warm hearts

[Ever since I clarified my feelings for Ji Xiaomin, I have imagined countless times how I would express my feelings, but I never thought that it would be broken by his joking words.My reaction at the time was actually very naive, like a primary school student who was told what was on his mind, all I wanted was to get back the scene.Of course, I also have the kind of romantic feelings and romantic thoughts that have been written in books or acted in TV dramas, but they were all after I pressed him back on the square pillar and kissed him fiercely—he Her lips are soft, but hot to the touch, that feeling is like suddenly drinking a mouthful of steaming and slightly scalding mocha in the cold winter, which burns deep into my heart in an instant. ]

Gao Xu's mind suddenly came to his senses the moment his four lips met, and he realized that Ji Xiaomin's joke was nothing, and what he did now really showed his heart.But the relatives have already kissed, and the sudden braking to push the person away will definitely make the two of them even more embarrassed. It's better to follow the idea of ​​finding a place, and just make a joke and get away with it...

Suddenly a brainstorm started in his mind, Gao Xu's downcast eyes slowly found the focal length, and saw Ji Xiaomin's inexplicably red ears over the corners of Ji Xiaomin's extremely short shaved scalp.Just as some consciousness in his heart gradually became clear, his lips were swept lightly by a soft and moist touch, just like... just like Ji Xiaomin licked his lips lightly like he was used to, but He forgot to retract the tip of his tongue, but hesitantly and cautiously rubbed Gao Xu's lips between his lips.

Gao Xu's breathing stagnated for a while, and his eyes suddenly drew closer, fixedly fixed on the position in front of him so close that he could see the bridge of his nose clearly.Sure enough, Ji Xiaomin's gaze also stopped there, and met him calmly from half-opened eyes, it seemed like his whole person didn't have much strength, but he had accumulated infinite strength so that he couldn't help it. Do not open your eyes.

Gao Xu felt that his mind was boiling again, but it was not as vague and chaotic as before, but a strong determination to win was ignited enthusiastically and soberly.He swallowed Ji Xiaomin's hesitation on his lips without any hesitation, wanting his breath to blend with him with the same enthusiasm, the heartbeats of the two are in sync, and they are indistinguishable from each other.

Then he felt that he felt the heat from Ji Xiaomin's side, not only his lips and tongue, but also the cheek and forehead touched by his palm - he let go suddenly, and put his lips on Ji Xiaomin's forehead, a moment later his voice darkened He said dumbly: "What's going on? You have a fever!"

"Huh? Is there?" Ji Xiaomin actually didn't feel anything, he just felt a little tired, but he has been quite tired for a while, so he didn't care too much.

"Absolutely." Gao Xu said while taking a closer look at his face, only to see that his face was actually extremely pale except for the unnaturally red lips and cheeks, so he was more sure of his judgment.His face darkened, and he quickly pulled him to stand up: "You must have caught a cold, what the hell, you drank a big cup of iced coffee just now—walk, hurry, go to the hospital!"

Ji Xiaomin couldn't resist him, and when he said it, he felt that he really seemed to be getting more and more uncomfortable, so he had to let him drag him to the hospital.

As a result, when he went to the hospital to take his temperature, it was 39.6, and Gao Xu's face suddenly became darker than before.

Ji Xiaomin felt very uncomfortable, and tried to type haha ​​while queuing up to get the medicine: "Hey, it's really time for you to give the half-day off tomorrow."

Hearing this, Gao Xu really wanted to give him a supercilious look, but when he saw his pale and haggard face, he immediately froze. He held back for a long time before muttering: "Then you should sleep well."

Ji Xiaomin shrugged: "I want to sleep too, but it's a bit difficult during the day. There is someone renovating the upstairs of my house, and it's nine to nine, and I can't be shaken."

"Then go to my place, my place is still close." Gao Xu immediately interjected, seeing Ji Xiaomin staring at him after taking the medicine, he felt inexplicable: "What's wrong?"

