To Xia Xia

The liveliness of the Li family didn't last long. On the fifth day of the new year, Li Jiashu's eldest and second brothers all left, leaving only a family of three.Li Qinsheng and her husband went out early in the morning, Li Jiashu stayed in bed until almost ten o'clock, washed his face and called Bai Xia.

The bar resumed business on the seventh day of the lunar new year, about ten days earlier than Bai Xia's school start time.

Before Bai Xia came, Li Jiashu took out the delicious food sent by relatives from all walks of life in the past two days, and set it up on a table. Anyway, after he left, there was no one to eat, so it would be better to make Bai Xia fat and touch it. It feels better in the hand.

The two leaned on the sofa and watched TV. This year's Spring Festival Gala was very boring, so Li Jiashu played games with his mobile phone. Bai Xia thought it was very interesting, and watched intently with a bag of yogurt in his mouth.

Usually Li Jiashu played very smoothly, but today he lost several rounds in a row. Bai Xia complained from the side: "Why did you lose again?"

Li Jiashu said casually, "The Internet is not good today."

Bai Xia believed his nonsense, and turned his attention to the TV, "Oh, let's play after the Internet is ready."

Bai Xia was really bored watching the Spring Festival Gala, and the sketches were not funny at all, so she found a TV series.Li Jiashu watched him staring at the TV screen intently, completely regarded himself as nothing, and ignored him when he talked, and was pushed away when he kissed him, feeling extremely upset.

A broken TV series is more important than yourself?

Li Jiashu quickly pressed him on the sofa, and snatched the remote control from his hand.

Before Bai Xia realized it, she couldn't move her whole body. The yogurt spilled out. She watched Li Jiashu turn off the wonderful TV series she was watching, and said angrily, "Bullying people."

The heating in the room was very hot, so he took off his coat as soon as he entered the room, and he was only wearing a thin beige sweater, which made his complexion whiter than before.Li Jiashu looked at the part of his neck that was exposed, raised his head to meet Bai Xia's wet eyes, and suppressed some inexplicable restlessness in his heart.

"Did you come to my house to watch TV?"

It's not that Bai Xia doesn't have a TV at home, it's just that there are few channels, and he doesn't like to watch it. In the past, when he wanted to watch TV, he would go to Li Jiashu's house. When he was a child, Journey to the West was broadcast on TV, and he used to go here every day.

So he said confidently, "Isn't it?"

Li Jiashu was angry and wanted to laugh. Bai Xia would not have had the guts to talk to him like that before. He was very timid when he was a child, he was not obedient, and he didn't even dare to show his head when he followed Li Jiashu.Later... Later, I was used to it by myself. I was still afraid of others, but I was not afraid of myself.

"Brother is leaving tomorrow, Xia Xia, don't you say something?"

"What?" Bai Xia asked him blankly.

Li Jiashu pointed to his lips, and answered him with his actions.Bai Xia lay submissively on the sofa, Li Jiashu's legs were spread across his waist, and he held his two hands that he wanted to escape, and kissed Bai Xia's lips fiercely.

Bai Xia wanted to push him again, saying that she kissed him yesterday.

Li Jiashu thought this was all absurdity, even if you are in a relationship, you have to be limited to odd or even numbers?

Then overdraft the future in advance.

The room was not big, and the sound of the two kissing water echoed. First, it was a kiss like a chicken pecking at rice, and then it turned into a kiss like a hungry wolf. Bai Xia had never felt Li Jiashu's love so strongly before. Kiss him as if to swallow.

He saw that Li Jiashu's eyes were red and bloodshot inside.Bai Xia was also emotional at this time, she responded little by little, and Li Jiashu repaid them with more intense kisses.

In a daze, Bai Xia was picked up by Li Jiashu. He leaned on the sofa, and Bai Xia sat on his lap. Most of the collar of the sweater slipped off and he didn't notice it, and he didn't feel the cold when he exposed a large part of his calf.

His hand slipped into Bai Xia's sweater, pinched his slender waist, and stroked his smooth back from top to bottom. Li Jiashu knew that he had gone too far, but he couldn't stop.

Maybe it was because the two of them were too involved, and neither of them noticed the approaching footsteps and the door being pushed open.

When the sunlight came in through the crack of the door, Li Jiashu realized that someone was standing at the door, it was Li Qinsheng.

Li Qinsheng didn't see her son when she walked into the yard, she thought he was still sleeping in the house, and thought she had forgotten to lock the door when she left. When she pushed open the door that blocked everything, she wished that she never came back in her life.

She rubbed her eyes hard, praying it was just a dream.

