fatal attraction

"Moon River" was released at the end of September, and it was released on National Day. Because it won an award unexpectedly abroad, it attracted a lot of attention.

What's more, this is Ying Zhao's first work to appear in front of the screen after the publicity of Ying Zhao's love affair, and there are still many people rushing to her.

She has been silent for nearly half a year, and fans can't help but want to book a movie.

On the day of the screening, quite a few people came, and Zhao said it was the first time she saw the finished film.

It was filmed last year, and now it feels like a long, long time has passed. There are too many things happening, and I always feel that every day is full of chaos.Even after half a year of leisure time to heal her injuries, she didn't gain weight, and her complexion was relatively normal. The gentleness in the past was still gentle, but she always felt a little changed.

She was sitting in the first row, with a small number of audience behind her, and the main creators were sitting next to her. They were all little-known artists, even amateurs, because they hadn't seen each other for a long time, and they were a little alienated from the greetings.

Kong Yitang didn't come.A few days ago, she took a few people abroad to do a project, and she just arrived this morning. She originally wanted to come and see, but because she was really tired, she simply rested at home and went to grandpa's for dinner in the evening, so that Ying Zhao could come together after finishing. go.

The room was dim, and some fans took a photo with the poster outside the hall before entering the arena.

Distressed texture.

The years seem to have been turned forward countless pages. A girl with dark long hair and rustic clothes is standing by a river, with a full moon above her head, reflecting on the river, but in the shadow is a girl with curly hair wearing a long windbreaker walking The women in pointed high heels looked at each other silently across the water.The river is sparkling, and crooked handwriting hangs in the azure hue.

Moon River.

The publicity of this film is not very wide, even if there is a college publicity meeting, but because the main creator is not very famous, it can't make much splash.

There were a little more people in the scene where Ying Zhao went, and the heat came up. The promotional video revealed a strong literary style. The picture is beautiful, but I always feel a little incomprehensible.

In such a period surrounded by commercial films, everyone knows the box office of a literary film.

Ying Zhao also knew.

She thought about the final result when she accepted the film, but some of the attraction is an inner touch, and she doesn't care about her box office appeal.When I was about 20 years old, I thought about whether I would become a box office queen and a real movie star if I really took this path in the future.

But now, she has someone who unconditionally supports her to do what she wants to do, so these external evaluations don't matter.

After Kong Yitang mentioned the other party's mother last time, she went to see her mother the next day.

She went alone, because Kong Yitang was on a business trip the next day.

But Mr. Tang was still worried and asked Ying Zhao's assistant to go with him.Ying Zhao didn't go there for long, stood in front of the stele, talked about his current state as before, and left.

live, die.

Although she was the one who gave birth to her, she also missed her, but after such a death, it is not common to even remember her.

But sometimes it is easy to be touched by something, and then think about it.At this age, I still burst into tears because of missing, but I have nowhere to put it, so I can only rely on these works.

She speculates in each role, looking for different ideas of people at a certain point in time.

The assistant following her was Xiao Yang, who had been standing a few meters away from her. Seeing that Ying Zhao had left, she wanted to ask the driver to take Ying Zhao back.

But as soon as he got in the car, Ying Zhao reported an address.

It's another cemetery.

Xiao Yang was a little taken aback: "Sister Ying..."

Ying Zhao was sitting in the back row holding a mobile phone, and hummed, "Go, I have something to do."

Xiao Yang didn't ask any more questions, but Ying Zhao asked the driver to pass by the flower shop he had made an appointment with, and took a bouquet of flowers.

It was a sunny day yesterday, but today the weather is gloomy, and it always feels like it will rain.

When Ying Zhao walked up the stone ladder, he looked in the direction of Kong Yitang's mother's tombstone, but unexpectedly bumped into a man who had just walked down.

"Excuse me."

The man helped her up, Ying Zhao took a step back and said she was fine.

The man smiled and left.

It was a man with long curly hair, wearing a canvas hat, and his hair was tied low behind his head, but his fluffy curls could still be seen.

Not too young, Ying Zhao couldn't help but look back, the man was wearing a windbreaker, and he was very artistically dressed.

Xiao Yang also took a look, not knowing what he was thinking.

