Second Love Handbook

On the first night when he brought Liang Yan home, Chen Zhengze suffered from insomnia.Liang Yan was lying beside him, breathing evenly, probably falling asleep.He just took advantage of the time when he went out to wash towels to briefly talk to his mother about Liang Yan's situation. He couldn't take Liang Yan home for no reason. After all, there was Li Jianguo at home, and he also had other thoughts—

His mother has a good heart, and he wants to use Liang Yan's background to make his mother treat Liang Yan better. No matter whether he will come out for Liang Yan in the future, he just wants his mother to treat Liang Yan better.Every time he thinks of what Liang Yan said to him, he feels sad. It's hard to imagine that Liang Yan has lived such a life for so many years, and finally got such a truth.

Thinking of this, Chen Zhengze couldn't help turning around and looking at Liang Yan. The light outside the window shone on his face through the gap in the curtains. In the darkness, his eyebrows and eyes were very clear, and the slightly raised eye ends tickled Chen Zhengze's heart. , so that he couldn't help turning back again.

In fact, it was not only his mother and the society that made Chen Zhengze entangled, but also Liang Yan.He didn't know if Liang Yan liked boys or not. If he didn't, his feelings and everything he did for it would become a joke, and it was very likely that Liang Yan would never see him again.It's better, it's better not to say anything, just guarding him like this.

Chen Zhengze struggled for half the night and finally fell asleep.The next morning, he woke up before Liang Yan with two dark circles under his eyes, and staggered out of the room.Liang Yan hasn't woken up yet, but he and Liang Yan have three or four classes this morning, so they don't have to get up so early.

Shen Yuru had already made breakfast, and Li Jianguo sent Li Yachun to school after eating. She didn't go to the store because she was too busy talking to Chen Zhengze.Seeing that Chen Zhengze got up, she hurried over and said, "Zeze, you're awake. Where's your classmate? Are you still awake?"

Chen Zhengze felt that his mother was a little strange. Ever since he brought Liang Yan back last night, his mother had looked at Liang Yan a little strangely. When chatting, he asked Liang Yan inexplicably if Liang Yan High School was the High School Affiliated to Binda University, and after getting an affirmative answer Then her eyes became even weirder.But he was guilty and didn't dare to ask more questions.

"He hasn't woken up yet. I'm going to go to the toilet. We don't have one or two classes today, so we don't have to go so early." Chen Zhengze didn't dare to meet his mother's eyes, and hurried to the toilet without saying a word.

The son is getting older, men and women are different, Shen Yuru didn't dare to go in and ask, so she had to wait outside.

Chen Zhengze came out after draining the water and found his mother was still standing at the door of the toilet. He couldn't help being startled, and couldn't help but say, "Mom, why don't you leave?"

"Where do you want me to go?" Shen Yuru said suspiciously.

Thinking of his mother's Eighteen Dragon Subduing Palms, Chen Zhengze smiled flatteringly and said, "Didn't I think you went to the shop?"

Shen Yuru snorted coldly, and just about to speak, she saw someone coming out of Chen Zhengze's room from the corner of her eye, and hurriedly pushed Chen Zhengze, and walked over there quickly, saying, "Liang Yan, why don't you yell when you come out?" , ask Chen Zhengze to help you."

Liang Yan may have blushed on his fair face because he had just woken up, and he was extraordinarily obedient when facing Shen Yuru, "Auntie, this is enough trouble for you, I am really sorry."

"You and Ze are friends. There is nothing to be embarrassed about. You just treat this place as your home. Don't be polite." Seeing Liang Yan, Shen Yuru turned back to her normal mother.

The two of you came and went politely for a long time, while Chen Zhengze was watching from the side, unable to even put his mouth in it.

Liang Yan's face became redder as he spoke, and finally his whole body turned red from the top of his head to the soles of his feet. He stopped his polite words and said, "Well, auntie, I want to go to the bathroom."

Only then did Shen Yuru realize it, and she was a little embarrassed, and quickly pushed Chen Zhengze: "Why are you still standing here in a daze, quickly help Liang Yan in."

Chen Zhengze helped Liang Yan into the toilet, and immediately bent over with a smile after closing the door. While smiling, he brought Liang Yan to the toilet, and said to Liang Yan, "Call me when it's over, don't go out by yourself", then turned and went out up.

After going out, Chen Zheng found that his mother was gone, probably because he felt embarrassed about what happened just now.

Just like that, Liang Yan stayed at Chen Zhengze's house for a month and a half, and Chen Zhengze let him go back only after the burn on his leg healed completely.

Because Chen Zhengze's family is in Jiangnan and Bingda is in Jiangbei, Chen Zhengze took out the mountain bike he bought in high school and took Liang Yan to and from school every day.

The night view of Binshi is very beautiful, especially the night view of Binshi Bridge. When two people have public elective courses, they always go home slower than usual, because Chen Zhengze always likes to stop on the bridge for a while, and the two of them lie on the bridge railing Looking at the whole Binshi from above, it is called appreciating the beauty.

If it was raining, Chen Zhengze would leave the car at school and take Liang Yan back by taxi. In short, he would not let Liang Yan go back alone.

