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"Yeah," Jian Yan smiled, "What's wrong?"

"No," Fang Zheng walked upstairs with her, "just ask."

"But actually," Jian Yan said, "you were in class [-] before, right? The male god went to check the sixth floor because of you, right? Although I always think there must be some reason for this, such as ten There is a girl in the second class that the male god likes, or something, but later I found out that she didn't look like it. Of course, I don't understand the relationship between you guys very well. Maybe it's really just for you, isn't he Have you ever said that you grew up together, and your relationship must be very good."

Fang Zheng didn't expect that since Jian Yan, who looks as beautiful as a flower, is a chatterbox, she can't stop talking a series of words, but the content of these words is quite useful to Fang Zheng.

Originally, he was about to overturn the jar of jealousy, but was abruptly helped back by Jian Yan.

Good girl!

If this girl liked Fang Yu, Fang Zheng would definitely help match her up without any qualms, but what she couldn't hide in her words was her admiration for Lin Lu, and she didn't have anyone in her eyes.

Jian Yan didn't expect that the fact that she had suppressed herself a long time ago to turn the relationship between a man and a woman into a friendship, but the qualitative change came back, would be so easily seen through by the people around her.

In fact, Jian Yan really didn't think about anything else. She didn't dare to think about it before, and she didn't dare to ask for extravagance. Now after going through changes again and again, the result is still this. She still doesn't ask for anything. One year in junior high school, three years in high school , can be in the same school as Lin Lu, and can walk together occasionally, which is already a great joy to her.

The happy Jian Yan didn't care at all that Fang Zheng was in a trance, and still said to herself: "But I'm really surprised that the male god will go to the fourth class of liberal arts."

It was originally a very common sentence, but Fang Zheng abruptly brought up the subtle mystery in this sentence. What Jian Yan said was "Lin Lu will go to the fourth class of liberal arts" instead of "Lin Lu was assigned to the fourth class of liberal arts" , the difference here is simply self-evident.

Willing to go is a person who takes the initiative and is willing to go to a certain place and do a certain thing.

A wishful thinking emerged in Fang Zheng's mind, but it was quickly denied by himself. He felt that self-indulgent sentimentality should not be allowed, and no matter what.

But I still want to know the specific detours here. After thinking about it, Fang Zheng asked Jian Yan: "You just said that Lin Lu will go to the fourth class. I can understand the meaning of this. For some reason, Lin Lu took the initiative Are you going to class four?"

How could Jian Yan have thought that her male god's friend would have such a delicate heart with poor grammar, she remembered the male god's previous advice, she immediately shook her head, and said in denial: "It's a mouthful, I mean, I'm very surprised that the male god will be divided into four classes by the school, the school must be crazy."

Fang Zheng also felt that he was overthinking, so he smiled and said: "Yeah, probably the school is crazy, but your male god is also crazy, can you choose the text?"

He was always dissatisfied with Lin Lu's choice, and felt that Lin Lu should not study this kind of liberal arts, which would restrict his choice of major in the future.

Jian Yan didn't go along with Lin Lu anymore, she frowned and looked at Fang Zheng displeasedly: "Aren't you happy to be in the same class with him? I don't really agree with you saying that I am a male god, I think, at least From my point of view, I think no matter what the male god chooses, he is a very serious person, so there must be his reasons, and he has also made long-term plans for his choice. If I were you, I would agree with him Instead of thinking that he is crazy as you said, he came to choose the text."

Fang Zheng was taken aback by what she said, subconsciously wanted to refute "what do you know", but felt that what Jian Yan said was right, he had been stubbornly thinking which was best for Lin Lu, without thinking about it, Lin Lu's own choice is the best for him.

Fang Zheng wanted to tell Jian Yan that he knew, but found that Jian Yan had already walked to the front holding the notebook with a cold face, obviously angry with his words.

Fang Zheng sighed helplessly and followed.

I don't know if it's always like this when girls get angry, but Fang Zheng has seen Jian Yan's anger, after checking the whole thing, no matter how Fang Zheng opened his mouth about that sentence, Jian Yan didn't answer him again, but later When returning to class, when the two parted, Jian Yan said something to him - you are Lin Lu's most cherished person, I hope you will not let him down, Lin Lu really treats you Very well, I also hope that you can understand every choice and every decision he makes.

It may be said that good-sounding principles and digging out a lot of details for a small matter are the necessary skills of every academic master. In short, after listening to Jian Yan's words, Fang Zheng was immediately enlightened, but he has one thing that is not right. Why do you call him "the most precious person" when you understand?

He wanted to ask, but Jian Yan didn't give him a chance to continue, so she went straight back to class one.

In fact, Jian Yan, the straight girl of steel, doesn't have any ambiguous meanings. Her so-called preciousness is just the preciousness among friends and brothers.

But since she didn't explain it, it's impossible to know what it meant when she heard someone's ear.

