fatal attraction

Ying Zhao attended the press conference after recovering from her injury, which was a true admission of her relationship with Kong Yitang.

Before that, she actually made it public on Weibo.

Although it was Kong Yitang's unilateral announcement a while ago, but that day when Kong Yitang came back from the outside and told her something for a long time, she thought, did I express too little?

Kong Yitang talked a lot.

At that time, they had just finished kissing, and each other's tongues were dyed the color of sugar, green, and it was really funny to stick out their tongues.

While holding a small mirror, Kong Yitang sticks out his tongue to admire his forgiving expression, and at the same time confesses the bit of hatred between himself and Qiao Hanyin.

On the day when Qiao Hanyin wanted Ying Zhao to die, Ying Zhao had already noticed that the relationship between these two people could extend to more than ten years ago.It's not a simple familiar relationship with the same class, but a mutual comparison mixed with hostility.

Qiao Hanyin said that Kong Yitang was disgusting.

Kong Yitang said that Qiao Hanyin was vicious.

The descriptions of the two people are very naive, but when it comes to Kong Yitang, Ying Zhao's heart is completely soft-hearted.

After going through so many things, how could I still look like a blank sheet of paper in front of myself?

Sincerely, can't pick out the purity of a little flaw.

"Actually, I don't want to tell you. I just think it's a bit of a complaint. It's too stingy... After all, it's been so long, and I don't think it's credible to mention it again." Kong Yitang had already finished looking in the mirror while talking, Drinking a bottle of mineral water.Her long hair, which she had kept for a long time, was cut because of an accident last year, and now it grows a little below the ears, but it is curly hair, so that it is rolled up to the ear, just such a small curl, can be seen on people I scratched my heart for a while.

"You didn't come to pick her up once. I know that if you didn't pick her up, you would usually be working at the fast food restaurant at the intersection. I wanted to pass by..." Kong Yitang was drinking water because his neck was white and tender when he raised his head. Ying Zhao couldn't help reaching out to touch it, "But it was blocked by her, in the alley behind the school."

Ying Zhao's hand stopped, and Kong Yitang let her let it go.

"She told me to stay away from you."

Kong Yitang lowered his head, stretched out his hand to pinch Ying Zhao's fingers, and stroked his neckline pretentiously.

"I was pushed by her first, then... fell..." She felt a little ashamed, recalling the scene was very embarrassing, "She stepped on the walking stick, and I threw my schoolbag at her. "

She fell into the memory, the incandescent lamp above her head was turned off, and there was a highlight on the top of her hair.

Ying Zhao's fingers were pinched by her, very tight, still a little sweaty.

"She also said you wouldn't remember me."

There is no way to control the choking, and it seems that time has passed, and the embarrassed and stubborn self of the past is back, thinking about it, but the grievance remains unchanged, and there is still the momentum that cannot bow its head and cannot lose.

"I ignored her, just oh."

Oh what.

At that time, I thought, what does it matter, as long as I can see her forever.

"But why didn't you continue to act later?" Kong Yitang raised his eyes and met Ying Zhao's eyes, the circles of the other's eyes were a little red, and there were gentle water droplets.

Kong Yitang laughed, "Why are you still crying..."

In Ying Zhao's impression, there is no vulnerable person, and she has imagined countless times that the other party will show her vulnerability in front of her.

The opponent spread out.

But only this once.

She has a unique aloofness, and she always refuses to bow her head emotionally.

It's not bowing in that sense, but in nature, she can comfort you and kiss you to express her love, but she can't share all the voices in her heart.

She has chains.

I really want to untie it because she doesn't look very good.

Kong Yitang bowed his head, and kissed Ying Zhao's fingers like petals.

"Because I felt that I owed others a lot, so I agreed to any request."

Ying Zhao's tone was full of remorse and helplessness, but he still stared at Kong Yitang, tears streaming down like this.

She looks so pretty when she sheds tears.

How could it be such a foul.

"you are stupid."

Kong Yitang's tears also fell, hitting the place where he kissed just now, Ying Zhao felt hot and painful, and finally turned into a sigh: "I also feel..."

