Second Love Handbook

Chen Zhengze escaped from the sports meeting. Anyway, he only signed up for one event, and he didn't need to be a spectator.He went back to the dormitory and changed his clothes. After looking around the dormitory, he felt that this was not a good place to think quietly, so he locked the door and left.

After walking out of the school, Chen Zhengze found that apart from his home and dormitory, he couldn't find a place to accommodate him in the huge coastal city.

After walking aimlessly on the street for a long time, Chen Zhengze took out all the money in his pocket, found a small hotel that looked okay, went in and asked for a single room.After getting the key at the front desk, he entered the room immediately.After entering, he took off his shoes and fell directly on the bed.

He was in a mess, very messy, with his mother and society's views on one side, and Liang Yan on the other. Although the former seemed to be a lot of people, in fact they both held the same weight in his heart.

In fact, Chen Zhengze had already made his choice, just before he left Liang Yan, otherwise he would not have said those words.

Pulling the curtains in the room, Chen Zhengze didn't care what time it was, just closed his eyes and went to sleep - there was an important thing to do tomorrow, and the most important thing for him now was to keep his spirits up and not look too Embarrassed.

At eight o'clock the next morning, Chen Zhengze checked out and returned to Jiangnan, but instead of going home, he went to the fucking shop.

Although he is the son of the shop owner, Chen Zhengze is very popular in the shop. The shop assistants always like to call him Little Boss and joke with him.

At eight o'clock in the morning, except for a few customers who came to have breakfast, the rest of the tables were empty.At this time of leisure, the shop assistants are usually chatting in the back kitchen or at the counter.

When Chen Zhengze came in, those people who usually played well with him looked at him in surprise. Normally, Chen Zhengze is in class at this time, why did he come at this time today, so they all went to ask him what's the matter, is it right? What happened.

Because he had things in his heart, Chen Zhengze didn't say much to them, and after saying a few words casually, he entered a private room.

After entering the private room, Chen Zhengze took out his mobile phone and called his mother.What he said on the phone was a little vague, he just said that he wanted to talk to her about something, and he was waiting for her in the store.

Probably because Chen Zhengze had never done this before, his mother was a little worried, and soon after he hung up the phone, his mother came.

"Son, what's wrong with you? Are you being bullied?" Shen Yuru entered the private room panting heavily, and asked hastily as soon as she opened the door.

Chen Zhengze actually suffered from insomnia yesterday. He thought about it all night and couldn't figure out how to tell his mother. Now that his mother looks like this, he doesn't know how to speak.But when he thought of Liang Yan, Chen Zhengze's heart tightened. He clenched his fists, stood up from his seat, and said to his mother, "Mom, I'm fine, and I'm not bullied. I... I just wanted to tell you something."

Seeing Chen Zhengze like this, Shen Yuru's heart skipped a beat, and a thought suddenly popped up.She closed the door of the private room, walked up to Chen Zhengze and sat down without saying a word.After a while, she said, "Zeze, tell me, what's the matter."

Chen Zhengze lowered his head, not daring to look at his mother's expression. After being silent for a long time, he finally said, "Mom, I fell in love with someone."

Shen Yuru didn't make a sound. Seeing her like this, Chen Zhengze bit the bullet and continued: "I like him very much, and I'm very happy when I'm with him. I want to try with him."

After finishing speaking, Chen Zhengze was suddenly a little thankful that "he" and "she" in Chinese are homophones.

"What is this person like?" Shen Yuru finally spoke.

"He, he is very good," Chen Zhengze said hesitantly, "He is very good-looking, and he is also very good at studying. We can do advanced math problems together. Sometimes he will explain it to me when I don't know how to do it. Very good." Careful, it will remind me to add clothes when the temperature cools down, and remind me to bring an umbrella when it rains..."

Chen Zhengze became more and more fluent in speaking, enumerating each other's advantages bit by bit, until his mother interrupted him——

"Oh—is Liang Yan really that good?"

"real."

After Chen Zhengze finished speaking, he suddenly realized that his heartbeat stopped for several beats instantly.After a pause, he called out hesitantly, "Mom?"

Shen Yuru didn't continue talking, she took Chen Zhengze's hand, asked him to sit beside her, and said, "Zeze, do you still remember the few years when Mom brought you back to Binshi?"

Chen Zhengze nodded. He still remembers it even now, and sometimes even dreams about it, because the two of them lived so hard in those few years.

After Chen Zhengze's father left, he left behind his young and beautiful wife and young son to depend on each other.The mother-in-law in her hometown is unreliable, so Shen Yuru can only support herself, raising the children and opening a breakfast shop at the same time.

It is said that there is a lot of gossip in front of the widow's house, Shen Yuru looks young and beautiful, and most of the guests who come to eat around are young and strong men.After a long time, gossip and rumors came out, saying everything, in short, it was Shen Yuru who had no shame in seducing men.

At that time, women would come to their store from time to time to make a fuss. The worst time, Shen Yuru was splashed with hot water, leaving a big scar on her neck.In fact, some gangsters wanted to take advantage of Shen Yuru, but they were beaten away by Shen Yuru and Chen Zhengze.Chen Zhengze also learned to fight at that time, and when he saw who dared to bully his mother, he dared to chop up with a kitchen knife.