Fang Zheng, who is well versed in self-knowledge, completely agrees with Jian Yan, who is straight girl of steel. When he returned to Class [-], Lin Lu was sleeping on the desk. He seemed to be in a deep sleep. Fang Zheng gently When he opened the stool and sat down, he could hear his steady breathing, but a deep sleep did not mean that he slept peacefully, which could be seen from his slightly trembling eyelashes and slightly frowning brows.

"Lin Lu..." Fang Zheng said silently in his heart, "You must be well."

I don’t know if he was really afraid that Fang Zheng would tell his grandfather about his situation. Since that day, Lin Lu would involuntarily force himself to sleep well at night, and the effect of this kind of compulsion was quite good. When he put on the cotton coat, he was completely able to take a good rest spontaneously.

At the same time, he was also witnessing his grandfather's difficult and painful chemotherapy day after day, but his health was still getting worse. He slowly saw that life and death are fate, and life and death are human nature. He even coughed up blood when his grandfather was in pain. When I was in pain, I thought bitterly whether I should die. For such a grandfather who was soaked in pain every day, it would be a better relief.

Fang Zheng said that he only checked Lin Lu's class for two days, but because Fang Zheng insisted every day that Lin Lu's condition was not good enough, he actually checked for nearly a month. Jian Yan is a girl who can't bear her temper. After getting angry with him for a few days, I talked to him again, and generally speaking, we got along quite happily.

Lin Lu only took over the inspection work a week before the final exam. At that time, his condition had been adjusted very well. The dark circles under his eyes were gone, but he always frowned, Fang Zheng asked. , He said, no matter what, no matter how open-minded he is, when he sees grandpa coughing up blood and sweating in pain, it is impossible not to frown or feel distressed.

Fang Zheng agreed with his answer. Indeed, the person closest to him suffers in front of him. For any person, as long as he is not hard-hearted... even if he is hard-hearted, it will probably be uncomfortable.

During the day, parents are taking care of grandpa in the hospital. Lin Lu can only go to the hospital after school in the afternoon. Actually, parents are not people who like to live in the hospital. Lin Lu has always known this, so every time he comes in the afternoon, I will call my parents to go back and rest.

Fang Zheng would often accompany him to the hospital after school, helping to take care of him until it was getting dark, and he had to hurry before he would go back. He used his own warmth to add to Lin Lu's desire to express his heart to everyone. oral determination.

For Lin Lu, this period of gloomy and warm days finally came to an abrupt end half a month after the final exam.

Grandpa finally ended his suffering, and left this not-so-good world one morning in winter, drawing an end to his hard-working life that no one can judge.

Lin Lu didn't say the last word to his grandpa. In winter, he was greedy for bed and it was a holiday. It was indeed early in the morning, so when Lin Lu woke up, grandpa had already left for more than 40 minutes.

The last conversation between him and grandpa stayed last night.

It was a conversation that Lin Lu couldn't stop crying when he thought of it later.

Grandpa probably knew that he might not be able to see the warm winter sun tomorrow. Last night, he half-lyed on the bed, and suddenly said to Lin Lu who was pouring water in the toilet: "Seeing how big you are, it's rare to hear it." You said what you wanted, and grandpa suddenly wanted to ask you, is there anything in particular you want?"

At that time, Lin Lu felt that the question was very inexplicable and unexpected. He got the water, wiped his hands and sat down beside the hospital bed before answering: "I want grandpa to recover completely, and I want grandpa to be the healthy little old man he was before. .”

Grandpa didn't scold him for jumping out even the little old man. Instead, he smiled and said, "But we all know that's impossible... Well, besides this, what else do you want?"

Grandpa said that he has always wanted very little when he grows up. This is indeed the case. When I was young, I only wanted my parents to come back to accompany me more. Zheng, he no longer cared about his childhood wish. Now that his grandfather asked, besides wanting his grandfather to have an impossible health, the only thing he wanted was Fang Zheng.

There is only one Fang Zheng.

But under his grandfather's smiling and expectant eyes, he still didn't say this ridiculous wish in the end, he just shrugged: "That's gone."

"It's really gone or is it fake?" Grandpa's eyes narrowed suddenly, and he realized it after a long life experience, and then Lin Lu heard him say in a deep tone, " Grandpa knows that there must be something you want in your heart, you can't say it, and grandpa doesn't force it, but you have to know that no matter what it is, as long as it is what you want, no matter whether you can get it in the end, at least grandpa will give it to you. It's from the position of supporting you, even if your parents don't agree, you just need to know that no matter what, you still have grandpa."

"Also, you are a very persistent, strong, serious and steady person. Grandpa believes that what you want, he also wants to be owned by you."

At that time, Lin Lu only felt touched, and tears came out, but he didn't think of other aspects, he only thought that what grandpa was talking about was about his future studies and career.

But later, when he cleaned up his grandfather's belongings, he accidentally saw the white paper that his grandfather had been reading to prevent him from seeing it, and he immediately understood the deep meaning of his grandfather's last sentence.

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