my brother became a scum

I laughed at his filter for being too thick, and he said solemnly that I was just good-looking, and I was too lazy to argue with him, so I changed the water and rinsed my mouth solemnly, and he stared at me for a while before turning his head and continuing to brush his teeth.There are a bunch of bottles and jars next to the sink, some of which I know, and some I don’t know, so I reluctantly took a facial cleanser and washed my face. After washing my face and brushing my teeth, I gave up the position of the sink. Grab your electric shaver and get ready to shave.

Zhang Chen turned his hand across and put it on my wrist, he said, "Don't rush to shave, and shave later, beard grows slowly."

"It doesn't matter if it grows faster or slower, anyway, it needs to be shaved every day." I said so, but I still put the electric razor back to its original place, and I had to wait around, just watching Zhang Chen clean his face.

Except when I was a student, I rarely saw other men wash their faces. Among the men I remember, Zhang Chen has the most complicated washing steps. His white and tender hands are like painting, washing his cheeks little by little, etc. He snapped the cap on the last bottle, and I even wanted to give him a thumbs up.

Zhang Chen turned his head away and asked me, "You still haven't shaved?"

"Shave now." I applied the shaving foam, picked up the razor and began to shave. At this time, it was his turn to lean against the vanity table and stare at me. If his eyes were real, fortunately, I was more or less mentally prepared , the hand has not shaken yet.

After I finished shaving and turned off the switch of the razor, Zhang Chen came over naturally, and we exchanged a morning kiss.There was no lust in the moment of kissing, but it quickly changed, and there was an intimate greeting through two layers of fabric underneath.We ended the kiss out of breath. Zhang Chen touched my bottom with his hand and rubbed it gently. He said, "Can you be late?"

"I can't be late," I kissed the top of his hair, "will you wait for me?"

"Grass... If you can't, then you can't. Why are you talking so provocatively?" Zhang Chen buried his face in my arms, but I still saw him blushing.

We held each other for a while before he got out of my arms, looked down at the ground, and said, "Fuck off."

If I hadn't been in the current job, if I hadn't been in the current position, I would have held him down all morning, but the responsibility forced me to leave, and for the first time in my life, I complained a little about going to work.

After I finished dressing, I put on my leather shoes and picked up my briefcase. Zhang Chen emerged from the bathroom with his upper body. He waved his hand and said, "I will miss you."

After finishing speaking, he drilled back and closed the door again.

I couldn't laugh or cry, I was ironed in my heart, turned around and went out, and got on the car to work. The work of the day was completed smoothly and smoothly. At noon, the driver drove it for maintenance. Fortunately, my private car was parked not far away. in the parking lot.When I got off work, I sent a text message to Zhang Chen, and he sent me an address and told me to go there.

Today is Friday, and tomorrow and the next two days are weekends. If there is no special arrangement, I will also take a normal vacation. I guess Zhang Chen has made some tricks. After entering the address in the navigation, a hot spring bathing center pops up. I frowned, but after all it was Zhang Chen who asked me to go, he would never cheat me, so he stepped on the gas pedal.

When we arrived at the location, the decoration of this building was very regular—it was no different from a normal bathing center. I might be suspicious, so I called Zhang Chen in the parking lot and asked him: "Is this Longxiang Hot Spring?" Bath center?"

"Yeah, are you here?"

"Ah."

"Then come in through the back door."

"what?"

"The target on your face is too obvious. Enter directly from the back door, which is next to the door on Ronghua Road."

"alright."

I suppressed the doubts that had just arisen, walked around in a big circle, and entered the back door. There were only two waiters here, who were obviously well-mannered, and asked me which guest I was looking for. I said Zhang Chen, and he reported a house number No., and personally led me to the elevator.

I got on the elevator, and he pressed the corresponding floor for me, and then I exited.

I don't really like this kind of almost private club-style place. These places always remind me of when I was young, I ran into Zhang Chen rolling with others time and time again.

To this day, I still look down on Chen Heping, who is in his 20s and rushes over in a hurry, knowing what he will run into and worrying about getting drunk, but I know very well that he is my past and a part of me .

If I were completely different from him, I would not accept Zhang Chen at all, even if he abandoned everything and came to Lushi, he said over and over again that he loves me very much.

"Ding--"

The elevator stopped and the door opened. I stepped out of the elevator room and walked along the long corridor to find the room where Zhang Chen was. I knocked lightly on the door but no one answered. At that moment, I really wanted to Make a call to Zhang Chen - I don't want to encounter something unacceptable after I go in, I'd rather give him time to eliminate all the evidence.