Ying Zhao walked towards Jiang Yun's monument with a handful of white roses in his arms.

When I got there, I found that there was already a bouquet of white roses in front of the other party's monument.

It wasn't the bunch that Kong Yitang bought yesterday.

The management of this kind of cemetery will not be loose. Every day after dark, someone will clean up the sacrificial bouquet in front of the monument, and this bouquet of roses does not look wilted at all, obviously it has been placed for a long time.

Maybe Aunt Jiang's friend came to see her?

Ying Zhao didn't think about it, she put down the bouquet and bowed several times.She looked at Jiang Yun's eyebrows and eyes on the tombstone, and she still resembled Kong Yitang.

At first glance, she looks very gentle and affectionate, but it is not difficult to see the stubbornness in her eyebrows and eyes, which is exactly the same as Kong Yitang's stubbornness.

It's just that her Yitang's stubbornness may be more straightforward, while Jiang Yun's stubbornness can't be seen at first glance, but at the second glance, she can be seen already full of eyebrows.

Ying Zhao stared at the woman's eyebrows and called auntie.

Xiao Yang stood a few steps away, she knew that Ying Zhao was talking, but she couldn't hear clearly.

Ying Zhao has lost a lot of weight. She is not that kind of thin person, she has a very well-proportioned body, and she also has a sense of strength that is rarely seen in actresses nowadays.

is toughness.

After the accident, I didn’t catch up with the notice, but I did lose weight. Even with a smile, it’s still as warm as before, but it always gives people a feeling of being close and far away. What’s even more strange is that it doesn’t make people feel uncomfortable. Comfortable, but there is a kind of inexplicable truth.

The incident of the body being injured by a fan, it is not uncommon for such incidents to occur before, but they are all small troubles, and almost no blood is seen.

At most, if they were hit by something, the artist would curse for a while.

Cursing in private, after all, I still eat the food of those admirers, and it's okay to say generously in front of people.

During this time, Ying Zhao started to take over the work gradually, Xiao Yang followed her, and did not hear her say these things.

That fan didn't pay too much for being a minor, but the scars on Ying Zhao's body were a little hard to get rid of. No matter how expensive the beauty needles were, it was a cut, how could it be restored to its original state.

A few days ago, there was an online interview. Ying Zhao answered it at the company. When asked about this matter, the host read that fans said she was too short-tempered. Ying Zhao smiled and said: "Then I can't help but lose my temper." Ah. I think I'm wronged, but I just like someone, and that person is Kong Yitang, why would someone want me to die?"

She still said this with a smile, as if she was chatting with a good friend, "Could it be that Tang is always a man, and everyone will bless me?"

The video on the platform only recorded her upper body. She supported her face with one hand and did not hold it up. It’s not quite right. I’m an ordinary person. I’m in a relationship with someone I like, a woman, and I’ll be pointed out by others. I may suffer more damage than me. It’s better to put my damage in front of the public. I hope everyone knows , liking someone, whether it is related to gender or not, at least the person I like now, the person I think I will always like - Kong Yitang, is a woman, and the relationship between us is love."

The comments on the page were soaring, probably because she was frightened by her grandiose remarks, or because she was delighted to hear it.

Ying Zhao also saw it, and she smiled, "Besides, I also complained. When I was recuperating, I told you Mr. Tang that I was too miserable, but if you were injured by Mr. Tang, then I think it's better for me. "

"There are many things that people can't accept, but it doesn't mean that this kind of thing will disappear because they can't accept it. That fan is too extreme. I also accept the apology. I hope he can..."

Xiaoyang was with Jiang Doudou at the time, and Jiang Doudou was a fish in water in the fan group. In fact, he knew that the fan was not a senior member of Ying Zhao, so he whispered to Xiaoyang: "Sister Ying is great, what are these people thinking, what should Ying Zhao do?" My sister is probably going to be dissed for swearing."

The external image of an artist can be cultivated, the temperament can also be packaged, and the personality can be constantly repaired, but the personality charm exuded from the inside out is difficult to freeze.

Some people will collapse after saying too many words, so the company has to take care of it in private.

But Ying Zhao knows how to measure, and there is nothing to restrain him.

