my brother became a scum

Fatty Wang didn't seem to think he was wrong, but when I pulled over and parked the car, he knew I was angry. He lit a cigarette, and the smoke made me cough, but this time he didn't put out the cigarette butt. I didn't get used to him, so I just pulled down the window to let the cold wind blow in.

"Chen Heping, why are you so angry?"

"Wang Qinglian, I remember you said before that if you marry a daughter-in-law, you will treat him well and won't mess around outside."

"You remember it really clearly," Fatty Wang said while laughing, I just took a look at his nonchalant appearance, "Then do you remember who my girlfriend was at that time, and how she treated me afterwards?"

I naturally remember that Fatty Wang only had one girlfriend in China, and that was Li Yang who later slept with Zhang Chen.

"I thought you said this to your future wife. Li Yang is not a good woman, and your current wife is not bad to you."

"Of course she is good to me, otherwise I wouldn't marry her, brother, let me tell you the truth, the person I like the most in my life is Li Yang. After her, all women are just for fun."

"Is this also the reason why you have repeatedly divorced and married for so many years?"

"That's right, but then I got older and couldn't play anymore, and my wife was nice to me again, so it ended."

My stomach was churning, I raised my hand and frowned, and finally couldn't help but sneered, "You're such a scum."

"Hey, Chen Heping, if you want to put it this way, there are scum all over the place, and I just steal it occasionally. My heart is at home and I give all the money to my family. If I didn't go to the bathing center for cheap, how could I be caught so easily? .”

In my impression, Fatty Wang would stay up all night with the lights on. A love letter was torn up and then written. Wrapped in pink letter paper, Shale would save breakfast and would not be willing to borrow money from us to spend in a flower shop. Picking roses one by one, he would get drunk and swear to us that he would be good to his wife for the rest of his life.

I don't know whether it was Li Yang's departure or the years that changed him, but I can't understand him. Even if you don't love each other so much, you should maintain the minimum loyalty after marriage. Whether it is as a husband or as a father, this is bottom line.

I didn't speak anymore, stepped on the accelerator and started the car, sent the person to the door of the hotel, and opened the car door again.Fatty Wang turned his head and glanced at me: "Don't send me off anymore?"

"Wang Qinglian," I couldn't bear it after all, and persuaded me, "Don't do this in the future, you should think about your daughter anyway."

"Chen Heping, I can listen to you persuading me now, but as soon as you turn around and leave, I can't control myself. Cheating is a habit. If you don't have a wild meal, you will lose your energy."

I couldn't hold back my fire any longer, so I managed to suppress the nonsense, and let out a sentence: "You are really not a man, I look down on you."

"I look down on you too," Fatty Wang said with a sneer, "You scolded Zhang Chen for being a joke with me, and crawled on Zhang Chen's bed to get out with him. You said you were my brother, and that's how you treated me. Brother's?"

I really didn't expect that Fatty Wang knew about Zhang Chen and I, and he seemed to have known about it for a long time. I thought of his fewer and fewer communications over the years, and remembered every time I mentioned going to the United States. Look at him, the busyness in his mouth finally found the reason.

Fatty Wang took a few breaths and said to me again: "Zhang Chen is not a fun thing. Back then he slept with you and publicized it. There are not many of our friends who don't know about it." Yes. He is a lousy person, messing around with men and women. At that time, everyone was simple-minded, and even alienated from you a lot, thinking that you followed him for money."

"Not necessarily," I didn't follow with righteous indignation, "I'm busy with work after graduation, and I didn't have much contact with everyone. You are abroad, and you know a lot about the situation."

"Are you still together now?" Fatty Wang asked again.

"Not together anymore, separated for a long time."

"Then can I ask you a question? I've always wondered why you got involved with him back then. Did you fancy him rich and powerful, or was it because of something else, huh?"

It may be because of the cold wind blowing all the time, but my mood at the moment is actually very calm. I thought about this question seriously, and said, "Maybe it's because of my face."

Fatty Wang cursed and stopped talking. He opened the car door, got out of the car, and said "goodbye" to me.I didn't get out of the car, and watched him walk towards the hotel without looking back, and I knew in my heart that it was difficult to say goodbye.

I can't understand him messing around with men and women, being a "good father" and "good father" with a good face, he can't get over the fact that I'm with the man who stole his girlfriend, some words and some things are wrong If you say it, the world will be peaceful, but when you say it, it will be over.

I turned the car around and drove towards my home. The car drove faster and faster. I would probably be monitored and recorded several times along the way, and I would have to pay a fine after the year. I went up the stairs, into the room, plugged in my phone, The shoes were neatly placed on the shoe rack, and then finally got the strength to lie on the bed without thinking about anything, just in a daze.

I don't want to hate Zhang Chen, hating someone is too tiring, not being able to drive him out of memory is already an unpleasant thing, there is no need to deepen the impression through hating again and again, and can't let go of myself.

But I can always find that there are more things about Zhang Chen that I hate. For example, I told Fatty Wang that I distanced myself from my friends because I was busy with work, but Zhang Chen put a lot of effort into it like a mirror in his heart. .

