Second Love Handbook

Sunday morning, the weather is light rain, the temperature is five degrees above zero.

Liang Yan is on vacation today, so it's rare that he has time to stay at home and read a book.

Because it wasn't time for heating, Liang Yan had no choice but to lie on the sofa in the coral fleece couple pajamas that Chen Zhengze bought, with a blanket covering his legs and a small sun at his feet.Because of the cold weather, Coke also succumbed to the little sun and reluctantly lay beside Liang Yan, in order to get some warmth.

Compared to Liang Yan, Chen Zhengze dressed a bit cooler. He only wore a long-sleeved T-shirt on his upper body, but the same pajama pants as Liang Yan on his lower body.But he doesn't feel cold either, because he has been tidying up the house since morning.

Chen Zhengze has been lazy recently and hasn't cleaned the house for a few days, so he has saved up until today.Liang Yan said that he wanted to help him, but he refused. He always felt that Liang Yan worked hard, and he should take a break after finally taking a vacation.Moreover, Chen Zhengze didn't feel how tiring cleaning the house was. Ever since he lived with Liang Yan, he regarded cleaning the house as a form of exercise.

Chen Zhengze secretly looked at Liang Yan while wiping the floor.

It has been five days since I met Liang Songchen. During these five days, there was nothing abnormal about Liang Yan. He ate, drank and slept exactly the same as before. According to historical records, Chen Zhengze really thought that this incident had no effect on him at all.

Because of peeking at Liang Yan, Chen Zhengze wiped the floor absent-mindedly, and accidentally bumped into the bookshelf.The bookshelf was bumped by Chen Zhengze and shook violently. A box placed on the top of the bookshelf also fell, and the contents inside were scattered all over the floor.

Chen Zhengze knew that he had caused trouble, so he grinned his teeth and went to pick up things on the ground, regardless of the pain in his lower back.But what fell on the ground was not anything valuable, just some used pens and notebooks, and some messy bottle caps, empty soda cans and the like.

Chen Zhengze looked at these things quietly while picking them up. These things looked a little old, like things he often used when he was in high school.But he didn't have the nerve to open those books, after all, they belonged to Liang Yan, and since Liang Yan put them away, it meant that these things were very important to him.

Liang Yan over there also hurried over after hearing the sound. He didn't notice what Chen Zhengze spilled before, but just looked at Chen Zhengze's back and buttocks for a long time, and found that it was only red, and there was no serious problem. Looking back, something fell out.

But after glancing at the box on the ground, Liang Yan's heart skipped a beat.

It happened that Chen Zhengze had already packed his things at this time, and he was about to pass the box to Liang Yan, but Liang Yan snatched the box from him for some reason.

Chen Zhengze was still squatting when he handed the box to Liang Yan, Liang Yan grabbed the box suddenly, knocked him down, and sat down on the ground.

At this time, some of the old boxes could not bear Liang Yan's hand strength, and the bottom fell apart, and the contents inside fell to the ground again, and what fell out was not only those pens and notebooks, but also a small ring box.Coincidentally, after the ring box fell to the ground, it broke open, revealing two plain white rings inside.

Chen Zhengze was dumbfounded by Liang Yan's actions, and sat on the ground staring at Liang Yan in a daze.

Liang Yan didn't care about Chen Zhengze's reaction, he showed a flustered expression for the first time, let Chen Zhengze sit on the ground, and went to pick up the ring box first, and closed it carefully.

Although it took only a short time to see them, Chen Zhengze could still see clearly that they were two men's rings. Because the two rings were about the same size, it was impossible for them to be the size of a girl.

After Liang Yan put away the ring, he hurriedly put away the pile of pens and notebooks on the ground, then looked at Chen Zhengze, and stretched out his hand to help him up.

