warm hearts

Gao Xu felt that he was intoxicated into a dream, in which he was trapped in a tropical rainforest.His whole body was wrapped in a mass of hot and humid air, his breathing was heavy, and every inch he touched was wet and sticky.

He hesitated at first, hesitantly wanted to leave, but the petals that swayed on his lips retained him, let him devour like a sacrifice, sucking the sweetness deep in the stamen.Followed by some small vines, tentatively drilled into his hair, entangled with his hair roots, or wandered aimlessly on his skin, occasionally lingering on his chest or waist .

That process is very lingering, those steamy and beautiful flowers and branches contain a kind of hidden power in the misty darkness, as if they can summon his wildness from the depths of the soul, you come and go Communicate with him in the purest form.

That is the most direct touch, abandoning all verbal embellishments, and everything is at the end of the gaze.

And when his waist was also entwined with vine branches, and the hot and humid touch spread from his sides, he gradually felt that there was a certain emotion deep in his heart that wanted to pour out impatiently, with his strength and emotion The flourishing piled up to the top, and then sank to the abyss.

long time.

Or just a thought.

A beam of light appeared dimly, outlining everything in the chaos.

The first thing that is clear is a pair of eyebrows, tangled with a lingering wave of emotion, and the brows are slightly frowned.

Then came a pair of eyes, like silver stars shattered into a deep pool, with half-closed eyelids and trembling eyelashes.

After that, everything became clear. Ji Xiaomin's nose was round, his cheekbones were thin, and his lips were like the bow of Cupid. The moment he met Gao Xu's eyes, they suddenly bent into a lazy arc, hitting the bottom of his heart, melting honey. Sweet like sugar.

Gao Xu only felt that his whole heart was filled, and after staring at him for a while, he couldn't help but poked his head over and kissed him hard on the cheek.

"Why?" Ji Xiaomin also just woke up, and his consciousness was still a little dazed, and he turned his head slightly to look at him after being kissed, not knowing why.

Gao Xu didn't answer, just chuckled, then turned over and stretched contentedly, leaned against Ji Xiaomin when he lay down again, paused for a moment, then remembered something, turned around and changed his posture to put him on the bed. Hugging, reaching out to touch his forehead.

"Okay, the fever subsided at night~" Ji Xiaomin was still a little sleepy, so he said something vaguely, but his body was held by him, too lazy to move; after a while, Gao Xu vaguely heard "I thought it was a dream" before struggling Turning around to face him, squinting slightly, raised his hand to stroke the top of his shaggy hair, and said, "Are you stupid?"

[Wang Ze gave me a book many years ago. On a page with a bookmark in it, it says: "When you fall in love with someone, you will involuntarily treat him as a child in your heart. You will subconsciously worry about All his things, his present, his future, his happiness and his unhappiness, and even the trivial things in life that he has long been able to do." I didn't pay much attention to it at the time, I just forgot after seeing it, but that day I was lying in Gao Xu's arms , while plucking the short hair on his head and complaining about "is he stupid", this passage inexplicably came to mind.

Originally, I just laughed it off. After all, Gao Xu is my age difference, and I often sigh that he is just a child.However, when I went to the car dealership in the afternoon, after Gao Xu came over for the third time while I was working to make sure I didn’t have a fever anymore, I suddenly realized that Gao Xu didn’t have this attitude towards me?I then spent some time corroborating my findings, both by observing his behavior in the days that followed and by recalling it.The results of my observations were not what I expected, but my memories somewhat surprised me.Because in my memory, Gao Xu seems to have such a tendency towards me from the very beginning.

——Ji Xiaomin]

On December 22, the winter solstice, the modified car was finally delivered.After the lunch meeting, everyone cheered with the red envelopes issued by Gao Xu and started a ten-day compensatory vacation.The temperature has continued to drop in the past few days. Ji Xiaomin is wrapped in a down jacket every day, almost wearing himself like a ball, but he has not felt such a magical attack for a year and a half. Whenever he is still, he still feels cold.

Gao Xu knew this well, so he turned the air conditioner to the maximum as soon as he got in the car, and the next action was to take off his coat and throw it on the back seat, as usual.

Ji Xiaomin didn't speak during this period, just nestled in the comfortable position on the passenger seat as usual, resting his chin with one hand, watching quietly.

His eyes first stopped on the multimedia screen in front of the car, waited for Gao Xu to adjust the temperature, and then turned to look at his face——Gao Xu turned his face at this moment, his eyes met him calmly, the expression on his face But a little tangled: "What the hell are you looking at?"

"Look at you." Ji Xiaomin was amused by his expression, and unconsciously curled the corners of his mouth.

When Gao Xu saw him smile, he immediately laughed too, but soon changed back to his tangled expression, raised his hand and scratched his head in some embarrassment, and asked, "You've been staring at me like this for so many days, what's the matter?" ah?"

Ji Xiaomin didn't answer right away, but continued to stare at him for a while, and then said very slowly with some hesitation: "I'm thinking... since when... did I start liking you. "

Gao Xu had been waiting for his answer before, but he knew Ji Xiaomin's character, if he didn't want to say it, he might take it away after a while, so he didn't mean to force it.He was thinking that anyway, there will be a long time to come, and there will always be a chance to ask clearly, but when he suddenly heard Ji Xiaomin's answer, his eyes stared like copper bells instantly, the expression on his face changed rapidly, and finally fixed on a happy smile: "When?"

Unexpectedly, this time it was really a long time waiting for an answer, Gao Xu was a little restless at first, but then he felt that Ji Xiaomin had really made up his mind not to speak, so he had to start the car and start the road first.Ji Xiaomin was no longer looking at him at this time, looking through the glass window at Fatong, which had already lost all its leaves on both sides of the road.

The rare sunlight in winter shines unobstructed from the bare tree tops, although it is a bit dazzling, but Ji Xiaomin understands that it does not bring much warmth.However, the temperature in the car was just right.The warm air from the air conditioner was blowing slowly on his temples through the vents, which made the cold winter sun look warm.

Gao Xu, who was beside him, seemed a little unwilling, and finally muttered at an intersection in a volume he could hear clearly: "Then I won't tell you when I started liking you."

His tone was very soft, and that familiar childish tone made Ji Xiaomin imagine how obvious the bead on his mouth should be just by listening to it.

Ji Xiaomin suddenly felt that those warm winds seemed to be able to blow into his heart all the time, and the corners of his lips curved accordingly, revealing a slight smile.He didn't turn his head to look at Gao Xu again, but narrowed his eyes slightly, raised his head against the sunlight and air-conditioning wind and leaned back in the chair, lazily said: "I know."

[use up]

2018. 11, 24

Nanjing