The side of the sofa was facing the door, so the two profile faces in front of her were clearly presented in front of her, even though the disheveled Bai Xia Ban turned his back to her, covering most of Li Jiashu.

"Mom!" Before Li Jiashu could say anything, he moved first, and hastily pushed away Bai Xia who didn't know what happened.There was a faint thread of water between the two of them, Bai Xia staggered and bumped into the corner of the table in front of the sofa, and sat on the ground because of his imbalance.

He looked up at Li Qinsheng numbly, feeling no pain at all.

Like a firework exploding in the sky or an explosion in the ocean, his mind went blank at this moment.

It’s over.

"Pa", Li Qinsheng stepped forward and slapped Li Jiashu hard, and the five fingerprints instantly appeared on his face like a relief.

"Mom, I..."

Li Jiashu opened his mouth to explain, but he couldn't explain, nor could he.Because what Li Qinsheng saw was the truth.

At this moment, Bai Xia felt numbness and pain, and tried to stand up while holding the cold ground with both hands, but failed.

Regardless of his mother's gaze, Li Jiashu stepped forward and stretched out his hands to embrace him. The two of them lowered their heads like children who have done something wrong, not daring to look at Li Qinsheng.

Li Qinsheng's legs were weak, and her heart rate increased sharply. She looked at the two of them in dismay, almost staring at Bai Xia, but in fact, tears had blurred her vision, and she couldn't see anything clearly.

How much she wanted to change the face in front of her with anyone in the world, as long as it wasn't Bai Xia, as long as that person wasn't called Bai Xia.

And Bai Xia felt guilty more than anyone else. He didn't have a mother in his childhood. When he was in school, someone pointed at him and said he was a bastard. Li Qinsheng rushed out and scolded those people, and went to find them of parents ask them to educate their children well.From then on, in Bai Xia's heart, Li Qinsheng played the role of mother, taking care of him for more than ten years, just like his biological mother.

But now.

All balance is broken.

The first of the three to break the silence was Li Jiashu.

Li Jiashu was tall, almost stumbled and stood in front of Li Qinsheng, knelt on the ground and admitted his mistake with a plop, "Mom, it was me, I forced him."

"I was wrong, it has nothing to do with Xia Xia..."

His eyes were red, but he didn't shed tears. At this moment, Li Jiashu was also blank. He didn't know what he was talking nonsense, and was eager to separate this matter from Bai Xia.

It's fine if he doesn't say that, but when he said that Li Qinsheng seemed to prove something, he picked up the bamboo stick beside him and licked him.

Tears kept falling while she was beating. How could the flesh on her body not hurt when she was beating herself.

She watched the two children grow up, and she knew better than anyone else.Bai Xia has been well-behaved and sensible since he was a child, even if he had a hundred hearts, he would not have the courage to do such an extraordinary thing.On the contrary, for her own son, she usually just made a gesture and said a few words when he caused troubles at school.I never thought that he would dare to do such a deviant thing... She bumped into him today, if someone else saw him, where would the Li family's face be in the future?She is afraid that she will have to bear the crime of being incapable of teaching her children for the rest of her life!

"I'll kill you! How can you do this..."

Li Qinsheng really slapped Li Jiashu on the back this time.Blood oozed from the white bottom shirt, staining half of his back red.

Every slap not only hurts Li Jiashu's body, but also hurts Bai Xia's heart.When he was a child, he felt miraculous when he saw Sunflower's acupuncture points, but at this moment, it was as if his acupuncture points had been tapped by a martial arts master, and he couldn't move at all.

He always thought that the distance between him and Li Jiashu was only a little bit, and as long as Li Jiashu accepted him, they could be together.As naive as he is, Bai Xia never thought that between them, there is family, age, gender, reality, and worldly vision.There are too many barriers between them.

But he never thought about it.

In front of him is Aunt Li whom he respects, and the person he loves deeply, both of them are equally important to him, and neither side can be separated.

However, he did something so sorry for the two of them.

He should be punished.

Bai Xia rushed to block in front of Li Jiashu, his bloody back was like a nail in Bai Xia's eyes, nailed to his heart bit by bit, "Auntie, stop beating, it's my fault, I seduced Jiashu first Brother Tree's!"

He rushed over suddenly, Li Qinsheng didn't have time to take back his hand, and slapped him on his arm. Within a few seconds, a red blood mark swelled up on his white and tender arm, but Bai Xia didn't feel the pain, and hugged Li Jiashu tightly, "Hit me..."