"Later my mother passed away. But when she brought me here, she was already at the terminal stage of cancer," Kong Yitang licked his lips. She also mentioned her mother to Ying Zhao before, but it was only an understatement. Ying Zhao also saw a photo of the other's mother in Jiang's house. When she was young, her eyebrows and eyes were quite similar to Kong Yitang.

"I still haven't figured out why she is like this...I never understood her," Kong Yitang said in a tone of complaint, like a child complaining that his parents didn't take her out to play, mixed with the indescribable heaviness of an adult, " I didn’t go to my grandpa either, I just taught students and received some salary, until I was beaten by Nie Qi, and she came to the health center to look for me, and I missed something..."

"She repeated a name over and over again. I only remember it was a man's name, but I can't remember the exact name."

Kong Yitang suddenly let out a laugh, quite self-deprecating, "Later she died, and she didn't care about me, she just told me where my dad was, it was very annoying."

"I had no money, no food to eat, and I didn't know what to do with my mother's dead body, and I didn't want to tell my neighbors. Later, I searched through the boxes and found a document and put it in a locked cabinet. My mother wouldn't let me touch the box, she just told me that I couldn't open it... But I opened it anyway, and there were many pieces of stuff inside, such as air tickets, train tickets, phone numbers, and an address, all A letter, written many years ago, unsent.

The recipient is my grandfather.Now the news should not be found anymore. At that time, I took all the money and asked my mother and I to go downstairs to my father's company. I planned to find my grandfather after I recognized my father.

But God still gave me face, my uncle and Jiang Hang happened to be working there that day, and he also came over when the trouble broke out, I don’t know how he recognized me, so I left with him..."

The more she spoke, the lower her voice was, "Ying Zhao, I didn't feel bitter at first, but after you were with me, I felt that it was really bitter before."

Bitter bitter.

Once there is a comparison, there is a comparison, all the resentment increases sharply, and even loathes everything around.

But there is no way, and all these have to be consumed.

After she finished speaking, Ying Zhao reached out and grabbed her wrist with a painful force.

Kong Yitang suddenly looked up from the pain.

Immediately afterwards, she saw Ying Zhaojin half-closed his eyes, tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes, and his teeth bit his lips, making his lips even more red.

The word Yan is difficult to add after Ying Zhao left the show, but at this time, she has a kind of Yan that has been broken off.

She is a flower that is in bud all year round and will only open after being broken.

For so many years, someone has silently stood by his side, stumbled, but still gritted his teeth and took it off.

"Kong Yitang."

Kong Yitang seldom heard Ying Zhao call her name.

Ying Zhao calls her "Yitang", or "Baby", or "Mr. Tang" jokingly.

When being interviewed, use "she" to refer to, or "Mr. Tang".

Others called it that too, but what flowed from her lips and teeth was tenderness.

"In this life," Ying Zhao's face was pale, but his lips were bright red because he used a lot of force, and the wounds on his body were also pulled.

She unconsciously licked it, her tongue was stained with blood, her lips and teeth smelled of rust, but she stared at Kong Yitang and said word by word: "Can you just stay with me?"

Her heart was beating fast.

The pain of the wound seemed to become part of the heartbeat, an indescribable tension.

She was answered with a slap as soft as a caress.

In the end, it turned into a caress, and wiped away her tears with fingers on the cheek.

Kong Yitang licked his finger.

Salty.

She touched the other's lips again.

fishy.

She leaned over and licked the wound on the other's lips with her tongue.

When they parted again, her lips were stained with scarlet.

"what do you mean."

Kong Yitang stood up, bent down and pushed Ying Zhao back, "Doesn't this hurt?"

"Do you still need to say it?"

"Just this life?"

"In the next life, in the next life, any life beyond my control, anyway, talking big is talking, you are not allowed to be with others."

She looked down at Ying Zhao, but she couldn't hide the smile on her lips, and she was a little proud.

"Also, Ying Zhao," she said, "I have to tell you the truth, I'm super jealous, and I thought of locking you up before I can only watch you."

These words are really fierce.