The two people are not in the same school, and the class schedule is different, but the time for class start and end is the same.Chen Zhengze asked Liang Yan for the class schedule, and went to help him to the next classroom after class.Sometimes when one person has a class and the other doesn't, the person who doesn't have a class will go to the library and wait, and go home together after class.

It stands to reason that Chen Zhengze didn't need to take care of Liang Yan when he was in school. After all, there were classmates and roommates, so anyone could help.But after more than half a year of getting along, Chen Zhengze found that Liang Yan's circle of friends was so clean that it made people want to cry. Not only did they not get along well with each other among their roommates, even there was no one in their class who they could chat with.

This is not to say that Liang Yan has a weird personality and can't make friends, but because he really doesn't know how to communicate with others.According to common sense, the friendship between boys can sometimes be established with a drink, or even a meal together.

And Liang Yan probably got used to being lonely since he was a child, or maybe he was bullied by his peers before. He had an indifferent attitude towards the whole dormitory, class, and even all the people around his age. "I won't provoke you, and you don't want to provoke me", of course, except for Chen Zhengze.

These are all Chen Zhengze's inferences based on his usual observations. As for why Liang Yan treats him differently, he thinks, it's probably because of his familiar personality, because most people have long since met someone like Liang Yan. He retreated, and he posted it up with an indifferent face.

After getting acquainted with each other, Chen Zhengze also talked about Liang Yan.

Relying on parents at home and friends when going out, the words of the ancestors are not unreasonable.And according to Liang Yan's own situation, he can only rely on his friends.

Chen Zhengze taught him some ways to make friends, but later Liang Yan came back and reported that when he bought a catty of apples and gave them to his roommates one by one, the roommates all had expressions of "Is this person Liang Yan?" The atmosphere in the dormitory was extremely awkward, and then he shrank back into his shell, not wanting to come out.

If you don't want to, then you don't want to, Chen Zhengze thought indulgently, anyway, he still exists.

Chen Zhengze hadn't had a smooth sailing in the past one and a half months. He did something that he regretted but didn't regret. Although it sounded contradictory, this was the true portrayal of Chen Zhengze's heart.

It was a Friday morning, neither Chen Zhengze nor Liang Yan had a class or two, so they could sleep a little longer.But ever since Liang Yan lay down on this bed, Chen Zhengze never slept in, and always woke up early every morning.But Chen Zhengze was very satisfied with this, because Liang Yan woke up very late every time, and he got up early, so Liang Yan couldn't see him looking up to him.

Chen Zhengze also woke up early that day. He turned his head and looked at the time. At this point, Li Jianguo should have sent Li Yachun to school, and his mother probably went to the store too.Chen Zhengze got off the bed cautiously, went to the bathroom to fill up the water, washed his face and brushed his teeth, and was about to wake Liang Yan up when he came back.

Because of the sound of closing the door, Chen Zhengze didn't close the door when he returned to the room, and walked lightly, walking quietly to the bed to wake Liang Yan up.

The curtains in the room were not blackout curtains, and the sun shone through the curtains on Liang Yan's face. Maybe it was because of the heat of sleep, Liang Yan's face was a little red, and his lips were also a little red for some reason.

Chen Zhengze bent down and looked at Liang Yan. After watching for a while, he felt a little dazed, and wanted to bow his head to kiss him, but there was a voice in his heart saying, "Kiss him, kiss him, he fell asleep, and there is nothing wrong with him." have no idea."

Yeah, he's asleep now and doesn't know anything.

Chen Zhengze was in a daze, and when he realized it, he had already touched the corner of Liang Yan's mouth.The breathing of the two people was intertwined, and Chen Zhengze opened his mouth, stretched out his tongue and licked Liang Yan's lips, which were soft.

Only three or four seconds had passed, but Chen Zhengze felt as if a century had passed. He stood up straight suddenly, his heart beating like a drum, which made his eardrums hurt.

After a while, Chen Zhengze finally came back to his senses. He let out a sigh of relief, patted Liang Yan's shoulder as usual, and said, "Liang Yan, wake up, it's time to go to class."

Liang Yan opened his eyes dimly, and whispered, "Chen Zhengze."

Chen Zhengze responded, turned around and left, he couldn't stay in this room any longer.

After going out, Chen Zhengze let out another breath, turned around and found his mother was in the kitchen, he couldn't help asking in surprise, "Mom, why didn't you leave?"

Shen Yuru turned her back to Chen Zhengze and didn't know what to do. Hearing Chen Zhengze's words, he just hummed, and then he didn't turn around. He just said, "Hurry up and eat, it'll be cold in a while."

Except for that kiss, it was an ordinary morning, but Chen Zheng felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell exactly where.So he began to regret kissing Liang Yan impulsively, but such a beautiful kiss, he should never regret it.

Anyway, this month and a half is over.

Chen Zhengze originally wanted Liang Yan to live here during the holidays. After all, he had already returned the key to the house, and there was no place to go during the holidays.But Liang Yan refused, saying that he had already applied to stay in school during the holidays, so he would not bother him anymore.

The beautiful cohabitation life was over, Chen Zhengze had no other reasonable reason to let Liang Yan be with him again, so he had to pretend not to care and let go, but he knew in his heart that he might not be able to let go.