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While waiting for Fang Zheng to take a shower, the feeling of embarrassment that made him blush because he was interrupted by other things came back again. Lin Lu buried his head, unable to understand why he dreamed of Fang Zheng , and will have that unspeakable impulse towards a fraternity that he has known for more than ten years.

You can press everything without saying anything, but isn't Fang Zheng a boy?

Why did he react when he dreamed about a boy?

Lin Lu remembered that when Fang Zheng dragged him to watch pornographic movies at extreme speed, he didn't feel anything when he looked at the men and women entangled in the screen.

At that time, there was no such word as homosexuality in small cities. Lin Lu’s views on this word were limited to a certain biology class. When the teacher mentioned AIDS, he mentioned that gay men have a much higher incidence of the disease. Much, nothing more.

Lin Lu sorted out his inner thoughts one by one, and gradually found an answer to his confusion that he dared not reveal.

Fang Zheng took a shower very quickly, but when he came out, his face was still reddened by the steam from the bathroom, and his fair skin was also flushed all over his body.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Lin Lu with his head buried against the back of the bed. Fang Zheng walked over and wanted to rub his hair, but when he touched his hair, he felt that it was wet and cold.

"Why don't you blow dry your hair?" Fang Zheng was in a hurry, squatting down on the bedside table and flipping through it, "Your hair is quite thick, and it's not easy to dry. It's okay to wait for it to dry itself. If you have a fever, you should blow dry it." Good, otherwise what if you catch cold again?"

Lin Lu raised his head and said indifferently, "How can I be so delicate?"

"Yes, you are the least delicate." Fang Zheng found the hair dryer, inserted it into the socket, then turned on the switch, and blew on Lin Lu's head, "You are not so delicate that the fever has reached 39 degrees 7 , how awesome you are!"

The hair was blown by the strong wind, and Lin Lu's face was unceremoniously blurred. He parted the bangs on his forehead and said angrily, "Can't you blow it softly?"

"Okay, okay." Fang Zheng reached out and grabbed his hair, holding the hair dryer and blowing it carefully, "Your hair should be cut."

Lin Lu felt Fang Zheng's fingers running through his hair, as if his whole body had been electrified, and a tingling sensation spread from the top of his head to his limbs.

Very strange feeling, but very comfortable.

Lin Lu was so comfortable that he didn't even hear Fang Zheng's words.

"But don't think it's too short, just cut it shorter along the original hair," Fang Zheng said, "It's too short and it doesn't look good... But Lin Lu, I found that you are really different from when you were a child. Now Much handsomer."

Everyone is extremely sensitive to other people's compliments or insults, so Lin Lu was immersed in a sense of comfort, but he was still sensitive to hearing Lin Lu praise him.

"I know." Lin Lu smiled, "I've grown taller."

"I know you've grown taller," Fang Zheng lowered his head and leaned into his ear, grinding his teeth viciously, "Tell me, how much pig feed did you steal behind my back! Your height has grown so fast!"

The wind was warm, and Fang Zheng's breath was also warm when he spoke. Although what he said hindered the atmosphere, Lin Lu's face was burned red.

Almost in a hurry, he snatched the hair dryer from Fang Zheng's hand, and then pushed Fang Zheng away.

"No way," Fang Zheng was pushed against the wall by him, with a look of incredulity on his face, "I'm just joking and you're so angry?"

Lin Lu's voice came out from the rumbling wind: "I'm not angry."

"Then why are you pushing me?" Fang Zheng was even more puzzled.

Lin Lu didn't speak, and after blowing his hair twice, he pulled out the hair dryer.

Fang Zheng had already laid down beside Lin Lu, and glanced at him when he heard the sound cut off: "Did your hair dry?"

"Yeah." Lin Lu said, "You don't blow your hair?"

"I'm blowing fart!" Fang Zheng rubbed his hair, "My hair is shorter than yours, it's almost dry now."

"Then are you going to sleep?" Lin Lu moved slightly to the side, widening the distance between Fang Zheng and Fang Zheng, so as not to have any shameful reactions from himself.

"Yeah." Fang Zheng yawned, "I'm a little sleepy."