Chen Zhengze didn't know how to describe the feeling in his heart, he smiled awkwardly at Liang Yan, then got up from the ground, paused for a long time before saying: "I'm sorry, I lost your things. "

Liang Yan noticed Chen Zhengze's reaction. Like a child who has done something wrong, he said very awkwardly: "Chen Zhengze, I, I didn't do it on purpose. Are you okay?"

The atmosphere between the two seems to have returned to when they first met, and the awkward chat started again.

Chen Zhengze shook his head, and after a long time, he finally couldn't help asking: "Then, that ring, is, is it left by you, ex, ex?"

After a long time, Liang Yan nodded.

After seeing Liang Yan nodding, Chen Zhengze was at a loss for a moment. He never thought that Liang Yan would have an ex. He always thought that he was the first person Liang Yan liked.But thinking about it now, this idea is a bit ridiculous, Liang Yan is also 27 years old, how could he not have a boyfriend.

Chen Zhengze didn't know what to say. He remained silent, and then suddenly thought of the classmate Liang Yan had mentioned before, the person who picked up the Coke.

"Is that person the classmate you mentioned before? The one who picked up the Coke?" Chen Zhengze didn't know what was wrong with him. He was obviously very uncomfortable, but he still insisted on asking clearly like self-torture. .

"Yes." Liang Yan replied in a low voice.

"That's it." Chen Zhengze gave a difficult smile, and said, "He must be a very good person, right?" It makes you so obsessed with not only raising cats for people, but also keeping so many things.

However, Chen Zhengze didn't say what was said later, and it was already humiliating himself to ask here.

Chen Zhengze originally thought that Liang Yan would not answer this question. After all, anyone with a discerning eye would know that it is best not to talk about the ex in front of the current one.But to his surprise, Liang Yan gave him a very strange look, and then said: "Yes, he is fine."

After hearing this answer, Chen Zhengze's already blocked heart became even more blocked. He looked at Liang Yan, unable to force a smile, and said, "I remembered that there is no soy sauce at home. I'll go buy a bottle."

After he finished speaking, regardless of Liang Yan's reaction, he directly passed by Liang Yan and went out the door.

Liang Yan stood there blankly watching Chen Zhengze go out, then opened the ring box, took out the two rings from inside, put them in his palm and looked at them carefully.Both rings are engraved on the inside, one with an L and the other with a C.

When Chen Zhengze walked out the door, he realized that he was still wearing pajamas and pajamas, not even a jacket.

A gust of cold air hit, and Chen Zhengze shivered, but he continued to walk forward because he really didn't want to go back.What are you going to do when you go back? Now he knows that the daughter-in-law he thinks is not all his daughter-in-law, and the son he thinks is not his own son.His wife and children are not relatives, even that house is not his house...

The more Chen Zhengze thought about it, the more sad he felt. He had no money or a phone with him, so he walked tremblingly with his arms around his shoulders and returned to his mother's house.

At the door of the house, Chen Zhengze remembered that he hadn't brought the keys yet, and he didn't know if there was anyone at home at this time. Usually, his mother and Uncle Li should be in the store at this time, and Li Yachun should be outside playing with his classmates.Taking chances, Chen Zhengze knocked on the door.

Fortunately, God did not really let Chen Zhengze have nowhere to go. When he knocked for the second time, someone inside came to open the door for him.

It was Li Yachun who opened the door. The little fat man saw that her brother was wearing such little clothes, and hurriedly dragged her brother into the house, muttering as he walked, "Hey, what's wrong with you? Why are you wearing so little clothes?" Clothes? Look at you, it's freezing..."

Chen Zhengze ignored Li Yachun's thoughts, he greeted Li Jianguo, and then wanted to go back to his room.When passing by the kitchen, Chen Zheng heard his mother on the phone, and the voice came out intermittently.

"It's okay, don't worry... you're back. Don't come here... wait for a while..."

Chen Zhengze didn't pay attention to his mother's words, and went straight back to his room. After closing the door, he threw himself on the bed and lay dead still.

