my brother became a scum

When Zhang Chen came out to serve the dishes, the footsteps became louder and louder. I opened my eyes and saw him stretch out his fingers, as if he wanted to touch my face.

I stared at him, his fingertips hesitated for a moment, then obediently took it back, and he said, "Let's eat."

I'm a little uncomfortable with Zhang Chen like this. If he behaves a little bit, I think he might be seeking something.But I don't think I have anything to be plotted by him, which makes people feel even more panicked. I realized that Zhang Chen might be serious. He finally had enough of playing, and he was ready to play the emotional game with me again—— ——Like all bloody scripts, the prodigal son will never change his money, forget everything and get back together again.

I sat next to the dining table. There was a meat and a vegetable on the table. Zhang Chen opened a beer and filled a glass for me. He sat opposite me and took a bite of the food naturally, then raised his head and asked me: "Why don't you eat it?" ah."

"Just lost my mind." I picked up my job, not going to abuse my stomach.

"What are you thinking?"

"It's nothing."

In fact, I thought of the days in Lushi. The moment I saw Zhang Chen after get off work, I couldn't stop my heartbeat.

"I also lost my mind when I was cooking. That time you walked away without looking back. When the door in the hotel closed, I suddenly realized that if I didn't chase you, I would lose you. gone."

I stood there, waiting for him to trot over, and the snow fell on the top of his hair, which was unbelievably beautiful.

"If you don't come home after get off work, I'll go find you. You're still stuck there, like a log. I want to go and hug you in person."

I drove him back to our home, and he fell asleep on the back seat. I bent down and picked him up, step by step, through the snow and light, into the warm house.

"That snowy night, when you walked back with me in your arms, I was already awake. I pressed my face against your chest and could hear your heartbeat. At that moment, I wanted to die for you."

We interlocked our fingers and kissed sweetly, making the most private positions intersect, bringing each other dizziness and excitement.

"You live very well, Chen Heping. I hold you like a big baby. I want to get tired of lying in bed with you every day."

My reason was overwhelmed by emotion, I forgot the opposing positions between us, and the only remaining vigilance. I signed my name on the document and wanted to marry him as my wife.

"I love you." Zhang Chen said with a smile.

He played with our marriage certificate with his fingers, he kissed me on the cheek and told me he would be back soon, he took my certificate and forged real evidence, he monitored my whereabouts in the name of love, He said he was going to save my life, easily ruined the first half of my career, he said he was going to marry me, but he was just trying to avoid a new marriage.

He lied to me time and time again, until now, he wants to find his true love with me, accumulate courage, and accumulate the spiritual support for his pursuit of fame and fortune.

He said he loves me.

"Why don't you speak, Chen Heping."

I took a bite of rice and stuffed it into my lips, I heard my flat voice: "I heard it, thank you."

"I thought you would overturn this table." Zhang Chen put down his bowl, he didn't eat any more, took a paper towel to wipe the corner of his mouth, and the smoke from his body disappeared completely with the paper towel. Becoming reserved and distant again.

"My table, my bowls and chopsticks, the vegetables I buy, I don't want to waste money."

I picked up a chopstick dish, put it on the tip of the rice, and lay my head down on the rice. In fact, I couldn't eat any taste, but I still wanted to continue eating.

"Why don't you quarrel with me?"

"Nothing to argue about."

"Would you like to quarrel with me?"

I looked up at him and said calmly, "Are you sick?"

"I have a disease that kills me without you."

"Then you're going to die."

After I finished speaking, Zhang Chen didn't speak for a long time. When I finished eating the rice in the bowl and put down the chopsticks, Zhang Chen asked me with a smile, "Are you full?"

"Ah."

Zhang Chen put his hand on the dining table, and I instinctively leaned back. The next moment, the dining table toppled over. All the food on the table hit the tiles, and the dishes and chopsticks crackled and shattered all over the floor.

Zhang Chen and I sat face to face, there was a big space in between, this scene was a bit ridiculous.

Zhang Chen lit a cigarette and stuck it between his fingertips without smoking. He said, "Chen Heping, I really didn't expect that one day, you would tell me to die."

I stretched out my hand, and he handed the cigarette to my fingertips. I held the cigarette and threw it on the ground. I raised my foot and crushed it with the sole of my shoe.

"I can't smell the smoke anymore. I used to be an old smoker." A little residual smoke was in the air, and the cough briefly stopped what I wanted to say. "People will never remain the same, you It will change, and so will I."

"So, you expect me to die?"

"You said that I would die if I left. I don't want to be with you. In that case, you will die, right?"

