To Xia Xia

"That... let me rub some medicine on you." Li Jiashu hesitated holding the ointment, afraid that what he said would hurt Bai Xia, so he didn't dare to act rashly.They used to show their most unscrupulous side to each other, and now they have to think about a word for a long time and be cautious.

Bai Xia lay down on the bed as if he didn't hear it, his face was not very good-looking, not only pale, but more embarrassing.Covering himself with the quilt, Li Jiashu watched him curl up like a baby from the outside.

He really would rather Bai Xia beat him, scold him, kick him, punish him with every conceivable means in the world, it doesn't matter, just don't ignore him.

Li Jiashu put the ointment on the bed, sat on the edge of the bed and kissed his back through the quilt, feeling very wronged, "Bao, can you talk to my brother, don't ignore me..."

Li Jiashu's heart was like a heavy stone, he couldn't get it out, he couldn't sink it, he couldn't control, "Don't scare brother..."

Bai Xia ignored him, so he apologized unilaterally, "Baby, you don't know what I've been doing these days, do you? It seems that I offended someone. There was a problem with an advertisement I accepted a while ago. It wasn't a big deal at first, but the other party seemed to want to make it big and make a lot of noise. I didn't want to tell you, so you were worried, but now it's all over, and it's all resolved. You also know that public figures have a lot of reputation Important, in order to suppress this matter, the company even arranged a rumored girlfriend for me, asking me to date her every day..."

"She is the niece of the boss of our company. I feel like she is the one who came to spy on me. She even checked my mobile phone. She was obviously acting, but she really thought she was my girlfriend... Later, the manager asked me to follow her. A team went to Singapore to study music for half a month, and I was so annoyed that I took this opportunity to go. I just came back today, and I went to find you as soon as I came back."

Li Jiashu rubbed his exposed hair, and continued: "I know it's my fault, and I didn't tell you in advance. You didn't answer the phone when you were supposed to say it."

Speaking of this, Li Jiashu felt that he was really wronged and wronged, "But Bao, you can't use other men to anger me! Do you know, when I saw you and Brother Ji Qing together, I felt that the whole world Betrayed, you are the two people I trust the most..."

"You let him kiss you!" Li Jiashu's eyes turned red with anger when he thought about it, "I can't bear to be touched by someone else, how can I bear someone to kiss you, not even the person I trust the most! That's why would be fooled and do that kind of thing..."

His tone became gentler again, and he stroked Bai Xia's body through the quilt, "And you, you will get angry with me, and you don't even know how to explain..."

Li Jiashu doesn't even know why Bai Xia is with Ji Qing, and even made such ambiguous actions, but he regards all this as Bai Xia's anger at him, and in his eyes, this is the only truth.Even if there were other answers, he didn't want to hear them.

He knelt down and slapped himself without any spare effort, which was very crisp in the huge room.

"Bao, I was really wrong, can you say something to my brother..." His tone was almost begging, humble and pitiful, and it reached Bai Xia's ears through the air.

"I'm a bastard! I'm a scum!" Li Jiashu's beautiful face showed a slap mark, "But Xia Xia, brother really likes you, I like you so much, I feel like my whole heart is broken when you ignore me. It hurts like stepping on it.”

"I have no complaints when you beat me to death, just don't ignore me... I get flustered when you ignore me..."

"I shouldn't misunderstand you, I shouldn't be impulsive, and I shouldn't force you! Let's not be angry, okay? If you want to hit me, hit me. Don't be sulking yourself, and then get angry."

Li Jiashu thought that Bai Xia would ignore him, but unexpectedly, Bai Xia showed half of his head from under the quilt, his eyes were red, and his tone was so light that he could hardly hear him, he said, grandma is gone.

Bai Xia wanted to say that he didn't blame Li Jiashu, wanted to say that he didn't like Ji Qing at all, wanted to talk about the photos, wanted to ask why he didn't accompany her when he was most sad, wanted to tell him about the helplessness and despair he experienced in the hospital, I wanted to tell him what Grandma Bai had said to him before she passed away, I wanted to say that they really couldn't be together, and I wanted to say that he really missed him... But at the end of the day, he didn't say anything. Just say grandma is gone.

Grandma left, and the day she left, everything was different.

His world seemed to have gone through a great war, leaving nothing but holes in it.

Bai Xia asked him to get up, and then he just listened quietly to what Li Jiashu said, his eyes fixed on one place for ten minutes without moving.Li Jiashu's hands on his body could feel a slight tremor, the more Bai Xia hid him, the more distressed he was.

Li Jiashu bravely hugged him, this time Bai Xia didn't hide anymore, and let him hug him, weeping silently.

Li Jiashu kissed his tears, and followed his kisses to his eyes. Bai Xia kept biting the quilt tightly with his teeth, refusing to cry out. He resisted the fragility in his heart, but he didn't resist Li Jiashu's tenderness.

"Cry if you want to cry." Li Jiashu got into his quilt "with an inch", hugged his body, let his head rest on his warm and generous chest, accepting his open heart.

Just relying on his words, Bai Xia couldn't bear it anymore, all the grievances and sorrows these days poured out with tears.He had already thought about breaking ties with Li Jiashu, but why did Li Jiashu treat him so well, he would be reluctant.

He will really be reluctant.

I can't bear Li Jiashu's love, his kindness, and his people.

"Miss Dongdong? Let's bring her back tomorrow, shall we?" Li Jiashu began to try to divert his attention, and when Bai Xia cried, his heart broke.

Bai Xia nodded slightly, her mood was much more stable than before.

When Li Jiashu got up to get a tissue, he saw the tube of ointment and remembered something more important.He understood that Bai Xia was embarrassed, but if it really got inflammation, the problem would be more serious.

"Does it still hurt there?"

Bai Xia realized what he was talking about, and his face turned red. He thought that kind of thing was very beautiful, but when Li Jiashu came in, he couldn't even breathe. At that time, he really thought he was going to die.

"pain."

Li Jiashu kissed away the grievance on his face, "Get up and take some medicine."

"No need..." Bai Xia's face turned even redder, it was already difficult for him to accept what happened during the day, and now he had to apply medicine there, how could he be ashamed.

"Baby, if you have an infection, let the doctor see it." Li Jiashu coaxed and lied.

Bai Xia's face changed when he heard this, "No, I don't feel pain anymore...Really."

Li Jiashu was amused by his incoherence, he hadn't laughed for a long time.

"You have grown a beard." Bai Xia touched his stubble curiously, trying to skip this topic.

"En." Li Jiashu responded casually, "I left in a hurry that day, so I didn't take anything. I only got the phone card when I went."

As soon as he mentioned this Bai Xia, he thought of something, stood up abruptly, and hurt the wound on his back, "Where is my mobile phone?"

"In the dormitory, I didn't get it for you." He didn't care about his mobile phone at that time.

"Did you call me?" Bai Xia asked him.

Li Jiashu nodded as a matter of course, "Yes, I couldn't get through after calling several times."

Bai Xia knew that she had misunderstood Li Jiashu, and asked Li Jiashu to apologize to herself first, feeling embarrassed immediately, "My mobile phone blocked all the strange numbers..."

"..."

Destiny is so boring, I make fun of them every day.

Li Jiashu still insisted on giving him medicine, but Bai Xia couldn't resist him, and his back really hurt, he was afraid of pain, Li Jiashu knew it.

Under Li Jiashu's guidance, he pouted his butt high, this action made him very ashamed, Bai Xia covered his head with the whole quilt, like an ostrich buried in the sand.

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