Second Love Handbook

June NO.19, it has been a week since I had hot pot with Liang Yan. During this time, Liang Yan seemed to be busy, saying that the new game was being tested, so the two of them did not meet again, but kept in touch through WeChat.

But even if they contacted by WeChat, it was the kind of chat that Chen Zhengze sent a sentence, and Liang Yan would reply after a while.The only thing that made Chen Zhengze happy was that the two chatted a lot even in this way, and during this period, Liang Yan took the initiative to ask him for a video call.

Although the video was only ten minutes long, Chen Zhengze was still very satisfied.He looked at Liang Yan's thin face on the screen, and he didn't have the nerve to say something that told him to pay attention to rest, which he thought was a little nasty, but after turning off the video, he blushed and sent a lot of it.

Today is Saturday, but Chen Zhengze woke up early.

He had a dream again last night. In the dream, he still couldn't see everyone's faces clearly. He seemed to be working as a waiter in a shop opened by his family. For some reason, he became a delivery boy again, carrying a lunch box Riding an electric scooter to deliver meals to people.

The person who ordered the food was very far away from his shop. He rode his bicycle across the bridge, walked a long way, and finally came to a community. He didn't know where it was, but he clearly remembered that he smelled it. The smell of lilacs on the campus of Binda University.

Chen Zhengze thought it was funny in his dream, how could he still smell something when he couldn't see clearly.

He climbed the stairs one by one, stopped when he reached the fourth floor, and knocked on the door in front of him.

The door opened quickly, and a person came out, but when Chen Zhengze wanted to see who that person was, he woke up for no reason.

It's time for a dog!

Chen Zhengze beat the bed resentfully, got up to run water, and prepared to go for a morning run.

There are four distinct seasons in Northeast China, and the only time to run in the morning is late spring, summer and early autumn. Chen Zhengze didn’t like morning jogging at first, but the doctor said that letting him get in touch with people and things about the university would be good for restoring his memory. , He just started to insist on morning jogging.Although I have been running for almost two years and my memory has not recovered, morning running is still very good for my body.

At 07:30, Chen Zhengze slowly walked out of the stadium and went to the canteen of Binda University.

Binda's cafeteria has a fatal attraction for Chen Zhengze. Among other things, the coriander buns in the cafeteria make him not go for a morning run, and he wants to come here for a meal from home.

Chen Zhengze originally thought that the cafeteria would not be too crowded on Saturday morning, but after he entered the cafeteria, he realized that he was naive. Today's cafeteria is more crowded than ever. Looking around, there is not a single empty table.

Because too many people came and the steamed stuffed buns were a hot item, Chen Zhengze managed to snatch four steamed stuffed buns and a bowl of tofu nao from the window, but only two were stuffed with coriander, and the remaining two were chicken sauce. .Holding the tray, he carefully avoided one schoolmate after another, while looking around, looking for a place to eat.

After walking halfway to the cafeteria, Chen Zhengze finally understood why it was so crowded today. It turned out that today was the CET-[-] and CET-[-] exams, so this group of students who usually didn't get up for breakfast in class came out to eat breakfast so actively.

After walking for a while, Chen Zhengze suddenly saw an acquaintance——Liang Yan.

Why is he here?Chen Zhengze couldn't figure it out, isn't he very busy recently, why is he free to come over for breakfast?

Liang Yan was wearing a white T-shirt and khaki shorts with his bangs down, looking like a college student.He occupied a table by himself, and there was a bowl of tofu nao and three steamed buns in front of him.Chen Zhengze watched him pick up a steamed stuffed bun, put it in his mouth after looking at it for a long time, finally took a bite, frowned and swallowed it.

After approaching, Chen Zhengze took a closer look at the steamed buns stuffed with coriander on Liang Yan's chopsticks.

What's happening here?Chen Zhengze is a little confused, don't like to eat?Then buy something else, why buy this?

His stomach rang a few times, Chen Zhengze didn't have time to think, he walked to Liang Yan's side with a tray, knocked on the table with his hand, and said, "Handsome guy, do you mind sharing a table?"

As soon as Chen Zhengze finished speaking, Liang Yan suddenly raised his head. At that moment, Chen Zhengze felt that Liang Yan's expression was extremely weird. His eyes were shocked at first, then nostalgic, and finally turned into surprise.

Chen Zhengze felt that he could not understand Liang Yan, but he still put the tray on the table, sat down, and said, "What a coincidence."

Liang Yan quickly adjusted his emotions and said, "Yes." After he finished speaking, he pushed the steamed bun in front of him towards Chen Zhengze, and said, "The parsley steamed stuffed bun in Binda dining hall is delicious. , try it."