How stupid I was when I was young, I couldn't realize that there were fewer and fewer friends around me, more and more free time, and most of my energy was taken away by him. Chen Heping, who is in his 20s, should travel around with his brothers bragging about meat skewers, instead of running to the bar in the middle of the night and dragging people by the back of their necks into the sink.

Did I also feel lonely back then, so I tried to hold onto Zhang Chen like a life-saving straw?

I want to cross time and ask what I was thinking at that time, but I don't have a time machine.Fortunately, I was finally not with him. Fortunately, I finally got out of my head with a flash of light. I squeezed his image out of my brain little by little. I was very satisfied. I took out my phone again and talked to the two store The supervisor launched WeChat.

The business after the next year was still good. I tossed and opened a third store, selling some traditional paper-cut, candied haws and other gadgets. The price is not expensive, but the business is not very good. I am not in a hurry. There are at least two other stores. Store kept.I began to like some old things, things that older people would like. I guess my thoughts have tended to middle-aged people. It is said that only middle-aged people can be so reluctant to part with old things.

The old couple next door and I gradually became familiar with each other. I knew that they had a daughter who married far away to the north and hadn’t returned home for a long time.It's not easy for the old couple. I often lend a hand to help carry rice, noodles, grain and oil. They also start to ask me about my situation.

I politely declined their offer. Now that I'm doing well alone, I don't want to find someone else.I don't know whether the other party is a good person or a scumbag, and I can't bear the toss of a second life.Secondly, I have had the experience of Zhang Chen myself, and I am more or less half gay. In the future, I will be lenient when I confess to other girls. The girl will definitely feel uncomfortable. If I hide it, I will call myself a scum.There are many homosexuals who have been hurt themselves, so they find a good opposite sex to be together, and boast that they have met love and felt warmth.I despise these behaviors very much. If they did not tell their partners their previous sexual orientation, it is no different from a fraudulent marriage. There is no need to use words such as "love", "rescue", and "rebirth".

There are many courses in the spring semester. I often spend time in the library. Sometimes I stay up late like a young man to look up information and write papers. In the blink of an eye, it will be Qingming Festival. The school is on holiday, and there is nothing to do in the store. I hesitate again and again. , or bought a plane ticket, ready to see grandpa.

I haven't seen my grandpa for a long time. To be honest, I miss him. The house under my name has to be cleaned up. I'm afraid that if I don't go there, the house will be in bad shape. Last year's heating bill was paid, but Whether there is running water, whether the heating is frozen, I don't know these things.

With a mess of stuff stuffed into my brain, I put on a blindfold and fell asleep briefly on the plane.

When I woke up, I couldn’t remember what I dreamed of. I only remembered a pot of sweet and greasy braised pork. The plane started to descend, and the fuselage fluctuated a little.

When the plane came to a complete stop, the cabin opened, and people began to disembark one after another. I followed suit and set foot on this long-lost land.

The airport is always crowded with people. I found my luggage on the luggage tray and was about to find a taxi with my luggage. After walking for a while, I heard someone calling my name. The probability of the name "Chen Heping" being the same is too high. I didn't think it was calling me, so I went on.

But the voice of the other party was getting closer and more urgent. I hesitated for a moment, but I stopped and turned my head. I saw an acquaintance.

"Yo, brother, why did I meet you here?"

I waved my hand, and the person in front of me was the brother who served at the front desk of the disciplinary committee back then. I had to report directly to Han Jin back then, and he couldn't drink coffee.

The man panted and said, "I think that figure looks like you. He called you so many times and almost missed you."

"I'm sorry brother," I was a little embarrassed, and patted his shoulder, "I thought you called someone else."

"Did you change your number? I dialed your number, but no one answered."

My mobile phone has newly installed anti-harassment software, maybe his number was filtered, so I had to reply: "I didn't change the number, maybe there is something wrong with the phone, let's find a place to chat for a while?"

"I also want to find a place to chat with you, but I have to go on a business trip, and I will go through the security check soon. I just saw you say hello, Chen Heping, how are you doing?"

"I'm doing well," I said this sincerely, without the slightest bit of reluctance, "You're doing well, too?"

"It's not bad, it's not bad, just try to live, hey, isn't that the case when people reach middle age?"

We chatted a little more, and seeing that he was really anxious, I took the initiative to bid farewell, and made an appointment to call back. I was about to leave with my suitcase, but I saw the man staring at me with a perplexed expression.

"Is there anything else? Just tell me if you have anything to do. I'll see if I can help."

"There is something," the man said with difficulty, "Do you still remember Huang Zhiming?"

"Remember, hasn't he been in prison? Is he doing well now and getting out of prison early?" I still had a smile on my face, thinking that maybe Huang Zhiming didn't do well. The brother in front of me mentioned him and called him What can I do for you.

It never occurred to me that his answer was: "Huang Zhiming committed suicide in prison in fear of crime, and you were mentioned in his dying suicide note. If you don't think it's bad luck, and you still miss him in your heart, go to Xicheng Prison, at any rate... at any rate Back then we were training together in the military."