my brother became a scum

When choosing a career, whether they are happy, calm or disappointed when they sign the contract, most people put their hopes on it and try to do it well.

I have been in the system for nearly ten years, and I never thought that one day, I would choose to leave because of this reason. The final defense is still a few months away from the graduate student I am studying. The thesis has basically been written, and I am waiting for the defense in June. Can get a diploma.I should have persisted until then, and then resigned, but after returning from Hainan, I was really tired.

I'm tired of the game with Zhang Chen, I don't want to put too much pressure on myself, and I don't feel nostalgia for the city where I was born and raised like before.

When I submitted my resignation letter, Jiang Zhen glanced at me and said directly: "Today is not April Fool's Day."

"I'm not joking either." I understand her surprise, if I were her, I would think I am crazy.

She put down the pen in her hand, sat up straight, without a trace of smile on her face: "Chen Heping, why do you have the idea of ​​resigning?"

"I want to venture out while I'm young, and I'm not used to the current pace of work."

"If you were in your twenties, or not in your current position, I might believe your nonsense."

I smiled dumbly, and suddenly felt that the leader was very cute, and I couldn't find any good excuses for a while.

"You are so young, you have already reached this position, five years, no, at most three years, you will be able to get a full-time job, and then you will work hard. When you are 40 years old, even the provincial party committee is very hopeful." Jiang Zhen persuaded me earnestly, she seemed more confident in me than Zhang Chen, "You have never worked in an outside company, if you go out rashly, you will regret it later."

"Jiang Zhen," I called out her name. I usually called her by her title in the past, "I also want to continue working, but if I continue, I don't know what I will become."

"Where is it so scary, you are down-to-earth and serious, and you will not make any mistakes."

She said this very naturally, but she and I both know that these words are just to fool those ignorant children.

"Chen Heping, you should think about it again. It's really not easy for you to be in your current position."

"Thank you, Jiang Zhen."

I said I need to think about it, but in fact I have already started to pack my personal belongings in the office. I submitted a resignation application. Even if Jiang Zhen is unwilling, he must report to the higher-ups. After the will is very firm, a meeting will be held to read the resignation letter in public, go through the transfer procedures, and finally I can leave. The whole process takes a month if it is slow, or about a week if it is fast.

When I was packing my things in the office, the phone rang suddenly. I wiped the sweat off my cheeks, not surprised by the two words on the screen: "Zhang Chen".

He got the news really quickly. It took me only an hour to leave Jiang Zhen's office.

I opened the phone and put it next to my ear. There was a biting wind from his side, but the sound came through clearly.

He said: "Chen Heping, it's only been a few days, you don't want me to stop?"

I was so impressed by his ability to beat him up, I also replied: "I don't want to trouble you for help anymore, after thinking about it, what I'm doing is in the end just a job, at worst I can change another job , and come with ease.”

"You're crazy."

"Zhang Chen, go play with your own eggs, I don't want to play with you anymore."

I hung up the phone neatly, and before I could catch my breath, the office phone rang again.

I answered the phone, and sure enough it was Zhang Chen.

"Chen Heping, I'm abroad now, and there are so many things that I can't get away. You can make any decision, and you can talk about it when I come back. You can be angry with me, but you can't joke about your own future, do you understand what I mean? "

I laughed, feeling that God had already made arrangements in the dark, and Zhang Chen happened to be abroad at this time, beyond his reach, and couldn't control what I wanted to do.

I replied him with a single word "OK" and hung up the phone again.

The act of resigning was not impulsive. I considered my property and future development direction, and even drew the second-tier cities I would go to.

Zhang Chen put pressure on Jiang Zhen and suppressed my resignation application, but I happened to know that there was a subordinate in this department with some background, and his mouth was not strict enough, so I talked to him in private, and revealed a little bit of my willingness to resign , Soon the entire Environmental Protection Agency and other similar departments knew that I had submitted my resignation.

Zhang Chen's phone calls came one after another, I answered and hung up, and I hung up and answered again.His power is not that great, and he cannot cover up the events that everyone knows. If I resign with all my heart, it is impossible for him to use the old lady's relationship to force me not to resign.In addition, he himself is abroad, all he can do is to let my leaders persuade me well.Twenty years ago, he might have been able to use his connections to detain my file, but it is no longer feasible.