Chen Zhengze remembered Liang Yan's expression when he was eating the buns just now, pointed to the buns in front of him, and said with a smile: "It's quite delicious, I bought it too, is yours enough? If not, eat mine .”

After Chen Zhengze finished speaking, Liang Yan shivered instantly, and he quickly said, "No need, I have enough."

Seeing Liang Yan's slightly aggrieved expression, Chen Zheng held back his smile and said, "Then can I exchange steamed stuffed buns with you? I like coriander ones, but I just bought two. I use chicken juice. Change with you, okay?"

Hearing what Chen Zhengze said, Liang Yan nodded quickly: "Okay." Then he quickly pushed his two coriander buns to Chen Zhengze.

After exchanging buns with Liang Yan, Chen Zhengze picked up a bun and took a bite, then asked vaguely, "Why are you having breakfast here? Are you done with the company?"

When they were chatting before, Liang Yan said that he also graduated from Binda University, but Liang Yan's home is in the south of the Yangtze River, and Binda University is in Jiangbei, so he couldn't have come here just for breakfast.

Liang Yan paused with his chopsticks hand, and said, "I had a dream last night. I dreamed about what happened in college, so I wanted to come over and have a meal in the cafeteria."

"That's it," Chen Zhengze nodded, and said, "Then, are you done with your company's affairs?"

"I'm done." Liang Yan lowered his head, without looking at Chen Zhengze, and said, "Are you free later? If so, shall we go for a walk around the school?"

He couldn't just want to ask me out, the dream about college is just an excuse!

The old deer in Chen Zhengze's heart came alive, and jumped up thumping. He felt a little hot for no reason, and his voice was a little softer than usual, and said, "I'm free."

Just like that, the two old men with a combined age of more than 50, like a boy just pregnant, ate their breakfast awkwardly, and then walked into the campus awkwardly.

Binda University can be regarded as an old-fashioned school in the whole country. There are thick trees everywhere on the campus. In recent years, the campus has continued to be greened. Almost the entire school is green.

In front of Binda dining hall is a small forest. In the forest, there is a stone path that is "one step for a woman, two steps for bullshit". There are two swings facing each other beside the path.Originally, these two swings were a popular place for young couples, but because it was still early today, and most people were going to take the fourth and sixth exams, these two swings were actually vacant.

Looking at the two empty swings, Chen Zheng felt itchy in his heart, so he lured Liang Yan to the swings intentionally or unintentionally.

The two of them were talking, and they walked slowly to the swing. Chen Zhengze asked tentatively, "Why don't you sit here for a while?"

Probably because the expectation in Chen Zhengze's eyes was too obvious, Liang Yan paused, nodded, and agreed.

Sitting on the swing as he wished, Chen Zheng kicked his feet on the ground, and the swing began to shake after a while.He saw Liang Yan looking ahead, and didn't pay attention to his movements, so he quietly stretched his arms behind Liang Yan's back, which looked like he was holding Liang Yan from a distance.

Liang Yan probably didn't notice Chen Zhengze's actions. He kept looking ahead, and after a while, he suddenly asked Chen Zhengze: "Do you like your life now?"

Chen Zhengze was full of unsuitable thoughts for children. He suddenly heard Liang Yan ask himself a question, and he was a little dazed. After he realized it, he said, "I like it. I have always felt very satisfied. This is my life. I just woke up When I came here, I clearly remembered that I was going to report to the school the next day, but when I woke up, I saw my mother crying at me. I didn’t know until I was completely awake that I almost died in a car accident. Now I can Waking up is almost a miracle. So I have to cherish every day now, it's all earned."

After finishing this long paragraph, Chen Zhengze suddenly realized, was Liang Yan asking him in a roundabout way if he was satisfied with this blind date?So, he said again: "I feel that I am living a very fulfilling life now, exercising every day, coding, reading, and then—"

His voice was much softer: "It's okay to go out for a walk with you, this kind of life feels very good."

After his words fell, the surroundings became quiet, only the sound of the wind blowing the leaves could be heard, and the sunlight shone down from the gaps between the leaves, hitting obliquely on the stone road in front of the swing.

After a while, Liang Yan said again: "Then you don't want to know about your college days? Have you asked the friends around you?"

"Think about it," Chen Zhengze said, "why don't I want to, whether it's friends or family members, I've asked them all, but after they finished talking, I didn't feel anything at all. At the beginning, I always wanted to know, but it took a long time , this kind of thinking faded away. I feel like I am writing a novel. I have typed out every word in the first 19 years, and I have saved it, but I forgot to save it after I finished typing in the middle six years, so It becomes a blank page."

