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, almost vomited bile.

He was already nauseated, but he felt like his stomach was turning upside down after being teased like this.However, the culprit was still standing behind him and laughed loudly. When he saw that he was about to lose his standing, he came up to help him.

Xin Qi rinsed his mouth several times, but he still felt that the taste in his mouth was not rinsed off, the impact was no less than that of eating big ingredients in sweet and sour bitter gourd.He was completely exhausted, and was carried back to the bedroom by Li Xing, panting with resentment in his eyes: "Even if you have hatred against me, you wouldn't take revenge on me like this, would you?"

"I'm helping you quit drugs." Li Xing kept his expression on, and continued to talk nonsense, "Look, you are mainly addicted to your heart now, and I helped you quit your heart addiction. Isn't it easy to quit your physical addiction? Yet?"

Xin Qi turned his head to one side, completely ignoring him.

Li Xing suddenly approached his face again, and stretched out his hands to make a "one" in front of him: "One month, just one month. As long as you follow my advice, I promise you to quit the medicine and never use it again."

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Xin Qi stared at him, with an expression of "Don't try to fool me again, I won't be fooled", and his eyes were strange: "How do you want to play tricks on me?"

Li Xing gave a "tsk" sound: "How can it be called teasing, I was kind enough to help you, don't be ungrateful."

"Could it be that you also added sugar, salt and vinegar to the medicine back then?"

Li Xing was stunned by his choking, scratched his head and looked around, and murmured: "I've never drank methadone..."

"Then how did you quit?"

"Just quit. After those seven days, it will be easy to talk about later."

Xin Qi's heart sank a little: "In the drug rehabilitation center... are they all like you?"

"No, in fact, only a small number of people who can quit quitting dryly." He counted on his fingers, "Those who want to do this must first meet three conditions: first, strong willpower; second, good health and no medical history; third , young." He glanced at Xin Qi again, "Don't even think about someone like you, definitely not."

Xin Qi directly ignored his teasing, but there was some pity in his eyes.He has experienced the withdrawal reaction of heroin, and he really does not want to experience it again after experiencing it once.At that time, he could not bear it for more than ten hours at most. If he had to endure it for seven days, his whole body would ache just thinking about it.

Li Xing seemed to feel his gaze, the corners of his lips curled up, and his eyes also curled up: "Do you love me?"

"……No."

The guilt that had just risen in his heart was instantly dispelled by him. Xinqi lowered his head expressionlessly, and the other party squatted in front of his wheelchair again, putting his arms on his knees: "I'm serious, you have to cooperate with me. Methadone Although the withdrawal reaction is relatively mild, it lasts for a long time, and the later it gets more painful."

He sighed and rubbed the fur on the blanket with his fingers: "Actually, I didn't expect you to be so addicted. I always thought that your self-control is quite strong. If I had known this, I should have changed you to other medicines." .”

"Because after drinking the medicine, my legs won't hurt so much." Xin Qi said.

Li Xing didn't answer for a long time, his lips were tightly clenched, and he slowly clenched his fists and then loosened them.He stood up suddenly and let out a sigh of relief: "I made porridge for you, at least you should have some."

He went to the kitchen to serve a bowl of porridge, and the hot white rice porridge wafted out a strong rice fragrance.Xin Qi smelled hungry, but couldn't whet his appetite, so he obediently opened his mouth because the other party had worked so hard and looked forward to him drinking so much.

"I said you really want me to feed you?"

"My whole body hurts, I don't want to move, I can't hold the bowl."

Li Xing lost his temper, and the white porcelain spoon scooped up the white rice porridge from the white porcelain bowl, and put it into his pale lips.Suddenly remembered that when he was a child, he was sick and hospitalized, and Xin Qi brought him medicine and water in the same way.

What would their lives be like if the incident five years ago hadn't happened?Will Xin's family and Feng's family remain friends forever?

Another spoonful of porridge was delivered to Xinqi's mouth, but he turned his head away: "I won't drink it anymore, I can't drink it anymore."

"How much did you drink? There's not even half a bowl. Are you a man with such a small appetite?"

Xin Qi frowned: "If you question me in this aspect again, believe it or not, I will prove it to you now?"

Li Xing was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed uncontrollably: "Pull it down, if you can still have normal sex drive after drinking methadone for two months, then I will really convince you."

Xin Qi was puzzled: "I'm talking about proving that I'm a man, not proving that I can do it."

"Oh."

Xin Qi looked at him with weird eyes for a while, Li Xing just pretended not to see, drank the half bowl of porridge left by him, and carried him to bed again.

He really felt that the bed was very comfortable, and he felt relaxed when he lay on it.This bedroom is also very comfortable, especially when the sun shines in during the day, the whole person is very comfortable.

He really couldn't understand that Xin Qi had such a good house but didn't come back to live in it, but went to sleep in that small and inconvenient dormitory.If it were him, he would not be a general manager. He would rather be a lazy poor man than a hardworking rich man.