It wasn't until Shen Yuru and Li Jianguo got married in the end that this kind of bad thing disappeared.

Chen Zhengze didn't know what his mother meant by saying this all of a sudden. Did she want to say that her life is hard-won now, and hope he won't destroy it?

Shen Yuru didn't care about Chen Zhengze's reaction, and continued: "It was so difficult at that time, and you suffered a lot with me. But this society is like this, because I was a widow, a minority group, and a vulnerable group at that time. , so there are some people who want to bully you and say bad things about you. Even if you have nothing to do with them, they just like to treat you like that. Seeing you have a bad life and bad luck is their happiest thing thing."

Chen Zhengze vaguely understood what his mother wanted to say, and he called out: "Mom—"

Shen Yuru ignored him, and said: "In the years when I took you with me, no matter how many people outside bullied me, no matter how hard it was, I never thought of going another way. Because I love you and your father, so No matter how wronged I am, I can go on. I found you, Uncle Li, not because I couldn't go on anymore and wanted to find someone to take my place, but because I had feelings for him and wanted to marry him. become a family."

"Zeze, I've said so much—" Shen Yuru looked at Chen Zhengze and said, "I just want to tell you that if you take this path, you will suffer more grievances than I did before. Don't look at the same-sex marriage bill that has been passed, but it will take a long time for this society to accept it. During this period of time, you will still receive the same discrimination and blind eyes as before, so I need you to think seriously , think carefully - can your feelings for Liang Yan withstand these?"

"If I can, I won't say anything. I'm your mother. I hope you will be happy more than anyone else. I will respect all your choices. But if you can't, I hope you give up this matter as soon as possible. I don't want you to be happy in the future. Injured, I'll pretend I haven't heard what you said about it today."

After Shen Yuru finished speaking, the private room became quiet.After a long time, Chen Zhengze moved. He knelt down at Shen Yuru's feet and lowered his head. Big drops of tears flowed from his eyes and fell to the ground.

"Mom..." Chen Zhengze opened and closed his mouth, and it took him a long time to speak: "Thank you, thank you..."

"Don't cry, you're such an old child, and you still cry, don't lose face." Shen Yuru pulled out a few pieces of paper from the paper drawer on the table, gently wiped Chen Zhengze's tears, and couldn't help but blushed orbital.

Chen Zhengze stopped crying for a while, clutching the tissue in his hand, and called out embarrassedly: "Mom."

Shen Yuru sighed, no matter how old a child is, she is a debt. She pulled Chen Zhengze onto the chair and said, "Okay, you don't have to worry about me, and you don't have to worry about Uncle Li. You must know who he is. You, Just get along well with Liang Yan, and when you think it's okay, take him home for a meal, that child is also pitiful."

Hearing this, Chen Zhengze paused, and he carefully explained to his mother: "Well, Mom, I haven't talked to Liang Yan yet..."

"Okay!" Shen Yuru immediately withdrew the only tenderness she had, and slapped Chen Zhengze on the back directly: "It really echoes the old saying, if you have a daughter-in-law and forget your mother, you haven't The little calculations in your heart are quite loud, you come back first and take care of the matter yourself, so what kind of bomb|bombs and artillery fire will you bear by yourself, and you will go to him after everything is settled, right? "

Shen Yuru couldn't help but slapped her stupid son again: "You feel sorry for Liang Yan, so you're not afraid to tell your mother about it, and you're not worried about trying to pull it out of the closet, but in the end, he doesn't care about you at all. ?”

After crying, Chen Zhengze was just giggling, no matter what his mother said, or his two slaps, anyway, he had already got the answer he wanted, and those two slaps didn't hurt.

Shen Yuru felt that her silly son was really hopeless, and at this moment she suddenly realized: "Aren't you in class today?"

Chen Zhengze was still smirking: "Today's sports meeting, no class."

Seeing Chen Zhengze's stupid look, Shen Yuru nodded his forehead with hatred, walked to the door of the private room, opened the door and said to a clerk outside: "Xiao Shao, go and find me a set of work clothes. number."

After she finished speaking, she turned back and said to Chen Zhengze: "Don't leave for a while, let me go to the back kitchen to work until 07:30 in the evening. If you dare to play tricks and be lazy, I will take your skin off. Just come if you look like that." gas!"

So on this day, both the front office and the back kitchen staff found that the little boss of their family seemed to be in a daze, working in the back kitchen while giggling, making people wonder if something happened to his head question.

Chen Zhengze worked in the store for a whole day, and the next day happened to be a weekend, so he slept at home until noon.After getting up, I was scolded by my mother again, and I stayed at home until after four o'clock in the afternoon before successfully escaping back to Binda University.

The old saying that people are in good spirits on happy occasions is true. On the way back, Chen Zhengze found everything beautiful, even a simple sidewalk. He could see flowers on it.

After returning to the dormitory, Chen Zhengze was pushed out by three people in the room as soon as he opened the door.

The three of them first angrily denounced Chen Zhengze's criminal behavior of escaping the sports meeting, then Xiao Yu changed his previous angry expression, and while pulling Chen Zhengze out, he said, "Let's go out for a drink, Tianlin's treat. He likes A girl who speaks Chinese, I have already hooked up, and now I want to invite us to be military advisers, to discuss how to confess my love."

Discuss confession?

Chen Zhengze nodded secretly, this is good.