"But what can I do?" He continued, "I also tried to restore it, but it was useless, so I can only look forward and try to write the following as wonderfully as possible to make up for the previous one. blank."

"Your idea is very good," Liang Yan said, "People always have to look forward."

After he finished speaking, he stood up from the swing and asked, "Do you want to continue walking?" He stood with his back to the sun, and the sun shone from behind him. A golden outline on top.

Chen Zhengze looked up at him for a long time, then stretched out his right hand and said, "Then give me a hand."

Liang Yan didn't speak, but reached out and took Chen Zhengze's hand.But when Chen Zhengze stood up, he didn't let go, but turned around and took a step.

Like a big fool, Chen Zhengze followed behind Liang Yan with a smirk, stared at him holding his hand for a long time, then walked to Liang Yan's side, walked side by side with him, and walked around More than half.

For some reason, Liang Yan seemed to be very talkative today. Every time he went to a place, he would tell Chen Zhengze what he had done here.

In this way, it went until after nine o'clock, and the two walked to the side of the famous Love Lake in Binda. At this time, the sun had risen to the sky, and the hands they held were sweating.

The two stood on the corridor by the lake, Liang Yan turned to Chen Zhengze and said, "I have to go back, there will be another meeting in a while."

Chen Zhengze looked down at the hands held by the two, then raised his head and asked Liang Yan, "Did you come here by car?"

Liang Yan shook his head and said, "I didn't drive."

Chen Zhengze hesitated for a long time, and said, "I'll see you off." He really wanted to go further with Liang Yan, and it seemed that Liang Yan also had this intention.

Liang Yan looked at Chen Zhengze's expression, and the phrase "no need" rolled and rolled on his lips, but he still didn't say it.

"it is good."

"Really?" Chen Zhengze looked at Liang Yan in surprise, but then that expression of surprise dimmed again, and he said hesitantly, "I still won't see you off."

"What's wrong?" Liang Yan asked.

Chen Zhengze grinned in embarrassment, and said, "Didn't I get into a car accident, and ended up with a problem that I couldn't take a small car. Now I go out by bicycle, and I take the bus when the road is far away."

"But," he looked down at his feet, and continued, "I can't take you by bus either, I, I'm not willing to let you take the bus with me. So, so I still won't see you off."

After Chen Zhengze finished speaking, he felt that the surrounding atmosphere was even more awkward.

After a while, Liang Yan didn't speak. Chen Zheng rubbed a small stone on the ground with his toes, thinking silently, why didn't Liang Yan speak?Is it because he can't take a car?Or was he angry because he backtracked?

Just when Chen Zhengze felt that he couldn't take it anymore and wanted to ask directly, Liang Yan finally spoke.

"I came here on foot this morning. Because I had an accident before, I couldn't take a car or even a bus. Chen Zhengze, can you please take me home?"

"Okay, okay!"

Chen Zhengze felt as if he had been hit by a huge surprise, and he couldn't even speak, so he pulled Liang Yan and walked to his home, muttering as he walked: "My home is in the Jinshengyuan community next to Binda University. Room 302, Unit [-], Building [-], is not far from here at all. I can ride a bicycle very fast, so I can’t delay your meeting. By the way, I’ll go back and get you a hat later. ..."

Liang Yan followed behind Chen Zhengze, trying hard to suppress the upturned corners of his mouth, but after several failed attempts, he simply gave up and followed Chen Zhengze to his house with crooked eyes.

The sun at nine o'clock had already become scorching hot. Chen Zhengze rode Liang Yan from Jiangbei to Jiangnan, and finally got his wish to know the address of Liang Yan's home.

Standing downstairs at Liang Yan's house, watching Liang Yan go upstairs, and calling him on his balcony to tell him to go back, Chen Zhengze finally walked back to the car and got on the car.

When he walked out of Liang Yan's community, Chen Zhengze wore the hat that Liang Yan returned, and felt like he was in a dream. He couldn't help but look back at the back seat again and again—Liang Yan was sitting behind him just now, and And wrapped his arms around his waist.

After walking out of Liang Yan's community for a while, Chen Zhengze's cell phone rang. He thought it was a message from Liang Yan, so he stopped the car happily, took out his cell phone, and turned it on to see that it was from Xiao Yu.

【Then, come to the Twin Towers to buy something with me. 】

Xiao Yu came back from Hainan?

Chen Zhengze was in a better mood. He happened to be in the south of the Yangtze River. He turned a corner on his bicycle and went to the Twin Towers.