General, you are being naughty

The farewell at the gate of the cold palace, the painful scene, the princess will never forget it in her life, and it is also a pain that she can't get rid of in her life.When she woke up, she was sweating profusely, her clothes were already soaked, and the palpitations in her chest made her eyes red.

Ten years have passed, the vicissitudes have changed, the past is like smoke, Ah Yue is no longer the original Ah Yue, and she is not the original her.

What separates the two of them is not the ten years, but the pain that they can't ask for.

Even though we are close at hand, yet it seems that we are far away in the world, our hearts are no longer close, what kind of warmth do we still long for?

Ah Yue has changed, she is no longer the virtuous and gentle Ah Yue ten years ago, and the way Ah Yue looks at her is no longer tender. All she can see in those gentle eyes like water in the past is only the heart-wrenching resentment. With hate, there is still a trace of calmness.

She should let go of the past, otherwise how could she be able to see her for the first time ten years later, without any fluctuations in emotion, and the expression on her face was extremely indifferent, as if she just disappeared for a day, rather than not seeing her for ten years.

After ten years of ups and downs in life, there are too many things that can be changed.But the concubine has no regrets, no annoyance, no resentment, because she loves Jian Yue too much, so she would rather give up her peaceful life all her life and enter the palace to follow Jian Yue, even if she becomes the concubine of the Holy King in this life, In the cold palace, even though she has been trapped in the cold palace for ten years, she still loves Jian Yue deeply as before.

Stories are easy to write, but hard to find.

"Ah Yue."

The concubine lay on the bed, and softly read a name she had called for more than ten years. She turned her head and looked at the plum blossom tree outside the window. The plum blossoms were in full bloom in the cold winter. With a sigh, two tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes and slowly flowed down his cheeks.

"Empress Taifei, it's time to get up." Chunlan came from outside the door, her voice could not conceal her excitement, "Empress Taifei, I heard that the plum blossoms in the plum garden are also blooming, do we want to go and admire them?"

"Plum Garden?" The concubine raised her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, she straightened up, "Is it the plum garden next to Fuwu Palace?"

Chunlan opened the cabinet and searched for cotton clothes, and replied with a smile: "Yes, the plum blossom seedlings planted by the concubine ten years ago have now become the famous plum garden in the Holy Palace. , even the lady..."

Speaking of this, Chunlan hurriedly turned her head to look at the empress dowager, but she saw that the empress dowager's expression was calm, and she didn't seem to respond. She breathed a sigh of relief, tightly pursed her mouth, and didn't say anything else.

Even the female gentleman would go to that garden every year to step on the snow and look for plum blossoms, until the early spring appeared and the plum blossoms withered.

This has been the case every year for the past ten years.

"Then go and have a look."

Chunlan became excited again: "Okay, the concubine always stays in the deep palace, and she is about to get sick from boredom. Let's go out for a walk often."

The concubine smiled lightly, but did not make another sound.

Ah Yue likes plum blossoms so much, and she planted those plum blossom trees specially, so there is no fuss about Ah Yue going there every year.

It's just that she had heard of it before, and she didn't know that after a few years of her confinement, another man appeared beside Ah Yue. This man was as obsessed with her as she was for so many years. is empty.

Her Ah Yue, why not be sad and sad.

She was happy in the pain, but fortunately, Ah Yue found her own son, which can somewhat heal the pain in her heart, and she will not be old and homeless in the future.

Chunlan put on warm cotton clothes for the concubine, and accompanied her to the plum garden.

Seeing the familiar yet unfamiliar environment, the Empress Dowager's eyes showed a hint of grief. Back then, this was the place where she and Ah Yue spent most of their time alone, and it was also she who held Ah Yue's hand and wandered in this small world.

Concubine Toffee took a heavy step, her eyes were fixed on the wall, where the plum blossom branches protruded from the wall, and the plum blossoms were in full bloom.

The concubine suddenly stopped and said, "Chunlan, I want to walk alone, so you wait here for me."

"But, empress dowager, you are alone..." Chunlan showed hesitation, and hesitated to speak.

"It's okay."

After the concubine finished speaking lightly, she turned around and walked slowly towards the depths of the plum garden.But what catches the eye is no longer the tender seedlings back then. The plum blossom seedlings that she planted by herself have all grown up now.

The years are merciless, leaving nothing but helplessness.

Seeing so many delicate plum blossoms, the concubine's past seemed to reappear in her mind a few years ago, the tip of her nose was sour again, and she almost shed tears.