"Isn't your place the Eight Heavens Spirit Cave, where idlers are not allowed to enter?" Ji Xiaomin blinked, remembering Bai Sen's gossip one day.

Gao Xu took the medicine bag from him, and walked out while talking: "You are not just waiting around."

Probably people will be at the mercy of psychological effects. Take illness as an example. Usually, if you have not accepted this setting consciously, no matter how uncomfortable your body is, most of them just feel uncomfortable. Can last a little longer.However, once I consciously accept the signal that I am sick, the subconscious self seems to be discouraged first, and then the body becomes more and more overwhelmed.

Ji Xiaomin's situation should be the same, so when his head hit the pillow, although he was still thinking about Gao Xu's words "You are not an idler", but since he has a clear number on his body, he can't feel it at all. The neglected high fever and muddled mind made him have to sigh in his heart that he was just a layman.

"But where is the vulgarity?" a voice asked.

He tried his best to break it down in the vagueness, but he always didn't know where to start, or he seemed to have talked a lot, but suddenly lost his train of thought for no reason, or didn't know what he was talking about. where.

His thoughts should be said to be very chaotic, but on the other hand they seem to be very clear - he can feel very clearly that Gao Xu is beside him - at the bedside, or walk away for a while in the middle, and come back again, Covering his forehead and eyebrows with hands or wet towels sometimes leaks a little light, and sometimes covers all the light.

Then his thoughts were filled with the words Gao Xuzai and his figure. For a while, it was the indifference on his face when he came out of the bathroom when he first saw him, and for a while, it was the neurotic look on the screen of the phone on the other side of the ocean. Huantao, who was arguing about "Teacher Ji getting up", asked him solemnly for a while if he wanted to work with him in a car dealership, picked him up home, cooked for him, took him to the doctor, and told him with a calm face "You are not an idler."There will also be some particularly clear images mixed in, such as the blood-stained knuckles under the street lamps in the alleys of the eastern suburbs, or his enlarged eyes in front of his eyes and the lips that lightly rub against the line of his lips.Then a sound came out of the darkness and suddenly filled all the interlaced pictures, like... the sound of a heartbeat—his heartbeat, or Gao Xu's heartbeat, or the two of them getting close Heartbeats close at hand.

Suddenly, as if disturbed by those strong heartbeats, Ji Xiaomin suddenly opened his eyes, and his eyes were as dark as a piece of black and white film.He habitually turned his head in one direction, but he didn't see the floor-to-ceiling windows leading to the balcony. Only then did he vaguely remember that this was not his home, but Gao Xu's home.

Then his eyes moved towards the direction of a slight light source, and he soon found that there was a window in the middle of the wall facing his back.The curtains on the window were half-closed, and a beam of light white and grayish light just leaked in. I don't know where it came from, but it spread thinly into the whole room, and the color alone made people feel peaceful.

However, there was a sound in his ears—a uniform, somewhat familiar breathing sound, not far or near, coming from half of the bed beside him.It also rang on half of the bed in his own home, and it was the finale of his heart-to-heart conversation with Gao Xu until late at night.

Ji Xiaomin blinked, turned his eyes towards the source of the sound, and gradually discerned Gao Xu's hairline, eyebrows, nose bridge and lip line in the gray light.He thought his mind was messed up at first, but as his vision became clear, he seemed to wake up suddenly, sorting out the chaotic thoughts in the dream little by little, and finally ended up in the place where he was almost ignored because of his fever. dropped kiss.

And when Gao Xu suddenly opened his eyes because of his breath change or other reasons, he asked him in a lazy voice that was obviously not yet awake: "Are you awake? Are you better?" When touching his forehead, the chaotic question of "Where is the vulgarity?" seemed to have an answer—he suddenly raised his hand to hook Gao Xu's head, and then moved his lips again according to the angle he remembered. Pressing on his, the tip of her tongue slightly spit out, and sucked on his lips.