But my reason and my impulse forced me to unscrew the handle, my eyes suddenly went dark, and I heard the sound of "bang--", all the lights in the room were turned on, and the ribbons drew a beautiful arc in mid-air, It sprinkled on my body, and I saw beautiful balloons, shiny rings, white and black cakes and smiling Zhang Chen behind the cakes.

He said: "surprise!"

But I took a heavy breath and closed the door behind me. I knew I should be excited and happy at this moment, but I couldn't show a smile.I walked to the side of the cake, glanced at the exquisite swan shape on it, and said something disappointing: "Today doesn't seem to be my birthday, nor your birthday."

"Isn't it good to cut a cake and eat it when you're happy?" Zhang Chen looked puzzled, as if he really didn't know why I was upset.

If he is in his 20s, and I am also in my 20s, I will believe that he really doesn't know, but now he is acting like this, in my eyes, he is just pretending to be stupid.

There are so many places to celebrate, why choose this place?He clearly knows that I hate this kind of environment, so I won't forget how many times I pushed open the door and bumped into his little mess.

Surprise?

No.

Shock

The room was quiet for a few minutes. Zhang Chen took a tray and cut a piece of cake, which happened to have a beautiful black swan on it. He handed the cake to me, with a proper smile on his face, and said: "No How about dinner, shall we have a piece of cake?"

I took the cake, glanced at it, and said, "Thank you."

This thank you made his brows rise, and I could see that he was also on fire, but he was suppressing it.My side is on fire, and his side is also on fire. A good date has turned into a mess. I don’t know why. I know why Zhang Chen can accurately step on the point that makes me unhappy every time.

I poked open this beautiful black swan with a fork, scooped a little cream and stuffed it into my mouth. It tasted good, but I really don’t like sweets very much, so I put the cake back on the table.

As soon as I put down the tray, I heard Zhang Chen ask me: "Don't you like it?"

"Fortunately."

"That's why I don't like it."

I didn't speak, Zhang Chen lowered his head, his shoulders shook a few times.I didn't reassure him, he's not the kind of guy to get upset over this, he's just holding fire, but I guess—

"Whoa-"

There was no need to guess anymore, Zhang Chen stretched out his foot and kicked over the cake table, the delicate cake hit the carpet, instantly becoming unsightly.

I didn't even bat an eyebrow, Zhang Chen's reaction was really expected.

He looked at me sideways, with no emotion in his eyes, calm and composed: "Chen Heping, can't you coax me a little?"

"It's hard not to quarrel when cutting the cake on this occasion." After saying this, I couldn't help it either. I didn't want to laugh just now, but now I can't help it.

We tore apart the film that we knew each other well, and the warmth instantly turned into tit for tat. I never thought that I was such a man who cares about every detail. I always thought that the years made me wise and tolerant enough, but in front of Zhang Chen , I seem to be the same Chen Heping in his 20s, I am different from him, he is luckier than me - he wants to leave Zhang Chen in his heart, but I am reluctant to part with Zhang Chen in my heart.

Zhang Chen wiped his face, he took a step back, and took the initiative to explain: "I chose this place to give you a surprise, and I did some things wrong before, which made you feel unhappy when you came to this kind of place. Just thinking about it this time, let you have a better time, and in retrospect, here we are happily cutting the cake, not something messy."

What he said was very sincere, but I was not moved at all, even a little numb and indifferent. I racked my brains and tried to make up some moving love words, but I couldn't fool him, and I couldn't fool myself. Only two words "thank you" are left.

He stopped looking at me, took out the cigarette in his suit, lowered his head and lit one, and the familiar smell of smoke permeated the air.

After he finished smoking, he twisted the cigarette butt into the ashtray, and asked me, "Chen Heping, what can I do to make you happier."

"It's not your problem, it's because I didn't figure it out." My brain hurts again, I don't understand why Zhang Chen is so obedient by my side, I'm still dissatisfied, and I'm still confused by the old past. troubled.

Zhang Chen came over and hugged me, and I hugged him too.I hugged him, as if I saw Chen Heping in his 20s. He grabbed Zhang Chen's hair, his eyes were red, his white body was boundless, and he wove beautiful lies with sweet words. Zhang Chen raised his crimson lips and asked At that time, Chen Heping said, "What relationship do you have with me, why do you care about me?"At that time, Chen Heping let go of his hand and turned around without hesitation. It was snowing heavily outside, and he walked a long, long way in the snowy night. He wrapped his down jacket tightly and vowed that he would never care about that man named Zhang Chen again.

But now?

He still hugged Zhang Chen, unwilling to speak sharp words.

I seemed to hear Chen Heping, who was in his 20s, mockingly said to me: "You haven't gotten rid of him yet? You are really ashamed."