Shen Yuru finished making phone calls in the kitchen, she came out and whispered to Li Yachun, "Your brother isn't crying, is he?"

The little fat man shook his head, and said with some concern: "But he looks sad, mom, is my brother okay?"

Shen Yuru sighed, and said: "Love is like this. When there are happy times, there are also sad times. If you want me to say that Liang Yan is the same, I had to hide it from the beginning, so why not just say it?" , and now it makes your brother uncomfortable."

Li Yachun didn't understand these things, so she could only sigh along with her mother.

After sighing, the little fat man was still worried about her brother, so he gently pushed open the door of Chen Zhengze's room, and whispered, "Hey, can I come in?"

Chen Zhengze raised his head slightly on the bed and saw the little fat man lying on the crack of the door, looking at himself carefully. Although he felt uncomfortable, he didn't want to bring these negative emotions to his family, so he said, "Come in."

Li Yachun got her brother's permission, so she walked in slowly, walked to the end of the bed and sat down, and asked in a low voice, "Hey, what's wrong with you?"

To a certain extent, Chen Zhengze was also a short-tempered person.Within an hour of knowing that Liang Yan had an ex whom he could never forget, Chen Zheng felt as if a ball of cotton had been stuffed into his chest, which made him unable to breathe, and now the ball of cotton was getting bigger and bigger. To suffocate him.

In order to survive, Chen Zhengze sought medical treatment in a hurry, and told Li Yachun about this disturbing matter.

"Sister," Chen Zhengze spoke to Li Yachun in a very serious manner, "I'm not that kind of stingy person, and I know that people must have a past, but the past is the past, and it can't come back. But today I see Liang Yan's reaction, he obviously still likes that person, he hasn't forgotten that person at all. What about me, what am I in his heart?"

After Chen Zhengze finished telling what happened, Li Yachun's expression was very strange, as if he was holding back a smile, but when Chen Zhengze looked at her carefully, she looked very worried about him again.

However, Chen Zhengze was very confused, and he didn't bother to pursue too much. He said: "Besides, when I was about to leave just now, he didn't stop me. He kept looking at his box. Maybe I didn't even want to leave." Know."

For the first time, Li Yachun, who was sitting at the end of the bed, felt that she was carrying a heavy burden on her shoulders. She pinched her thigh very covertly, pinched back the smile that was almost uncontrollable, and said: " Ah, I think, you should explain to Liang that it is useless for you to be so angry, you should tell him and let him know what you think."

Chen Zhengze was still digging into a dead end: "I asked those few words on purpose today, but he looked nostalgic for the past. Is that person so good? Better than me? And he actually told me that person is very good, he They never said anything to me."

Li Yachun felt that the whole room was filled with a strong sour smell, and she was also a little anxious when she saw Chen Zhengze, who was not allowed to enter the oil and salt, and said, "So you have to make it clear to him and ask him what he thinks." , is it useful for you to be angry here?"

"Besides," she went on to say, "what if Liang has an ex? So what if that person is better? Well, you are by Liang's side now, so what do you have to worry about? Even if they are So what about three years together, now you two are together, you still have ten, twenty three years to spend together. Is it meaningful for you to struggle with these now? And if you keep struggling like this, you will really The lost beam."

The little fat man's words were like a hammer, breaking the shackles of "jealousy" imprisoned on Chen Zhengze.

That's right, he is the one who is by Liang Yan's side now, and that person has no chance to get close to Liang Yan anymore.

Chen Zhengze was woken up by the little fat man's words. After he realized it, he was so full of Liang Yan that he didn't notice any problems in the little fat man's words.

Chen Zhengze's mood cleared up after the rain. He sat up from the bed, rubbed Li Yachun's head, picked up his mobile phone and wanted to call Liang Yan, but he just ran out. Liang Yan would definitely be worried.

Just when Chen Zhengze was about to call Liang Yan, Liang Yan actually called.