Li Qinsheng was stunned for a moment, her hand holding the bamboo stick was in the air and couldn't fall down, she could see that Bai Xia had been dependent on Li Jiashu since she was a child, who would have thought that this dependence would lead to the current ending?The so-called one slap can't make a sound, what she saw just now was clearly the kiss of two people.

But why is it the two of them?

Seeing Li Qinsheng stunned in mid-air, Li Jiashu thought she really believed Bai Xia's words, and quickly explained, "It's not like that, Mom, it's all me..."

He pushed Bai Xia away, protected him behind him, and let Li Qinsheng's bamboo sticks fall on his back one by one.Li Qinsheng has hatred in his heart, but he must not vent it on Bai Xia.If there is really a reason, how will I explain it to Grandma Bai.

Bai Xia couldn't stand watching, but he didn't have the strength to break free from Li Jiashu, his sleeves had already been wet with tears, but he could do nothing.He kept crying and begging in a hoarse voice that was already crying, "Don't hit Brother Jiashu, it's all my fault..."

Yes.

He was wrong.

It's all his fault.

He could have killed this relationship in the cradle, but because of his selfishness, he made them grow worse. He selfishly wanted to be cared for, wanted to be happy, and even wanted to be forever, but he never thought of giving anything what a price...

Bai Xia tried to block him several times, but was protected by Li Jiashu in his arms, and the young man in front of him bore all the punishment and pain alone, and for a long time afterwards, those scars became evidence that he loved Bai Xia deeply , always reminding him.

He no longer prayed, but silently accepted the punishment from his mother.The clothes under his body were wet a lot, and he didn't know whether it was the sweat he endured the pain or the tears of the person in his arms.

When Li's father came home, everything was in a mess. A door cut off Li Jiashu's hope of contacting the outside world. Although the winter clothes were thick, the pain still made him unbearable.

Li's father was completely kept in the dark, Li Qinsheng did not tell him about this, this is Li Jiashu's conclusion.During the meal, Li Qinsheng still asked him to eat more as if nothing had happened, and reminded him what to bring when he left tomorrow, as if nothing had happened.

But it's not the same anymore.

The mobile phone was placed on the table, but when Li Jiashu touched it, Li Qinsheng slammed his hand back with a straight face, and said dissatisfiedly, "What kind of mobile phone are you playing with? Go back to the room!"

Li Jiashu didn't even have a chance to sneak out. The windows in his room were so small that it was almost impossible to get out.Li Qinsheng sat at the door of his room all afternoon, motionless, even following him to find some ointment.

At night, Li Jiashu developed a high fever, and he decided to have a good talk with Li Qinsheng about it.

"Mom, let me send Xia Xia a text message, otherwise he won't sleep all night."

Li Qinsheng ignored him. At this moment, she had calmed down and asked the most important questions.

"How far have you developed?"

Li Jiashu had never seen such a gloomy gaze from Li Qinsheng, and to be honest, "It's just what you see, nothing else."

Li Qinsheng didn't breathe a sigh of relief, and then asked him, "When did your matter... start? How long have you kept it from me? Does anyone else know?"

"It's been more than a year, and no one knows about it except you. I provoked him first, and it really has nothing to do with him!"

Li Qinsheng recalled what had happened over the past year. She already felt that there was a problem, but she only thought that the relationship between the two was getting better and better. No mother would think this way.

Li Jiashu asked Li Qinsheng for a cell phone again, saying that he would only talk to him and turn on the speakerphone.It took Li Qinsheng a long time to refuse, and said, "Stop contacting the two of you, break it off."

Bai Xia didn't know how he got home, he only remembered that he knocked on the door over and over again, but Li Jiashu refused to open it for him, and the shock, anger, disappointment and heartache on Aunt Li's face.It was the first time he heard Aunt Li screaming at him so angrily, telling him to go back.Bai Xia knew that the last thing she wanted to see was not Li Jiashu, but him.

The man who seduced her son.

At night, he opened his eyes and looked at the roof, but he couldn't see anything, it was pitch black.The only window through which light could enter was completely blocked by him with curtains. At this time, he was like an emissary of darkness, guarding against the light.

Even so, he dared not close his eyes.

As soon as he closed his eyes, the bloody redness and the transparent liquid that fell on his shoulders drilled into his mind like a snake, constantly reminding him of everything that happened today.

ended.

everything is over.

He held the phone tightly in his hand, hoping it would ring, even if it vibrated, but it didn't.After all, there was still no sound of knocking on the glass by the window.In the past, Bai Xia always felt that the voice was a bit scary, but at this moment, he was looking forward to the voice more than anyone else at any time. He wanted to see that familiar face, and his usual anxiety became an analgesic at this moment. However, it was unusually quiet outside today, with no sound at all.