"Then you go to sleep first." Lin Lu simply got out of bed. He had slept intermittently all day, and now he didn't feel sleepy at all. Bar?"

Fang Zheng sat up propped up, and grabbed Lin Lu: "What homework are you still doing right now?"

"I can't sleep." Lin Lu pulled out his hand and sat down in front of the desk. "I've been lying down all day, and I don't feel sleepy at all. You go to bed first, and I'll turn on the lamp to write."

"That's fine," Fang Zheng lay back, "but don't turn off the light, I can sleep with my hands on my eyes, if you turn on the desk lamp, it will hurt your eyesight."

Lin Lu's heart warmed, and he turned around and smiled at Fang Zheng: "Okay."

He said he was doing his homework, but Lin Lu had finished his homework a long time ago. At most, he was previewing the knowledge behind him. He has always had the habit of previewing, so even if he misses a day of class today, he should not lose much knowledge. , Go to class tomorrow and borrow classmates' notes to make up.

Lin Lu usually takes his reading very seriously, but today he couldn't calm down, and couldn't help but look back to see if Fang Zheng fell asleep, as if he was waiting for him to fall asleep so he could do something.

Fang Zheng fell asleep within 5 minutes of lying on the bed. He felt that he obviously didn't do anything today, but he was quite tired.This feeling of being very tired is particularly good, without having to endure the pain of tossing and turning and not being able to fall asleep.

After reading the mathematics in the previous chapter, Lin Lu closed the book and went to bed lightly.

Probably because it was a bit hot, Fang Zheng was not covered by the quilt, and his hands were slouched by his sides. His pajamas were pulled up to his chest, revealing a large area of ​​fair skin. Together.

It's a sleeping position.

Fang Zheng has a good figure, tall and thin, but he is not the kind of thin with bamboo toothpick legs, he is the kind of thin with a thin layer of muscles, every inch of skin on his body outlines very smooth muscles line.

very nice.

Lin Lu didn't know how long he leaned over Fang Zheng's side to watch, until he felt a familiar hot flu in his lower abdomen, then he suddenly looked away and turned off the light with a snap.

Lin Lu under the darkness of night was very tormented, he couldn't control himself to think about the people around him, and felt that such a self was really disgusting and despicable.

He closed his eyes, thinking about seeing Fang Zheng's slender and beautiful body just now, and the more he thought about it, the hotter he got.

Fang Zheng slept really soundly. When Lin Lu was suffering, he turned over and put one hand and one leg on Lin Lu.

Lin Lu trembled in fright, but the hotness in his body did not decrease but increased.

And it tends to grow exponentially.

He thought for a long time, but finally couldn't resist touching Fang Zheng's firm and smooth skin a few times. He heard his breathing becoming more and more rapid. Lin Lu opened his eyes in the darkness and looked at the insufficient Fang Zheng's face was half a meter away.

The white moonlight in the darkness shone on Fang Zheng's side face, outlining a gentle arc.

Lin Lu felt that his eyes should be shining at this moment, he almost didn't think about it, he just leaned over and kissed Fang Zheng on the lips.

But just like that, Lin Lu woke up completely from his dazed desire. He immediately straightened up and got out of bed, quickly opened the door and rushed into the bathroom.

Fang Zheng, who was sleeping soundly on the bed, knew nothing about it.

Lin Lu stood in the bathroom, looking at himself in the mirror, his face was so red that he could bleed, his eyes were full of helpless panic.

He actually kissed Fang Zheng!

It's not the kind of friends and brothers who will bite two bites on the face when they go crazy!

Instead, he actually kissed her on the mouth!

It wasn't for any other reason, and it didn't burn my brain out of the pit because of a fever!

Instead, she wanted to kiss him sincerely and couldn't control it!

Lin Lu turned on the faucet and washed his face with cold water. When he raised his head again, the blush on his face was still not washed away.

Later, Lin Lu didn't sleep all night, and didn't dare to go to bed, so he hugged a small quilt and nestled on the sofa all night, and thought about it all night.

When it was almost dawn, after Lin Lu washed up, he went to the room to look at Fang Zheng. He was still sleeping, and he was soundly asleep.

Lin Lu walked in, touched his forehead, then turned around and left immediately.