Based on his understanding of Xin Qi, he is not that kind of workaholic, how could he survive in that position for five years?Out of curiosity, he asked: "If you really inherit Tianxin, what will you do afterwards?"

"Will you believe me when I tell you?"

"letter."

"I think if I inherit Tianxin, I will be able to protect you. Although you ran away, I still believe that you will come back."

Li Xing was stunned for a moment, swallowed, and forced a smile: "Are you... serious?"

"I'll lie to you and I'll be disabled all my life." Xin Qi turned his eyes away, "It's a pity that I still think of Xin Boren too kindly, I really didn't expect him to be so cruel."

Li Xing suddenly rolled over and pressed onto him, with his arms resting on his ear.Xin Qi shrank instinctively: "What are you doing?"

"I really want to re-examine you Xinqi." He moved his face closer again, the tip of his nose almost touching the tip of his nose, his eyes staring at his eyes, "Honestly, who am I in your eyes? There are more than 500 photos of me stored in the computer, what do I want to do?"

"Don't you also save my photo in your mobile phone?" Xin Qi avoided the seriousness and tried to push him away, but his body was weak, and this posture was really not easy to exert strength.

The kicked ball was kicked back, he pursed his lips angrily, got up and retreated, but forgot that he was still pressing him down, and sat down on his lap.

Xin Qi struggled violently, and couldn't help crying out in pain: "Get off!"

Li Xing quickly rolled over from him, Xin Qi supported his body with his arms, and clasped his knees tightly with his other hand.The only trace of blood on his face faded away, his brows were tightly knit, and his breathing stopped for a few seconds.

Li Xing was horrified by his reaction, he didn't know what to say for a while: "I... am I that heavy?"

Xin Qi was in so much pain that he couldn't relieve it for a long time, and his whole body was covered with cold sweat like a collapse.Li Xing came to help him, and he leaned close to the other's arms, the pain finally subsided, and he began to pant non-stop.

Strictly give him the breath, lest he have an asthma attack.Gently rubbing his legs, he rolled up his trousers and took a look. The centipede-like scars on his calf spread all the way to his knees. It was shocking to look at.

"Yes... I'm sorry, I really didn't mean it. I'm sorry Xinqi, I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Xinqi slowly bent his legs back and stopped panting, "It didn't hurt like that time when I fell down the stairs."

Li Xing opened his mouth, as if there was a lump in his throat.Fearing that he would catch the cold again, he hurriedly dropped his trouser legs and covered him with a quilt.

Xin Qiyang fell back, closed his eyes tiredly, said "I want to sleep" and then stopped making a sound.Li Xing lay beside him, reached out his hand to wipe the sweat hidden in his hairline, sighed, and lay down beside him.

But in fact, Xin Qi was not asleep.

The loss of strength just now really made his body exhausted to the extreme, but when he really closed his eyes, he found that he was extraordinarily awake.Maybe it was because he slept too much during the day, maybe it was a side effect after quitting the drug, he actually suffered from insomnia.

His eyelids were heavy, but his energy was so high that he couldn't sleep.

The more I lie down, the more I feel chest tightness, and night is always the peak time for asthma attacks.He slowly raised his upper body, gritted his teeth against the pain in his legs, and leaned against the head of the bed.

The curtains were not drawn tightly, and the moonlight came in. He could imagine that the night sky outside was as clear as the day.The clock on the wall pointed to 12:30, and besides the sound of the hands moving, he could also hear Li Xing's steady breathing.

He covered his mouth and coughed twice, but the other party didn't wake up, so he must have fallen asleep.

There was a glass of water on the bedside table, and he could reach it as soon as he reached out.After taking two sips, he felt better. He breathed and exhaled slowly, and the tightness in his chest gradually subsided.

An arm suddenly rested on him, he turned his head to look, Li Xing rubbed his head over again, and buried it under his quilt, his voice became dull because of the blocking: "I'm sorry."

Xin Qi pushed down the quilt to reveal his face, and found that his eyes were still closed, and what he was talking in his sleep.

The fingers rested on his cheeks, couldn't help rubbing them lightly, then pinched a lock of his hair and rubbed it, and then further penetrated the ten fingers into the hair, and slowly flicked it twice.

What I didn't dare to do in the hospital last time, I still implemented it now.

The last time I remember touching his hair was when I was a teenager. I remember that his hair was thin and soft, but it still hasn't changed.I thought that the hair reflected the character, but the character changed, but the hair did not change.When he saw him in the warehouse, he really couldn't believe his eyes, until today, he finally put Li Xing in the same seat as Feng Yiyuan.

He thought back on the things he had done over the years, probably the one he regretted the most was injecting Feng Yiyuan with heroin, and the one he regretted the most was that he now united with him.Speaking of which, he is an orphan, and Feng Yiyuan has no parents, so in this regard, they still feel sorry for each other.

For five years, every day in Tianxin has been in torment, and I can only work hard