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Under the dim moonlight, the stars hanging in the sky are all hidden, and it is already a darkness where you can't see your fingers.

Ke Linlu still hadn't fallen asleep.

He shrank under the quilt, buried half of his head in, his bright eyes were open in the darkness, without focus.

Dad and mom had a meaningful quarrel at the door of his bedroom three hours ago, and it was put on trivial airs, and the words between the lines were "Lin Lu, why is he so ignorant now, isn't it you?" He didn't take good care of the child, what should he do if he is disobedient now" and "Lin Lu heard that you couldn't be more considerate if your parents didn't take care of you."

Lin Lu didn't care about these, and now he doesn't care about them anymore.

There are only two people closest to him in his life, one is the grandfather who raised him and brought him up through hard work, and Fang Zheng who has been by his side all the time. personal.

Maybe when I was young, I still wanted my parents, and I wanted their company and care, but disappointment will turn into despair, and I will never get what I want, and it will evolve into disappointment, and eventually into despair. I want to draw the last stroke.

Lin Lu's mental journey was like this.

He didn't feel particularly sleepy today, and he wasn't thinking about anything, it was blank, but he just couldn't fall asleep.

"Da." The wall clock on the wall rang. Lin Lu sat up from the bed, turned on the light, and looked up. The clock was originally hanging in the grandfather's room. It rang once an hour, and now it was three Clicked.

The air conditioner was on in the bedroom, and it was very warm. Lin Lu put on a loose cotton coat and sat down beside the desk.

Because of his grandfather's affairs, he didn't work hard on the memorization of the final exam this time, and the comprehensive essay dropped by almost 2 points. He was almost passed by No. [-]. Lin Lu picked up the history book and began to read it in a low voice.

Apart from grandpa, Fang Zheng is the only person in the world who would break through the bedroom door on Lin Road without knocking in the morning.

Fang's mother didn't know where her elegance came from today, so she went downstairs to stew corn and pig's trotters at four o'clock in the morning, and then pulled Fang Zheng out of the bed at eight o'clock, and asked him to give it to Lin Lin. The Lu family sent a bowl.

Fang's mother said this: "Lin Lu's mother is not a good cook. Xiao Lu must have eaten well these few days. Today, he just stewed pig's trotters. You can send him a bowl. Don't be lazy. .”

Fang Zheng would not be lazy when it came to matters involving Lin Lu, so he packed himself up quickly, and went out with a bowl in his hands against the cold wind.

Papa Lin was sitting on a chair downstairs smoking a cigarette. When he saw him bring in a sea bowl, he quickly stood up: "You are...too troublesome, aren't you?"

"No," Fang Zheng took the bowl to the dining table and put it down, "Where are cousin, cousin and Lin Lu?"

"Your aunt is in the toilet." Papa Lin put out the cigarette, "Lin Lu hasn't come down yet."

"Oh." Fang Zheng replied, and went to the kitchen with ease to get a rice bowl and a spoon, scooped a portion for Lin Lu, and then walked upstairs with the rice bowl, "Cousin, eat quickly, too. Things tend to get cold in winter, so I'll send them up to Lin Lu."

"That troubles you." Papa Lin said.

Holding a bowl, Fang Zheng took a long time to take out the bedroom key hidden in the cushion on the sofa, and opened the door with difficulty, but as soon as he opened the door, he saw Lin Lu sleeping on the table.

"Fuck..." Fang Zheng hurried over, put down the bowl, and patted Lin Lu on the shoulder.

Lin Lu woke up leisurely, looked at him in a daze and said, "Fang Zheng, why are you here?"

"I still want to ask you?" Fang Zheng said a little angrily, "Don't tell me you slept here all night? Wait... What are you pressing? History books? Then you are really hanging Butt stabbing? I really think I can do whatever I want by turning on the air conditioner, right? Are you not afraid of catching a cold?"

Being scolded early in the morning, one should be angry, but Lin Lu could only be happy.

His Fang Zheng, no matter what the reasons are, will always care about him in every possible way.

"It's okay." Lin Lu stood up with the support of the table, "I just couldn't fall asleep last night, so I read a book for a while, and fell asleep without thinking about it."

"Still sleepy?" Fang Zheng lost his temper with Lin Lu's appearance, "Go back to bed and sleep for a while."

Last night, he didn't go to bed until around four o'clock at the earliest, and he still feels sleepy now, but Fang Zheng is here, so he doesn't want to sleep anymore.

"Didn't you bring me soup?" Lin Lu yawned, "I'm not sleepy, I want some soup."

"You can leave the soup first, and you can reheat it when it's cold," Fang Zheng looked at him, "I told you to wake up because I was afraid that you would not sleep well on the table. If you are still sleepy, go back to bed and sleep. Take a look at your eye sockets, what's going on, the dark circles under your eyes almost catch up with kidney failure, sleep more."

Lin Lu bit the corner of his mouth and walked out of the bedroom.