The last phone call I had with him was before the final resignation meeting. There was a trace of weariness in his words, and he said: "Chen Heping, I never thought you could be so ruthless."

I tore off the tape, wrapped it around the box containing my sundries, and returned to him with my phone in my hand: "You said that more than once."

"You don't miss it at all? If you stay here, you can get things that many people can't even dream of in a lifetime."

"I don't want to part with it, but if I don't, what will happen in the future is always uncertain."

"It's a big deal. I won't help you anymore, and I won't get involved in your affairs. You can do whatever you want."

"Zhang Chen, you are here with me, and your reputation has gone bankrupt."

"Do you dislike me for this job? You dislike me so much that you don't even want to work."

"I don't dislike you, Zhang Chen," I bit off the end of the tape, and answered him seriously, "I'm afraid of you."

"Beep—" Zhang Chen hung up the call.

I finished the last procedure and left the unit where I have worked for nearly ten years. I was not in a relaxed mood, but I was not very sad. I folded my mobile phone card and threw it into the trash can. I flew directly to Luxembourg with my ticket in hand. I traveled abroad for a month, and when I returned home, everything was calm.

In the newspaper, Zhang Chen became the headline news in the entertainment section again, and the confidante was replaced by the confidante with blue face.

I booked a train ticket to Su City, and I'm going to settle down there. I'll play around first, and then think about what I'm going to do next.It's not that I don't want to stay in the city until June to defend my master's degree, but I always feel overwhelmed, and I'm very afraid that Zhang Chen will rush over again in a convulsion.

The day before I left, someone knocked on my door. I saw a familiar face through the peephole and opened the door.

The first sentence the other party said to me was: "Young man, do you want to do it with me?"

I froze for a moment. It came from his "young man". He is about 40 years old. Calling me young man is not taking advantage of me, but I just feel very embarrassed. I feel that I have taken advantage of it. It's not time to be in your early twenties.

"Sorry, who are you?"

My question will always be brought up every time I drink tea and chat with him afterwards, as an argument to laugh at my stupidity.

"Zheng Qiang, we met once in Hanjin's office last time."

I realized right away, it turned out to be the leader of the inspection team above, and hurriedly turned to ask someone to come in: "Sorry, it's been a while, I don't remember clearly."

"It's okay, I can't remember your name clearly, I just took a look at the folder before going upstairs."

"You're here?"

"The inspection team went to Handong last time and there were some accidents. I need a few reliable people to fill in. I just heard that you resigned. Did you not leave home? Do you want to come to the inspection team?"

I was directly confused by what he said. It took me some time to figure out what he meant, and then I felt very unreliable, so I couldn't help asking: "I have already resigned and left the public service system. Are you right?" Have you been drawing in-service staff all the time? It’s not suitable for me.”

"I don't know who told those young people that the inspection team's benefits are low, they can't get much money, and they are prone to work-related accidents. I came here to recruit people this time, and I rejected a few good seedlings outright." He sat down Sitting on my sofa, drinking tea, smiling like a Maitreya Buddha, his face doesn't change when he mentions oil and water and work-related injuries.

"It means that you are looking for me because you can't find anyone?"

"This is a reason, and the deeper reason is that when I met you at that time, I thought you were very suitable. Our inspection team can't let someone with a bad mind mix in. You have a righteous mind and a firm stand, and you are suitable for this job."

To be honest, his praise made me very guilty. I don't think I am a great and upright person, but I can barely be regarded as a good person.If he had approached me years ago, I would most likely have agreed to him, but now that I have finally escaped from this system, I really don't dare to approach him again.

I was about to refuse him, but he added another sentence: "The job of the inspection team is to dig out those dark detours, without being influenced by any organization or individual. Chen Heping, no matter who has threatened you, When you come to my place, I can at least keep you safe."

I don't know if Zheng Qiang's words were targeted or unintentional, but they did touch what I needed most in my heart.

Without any further hesitation, I just replied to him: "Okay, I'll do it with you."

"Don't ask about the salary, don't ask about my level?"

"I'm the only one in my family, and I'm good at living. There are no special requirements."

Zheng Qiang patted me on the shoulder and said with a smile: "Well, I will go through the formalities tomorrow, and I will be on a business trip with me the day after tomorrow."

"So fast?"

"No, things are arranged in a hurry, I went late, and the evidence is gone."