To Xia Xia

Bai Xia didn't go to the training in the afternoon, and spent the whole afternoon reading in the dormitory. After taking the medicine prescribed by the doctor, he seemed to feel better. He took a thermometer at night, and it was 37 degrees four.

Tomorrow is Friday, and Saturday is just a blink of an eye.Bai Xia thought that he could get rid of the demon Ji Qing by leaving that place, but he was wrong, demons are everywhere.

He had once sympathized with Ji Qing, anyone would not be able to bear such a blow, it was not his fault.But he couldn't forgive him, and he couldn't understand that he grafted his pain onto innocent people.

Probably this is the hateful thing about poor people.

what can we do about it.He thought, and then fell into a deep sleep.

On Saturday, Bai Xia developed a fever again, which was worse than last time, but this time he discovered it himself, and didn't bother others.It was the same doctor who gave him the needle, a male doctor in his sixties, very similar to the old teacher who gave them military theory classes, and he did a routine examination for Bai Xia.

"Your name is Bai Xia?"

Bai Xia nodded.

"You came here two days ago, and your chatty roommate." He took the list to look for medicine, and had to wear reading glasses because of vertigo.

"Yes."

Every time the season changes, a lot of people get sick, and colds are the most common. Bai Xia's body's resistance has been low since she was a child, and getting sick was normal when she was young.

The old doctor gave him some medicines to increase immunity, and told him to sit here obediently and get an IV drip without moving around.

The last time Bai Xia had an IV drip on his left hand, this time he chose to prick his right hand, so he didn't dare to move his whole right arm, for fear of missing the needle.The phone was on his left hand, and there was no movement all morning, and Ji Qing didn't call either. Bai Xia prayed in his heart that he would forget about it, but now he was dizzy, and he only prayed for a while before leaning against the bed to sleep caught.

After hanging up the needles, Bai Xia paid the medical expenses, even though he had a medical insurance card, it was still a considerable expense.

Before he left, the doctor advised him to have time to go to a regular hospital for an examination, because Bai Xia's immunity is much lower than that of ordinary people, so it is easy to get sick.Bai Xia answered with his mouth, but he didn't take it seriously in his heart. He had already spent the living expenses of the previous semester in city B for more than half a month. The book fee for one semester alone was more than 500, and Bai Xia was stunned.

At the beginning of the school year, daily necessities, medical insurance card, meal card, book fee, insurance fee, and other miscellaneous necessary expenses have almost caught up with the tuition fee for a year. Also did not find a part-time job.Thinking of this, Bai Xia suddenly felt that going to college was not easy, no wonder so many people couldn't afford to go to college.

After leaving the school hospital, it was already noon, Bai Xia was sick and had no appetite at all, but considering that he was still sick, he forced himself to eat something.

The existence of the mobile phone always reminded him of Ji Qing's threat, so he simply didn't look at it.The medicine prescribed by the doctor contained tranquilizers. After taking it, Bai Xia slept all afternoon and woke up only after dark.

It finally rained outside, pattering, and the temperature dropped all of a sudden.

Shen Xingye was the only one in the dormitory. He consciously played games with headphones on, and did not disturb Bai Xia's rest at all.

He picked up the phone and took a look, the black screen reflected his hair sleeping like a chicken coop, Bai Xia grabbed it twice and unlocked the phone.

Three missed calls, two text messages.

The calls were all from Li Jiashu. Half an hour ago, he turned his phone to silent so he didn't hear it.

One of the two text messages was from Li Jiashu, after his phone call: I am near your school.

The other one didn't have a name, but Bai Xia knew who it was, it was earlier, and it only had two words: go downstairs.

Bai Xia's hand holding the phone trembled unconsciously, and his lips trembled too. The weather made him feel cold, and the text messages also made him feel cold.

He was really scared.

Bai Xia called Li Jiashu back, and the other end answered it quickly, as if she had been waiting for him with her mobile phone.

"What are you doing? Why don't you answer the phone." Li Jiashu's voice was a little lazy.

"Just woke up, the phone was turned to silent." Bai Xia said, "Why are you here?"

"There happened to be an event nearby, passing by your school."

Bai Xia was actually glad that Li Jiashu didn't come here specifically to find him, "It's over?"

"Well, but there's another interview."

Bai Xia thought for a while, wondering if Ji Qing had left, in case Li Jiashu came looking for him and the two of them ran into each other...

"How about...Brother, you should go back today..." Bai Xia was a little worried, and her words trembled, "I'm a little uncomfortable today, and I don't want to go downstairs."

Li Jiashu reacted immediately and asked him what was wrong.Bai Xia said it was just a cold and had already taken medicine. Although it was not a lie, it was very guilty.

"I'll go see you in the bedroom."

"No!" Bai Xia was a little agitated. Shen Xingye heard it with his earphones, only to realize that he had woken up, "I'm fine, don't come, it's inconvenient."

Li Jiashu thought he was afraid of being recognized, so he didn't think too much, "Your roommates are not girls, who would recognize me?"

Bai Xia still firmly refused, "Don't come, in case the infection is transmitted to you..."

Li Jiashu couldn't hold him back, so he had to compromise, and reluctantly said: "Okay, then I'll go back directly in a while."

"Yeah." Bai Xia replied, "I'll look for you when Auntie goes back."

"Okay, take a good rest and drink more water. A lot of people have caught a cold recently..." Li Jiashu told him worriedly. After talking a lot, he almost turned into another Shen Xingye.

"understood."

Bai Xia rarely took the initiative to hang up Li Jiashu's phone, but this time she couldn't wait to hang up his phone first.

Li Jiashu on the other end wanted to say something, only to find that the other party had hung up, leaving only a beep.Really, he has almost arrived at Baixia School.