He thought about it all night, he has always been very smart, and it is easy to straighten out his mind. Some things, he may already know, to be distressed, to be puzzled, to escape, it is just that he dare not look directly at himself heart.

Some things, if you don't take that step, you can always deceive yourself and others to escape.

But he actually took that step yesterday, so it's impossible to escape, and it's impossible to still ask yourself ridiculously, why would you kiss a boy, why would you have shameful thoughts about a brother who has grown up since childhood? ?

It's ridiculous to think about it again.

This kind of deviant liking, once I recognized him, I didn't think about running away, but I also didn't think about what to do in the past. Now he is just a student in his teens, and he still has a long future.

All he wanted now was that as long as he could stay by Fang Zheng's side, nothing else mattered.

He won't let go, but he won't strike rashly either.

Lin Lu pressed his temples. He didn't sleep all night and still had a fever. Now he has a severe headache.

"Grandpa." Lin Lu walked downstairs. Grandpa was already cooking porridge in the kitchen. Grandpa was delicious both in cooking and porridge. Generally, if he had time in the morning, he would cook porridge for breakfast.

"Just woke up?" Grandpa wiped his hands and came out of the kitchen, and touched his forehead, "Why is it still hot? Where's Fang Zheng?"

"It's okay," Lin Lu said, "Fang Zheng is still sleeping, I'll call him when the porridge is ready."

"Then why don't you sleep more?" Grandpa looked at him carefully, "I think your complexion is not very good."

Lin Lu smiled wryly in his heart, how could he look better if he didn't sleep all night?

"I can't sleep," Lin Lu said, "How long will the porridge last?"

"It will take a while." Grandpa touched his forehead again, "otherwise you should go to sleep for a while. You have a fever, so you should rest more."

"No," Lin Lu changed his shoes and walked outside, "Grandpa, I'm going for a run to wake up."

The air in the morning is very fresh, and you can feel the freshness of flowers, plants and trees after taking a deep breath. Lin Lu ran forward slowly from the back of the house. When passing by Fang Zheng's next door, he greeted the old grandma and grandpa very obediently .

His head still hurts a bit, but what he said was true, he really couldn't fall asleep, even if he was pressed on the bed now, he couldn't fall asleep either.

There are so many things in my heart that I can't relax my nerves.

Now morning running is already a routine for Lin Lu. After running for about half an hour, he didn't even change his breathing.

When I got home, the porridge was already cooked. It was eight-treasure porridge with lotus seeds, longan, red beans and other kinds of beans. Lin Lu likes to eat sweet ones. He filled a bowl of porridge, put the sugar in, and let it cool , went upstairs and called Fang Zheng who was still sleeping.

Fang Zheng was actually already awake, brushing his teeth in the bathroom, when he heard Lin Lu coming, he poked his head out of the bathroom immediately, and smiled at him with a foamy grin.

good looking.

Even though this little sun has fallen, it is still the most dazzling and attractive thing in his heart.

Even a mouthful is pretty.

Lin Lu looked at him, this person belonged to him, from childhood to adulthood and into the future, it must be his.

Lin Lu also smiled back: "Good morning."

Fang Zheng had already returned to the bathroom, took a sip of water, and replied vaguely: "Good morning."

"Go and have porridge," Lin Lu leaned against the door frame and looked at him, "Grandpa cooked porridge, it's delicious."

"Okay!" Fang Zheng finished washing his face, then walked downstairs refreshedly with his arms around his shoulders.

When Lin Lu was first bumped into, he still wanted to avoid it, but on second thought, he decided to forget it. If he remained in this state of being like a soldier, he might not be able to stay with Fang Zheng as brothers.

"Has your fever gone? Is your head still hurting?" Fang Zheng asked him while drinking porridge, "Remember to take medicine and pay attention to your body in the future. Look, how uncomfortable it is to have a fever?"

"En." Lin Lu nodded, feeling very happy immediately, even the headache can be ignored.

After eating, Fang Zheng was going back to school. Lin Lu walked with him to the door of the house and stopped walking.

"Remember you promised me," Lin Lu said, "I want to see you in No. [-] Middle School in a year and a half."

Fang Zheng held up three fingers and solemnly swore: "This time, I will never let you down again."

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