Concubine Toffee walked slowly, even though she was surrounded by a scene as beautiful as a fairyland, she didn't turn her head, nor did she turn her head to look around.

I don't know how long she walked, but the concubine's footsteps finally stopped under a plum blossom tree. This plum blossom tree is no different from the one next to it, but the meaning is very different to the concubine, because the plum blossom tree in front of her is a plum blossom tree. She planted it with Ah Yue back then.

The concubine slowly stretched out her hand, covering the body of the plum blossom tree, but there was a icy chill in her palm.

Suddenly, she heard a slight sigh in a trance, like melancholy, helpless, and confused. She raised her eyes and looked in the direction of the sigh. In an instant, her eyes fell on the plum blossom tree standing not far away. The familiar and lonely shadow below, her heart shook violently, and she couldn't help being dazed.

Silently watching the emaciated figure for a while, the concubine lowered her eyes, put away her mind and stabilized her emotions, moved lightly with lotus steps, and stood quietly behind the empress dowager, without the old playful smile, nor the willful and stubborn impulse of the past, she slightly Opening her lips, she called softly, "Ah Yue."

The concubine could clearly feel the woman's shoulders trembling a little bit, and they were silent with each other. The woman never looked back at her, nor did she make a sound, she just stood there quietly, not knowing what she was thinking?

"It's such a coincidence that I met you here." The concubine smiled softly, her voice was as tender as before, "I thought I was the only one here, if I disturbed Her Majesty, I hope you will forgive me."

The Empress Dowager sneered, but she didn't feel a trace of blame in her heart. She didn't look back at the Empress Dowager, and said, "Yu Yi, ten years in the cold palace, can you comprehend all kinds of things in the world?"

"No." The concubine answered honestly.

"It's not up to people to think at all, and it's not up to people to decide at all." The low and slow voice rang in her ears, the concubine was stunned for a moment when she heard the words, she couldn't help clenching her hands, but said with a smile on her face: "Your Majesty can see clearly. "

The queen mother heard the words, turned around slowly, and looked at the woman in front of her quietly. Those fox-like eyes had no light, and she could no longer feel the woman's lively temperament. Turning slyly, the woman looked at her eyes full of emptiness.

There was a sudden pain in the apex of the heart, the queen mother turned her face away, and she staggered her gaze, and said: "Yuyi, in fact, you don't need to stay in the holy palace anymore, wasting your good years for nothing. Outside the holy palace, the sky is high and the earth is vast, where you want to go."

The concubine said softly: "Ah Yue, why do I persist in staying in the Holy Palace, and what I want, you know best in your heart."

"It's been so long, and things have changed. If you persist in the past, you will ruin more than the previous ten years." The Queen Mother paused, lowered her eyes and turned her back slowly, "You I'm not young anymore, being in my 30s has ruined half my life, Yuyi, don't be self-willed, go out of the palace."

The concubine's mood was turbulent, she looked at the back of the woman Ling Jue, and murmured: "What about you? Will you still refuse to follow me out of the palace like ten years ago?"

"It is impossible for us to be together, not ten years ago, nor ten years later." The Queen Mother's voice was cold.

"Ah Yue, you have escaped for so many years, but you really never thought about being with me at all?" The concubine smiled wryly, "That night, I thought you also had affection for me."

"No matter how much affection you have, it has already been wiped out in thousands of days and nights, do you still think that it can be tender to this day?"

The Empress Dowager did not reject her love, which made the Concubine feel a little bit relieved, but the disappearance of Ah Yue's mouth made her extremely uncomfortable, and the Concubine smiled bitterly: "A Yue, you are still blaming me for abandoning you that day. ?”

"We will never see each other again for the rest of my life. You said it yourself." The cold voice lost its warmth and seemed alienated. "You and I have a deep relationship, and it is impossible to be together."

The concubine's eyes slowly filled with tears: "Can it be said that you also had affection for me?"

"Maybe." The queen mother still did not turn her head, but the toffee clearly saw her shoulders trembling slightly, "Maybe not."

"Ah Yue, when I chose to enter the palace, I never thought that I would go out one day. Unless you come with me, I will spend the rest of my life in the palace." The concubine narrowed her eyes and smiled shyly on her lips. I have fulfilled the oath I made more than ten years ago, from now on, no one will love me, no one will love me, and I will die alone forever."

"Do you regret it?" The Empress Dowager looked sad, but she didn't want to show her feelings to Yuyi, so she asked in a low voice.