"Hey!" Fang Zheng followed out, "Why are you still losing your temper? It's not like I won't let you drink soup, do you think so? I don't care about you. Let's sleep for a while, hey! Why are you still Close the toilet door!"

"Go to the toilet!" Lin Lu yelled in the toilet.

"Go to the toilet," Fang Zheng leaned against the toilet door, "Then you said it earlier, I thought you were angry with this posture."

Lin Lu didn't answer inside, only the sound of flushing water came out.

"Your parents are leaving, right? I haven't asked you yet, what are your plans for this year's Chinese New Year? Are you spending time outside with your parents?"

In the toilet, Lin Lu was holding a toothbrush in his hand, and was about to put it in his mouth. When he heard this, his hands stopped immediately. His nose was still a little sore, and he didn't dare to speak, for fear that Fang Zheng would recognize it if he spoke. What a strange.

"Huh?" Fang Zheng asked a little nervously, "Are you going out to celebrate the New Year?"

There was a relatively long sound of running water in the toilet, and then Lin Lu's voice came out without any ups and downs: "Don't go, don't go out."

"Ah?" Fang Zheng immediately became excited, "Really?"

Lin Lu opened the door, leaned against the door frame with a calm face, looked at him and said with a smile, "Is that why you don't want me to go out?"

Fang Zheng flustered for no reason when he saw him, his face became hot, he tilted his head slightly, and said, "If you can stay, of course I will be happy."

"If I stay you will be happy, of course I will stay," Lin Lu said, "After all, I want you to be happy."

Fang Zheng wondered what was wrong with this man today, the conversation sounded like some young man and woman flirting with each other, could it be that he hadn't gotten over the sadness of his grandfather's death and had a fit?

Fang Zheng was almost in a cold sweat from his guess that he was eighty poles away. He licked his upper lip, swallowed, and said cautiously: "Biao Grandpa has left, look away."

The flirtatious Lin Lu: "..."

There is a fucking half-cent relationship between these two things?

"There will still be me in the future," Fang Zheng walked up to him, and patted him with his arms around his shoulders, "I'm always here, so forget about any unhappy things, okay?"

Lin Lu looked at his handsome face so close, grabbed his wrist, pressed his shoulders and pushed him against the wall.

Fang Zheng's pupils dilated suddenly.

Lin Lu didn't move any more, and just kept looking at him in such an awkward face-to-face posture.

Fang Zheng wanted to see what Lin Lu wanted to do with this sudden move, but at this moment he felt that Lin Lu's eyes were covered with a thick layer of fog, and he couldn't see anything.

After a long time, Lin Lu asked an innocuous question: "Do you have a girl you like?"

Fang Zheng: "...No."

"Okay." Lin Lu seemed to have got some satisfactory answer, his eyes were bent, and he let go of his hand, "I didn't either."

Fang Zheng was still leaning against the wall, not moving.

"By the way," Lin Lu went to the sink and washed his face, and then said while wiping his face with a towel, "I'm going to grandma's house tonight."

"What?" Fang Zheng couldn't calm down anymore, "Why so suddenly? Didn't you say you won't go out for the New Year?"

"No way," Lin Lu said after hanging up the towel, "My parents are leaving today, and my mother's biggest concession is to let me go to my grandma's house, so she will send me to my grandma's house before she leaves. "

Fang Zheng was a little sad: "What about after you start school?"

"My mother is going to let me board or go to a relative's house."

Fang Zheng felt even more uncomfortable: "Then I can only see you in class?"

"No," Lin Lu said, "I haven't finished my sentence, but my plan is that I will live here alone until I graduate from high school."

Lin Lu packed up his things and left in the afternoon. Before he left, he didn't even go to the branch to say anything to Fang Zheng. His mother went to work, and his father and Fang Ke were in the store. Fang Zheng was doing homework alone at home, except for the most common car. When it started, it sounded when it passed Fang Zheng's house downstairs, but Lin Lu walked quietly.

Fang Zheng found out that it was already night when Lin Lu left, and he still wanted to go to Lin Lu's house to have fun, but only when he saw a tightly closed gate greeted him, did he know that Lin Lu had left.

Even three hours ago, when he was doing his homework, all he could think about was if he really wanted to stay at home alone as Lin Lu said, would that work?Can he do it alone?Can you do laundry and cooking by yourself?If you don't tell your mother that you want Lin Lu to live in your house for the last year, anyway, your mother loves him and likes him, but would Lin Lu and Lin Lu's parents be willing... It can be said to be heartbroken.

But he didn't expect that his heart was broken, and he wanted to find the person who made him worry, but that person left without saying a word.

Fang Zheng's first reaction was not anger, but worry.

Grandma Lin Lu's house must not have a computer, and they don't have a mobile phone, and he doesn't know the phone number of Grandma Lin Lu's house. Does that mean that if Lin Lu doesn't take the initiative to contact him, wouldn't he have to start school to see Lin Lu .

This kind of imminent helpless and overwhelming longing made Fang Zheng flustered.

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