment or a sarcasm, so he casually peeled off a toffee and threw it into his mouth, scratching his head and getting up.

The past few days have been so decadent that I feel unsightly, so I shaved my hair and shaved my beard, thinking about tomorrow is Monday again, should I take another week off.

Before going home, I asked Wei Cheng to take his things to the new building when we moved.When he was still in school, he often ran to the Tianxin Building, but now he thinks about it, but he is somewhat resistant, and he always feels that it is not his own territory.

But after thinking about it again, it's not a problem to run away all the time. Jiang Yin and Xinning are happy together, so he can't be depressed for two years because of her.Forcibly pressing the corners of his mouth and lifting it up, he slapped his face with cold water, thinking that tomorrow will be a day.