"I will," Zhang Chen said with a fake smile on his face, "I will drag you to die together. We clearly agreed that we will be together forever."

"When I was pulling the hook when I was young, I never thought that you would become a scumbag. Tell me about the things you have done, which one is not enough for me to stab you to death a hundred times."

"No matter how scumbag I am, haven't you always been by my side? That year when I was taken away by the disciplinary committee, the way you followed me and looked at me - I felt that everyone in this world might betray me, Only you, Chen Heping, will never leave me."

"Pfft," I couldn't help it, and laughed out loud, "Zhang Chen, will you listen to people? As I said, people will change."

"Why don't you stay better?" He muttered softly, as if he didn't understand at all.

I stood up and decided to end the meaningless conversation. I don't want to quarrel with Zhang Chen, and I don't want to quarrel with him again. I have already decided what I want to do and the way I want to go. , there is no need for any changes and episodes, my world does not need Zhang Chen, and Zhang Chen should not affect my emotions.

The road on the left was full of messes, and the road on the right was too narrow, so I had to go around Zhang Chen. I walked towards the bedroom, just like walking towards Zhang Chen. When the distance between us was less than half a meter, he raised his left hand, He took my left arm and said, "If you are the secretary of Lushi, I will give you a higher position after this turmoil subsides. Besides this, what else do you want? If you want money, I will give you a higher position." I will give you [-]% of the shares under my name."

I didn't speak, just pulled my arm out, but he clenched it tighter, and even put his face on it, he said: "Don't you want to avenge Zheng Qiang, I'm doing it, participate in this I'm going to rip everyone off the horse one by one and send them to hell..."

"Zhang Chen," my arm was stained with hot liquid, forcing me to break free from his grip, "You may have forgotten that you are no different from them, the one who forged evidence to pull me off the horse was none other than you. "

I pulled out my sleeves, went back to my bedroom in three steps and two steps, and locked the door behind me. The water on my arms has become icy cold. I know it will dry up soon and disappear, but The traces left by Zhang Chen on my body are hard to disappear.

I lay on the bed for a while, but I couldn't throw myself into the sleep track. I turned on the bedside lamp and saw half a bottle of white wine. Since I finished the exam, my sleep has not been very good, and I drink some occasionally Alcohol helps sleep.

I remembered the experience of drinking in that city, opened the liquor bottle, and started pouring myself alcohol, and I got my wish and entered the dream.

In the dream, I became very small, so small that I could only sit in the basket of the car. There was a man riding a bicycle to carry me. I was laughing and he was laughing too. , the car came to a slow stop, there was a bunch of sugar figurines in front of me, and the man behind me said, "Eat it, little greedy cat."

I held the candy figurine, as if I had got a treasure, and was reluctant to eat it. The car continued to go, and I got into the generous arms, and my eyes kept changing. The man behind said again: "Pingping, knock on the door."

I waved my small fist and slammed on the door a few times, and a very familiar voice came from inside: "Come on, come on~"

The door opened from the inside, and I saw Grandpa's face, but what I opened my mouth to shout out was: "Grandpa!"

Grandpa finished laughing and stretched out his hand to hold me firmly in his arms.I snuggled into my grandpa's arms and saw a tall woman with her hair tied into a ponytail and wearing a floral apron cooking. She raised her head and said with a smile, "Pingping, you can eat in a while." , go play with your grandfather and father."

I watched a TV series I couldn’t understand, raised my thumb and bit my finger, and after a while, I was hugged again, this time on the woman’s lap, and when she tied my apron, I I just remembered that it was my mother whom I hadn’t seen for a long time.

I yelled "Mom", and she poked my face with a smile: "Come on, let's eat."

I opened my mouth to take a bite of food, but I couldn't see the man's face clearly. I just felt that he was smiling, and everyone was smiling.Grandpa took a big mouthful of food, put it in the man's bowl, and said cheerfully, "Old Bai, eat more, and set an example for Xiao Bai..."

Old white, little white, white.

Why did I forget, that man's surname is Bai.

I suddenly opened my eyes, the bedside lamp was still on, I had a terrible headache, I struggled to get up, and staggered out, but I didn't know what I wanted to do.

My hand tremblingly covered the doorknob, and I twisted it many times before I opened the door. I pulled the door inward, but a figure fell backwards. I didn't support him, He took a big step back, barely standing still.

I stood there in a daze, and he turned around, as if he was saying something to me.

But I couldn't hear what he was saying, I seemed to have lost the ability to hear, my top-heavy eyes became more and more blurred, I finally couldn't see his face, and fell into a white space-I lost all consciousness.