Ying Zhao turned to look at Kong Yitang and sat down, "Do you want to play in the little black room? If you like it, you can."

Kong Yitang froze for a moment, and then let out an ah after a few seconds.

Very loud, and a little bit annoyed, "Why are you doing this!"

"You know how to bully me..."

The more she spoke, the lower her voice became, and finally her mind inevitably shifted from seriousness to pornographic waste. It took a lot of effort to recover, and found that Ying Zhao had been observing her with great interest for a long time.

"You deliberately!"

Ying Zhao nodded, "Yes."

Kong Yitang lowered his head, "Just now you confessed your love to me so affectionately, but now it's changed again."

Ying Zhao: "You still haven't explained anything."

Kong Yitang: "I admit I was wrong about the mailbox. Qiao Hanyin is really annoying. You said you broke up with her, and she still harassed her every day. I really want to beat her up with my own hands."

"No, what I'm talking about is that your jealousy is overweight." Ying Zhao looked at Kong Yitang, "Then why do you still allow me to film? The big sponsor?"

"It's your wife who allowed you to film."

Kong Yitang corrected, "I'm not as narrow-minded as Qiao Hanyin, what do you like, why should I restrict you because of my selfish desires?"

She said very seriously, "Besides, you can still make money for me."

To put it seriously, I still don't earn as much as you do.

Ying Zhao smiled, but Kong Yitang asked, "Can I ask a question?"

She became anxious again, and Ying Zhao sighed, "I confessed my confession in tears just now, but you are still so polite to me, I told you a long time ago, you have to speak to me in the tone of 'you must'. "

Kong Yitang: "I ask a question, you must answer me."

Ying Zhao: "You ask."

"Why do you like Qiao Hanyin?"

This is probably the most difficult question for Kong Yitang. The starting point of her relationship with Ying Zhao is the sister relationship between Qiao Hanyin and Ying Zhao, and she wants to snatch it away.But after going around and going off the track, I realized later that it wasn't that kind of relationship that she and Qiao Hanyin were fighting for from the beginning to the end, but Ying Zhao.

But in her eyes, Qiao Hanyin had nothing to offer. No matter how she substituted Ying Zhao, she couldn't imagine why it took her so long to like him.

I like to strip away my hobbies and lose my future.

"Probably because..." Ying Zhao thought for a while, and she was not surprised that Kong Yitang could ask this question. The topic of the ex in love is always extremely sensitive, and if you don't grasp the scale well, it will become a nail. For her here, she thinks no scale is needed.

"Time."

She smiled, remembering that most of her life revolved around one person, she regretted and sighed at the same time.

"At that time, I didn't know what it meant to be 'I just want to be with you in my life', but I just thought 'it's okay to go on like this'.

My dad left too early, and the family that my mom found later didn’t last long, so in the end, the focus of my life will always be two people,” Ying Zhao sighed, “I’m used to this pattern, and I hate change, I think it's good to stay the same.

She...she was squeamish, and I thought it was okay at the time.Sometimes what people want to live is hope, for others, for responsibility... After all, what I provoked cannot be lost halfway. This can be regarded as hope...

Come to think of it, it's not love either.It's the kind of feeling that was stuck stubbornly after a long time. I changed it because I was afraid of taking it away, so it lasted for so many years. "

"Then if I don't find you, what will you do?"

"Me?" Ying Zhao pursed his lips, "Probably looking around for an audition, or continuing the drama."

She spoke lightly, and looked at Kong Yitang with a smile, "But there is no such thing, you have already appeared."

"This may be the first and last time I will be in a relationship with all my heart, and you will be responsible."

Words like love are empty words, but they can be said to be valid.

There is no basis because it is often easy for someone to describe it.

It is because of the subtle emotions during the relationship, the future created by the collision between your heart and my heart.

What she experienced before was groundless, so it was not love.

The relationship that she defined as spoiled love was nothing more than her own wishful thinking and imposition. In the end, she was moved and felt let down.

What is going on now may lead to old age and death, which is justified.

Relying on you to appear without authorization, relying on you to walk in front of me.

For the rest of your life, you are mine.

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