Apart from the fact that she is Kong Yitang's object, she is also a reliable object.

Sometimes I have to admit that there are really people in the world who can be admired more and more.

From the assistant's point of view, Xiao Yang felt that what she saw in Ying Zhao was what others said was rare.

Take the time to lay a prepared bouquet at the grave of your loved one's deceased mother.

She must not know how gentle her expression is for a moment.

Mr. Tang knew that he was probably going to be moved to death again.

Ying Zhao lowered her head, and the cool autumn wind blew a strand or two of her hair. She tucked the strands behind her ears and sighed inaudibly, "Auntie, I like Yitang very much, but I also I know she's not having an easy time."

"I haven't seen you, and I only know about you, but this doesn't affect my feeling that you are a bit cruel.

It's obviously your business, and there are countless clues, so I have to let Yitang run around.But it doesn't make sense for me to say something like "If you don't want to be nice to her, don't give birth to her". At the same time, I have to be grateful, because I met her and wanted to be nice to her. "

……

Ying Zhao actually had anger and resentment in his heart, but he didn't show it yesterday.

People are dead, so it's useless to say these things, but she just wants to say them.

Kong Yitang's nostalgia for his mother is actually a struggle. Ying Zhao can't say this in front of her, but he feels uncomfortable because the other party tosses and turns and can't sleep at night.

The feeling of powerlessness runs through, and it is difficult to get a satisfactory result for many things in the world.

You hope that someone will have a bad life, but sometimes people have a better life than anyone else.

Someone owes you, tramples on you, hurts you, and you can't let her die.The society has given clear constraints, and loopholes can be exploited, but if they are too big, they will also implicate themselves.

Sometimes it's nice to put it mildly, and sometimes it's powerless.

At this time, I can only lose my temper at a tombstone.

Some heartfelt feelings are like vows before elders, lovers can't repeat them day and night, but in front of such a cold object, they are solemn, like talking about the rest of their lives in the dirt, waiting to sleep together after death.

……

It is always difficult to watch my own movies for the first time, and sometimes I even pick and choose, thinking that there are ills everywhere.

Ying Zhao was quite modest when interviewed after the screening.

She was very grateful for the applause, so she smiled when she answered.

These reporters are of good quality and asked a lot of stories about the film. Among them, Ying Zhao, who was mentioned in an interview with the director circulating on the Internet, immediately accepted it after reading it, and asked, "What is the reason why you did not hesitate to accept this script?" Woolen cloth?"

Some fans haven't left yet and have been taking pictures of Ying Zhao.

"This," Ying Zhao lowered his head, "probably because I feel that I have touched the moon river in my heart."

Her answer was a bit cryptic, so the reporter handed the microphone to the director, "Is that so?"

"Can I tell you?"

The director glanced at Ying Zhao, and Ying Zhao nodded his head. Xiao Yang on the side called out sister Ying a little anxiously. Ying Zhao looked over and found that the other party was holding his mobile phone, with a particularly anxious expression on his face.

She nodded apologetically and walked over.

The director said to the camera, "Ying Zhao told me that this golden moon is a bit like her mother."

"Feelings are something that everyone can't lack. In fact, I was quite surprised by Ying Zhao's expression when he said that..."

Among the fans in the audience was a woman wearing a peaked cap. She had been sitting on the seat playing with her mobile phone. When she heard the director's words, she raised her head, and then looked away. Ying Zhao, who was standing on the side, was no longer there.

"Hello? Hello... um, I am, when did it happen? Oh half an hour ago?...Okay, I'll be right over."

Ying Zhao put on his coat and said to Xiao Yang, "It's like I want to go out, you can help me and Mr. Tang tell her not to wait for me."

The author has something to say:

I went back and looked at the assumptions that I first wrote this article. In fact, there is still no difference in the character design, and many people don't like individual supporting roles.How should I put it, I really want to write bad guys, but I can't write bad ones. That kind of pure badness is too difficult for me.So it's a bit nonsensical, and it's still very depressing after being substituted.

So the non-influencer is also here, explaining superfluously, and finally turned into a dry sentence "Some people are like that."

I have met bad people, and I have also met good people. After the pieces are put together, the piece is not satisfactory.