Shen Xingye saw that he hung up the phone and his condition was better than at noon, so he remembered something, "Xiao Bai, someone came to see you while you were sleeping just now."

Bai Xia was startled, and hurriedly asked who he was.

"He didn't say anything. I told him that you had a fever and were sleeping. I asked him to come in and wait and he didn't come in. He said he would wait downstairs." Shen Xingye recalled, the man stood outside the door and didn't come in. Thin, dressed in black and white, "Is that your brother?"

Bai Xia shook her head, unable to explain clearly, grabbed a coat and put it on and went downstairs.

"Hey, Xiaobai, where are you going?" Shen Xingye had never seen him move so fast, because the door slammed shut in his eagerness caused a gust of wind.

As soon as Bai Xia reached the first floor, he saw Ji Qing.

Those unpleasant memories have been in the past for a long time, but Bai Xia feels that they are the same as yesterday, and the older he gets, the clearer he remembers them.

Ji Qing also saw him, neither of them said anything, secretly hiding their thoughts.

The downstairs of the dormitory is full of people coming and going, not a place to talk, no matter what they will say.

The rain was already light. The left side of the dormitory building was a lawn with a few benches next to it. It was usually a holy place for young couples to date, but today it was empty because of the rain.

Bai Xia walked forward with her head down, her white sneakers stepped through the puddle and were stained with muddy water.

"Bai Xia." Ji Qing called his name, putting his right hand on his shoulder.Bai Xia was so frightened that she quickly retracted, turned around, and took several steps back.

Ji Qing didn't expect him to react so strongly, he withdrew his hand in embarrassment, and put it back in his pocket.

"You've grown taller again." Ji Qing said calmly, as he always did, the calmer he was, the more chilling he was, "Long time no see."

Bai Xia didn't want to catch up with him, and his tone was pleading, he didn't want to hear Ji Qing's greetings, but only wanted to know his intentions, "You don't need to beat around the bush, what are you going to do to let us go?"

Ji Qing froze for a moment and smiled, seemingly carelessly, "I just want to see you, not to negotiate."

"I am!" Bai Xia was frantic, his mind was in a mess, "I'm here to negotiate!"

He never thought it would be so difficult to be with the person he likes.He has liked Li Jiashu for so many years, and finally got together, but there are thousands of mountains and rivers in between.He can't see Li Qinsheng who has regarded himself as his own son since he was a child, can't share the joy of love with anyone, can't spend holidays with Li Jiashu, can't call him all the time, and even holds hands and has to close the curtains. How is Li Jiashu doing now? It's easy to come to the school to take a look at him, but he still wants to lie to Li Jiashu and stand here negotiating with the person who hurt him!

And he has little chance of winning this negotiation.

Ji Qing had never seen Bai Xia like this before, he couldn't tell what it was like, he could see that he was angry, he was really angry, because of his boring game.

"Okay, then let's talk." Ji Qing put away his cynical look and became serious. Bai Xia was not surprised, and he would not be surprised by any face appearing on Ji Qing's face. In his impression, Ji Qing was originally a man of thousands of faces.

"I don't want to threaten you." Ji Qing said flatly, "But if it makes you mine, I'm happy to do so."

Bai Xia opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say, the water droplets from the leaves fell on his forehead along the tip of the leaves, it was icy cold.

Why does he still feel that this is threatening him.

"I like you quite a bit, Xiaoxia." Seeing that he didn't respond, Ji Qing continued on his own, and tried to touch the person in front of him with both hands again, but was still avoided.Ji Qing frowned tightly, as if afraid that he would not believe it, "Really.

Bai Xia just found it inconceivable, and looked up at him with a puzzled expression.

He didn't believe Ji Qing's words from the bottom of his heart, let alone such a perverted "like", he couldn't stand it.

Bai Xia remembered the way Ji Qing looked at him in the past, as if he was looking at a kitten or dog that was being manipulated by others, so he said flatly, "You just like your brother."

Ji Qing was not surprised that he said that, what Bai Xia said was not wrong at all.

"Yes, I like him, and I will always like him." He paused for a while, as if he was going through something painful, Bai Xia saw his eyebrows and eyes were tangled together, and then heard him say: "But he has passed away."

Ji Qing accepted this fact after he went through a year and a half of psychotherapy.

Bai Xia's eyes dimmed for a while, at that moment he could understand Ji Qing's hatred at that time, because even he hated him, hated those two people who killed Ji Nian and committed suicide.What they have affected is far from a family, there are also him and Li Jiashu, the Li family and the Bai family, and even more people.Because of their ugly selfishness and desires for a moment, many innocent people have been pulled to the brink of despair.

Before he knew it, Bai Xia was being led away by Ji Qing again, and he felt pity for him again.When Bai Xia realized this clearly, he returned to his original intention and asked Ji Qing: "How on earth are you willing to destroy the photos?"

Ji Qing finally stopped beating around the bush, and answered him without any jokes or evasions, "I want you to leave Li Jiashu and stay with me."

"Don't even think about it." Almost without any hesitation, Bai Xia gave his answer, he gritted his teeth bitterly, he had long thought that Ji Qing would not let them go easily.

Ji Qing sneered, "You refused so absolutely, it seems like you didn't think about Li Jiashu?"

Bai Xia glared at him, but the words of refusal were stuck in her throat.

The reason he dared to talk to Ji Qing like this was because of Li Jiashu, and it was also because of Li Jiashu that he didn't dare. In other words, it was armor and also a weakness.That's about it.

"It's okay, I'll give you time to think about it." Ji Qing took out a business card from his pocket and handed it in mid-air, but Bai Xia didn't take it, so he put it in Bai Xia's pocket with his slender fingers, There is still the same smile on his face, "If you think about it, don't forget to contact me, welcome anytime."