The concubine lowered her eyes and replied: "Ah Yue, I have never regretted it. The only thing that bothers me is that I have not been by your side for these ten years and left you alone in the holy palace. , I will definitely not let you go, let alone close the palace and not meet you for ten years."

The queen mother whispered: "I will never go back to the beginning, I will never go back to the beginning." Ten years ago, her heart was executed by Ling Chi, and in the next ten years, she closed herself, pretended to be herself, and refused to accept other people. people's approach.

"Ah Yue, I don't expect to go back to the beginning." The concubine stretched out her hand and broke her body, looking deeply at the face engraved in her eyes, "Since I have left the palace, if I figured it out, I won't let it go." I will force you to do what you don’t want to do again. Whether it’s growing up with you in Tongjing, or spending time together in the Holy Palace and not being able to see each other day and night, my original intention has never changed. I will follow you wherever you go. As long as I can stay by your side for a long time, it doesn't matter if you live in the cold palace for a long time, and it doesn't matter if you can't be together, I just want to be with you forever."

"Is it worth it?"

The empress dowager's eyes flushed when she heard this, she tremblingly stretched out her hand to caress Yuyi's face, and entered the palace for her, just to keep her by her side.But for your consideration, why did I ever think of rejecting you?The empress dowager felt sad in her heart, and said tremblingly, "Yi'er, is it worth it for you?"

"If I don't, I'll regret it."

Concubine Toffee had tears in her eyes, and she looked at Jian Yue with unusual firmness in her eyes.Just like Dongfangqian asked her a few years ago if it was worth it or not, she answered in the same way, if she did nothing and left her Ah Yue wandering in the Holy Palace alone, she would regret and feel guilty for the rest of her life.

But in the end, she still left Ah Yue alone in the Holy Palace. She didn't know how Ah Yue got here in the past ten years, how much suffering, how many falls, how many times she had suffered, and how many pits she had stepped on. Climbing up to the position of queen step by step.

The queen mother withdrew her hand and looked up at the plum blossoms blown by the cold wind, flying in the sky. She sniffed and said in a very flat voice: "For the past few years, Fang Heng has been carefully by my side. He would accompany me to the Plum Garden to walk on the snow and enjoy the flowers. I clearly knew that this kind of love could not exist, but I did not refuse. I don't love him, but I'm greedy for his warmth, his secret care, I once hinted to him, I can't be with him, he is stupid, still refuses to leave, sticks to me, in order to be with me, Even to put me on the holy throne is not hesitating."

"He didn't let me down, it was I who let him down." The queen mother sighed softly, "In Fang Heng's persistent eyes, I actually saw the shadow of another person. Do not marry."

The concubine was in a daze when she heard the words and did not recover.

The familiar voice came again, and the Queen Mother's tone lost a bit of coldness, with a trace of tenderness: "We are both women, how can we be together? I am not a sage, and I can't disregard the world, but in white In Yue, I saw that even a woman can be treated with affection. She clearly knows A Jian's identity. When love surpasses fear and fear, she marry A Jian without hesitation. "

"It's so good..." The concubine lowered her head and murmured in a low voice, "I used to long for a fate that never fades."

The Empress Dowager frowned slightly, and said: "The fault is that you shouldn't have entered the palace. If you hadn't entered the palace back then, you wouldn't be what you are now. Maybe you can find your lover and live a happy life."

"The person I'm looking for is always in front of me." The concubine raised her head, looking at her with burning eyes.

"Yuyi, we can't go back." The queen mother smiled wryly and shook her head, "You have changed, and I have changed too."

"I haven't changed, never have changed." The concubine couldn't help raising her voice, "You have changed, your heart has changed, it has become cold, you are already a Datong female monarch, and you only pretend to be Jiangshan Sheji in your heart!"

The queen mother was noncommittal, she looked up at Yuyi, and said in a low voice: "Madam princess, let's enjoy the flowers, Ai's family has something else to do, so don't bother me." After saying that, she turned around and left without looking at her.

After walking a few steps, a familiar aura followed closely, and a slender hand grabbed her sleeve suddenly. The Empress Dowager stopped in her footsteps and said, "What else is there for the Empress Dowager?"

The concubine sniffled, and moved lightly to the front of the empress dowager. The two pairs of eyes reflected each other's figures and looked at each other. She stared blankly at the empress dowager, who was dependent on elegance, and said slowly: "Ah Yue, can you and I Again later?"